"why did it have to happen?" she asked me, tears running down her face, it was the next morning and John still wasn't back so I was comforting his fiancée which he was meant to be doing, he was meant to mourning with her.

I shook my head as I held her hand "i don't know"

"is it my fault"

I looked her "Kim no, of course not"

"what if it was something I did"

"the doctor said he doesn't know why it happened, it's just one of those things, there was nothing you could of done to prevent this"

"we wanted a boy" she said softly "our little boy" she started to cry again, there wasn't anything I could say to make this situation less painful for her. All I could do was be there for her.

"sweet, your going to have to call John, he needs to know"

"no" she said forcefully wiping her tears

"you have to tell him"

"i cant tell him"

"i know it's hard"

"no you don't understand I cant"

"Kim"

"now that I've lost the baby, he'll leave me"

"dont be stupid"

"no he will, he was only with me because of the baby, now that it's gone he'll leave"

"of course he's not going to leave you, he loves you" I said softly

"oh no he doesn't" she shook her head

"of course he does"

"he's been sleeping with that diva mickie james"

"what?" I was in complete shock.

"i sore them, on the couch in his locker room after every one left, I forgot my purse I went back and they were having sex on the couch" she wiped more of her tears

I was so disappointed in John right now, we all knew he had cheated, we knew she had as well but now they were engaged and had a baby on the way we all thought they'd stop all that and get serious about one another. "no matter what he's done he still needs to know"

I was stood talking to Ted Dibiase, he's just a friend of mine but eve seems to want us to be more.

"so uh, eve and zack are going pretty good" Cody Rhodes said coming over picking up his water bottle, they'd all been playing basketball, so, sweaty.

"so uh, you coming this party Vince is throwing next week" Ted asked sipping his water looking at me

I nodded "probably yeah" I shrugged "i need to find something to wear first"

"im sure you have some pretty dress you can wear micks" Cody chuckled throwing an arm around me

I smiled "im sure I could buy something"

"there is no way you need to any more clothes, it was only yesterday you were complaining you were running out of room in your suitcase and cant wait to get home to be able to leave some clothes there"

I shrugged "im a girl, shopping is a compulsion" I nodded chuckling at there faces

"hey man" Ted said slapping hands with John, I folded my arms and stood awkwardly, as the boys chatted, I caught bits and all I could gather from the conversation was he never went to his hotel room he stayed on his bus last night.

"argument?" Cody asked

John shook his head "no, I went out, I didn't get back here til late I didn't want to disturb her"

He was in fact back at the hotel for midnight, he was up in my room until three, we barely spoke, we just, sat together.