I was sat in the main locker room with zack, yeah I had my own locker room but it was lonely at times being in there on my own. Kind of looking forward to when Kim comes, at least she'll be rabbiting on about something to drown out the quiet.

"Apparently mickie and Trent broke up" zack said to me discreetly

"like I care" I scoffed looking away, I liked to think she broke up with him, maybe to be with me, but I highly doubt that, and the fact Kim was coming made it harder for me and her to do anything.

"dude, you should of seen her body" I sighed when Trent walked in with his friend curt

"didnt waste much time did he" zack said to me, maybe mickie was right, maybe he did think it was her, was that idiot blind or something.

"aah dude it was amazing" he said opening up his bag "her clothes do not do her any justice, at all" curt raised his eyebrows at him "mickie" I looked at him "is gorgeous and gives an amazing blow job"

"dude" I said noticing everyone was listening "do you have no respect?" I asked

"says the guy who's motto is fuck um and leave um"

"dont give me attitude" I said to him

"your just jealous"

"of what?" I asked looking at him narrowing my eyes slightly

"the fact I can bed her and you can't"

I shoved him into the wall "listen you little brat, trust me if I wanted mickie I would have had mickie"

I walked away trying to calm down after the guys seemed worried I would of punched Trent "of course you would have"

"oh get a hair cut Trent" I said sitting back down

"funny, that's what she said to me this morning whilst we were laying naked together"

"get him out" I raised my voice "get him out before I punch him" I put my hand to the side of my face rubbing my temple.

I sat watching John nervously, Trent really was pushing his look "hey man maybe you should leave it" I said to them

"oh shut up zack" he said to me "ever since you got in good with Cena and started to get things we've never been good enough for you, trying to keep us as a rebound by telling us john's secrets"

"what?" John looked at me

"yeah that's right, how do you think I know your like in love with mickie or something, oh the big bad ladies man has fallen for a women who doesn't want him, ooh wa wa wa" he faked cried I then cringed at the sound of john's fist connecting to his face

"i cant believe you" John said to me

"john i-"

"leave me alone, I thought I found a genuine friend in you, I guess I was wrong, I want you off my bus" he said before leaving. "and take that stupid little brat with you"

I walked into the room I was supposed to be going through my lines with mickie in, steph was supposed to be there to but there was no sign of either of them.

I looked and there was a crew member doing something "um, mickie's not well apparently, steph told me to tell you they called off your meeting until tomorrow"

"oh ok, thanks" I nodded and left the room, sick my ass, I thought to my self she's been avoiding me ever since we kissed.

I don't know what to do or think any more, she's got me so confused, I need to talk to her. "john" zack shouted running towards me

"leave me alone zack"

"john I really need to talk to you"

"im busy" I kept walking, not stopping, seems like every one I cared about was hurting me lately

"please just give me a chance to explain"

"no" I shoved the back door to the arena open and luckily he didnt follow me.