A/N Hey guys! I am very grateful for all the reviews, you are awesome! I want to apologize for not updating this story before, I suck at updating! Anyway, I was re-reading it today and this just wrote itself. I hope you guys hasn't forget about this story and I hope you like it and this chapter worths the wait. Again, I don't have a beta-reader so you'd probably find few mistakes in my writing.

It has been a week since Addison's revelation in the last trial of her divorce. A little part of her hated her for that. She didn't want things to be like this, she did want Derek to sufer for what he did to her but this was just too much. She actually didn't want her lawyer to say the judge that Derek tried to make her abandon the trial, but her lawyer just said that if she wanted to win this, she needed to use all things she could use against Derek.

During this week, Derek and Addison didn't even make eye contact, he didn't want anything to do with Addison after what happened, the only saw each other at court and their lawyers did all the talk, they weren't even talking, not after that, they couldn't trust each other.

While they were still trying to solve this mess, Derek was distant to his job and even to his relationship with Meredith. She was trying to support her boyfriend during this but it seemed like he didn't even care about her anymore, this day, she decided to join him in his trailer so they could talk or at least spend an awkward moment staring at each other like they were doing lately.

"Okay Derek, I know this must be hard for you but I am your girlfriend, you should be able to talk to me or at least look at me, it's not like I am Addison" Meredith said frustrated as she was drinking a beer, sitting next to Derek who was drinking as well

"Yeah, you're right, you're not her" He simply answered lost in his thoughts

Meredith gave him a glance, confused for what Derek just said "What does that supposed to mean? Because let's face it, it's your divorce, you should be happy that you're finally cutting your relationship with Satan"

"Happy? Seriously? I am not cutting my relationship with Satan, Meredith. I am going through a painful divorce process which it's not as easy as I expected since Addison is fighting hard. Somehow I am ending my family with this, I spent the last eleven years of my life next to that woman, we spent a lot of good times together, it's not easy just cut that type of relationship" He finally spoke now upset, not really with Meredith but with the whole thing.

"If you see it that way it is hard but come on, this is what you wanted, you practically wanted to get rid of her so you can be with me, you even said to me that you were looking at me the way you should be looking at her, this is what you wanted, Derek. You shouldn't complain about this now that you're in" Meredith answered in the same tone Derek was using, she did expect this was really different. She thought once Derek and Addison get divorced, things would be easier for her own relationship with Derek, she imagined he would be bright and shinny after this and they could be a real couple and she could finally leave behind her status as the dirty mistress

"Maybe I was wrong then" He simply said, drinking the beer he had on his right hand and sighed. Meredith looked at him and she nodded, realizing something that actually surprised her since she never could see that coming

"Oh God! You're really pathetic! You can't… Oh my God!" She laughed sarcastically "You still love her, don't you? After everything she has done to you, after she cheated on you with your best friend and probably right now she is still screwing him, after what she did to you at court, you still love her? Damn, I thought you were better than that"

Derek just looked at Meredith as she spoke, he stayed quiet thinking about what Meredith just said, even if Addison did all this crap to him, did he still love her? Because if that was the case and even if he would never ever admit it, he was actually pathetic. If that was the case and if he still loved his soon-to-be-ex-wife why wouldn't he noticed it when she was still next to him? When she was trying to save their marriage? Maybe the idea of having a relationship with Meredith wasn't as good as he imagined it's be, maybe it wouldn't work out as well as it did when he and Addison started dating, after all, that was what he was looking for, he wanted to find a relationship as good as the one he had with Addison when things started, sadly just at this moment he figured it out that there was only one person that he could share what he wanted and it wasn't exactly Meredith.

Since Derek didn't say anything Meredith just shocked her head and stood up "You can't even deny it! What the hell do you want then? Stay married to that adulterous bitch and still get to screw me? I was right then, I am just the girl you crewed for being screwed!"

"I didn't say that, Mer.. You're the one who keeps saying that, I am just trying to have a moment of peace during all the shit that I am going through, if things keep going the way they are, I am loosing this land ad even this trailer, right now I could really use some quiet moment, and you saying all of this it's not really working for what I want, so if you wanna stay here, stop saying that"

"You know what? I'll make things easier to you, I'll leave, don't bother to call me or whatever. When you see me at the hospital let's keep it professional and this time I mean it, I won't be chasing you and I hope you do the same thing. It's over, you have one thing less to be worried about" After saying that Meredith took her stuff and left the trailer really angry. Derek didn't even bother to say anything, he just stayed there drinking. He knew that probably Meredith was right, he couldn't just admit it because he was too damaged at the moment and his relationship with Addison practically didn't exist anymore besides he couldn't just ignore the fact that Addison, the woman he thinks that he still love, is making his life a complete hell and he wouldn't let this go so easily. All he could do right now was finish the bottle of scotch he had saved for situation like this and get drunk to try to stop thinking about the shit he called life.

Meanwhile, Addison was in her hotel room next to Mark, she didn't know what they were at this point. He was with her every time she called her when she wasn't feeling good, he stayed next to her until she fell asleep, he was with her when she needed someone to talk, he was always there for her.

"Do you realize that you're making me your girl friend?" Mark told Addison laughing a little as she looked at him confused "I get to listed to you complaining about Derek, about Derek and Meredith, about the trial and you refuse to sleep with me, that makes me your girl friend"

"Shut up, Manwhore. First I am not in the mood, you've been listening to me, I am depressed I am not feeling very well, why would you want to sleep with me? And second, it's not like you're not screwing anyone from the hospital, there's always a nurse or an intern or even a resident who are willing to sleep with Dr. McSteamy"

"Well, in that case, you're actually right. But if it worth it, you're so much better than all of them"

"I know I am" She teased Mark laughing, at least talking to him making her stop thinking for a little while

"Also… Since few weeks ago I have the feeling that there is something you're not telling me. I don't know if it's just me but I am pretty sure there is something you don't wanna talk about"

"I have no idea what you're talking about, Mark." She avoided the subject as she always does when she doesn't wanna go through a very awkward talk.

"It's all I'm saying, red. Just whenever you feel like talking you know where to find me. Meanwhile I am gonna have to take a peek at Joe's bar to see if I can find someone and well.. you know"

Addison just laughed and nodded "You're such a manwhore! Go and have fun, I'll just stay here. I have to go to court tomorrow, they're finally making a decision and the divorce will be finalized already. So hopefully all of this will be finished by this time"

"Well, that's good. Besides you know that a very moody divorced lady turns me on"

"Shut up, Mark. Just go, I am fine, I am telling you, my divorce will be finished tomorrow, this war and this misery or whatever it is, it's ending so I'll be fine, just go and enjoy the random woman you find"

Mark left the hotel room, leaving Addison alone. As soon as Mark walked through the door, Addison's smiled disappear, he hated to admit it but he was right, there was something she wasn't telling him, something that she wasn't telling anyone.

Addison Montgomery-Shepherd is the best OB/GYN in the country, if someone could notice the symptoms of a pregnancy that was her. But apparently when it came to herself she wasn't that good, just few days after starting the trial, she started to feel bad, she was nauseous, pale as paper, for once she thought she was having a stomachache but normally that would go away in few days. But it's been weeks and she's still having those symptoms, besides the fact that just a couple days ago she just realized she was a couple weeks late, she tried to find a reasonable excuse for this but there was only one answer.

She even brought two home-pregnancy tests, but she didn't want to take them, not just yet, if she took it and it was positive she would have to deal with the fact that in somehow she was carrying Derek's baby, it wasn't possible it was Mark's, they started to sleep together about two or three weeks ago, it'd be early to start showing symptoms, she knew it would be Derek's, somehow the few times they had sex during the last days of their lives as a couple, they managed to create a baby, there is was no way she could tell this to Derek because they already hate each other, she is taking everything from him, it couldn't be positive and if it was it would be too complicated.

And if it was negative, she would be relief at some point, things would be easier for both, she would have so save a very awkward conversation which includes telling your ex-husband that you're expecting his baby during the resolution of their divorce. But very deep down, Addison thought, this would be Derek's baby, all she has ever wanted, but this wasn't just the time. Damn why didn't this happen few months ago? She thought. She needed to face the truth so she could make a choice.

Although a little part of her started to imagine how this presumed baby of hers and Derek would be and she knew it would be perfect. With the best parts of her and Derek, maybe his hair with her eyes, hopefully her nose and his personality except for the arrogance, of course

Also if she was having a baby, she had to tell her lawyer, after all Derek would be the father and he would have to know about this, they would have to set a custody arrangement and everything a child of divorced parents does. She did some research on her iphone, about divorce trials when the woman is pregnant. She was surprised to find out that in almost all of this cases, the trial was suspended until the baby was born, that was another complication to her, since the divorce was going to be done by tomorrow morning.

She took a long breath and decided to do it, she went to the bathroom and pee'd in both sticks. She waited the longest five minutes of her life to see the results. She slowly lifted both sticks to see them, with her hand almost shaking and in the minute she saw it she had an expression that no one would be able to read. Both sticks had the same result, there was no doubt that they were right.

A/N Sorry for ending there! You'll find the results of the test in the next chapter! What do you think? Is it possitive, negative? Or it might be something else? Review and tell me what you think! I am gonna try to update soon, I promise :)