Me and eve were under one blanket as the other divas all had blankets some sharing some not. They were having a movie night.

"it's been so long since we've done this" Beth smiled as she put the bowls of popcorn on the table

"what DVD's have we got for tonight then?" AJ asked, I feel we got on pretty well, we were both considered 'bubbly'.

"romantic comedies" Natayla said looking through the several DVD's we had

"gee, another reminder that I have a shit love life" I rolled my eyes reaching forward for some popcorn. "bad enough I have to look at his face everyday"

Kaitlyn moved it out of my reach "and we said we would never mention that again" she said with a serious look "your lucky your even back here" I gave her a look and she broke into her smile "we hate you for sleeping with him but we love you also because now we have something over that idiot Kim"

"your just annoyed she ate your starburst" Kelly laughed

"she didnt even ask" kaitlyn raised her voice looking at us "why do I even bother?" she mumbled standing up and going to the bathroom as we laughed

"Does John have friends?" Alicia asked putting some popcorn in her mouth

"he has zack" I said

Eve looked at me "no, there not friends any more, something about zack telling people how john felt about you"

"Well that's obviously bull John never felt anything" I said "can we just watch the film now?" I asked


I was sat in the booth on my bus, Kim was sleeping still from us having sex before, she'll probably be asleep until the afternoon, at least I get some time alone. One of the many benefits of morning sex.

My phone buzzed and I picked it up, it was a text.

Did hurting her make you feel big?

I scrunched up my face at the text zack sent me

what are you talking about?

Mickie

I didnt hurt mickie, she wanted it as much as I did

That may be true but it doesn't make it right that you used her

Why don't you stay out of it? You know nothing about what me and mickie had!

Yeah because what it meant to her and what it meant to you were two completely different things. Just stay away from mickie.

Gladly! I have Kim!

Yeah that's something to be proud of

What's that supposed to mean?

You seriously think she just sits at home waiting on your text's, waiting on that call to say you'll be home for a few days, your an idiot if you think your the only one that plays around, your relationship is a sham, I feel sorry for that kid your bringing into it.

I stood up and stared towards Kim in bed as I stood at the door "your pregnant?" I raised my voice

She stirred "what?" she asked rolling to face me, looking very sleepy

"Are you pregnant and just forgot to tell me?"

She sat up looking down at her hands "i didnt know how to" she said softly "You always said you wouldn't want a baby because you'd miss everything"

I sat next to her "what were you going to do? Just make out you were getting fat?" She looked at me "you were going to get an abortion and not even talk to me about it"

She shrugged "seemed the easy option"

"yeah for you!" I stood up "i cant believe you weren't even going to talk to me about this" I turned and she was getting dressed "why did everyone else know and not me?"

"i swear I only told Rosa" she said coming to me "we got close, John I needed a girl friend I could talk to about things"

"cant you talk to me?"

"about periods?"

I shuddered and looked away "fair point" I looked at her when she put her head on my chest, I took a breathe and put a hand on her back.

"what do you think we should do?" she asked softly