Well today I ve got for you chapter 4 and there will be 2 songs ( one with real lyrics and another one with created ones
Chapter 4 a great decision
'' it´s been a week since I´ve met Saphire. she´s very nice ,she is so ….cheerful, so happy, so… beautiful….but, I can't be with her, what if her parents don't like me… what if she gets in problems because of me , because who I am….because what I am? I can't live with that… what do I do? I really love her…but, I don't want to put her in danger'' and as the young macaw was thinking a song came to his memory, a song by which he felt familiarized as he somehow felt it represented his life:
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever know
Don't know where it goes
But it´s home to me
And I walk alone
I walk these empty streets
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a….
My shadow´s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow's heart the only thing that´s beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah,ahhh-ah
Ah-ah,ah-ah,ah-ah.
I´m walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of de edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What´s f#ked up and everything´s alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a….
My shadow´s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow's heart the only thing that´s beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah,ahhh-ah
Ah-ah,ah-ah,ah-ah.
I walk alone
I walk a….
He stopped to look at the sky and remember those moments in which his brothers and him where escaping, trying to find a solution to their problems not even knowing what it was, he remembered dark and sad moments of his life
I walk these empty streets
On the boulevard on the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a…
My shadow´s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow's heart the only thing that´s beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone''
He stopped again to remember the recent things that had happened to him, the happiness with Saphire , these 8 days had been the best of all of he´s life and in that moment he made his choice and went to sleep as it was almost midnight.
The next morning:
Eclipse went straight to Saphire´s house but he didn´t saw her there (always away enough to don't be seen by her parents) so he immediately went to her chase cause he needed to tell her the truth… he loved her.
Sahphire:
Saphire had woken up earlier today as she was very anxious, she didn´t knew what exactly was what it was making her feel this nervous but she was able to feel that something shocking but good would happen this day. She was at a stream taking a bath and then she was going to have breakfast but she was cut by a very familiar and trusted voice '' Saphire!'' was the only thing she was able to hear before she moved her face to the place where the sound came from and there she was able to see her beloved one, it was him who was calling her, just like in her dreams.
Eclipse:
Just as he saw the spix macaw he went darting to his loved one to tell her the truth, he wanted to…. As he landed right next to her he was greeted by her sweet voice ''good morning Eclipse'' ''good morning Saphire'' he thought it was the moment he had waited for and so he spoke
''Saphire… there´s something I need to tell you, we might had just met each other just for a week but I need to come clean and tell you this'' he said as his heart started to beat rally fast ''Saphire, this last week I had the luck of meeting you and having the best time of my life…''he said as her heart started to beat really fast as she thought it was the moment she had waited for 8 days '' but yesterday I realized…that… that I… I…. I love you''Her heart skipped a beat, she was frozen like Ice, she couldn´t believe that the macaw she loved , loved her too, she wanted to be with him, but his face said something different.
''oh Eclipse, I love you too, I don't know what to say, I'm so happy you do, but, I need to know….Eclipse what´s wrong , I can see that in your face you´re not sure about this, why?''
He remained quiet as he knew he would have to tell her this truth too
'' do you really want to know?'' ''yes Eclipse, please I don't want anything between us'' '' well the truth is that I have lied you, I am not Black macaw, I'm …. I´m …..A Ghost macaw'' '' a ghost macaw? I never heard about that specie before'' '' yeas, it's because our story is a dark one'' '' please Eclipse tell me I need to know what is hurting you so much'' '' I see no point on hiding It to you, it started 20 years ago:''
''Before the raid you where caught in there was another one, in that time there was a specie in charge to protect other ones, that was mine, we where meant to protect others, we where the guardians of the macaws…. In that night most of my specie was captured and those who weren´t, escaped to save the specie, but… after the big raid lots of other species blamed mine because of their losts, others tried to help us but we were marked to die, those who blamed us started to chase us, killing us and destroying my specie´s eggs, so we were unable to save our specie, 4 years later my parents hided my egg and after that they died so I was left alone, but in 6 years I found other hatchlings like me, those are my brothers and sister, I know they aren't my biological ones but…. They are the ones who I lived with my whole life, and after those 6 years we where found by some extremists and we had to run away and that is how we ended voyaging for 10 long years, taking care of ourselves, not worrying for anyone else and always escaping cause it didn´t mattered where we went to troubles found us , until one day we found an old Macaw who was protecting a library … you wont believe this but in that library there was the hole Bird history , we asked for our past and then knowing that our future should be here on rio we returned …''
He said showing a face plenty of pain and hurt cause reviving those moments where like a torture to him
'' but then you came to my life , you made the dark void of violence and hurt of my life something which was ding of living for, you gave me hope, you gave me something to live for…'' was everything he was able to say before tears started to run out of both of their faces and immediately , Saphire gave him a kiss, she didn´t knew why she did that exactly but she felt like it was what she had to do, and after a whole day of telling their real life stories and telling each secret to each other it became night as they were in Eclipse´s hollow watching the stars:
'' Saphire'' ''yes Eclipse?''
''you know, there was a song I always singed when we were traveling as it was how I felt in that moment, but now I´ve been thinking and I changed the letter as I feel close to that song'' ''could you sing it to me?'' '' In fact I do want to:
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever know
Don't know where it goes
But it´s home to me
But i´m not alone
I walk these empty streets
On the boulevard of real dreams
Where the city sleeps
But i´m not the only one
And I´m not alone
I´m not alone
I´m not alone
I´m not alone
I´m not a….
My shadow´s not the only one that walks beside me
My shallow's heart not the only thing that´s beating
Sometimes I wished someone up there would find me
But now i´m not alone
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah,ahhh-ah
Ah-ah,ah-ah,ah-ah.
I´m walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of de edge
And where i´m not alone
Read between the lines
What´s f#ked up and everything´s alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
But I'm not alone
I´m not alone
I´m not alone
I´m not alone
I ´m not a….
My shadow´s not the only one that walks beside me
My shallow's heart not the only thing that´s beating
Sometimes I wished someone up there would find me
But now i´m not alone
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah,ahhh-ah
Ah-ah,ah-ah,ah-ah.
I ´m not alone
I´m not a….
Again he stopped to look at the sky and remember those moments in which his brothers and him where escaping, trying to find a solution to their problems not even knowing what it was, he remembered dark and sad moments of his life but then Saphire appeared on his memories, lighting his life and giving him something to fight once more for something.
I walk these empty streets
On the boulevard on the saved of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm not the only one and I´m not a…
My shadow´s not the only one that walks beside me
My shallow's not heart the only thing that´s beating
Sometimes I wished someone up there would find me
But now i´m not alone''
And as he finished Saphire was gazing at him as she was in laying his arms, she gave him a nuzzle and told him:
'' you´re not alone'' as she gave him another kiss, the most passionate he had in his whole life (not that anyone had kissed him before her) and they fall asleep not without first telling each other they loved the other one.
Well that´s it, it isn´t still as long as I wish but I think it´s beter like this , pls tell me what you think of the chapter , song and if I should put more or not with mi most sincere gratitude, ETGM