John was stood at the bar with his beer bottle watching as Mickie danced with another man john couldn't have a problem with it but he did, he had a massive problem with it. You could tell by his face.

Watching his hands travelling over her body, i was so jealous i just wanted to take her away from him take her back to a hotel room and show her she was mine. But of course i couldn't because she wasn't mine and i was engaged with a baby on the way! But it got to much so I stormed over there.

"john!" Mickie said forcefully when he stopped dragging her away "what the hell?"

"you were making out with him!"

"yeah and? I am allowed!" Mickie put her hands on her hips, when john didn't say anything Mickie tried to urge him to explain him self "john! You cant drag me like that and just stand and stare at me"

John just brushed around her walked back towards his friends that were visiting from home, his parents and sister were here also but they had stayed in a hotel room with Kim. So I've been told anyways i try not to listen to talking in the locker rooms for the most part it tends to not be true or greatly exaggerated.

Mickie was so confused she turned to watch him walk away "your a freak you know that right!" she called after him

I walked up to her "what was that about?"

"yanno what eve, i have no clue!" she looked at me "anyways, you want another drink?"

"um, no, I think im gonna go meet up with zack" she gave me a look "yes, tonight is the night"

"ooooh" she smirked poking me

I rolled my eyes "shut up it's not that big of a deal"

"it's a huge deal, and besides if it's not a big deal why are you so nervous"

I shrugged "you only have that first time with someone once, I want it to be right"

She smiled softly "you'll be fine, go"

"are you sure?" I asked her

She nodded "go"

I was sat at the bar when he sat next to me "what?" I asked sipping my beer

"your angry at me aren't you"

"well yeah, we were on then we were off then we were on and now we're back off again, I cant deal with all this confusion"

"well don't worry, me and you aren't going to happen again" he looked at me as I turned my head to him

"you and me?" I questioned "i was talking about our storyline, I know you told steph to call it off"

John sighed "we can't differentiate from the acting and the real life, it's dangerous"

"not to sound like a bitch, it's dangerous for you, not me, I have nothing to loose" I sipped my beer again "let's face it, we were going to fuck things up whether things happened or not"

"so, you and zack are friends now I hear" he asked, he looked down picking at the label on his beer.

"yeah, he's a cool guy, since he ditched Rosa, he's settled down and he's not an ass any more, he's actually a really sweet guy"

"rub it in"

"what?" I asked I chuckled shaking my head "just leave me alone John, my life doesn't revolve around you"