I was backstage at raw when she began walking towards me "mickie" I said

"what?" she was very emotional "i haven't done anything im just walking"

"i know" I said softly

"can you just leave me alone please" she cried "im really not in the mood"

"i thought I told you to stay away" John said coming out his locker room, it seemed he failed to noticed she was crying

"John, can't you see she's upset" I said to my son going to the women who refused my gesture, which I don't blame her

"So would you be if you had to carry what she did around on her shoulders"

"how can you believe her? I don't, I don't get it, this is a women who intimidated Lucy to the point she asked to go home because she was that scared to be here in case she ran into her" mickie said, she seemed determined to get her name cleared about this, which for Kim, wasn't a good thing

"that's not the truth"

"what?"

"she was pushing her, she told her politely loads of times to stop whatever she was doing"

"oh my god you are so brainwashed" she raised her voice at him, they seemed to forget that people were coming and going "wow, or are you so far down the line you don't want to believe the truth"

"there's nothing more to say to each other" he said

"john" she shouted him and he stopped in his tracks, he seemed torn, she got in front of him and put her body against his cupping his face "look at me, you know me better than most people, you know the real me, you've seen sides to me I've let no one else see, look at me, look me in the eyes and tell me if you really believe that I could do that to your baby" tears escaped her eyes and travelled down her face as he looked into my eyes

"i know deep down" he took her hands from his face, I closed my eyes he really believed Kim he took a step back "you've never forgiven me for having you as my bit on the side, so yeah, I think it's pay back, I think you were jealous I think you were angry, and I think you thought well if I cant have a kid then he can't either"

"thank you" she croaked out through her tears "thank you very much for that, because you've suddenly made things a whole lot clearer" she walked past him knocking into him and walked back towards the locker rooms with determination as she wiped her tears.