Blaine sighed, "Kurt when you said 'Work on that project,' I didn't think you literally meant work on it!" he said peeking to look at Kurt from behind Kurt's laptop.

"Sorry," Kurt said kicking his legs in the air whilst lying on his stomach as he worked on a huge banner he was making beside Blaine with 'Shakespeare' written across it.

Blaine bit his lip and placed the laptop on the floor beside the bed and shifted closer to Kurt, he reached forward and gently rubbed in-between Kurt's shoulder blades, Kurt gasped dropping the pen that was in his hand, "Oh."

Blaine grinned sitting up and started working on untightening Kurt's muscles, "Wow your tense," he commented.

"Blaine!" Kurt moaned, "I didn't know you could do massages."

Blaine laughed, "This isn't a massage," he said, he swung his leg over Kurt so that his knees were either side of Kurt's hips, "This is," he grinned putting his hands down on lower part of Kurt's back and sliding them up to his shoulders, moving in a circular motion before he dragged them back down again.

Kurt gasped, "Shit," he moaned letting his head fall sideways into the pillow and his eyes close.

Blaine laughed again and leant forward placing a kiss on Kurt's shoulder through his t-shirt as he continued to massage his back, Kurt sighed as a smile broke out over his face. Blaine got to a particularly knotted muscle and he started rubbing against it.

"Blaine, ohhhh, ohhh God! Blaine ahhh right there, oooh!" Kurt moaned his hands fisting at his sides.

Blaine gulped and bit his lip as his stomach clenched and his dick twitched, God could there be a hotter sound? Well he really want to find out, he took his hands from Kurt's back and leaned forward, he pulled Kurt's shirt down and exposing bit of his shoulder and kissed his gently before sucking on it hard.

"Ah!" Kurt exclaimed, "Blaine what…are…oh God."

Blaine grinned and got off Kurt, Kurt rolled over onto his front and sat up, "Blaine…," he said biting down on his lip.

"Yeah babe?" Blaine asked tiling his head to the side.

"How many guys have you actually…you know been with?" Kurt asked hesitantly, did he really want to know if it was as bad as people say?

"None," Blaine said simply.

Kurt's head snapped up "What?" he asked his frowning.

"This Blaine, the real Blaine hasn't been with anyone," Blaine explained taking Kurt's hand, "The fake Blaine…I don't know exactly but that doesn't matter. That guy wasn't me and all of that stuff he did; it didn't mean anything to me. When I do it with you, it will completely different Kurt, completely new because I care about you, I care about you so much."

Kurt smiled, "Did the other Blaine lose count?" he asked squeezing Blaine's hand back.

Blaine bit his lip, "I think I blocked it out," he answered quietly.

Kurt sighed and wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck and pulled him closer so their foreheads were pressed together, "Promise me something?" he asked.

"What?" Blaine whispered staring deep into Kurt's eyes.

"Tell me everything," Kurt said, "Trust me with everything."

Blaine smiled, "I promise," he said, "…everything?"

"Everything," Kurt said firmly with a slight nod against Blaine's forehead.

"Well in that case, I really want to kiss you right now," Blaine smiled licking his lips subconsciously.

"Then why don't you?" Kurt asked with a laugh and a roll of his eyes. Blaine's smile turned to a grin and he kissed Kurt gently to match the sweet atmosphere of the room.

Kurt sighed and pulled Blaine closer, the words forming on his lips but he pushed them down, it was way too soon to tell Blaine that he was in love with him, and he hadn't promise Blaine that he would tell him everything. So he wasn't breaking any promises to Blaine.

Blaine wasn't used to these sorts of kisses, the sweet, loving and gentle type. He was used to hot heavy making-out with groping and touching. But he could definitely get used to it, it made him feel so safe and…and wanted and that was a totally knew thing for Blaine. Blaine was never wanted like this and that's what turned him back into the guy he was before. Back into him. He'd never felt like this about anyone before. Even so…Blaine was used to fooling around with a guy pretty much every day, and he did a lot more then sweet kisses in a bedroom. His mind kept wondering back to before when Kurt started moaning when he massaged his back. God he made the most heavenly noises, and Blaine wanted to hear them again so badly.

He moaned and locked his hands in Kurt's hair trying to press his tongue through Kurt's lips but Kurt resisted pulling away, "My Dad could be back any minute," he warned when Blaine frowned at him.

He sighed, "Then we'll have to keep an ear out then won't we?" he asked wrapping his arms around Kurt and slamming their mouths together.

"Oh," Kurt moaned against Blaine's lips his hands automatically flying up to Blaine's curls and locking themselves.

"Kurt," Blaine sighed his voice muffled against Kurt's lips, he shoved his tongue into Kurt's mouth and Kurt gasped, his hands in Blaine's hair tightening. Kurt hesitantly traced Blaine's bottom lip with his own tongue and Blaine opened his mouth eagerly but Kurt paused.

He pulled away with a sigh, "Blaine, I'm sorry," he said, "I'm really rubbish at this."

"What? No Kurt your fine!" Blaine explained, "Don't stop!"

Kurt looked at him, "No, no it's just embarrassing," he said shaking his head.

"What is?" Blaine frowned.

"How inexperienced I am at this stuff," Kurt blushed avoiding Blaine's eyes.

"Kurt, I don't care about that, and how is that going to change if you never try it?" Blaine sighed, "It's not hard, just follow your instincts."

Kurt sighed, "I don't know…" he hesitated biting his lip.

"Come on Kurt, please?" Blaine asked, "Just try."

Kurt sighed; "Okay, okay but…I'm sorry if I'm crap okay?" he gave in.

Blaine smiled at him, "You won't be."

He kissed Kurt gently whilst he let his hand slide up Kurt's back and stopped at his shoulders, he pushed Kurt backwards so he fell against the cushions on the bed behind him. He hovered over Kurt, smiling at him before re-connecting their lips with a bit more passion then before, he propped himself up with one arm, letting the other hand trail lightly down Kurt's chest and stomach. Kurt moaned when Blaine stopped at his abdomen and reached back up again.

That moan made Blaine's stomach clench and he kissed Kurt heatedly, Kurt panicked in response but Blaine pulled away, "Kurt its fine, not a big deal," he said quietly, "I'm not going to let anything happen to you, Just relax."

Kurt nodded weakly as Blaine shifted so he was beside Kurt lying on his side, "Okay," he said.

Blaine turned Kurt so he was also on his side, their chests pressed together firmly and kissed Kurt again, this time going straight in with the heat. Blaine didn't know why Kurt was freaking out so much; they were just making-out, no big deal. Luckily Kurt seemed to relax a bit and kiss Blaine's back, even daring to explore Blaine's mouth with his tongue, getting even more confident when Blaine moaned loudly at the action. What the hell was Kurt talking about? He was amazing at this!

Blaine ran down Kurt's back and then squeezed his ass, Kurt pulled away and laughed, "What are you doing Mr Anderson?" he asked.

Blaine bit his lip…Mr Anderson…he liked that, he liked that a lot, "Why Mr Hummel, I was just making out with my very sexy boyfriend," Blaine winked

"Really?" Kurt blushed, "Sounds fun."

"It's amazing," Blaine said seriously, "and why we've stopped I have no idea."

Kurt rolled his eyes as Blaine shoved their mouths together again and moaned, he sucked on Kurt's lower lip and Kurt gasped and let out a breath, he eyes closing as he gripped Blaine's waist. Blaine ran his hand down Kurt's leg and then up his thigh, Kurt gasped and push Blaine away, "Don't," he panicked shaking his head.

"Kurt relax, its fine," Blaine said rolling his eyes, "Stop freaking out."

"I'm sorry, I just can't," Kurt said pulling himself away from Blaine.

"Okay, okay I won't touch you," Blaine sighed, "Come here," he winked.

Kurt shook his head, "Just stop for a bit," he said, "Please Blaine."

Blaine sighed, "Kurt come on," he said, "Come here."

"No," Kurt said, "Blaine just stop."

Blaine sighed and wrapped his arms around Kurt pulling him close again and started kissing his neck, "Don't be a spoil sport," he said between kisses.

Kurt started to panic, "No, No Blaine stop, please!" he cried struggling against Blaine's grasp, "Blaine you don't understand, please!"

"Shhh, honey," Blaine sighed, "Just like before okay? Relax."

"No, No, no get off me! Get off!" Kurt cried pushing at Blaine furiously.

Blaine pulled away; Kurt hid his head in his pillow rolling away from Blaine, "Kurt?" Blaine asked, "Hey are you okay….are you crying?"

Kurt sobbed holding his head over his hands, "I'm sorry," he said, "Blaine I'm so sorry."

"Kurt what's wrong?" Blaine asked, "You really…Kurt I didn't know! I didn't…I thought it was just like before, I thought you would be were fine after a while, you know like with the kissing, I didn't mean too, Oh my God Kurt. I'm so, so sorry!" Blaine panicked, "Oh Kurt, please, I'm so sorry," he said putting a hand on Kurt's shoulder.

Kurt cringed away from him, "Don't touch me," he said shaking his head.

Blaine bit his lip, tears started to fall down his cheeks. He had no idea that Kurt was this fragile, he thought that he would just have to relax and not think about it just like when they were kissing, he had been fine when Blaine had kissed his neck at school…maybe it was just when he put his hand on Kurt's thigh? "Kurt, I'm so sorry, please, please, please don't hate me."

Kurt lifted his head, he was shaking slightly "Blaine…I…I'm going to tell you something…really, really hard for me to talk about."

Blaine nodded, "Okay," he said, "Kurt look I'm so sorry, if I knew, I wouldn't have forced you into that….oh God I'm such a horrible boyfriend, Kurt…" he stopped braking down into more tears.

"Blaine I know…You're not horrible, just let me…let me," he stopped too and took a deep breath, "I lied," he said, "You're not my first boyfriend."

Blaine wiped his eyes, "What?" he asked with a frown.

"In my old school…I…I had a boyfriend called Dave Karofsky," Kurt explained grabbing Blaine's hand and squeezing it, "He seemed nice, and he was new at coming out just like me and…and it was fine. But when our relationship turned more…physical, I freaked out a bit and told him I wasn't ready but he…he got angry and forced himself on me," Kurt said cringing, "Not the whole way but…it just sort of…," he struggled for words, "it…it was so scary that's why I'm so…weird when it comes to anything like that," Kurt said his voice braking with tears, "and, I broke up with him after, but he got really mad and got a load of his mates to beat me up, told everyone that he was straight and started a rumour that I forced myself on him and…and then…" Kurt sobbed, "and then he…he and he's friends beat me up again behind a shop and he…he had a knife and he cut my neck and left me."

Blaine gasped, "Kurt I'm so sorry, I'm so, so sorry don't hate me, please don't hate me!"

Kurt shook his head, "I don't hate you hon," he said, "I'm just sorry I'm so messed up. If you...if you want to break up with me then, then I understand."

"What? No, no I'm not going to break up with you!" Blaine said, "Of course not Kurt, but you should have told me before if you were scared."

"It's…it's not all the time, I just, it just…makes me sort of have a flash back," Kurt said, "I…I've never told anyone, only my Dad knows."

Blaine nodded, "I'm glad you told me," he said wrapping his arms around Kurt in a hug, "Now I know and we can go really, really, really slowly."

Kurt sighed, "Thank you," he said burying his head in Blaine's shoulder, "Thank you so much for understanding."

"It's okay, Kurt you have a Dad who loves and cares for you, and now you have me," Blaine said softly, "You don't need to worry."

"Blaine," Kurt sighed softly, he pulled away and kissed his cheek gently, "I really don't deserve you."

Blaine grinned and winked, "Oh I think you do," he said.

Kurt laughed and sighed, "I…," love you, "Don't know what to do now."

Blaine shrugged, "Disney move?" he asked.

Kurt nodded in agreement, "Disney movie," he agreed.

A/n: So that's Kurt's back story, hope you like the chapter. I'll try and make the next chapter a bit more cheerily…but I don't know yet. Thanks for reading X

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