Blaine kissed him sweetly before pulling away, "I love you Kurt," he breathed.
Kurt bit his lip, "I love you too."
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Blaine asked quietly squeezing Kurt's hand comfortingly.
Kurt gulped audibly, "I," he paused, "I'm sure. I trust you."
Blaine nodded and held Kurt close to his chest gently rubbing circles on his back, "Do you have any condoms and stuff?" he sweetly.
Kurt nodded back blushing slightly, "In the drawer."
"Okay," Blaine said, pulling Kurt around and kissed him gently again, "You can tell me to stop anytime okay?"
"Okay," Kurt bit his lip nervously. "I really do love you Blaine."
Blaine smiled softly. "I love you too sweetheart, so, so much."
He rolled over so Kurt was lying beneath him and hovered over him still smiling softy. He kissed his cheek and then his lips softly, gently licking at Kurt's bottom lip asking for entrance.
Kurt opened his mouth hesitantly but Blaine pulled away. "Baby stop thinking about it." He brushed his hand softly against Kurt's cheek. "Were just kissing okay?"
Kurt nodded. "I'm sorry. I just," He paused, "Seeing Karofsky today sort of freaked me out again."
Blaine sighed. "Kurt it's fine if you're not ready you know."
Kurt sat up a little. "But we're home alone, don't you sort of expect me too-"
"Hey," Blaine cut him off. "Kurt all I expect from you is for you to be yourself. If I forced you into anything I'd never forgive myself." Blaine took Kurt's hand and bring it too his lips. "Kurt I'm not in this relationship for sex, I'm in it because I love you." He paused. "And I didn't except you to be the type to put out on the first date anyway." He winked.
Kurt laughed lightly. "Are you sure? I can try-"
"Kurt I couldn't live with myself if I ever abused like that, I just want you to be comfortable," Blaine said with a smile. "I love you, and I respect you."
Kurt smiled back. "You're amazing, you known that?"
"No Kurt, you're amazing. You've been through so much, and you're still so strong and proud," Blaine said seriously, "and it makes me proud to be with you."
Kurt gulped tears forming in the corners of his eyes and spilling down his cheeks, looking at Blaine with adoring eyes.
"Baby why are you crying? Are you okay?" Blaine asked kissing Kurt forehead before looking at him worriedly.
"You think too much of me." Kurt laughed wiping his eyes, "No one's ever thought about that sort of stuff before."
Blaine smiled at him pulling him onto his lap. "I love every little bit of you, from your past to the present and all the way into the future."
Kurt sighed and leaned his head against Blaine's shoulder. "You too," He said, before he let out an adorable little yawn.
Blaine glanced at the clock on Kurt's bed side table. "It's late," He said, yawning himself. "Want to get some sleep?"
Kurt nodded weakly snuggling closer to Blaine and sighing in contentment.
"Are you comfortable with me sleeping in the same bed, or do you want me to sleep on the floor? I really don't mind," Blaine asked rocking Kurt and forth slightly.
Kurt let out another adorable yawn, "Stay with me," He said sleepily.
"With pleasure," Blaine smiled. He shifted Kurt and pulled back the covers before settling Kurt down gently and lying down next to him.
Kurt reached forward and wrapped his arms around Blaine's back and pulled him closer, resting his head back on Blaine's chest. "Night," He muttered.
Blaine kissed the top of Kurt's head, his heart swelling with love. "Goodnight perfect," He whispered.
Kurt woke up with an annoyed groan as his alarm clock went off. He opened his eyes but his annoyance immediately turned to contentment as he saw Blaine stir above him. Blaine's warm brown eyes fluttered open and he moaned.
"Whoever invented alarm clocks should be shot," He grumbled his voice still thick with sleep.
Kurt laughed. "Good morning to you too."
Blaine blinked a few times trying to rid the sleep from his eyes. "Sorry, good morning, baby."
Kurt sighed. "I used to hate it when you called me that," He said trying to find the willpower to unwind himself from Blaine's loving hold.
Blaine chuckled tightening his grip on Kurt's waist as he tried to break free, "My baby," He grinned childishly.
Kurt rolled his eyes. "Yes you're baby," He agreed. "Now come on, we'd better get up."
"Why?" Blaine asked sounding outraged. "No way is school going to be open after the snow last night."
Kurt shrugged and wriggled himself out of Blaine's grasp before getting to his feet; he looked down and groaned, "I'm never going to get the creases out of this top!"
Blaine smiled still trying to get over how damn cute his boyfriend was. "If you come back to bed I'll buy you a new one," He offered.
Kurt shook his head, "Nice try, it took me three months to save up enough to buy this, and a further six weeks before they had it in my size."
Blaine bit his lip as Kurt took off his waist coat and desperately tried to smooth out the worst of the creases from sleeping in it. Blaine forced himself out of bed and wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist. "You looked adorable with your hair all messed up," He whispered.
Kurt gasped and his hand flew to his head in horror, "Oh God!"
"What's wrong?" Blaine asked frowning as Kurt pushed him away before his hands raised back to his head.
"Urgh, I can't believe you're seeing me like this." He moaned. "I'm a mess!"
Blaine walked forward and cupped Kurt's chin in his palm, "You're always perfect to me."
Kurt stopped panicking and lowered his hands, he looked at Blaine with a desperate heart-breaking expression that made Blaine's stomach clench. Kurt looked at the floor. "Blaine," He sighed under his breath.
"What's wrong now?" Blaine asked softly waiting for Kurt to raise his head.
"I want to Blaine," He said sadly.
"What do you mean?" Blaine asked, looking into his eyes. "What do you want?"
"I want to have sex with you, and I do trust you, and I am ready and everything but," Kurt paused and let out a long annoyed sigh. "There's like a, a switch. A switch in my head and every time it flicks on and I start freaking out. And I can't turn it off, and I want to but I can't!" Kurt tried to explain desperately, he stopped and sighed again. "And now I sound like a mad man which I probably am, and I'm just sorry I'm such a messed up freak!"
"Kurt you're not a messed up freak," Blaine said quietly. "and even if you were it wouldn't change anything, I still love you." He paused. "You'd just be my messed up freak."
Kurt shook his head, "You deserve so much better than me."
"Kurt I hate that you have such a low opinion of yourself! I don't understand how you can think that when you walk around like you haven't a care in the world," Blaine exclaimed.
"Acting," Kurt muttered with a shrug still looking at the floor.
"Kurt I want you. No one else. You hear me? You! I want you just the way you are," Blaine cried in frustration. Why didn't Kurt didn't see himself the way he did? "I love you. The real you and I don't want you to change. If you want we can try and work through this whole switch thing together; as a couple. Because I want to be with you no matter who messed up you think you are, because I'm probably messed up a whole lot more then you. I just have to hide it because I'm the strong one. I have to!"
Kurt's head snapped up at the last sentence. "Are you keeping something from me?" He asked.
Blaine bit his lip, "I….No."
Kurt's jaw clenched, "Why won't you tell me?" He asked. "I've told you everything."
"You've heard enough about my pathetic life of hiding and pretending," Blaine said, looking away from Kurt to the floor.
"Blaine I want to know-"
"No, seriously Kurt just drop it!" Blaine muttered, still looking at the floor.
"Don't you trust me?" Kurt asked, sounding a bit hurt.
Blaine looked up and moaned, "Of course I do, don't play the guilt card on me."
Kurt shrugged and walked over to his wardrobe and pulled it open. "Fine."
Blaine sighed, "Kurt," He paused, "fine! Look, my Mom left me and my Dad when she found out when I was gay. That leather jacket was the last thing she gave me, that's why I wear it every day because it's the only thing I have left of her. My Dad blames me completely and tells me daily It's all my fault, that I'm a waist of space and that everyone would be better off if I was dead. He spends the whole day on the sofa watching TV, spending the money that my grandfather left me when he died, while I have to worry about there being food in the kitchen and they don't cut of our electric and he just sits there!"
Kurt spun around. Blaine had tears in his eyes and he looked at the floor when Kurt looked at him, "Blaine," Kurt said biting his lip wondering where to start. He grabbed Blaine's arm and towed him to the bed pushing him down into a sitting position. He sat next to him and took his hand rubbing circles on the back of his palm with him thumb, "I'm sorry about your Mom," He whispered. "I know how it feels to lose her, and you're Dad? He's completely wrong. I don't know where I'd be if you weren't….weren't here," He paused and cringed at the thought.
Blaine shrugged and brought his knees to his chest. "If I wasn't here, Mom wouldn't have left," He said tears falling down his cheeks slowly.
"Blaine stop it! What about me? What would I do without you?" Kurt exclaimed reaching up and cupping Blaine's face between his hands.
"You never would have met me," Blaine said, a stream of tears still tumbling down his slightly red cheeks. "You wouldn't know what it felt like to be with me."
Kurt moaned. "Blaine stop crying," He begged. "I hate it when you cry," He kissed the tears that remained on Blaine's cheeks. "Your Dad doesn't know how lucky he is to have someone as amazing as you as a son."
Blaine bit his lip, "Mom and him would still be together if I wasn't gay," He whispered more tears replacing the ones Kurt kissed away.
"Blaine you don't know that, maybe it was just an excuse for her to leave," Kurt said. "Now stop thinking like that, please, please stop it. I can't think about you not being here, it hurts so much and I hate that you feel that way. Please."
Blaine sighed and looked down at his hands, "But…"
Kurt shut him up with a kiss, a kiss so passionate that Blaine's heart tried to jumped through his chest, "I love you," Kurt said, "I LOVE you, now stop it. Just because your Dad's blind at how amazing you are doesn't mean I am."
Blaine gulped as Kurt pushed him down backwards onto the bed and kissed him again sweetly. "I love you," Kurt whispered before kissing him gently again.
Blaine spun Kurt around so he was lying on the bottom and kissed him back. "Thank you," He whispered brushing his nose against Kurt's.
Kurt chuckled wrapping his arms around Blaine's neck. "For what?" He whispered back.
"For everything," Blaine said quietly, smiling. "For helping me find myself, for letting me be myself around you, for loving the real me even though I'm a total head case."
Kurt rolled his eyes. "You're not a head case," He laughed lovingly, and pulled Blaine closer to him for another kiss.
Blaine moaned slightly when Kurt suddenly grabbed him around the waist and pressed their bodies together. They were still kissing, but it wasn't exactly hot, just sweet. Blaine could feel the love radiating of Kurt's body and from his and it was amazing. He'd never felt so wanted.
Kurt reached and grabbed either side of Blaine's jumper and tried to pull it over his head, Blaine stopped him, "What are you doing?"
"Blaine, just let me? Please?" Kurt asked, blushed furiously.
Blaine bit his lip and helped him get his jumper over his head. He watched as Kurt folded it up and placed it on the floor beside the bed neatly with a fond smile. Kurt's eyes roamed over Blaine's chest and he bit his lip. Blaine smiled as Kurt reached out and hesitantly ran his hand over Blaine's toned, brown honey chest that was just dusted with the right amount of dark black hair.
"You okay?" Blaine asked has Kurt's hand trailed lower and lower down his chest. Kurt nodded as he stopped at Blaine's abdomen and worked his way back up again.
"I don't know if I can," Kurt paused, "one step at a time." he finished.
*Warning, smut ahead…*
Blaine's heart started thumping hard in his chest. Did that mean what he thought it meant? He nodded. "No pressure," He whispered giving Kurt a small peck on the lips.
Kurt took a deep breath and undid the first of the buttons of his shirt. Blaine licked his lips as more of Kurt's milk white, flawlessly porcelain skin was exposed. He reached forward and put his hand over Kurt's on the third blue button. "Can I?" He asked, raising his eyebrow ever-so slightly.
Kurt paused thinking about it before he nodded slightly and pulled his hands away from the buttons, placing them down by his sides gently. Blaine undid each button slowly giving Kurt a chance to object at any time, but Kurt stay completely silent watching Blaine's face as his eyes became slightly glazier with each button that was undone. As he exposed Kurt's smooth chest, Blaine's breathing quickened. When he finally got it undone all the way, he pulled it off carefully. He reached forward and trailed his hand down the middle of Kurt's chest all the way down to the waist of Kurt's jeans. Kurt struggled awkwardly and avoided Blaine's gaze. "Hey, you okay?" Blaine asked, grabbing Kurt's hand and squeezing it.
Kurt looked up at Blaine with a blush across his cheeks. "Yeah," He said biting his lip, "I just," He paused, "You're so perfect," he said brushing his hand lightly across Blaine's abdomen causing Blaine to shiver slightly, "And I'm…" he trailed off with a sigh and gestured to his own exposed stomach blushing an even brighter red.
Blaine kissed Kurt's stomach lightly. "Kurt I wouldn't change a thing about you," he whispered looking up at Kurt with a smile through his lashes. "You're beautiful."
Kurt smiled down at him and pulled Blaine back up to kiss him gently, tracing his tongue along Blaine's bottom lip slightly to get Blaine to open his mouth. Blaine explored Kurt's mouth gently, savouring and imprinting the memory into his mind. He locked his hands into Kurt's, and squeezed them slightly. He pulled away from Kurt for air before kissing lightly and slowly down Kurt's neck. Kurt gulped and Blaine stopped for a moment. "You okay?" He asked his lips still on Kurt's neck.
"Yeah," Kurt breathed closing his eyes and melting into the mattress beneath him. "Blaine?"
"Yeah gorgeous?" Blaine asked nuzzling his noses into the crook of Kurt's neck.
"I love you." Kurt sighed. "I love you so much."
Blaine grinned. "I love you too," He whispered he reached down and gently brushed his finger lightly over right Kurt's nipple. Kurt gasped slightly and looked and Blaine with wide eyes. "Okay?" Blaine asked.
Kurt nodded closing his eyes with a tiny moan when Blaine did it again and again. Blaine ran his hands over Kurt's chest feeling the silky smooth skin under his fingers, trailing lower and lower until his hands were rested just above Kurt's jeans. His eyes widened and he gulped when he saw a small bulge poking up through Kurt's crotch. His heart rate quickened slightly the all the blood in his body rushed south causing his head to spin. His breathing escalated but he pushed down his excitement and continued to trail his hand over Kurt's chest as though he hadn't noticed so he didn't freak Kurt out.
Kurt let out a small laugh. "Are you drawing love-hearts all over me?" He asked opening his eyes and looking and Blaine with a grin.
"Maybe," Blaine muttered, as he looked at anything but his gorgeous boyfriend.
Kurt reached up and drew a huge heart over Blaine's chest with his index finger. "Do you have any idea how cute that is?"
Blaine smiled and kissed Kurt gently. "You've already stolen my heart," He whispered drawing another heart over Kurt.
Kurt smiled. "Don't worry I'll look after it," He promised pulling Blaine on top of him and kissing him again.
Blaine sighed but gasped when he felt Kurt's hand rest on the zipper of his jeans. Kurt pulled them away quickly, "I-" He blushed avoiding Blaine's gaze.
Blaine chuckled. "Kurt its fine," He whispered. "You just took me by surprise."
Kurt reached forward again, his breathing started to race and he bit his lip, and pulled the zip down slowly before undoing the button looking up at Blaine with a nervous smile. Blaine smiled back encouragingly and kissed the top of Kurt's head. "You're amazing."
"So are you," Kurt whispered back in reply. He gently tugged Blaine's skin tight jeans over his hips and thighs trying not to pay too much attention to the fact that Blaine was now in his underwear. Blaine helped Kurt get them off in the last few tugs before he folded them up and placed them down where Kurt had placed the jumper.
"Okay?" Blaine asked taking Kurt's hand and squeezing it in reassurance.
Kurt nodded. "Fine," he said before Blaine kissed him gently, running his fingers through Kurt's soft hair a few times.
Kurt ran his hand hesitantly up Blaine's now bare thigh. Blaine gasped pulling away from the kiss and biting down on his lip hard. "Kurt," He breathed so quietly it was barely audible.
Kurt gulped and blushed as he felt his erection grow a little harder. "Blaine?" He asked quietly. Blaine opened his eyes just in time to see Kurt undo the top of three buttons holding his skin tight jeans in place.
Blaine brushed Kurt's hands away and after a reassuring 'Go ahead' nod from Kurt. He undid the other two sliver buttons, the metal feeling cold under his hands. Kurt helped Blaine slide them down his lower half, the material feeling scratchy against his silky skin. Kurt blushed when Blaine looked back at his obvious erection through his underwear and wriggled uncomfortably. Blaine smiled at him, "Don't feel subconscious, baby, you're perfect."
Kurt took a deep breath and relaxed. He giggled and blushed when Blaine lay back down on top of him and he could feel Blaine's hardness pressed against his leg, "We can still stop whenever you want okay?" Blaine told him. "It doesn't matter."
Kurt nodded. "Okay," He agreed.
Blaine ran his hand up Kurt's thigh like he had done to him before and Kurt's eyes widened slightly as he gasped. Blaine couldn't stop the grin that appeared on his face. He trailed love-heart patterns up and down Kurt's thighs, feeding of the quiet moans that escaped Kurt's lips as he lay back with his eyes tightly screwed shut. Blaine brushed his hand lightly over Kurt's cock that had started to form a damp wet patch in the blue cotton of its prison. Kurt let out a strangled gasp as his hips thrust upward without his consent into the contact.
Kurt looked and Blaine with shocked eyes at his action and Blaine chuckled. "You okay?"
"Yeah," Kurt breathed, as he reached up and grazed Blaine's own arousal with his palm, barley touching it. Blaine instinctively thrust upward and moaned quietly, his eyes shutting tightly as he bit down on his lip.
"Blaine can-?" Kurt asked stopping halfway through his request and blushing furiously.
"Can you what sweetie?" Blaine asked, smiling down at Kurt comfortingly.
Kurt took a deep breath… "Can I take this of?" He asked in a rush, grabbing Blaine's underwear on either side of his hips.
"If you're sure," Blaine whispered, smiling comfortingly. "Really no pressure Kurt."
"I-I want to," Kurt breathed quietly has his cheeks turned a brilliant shade of red.
"Then of course you can," Blaine said, kissing Kurt's forehead gently.
Kurt shut his eyes tightly and took a deep breath before he opened his eyes and slid Blaine's red underwear down a little bit at a time, looking into Blaine's eyes the entire time. Blaine stared back breathing evenly, he pressed his forehead against Kurt's, "I love you," He whispered.
"I love you too," Kurt said pulling the underwear over Blaine's erection and further down his legs still refusing to look. Blaine kicked them of and cupped Kurt's face in his hands kissing him sweetly.
"I'm fine," Kurt said before Blaine had a chance to ask.
Blaine chuckled slightly, "Good," He grinned brushing his nose against Kurt's, kissing him softly, then pulling away.
Kurt smiled. "Mine too?" He breathed.
Blaine shrugged as though it wasn't a big deal hoping it might make Kurt feel the same way. "If you want."
Kurt nodded. "I-Do you want to do it?" He asked.
"Whatever you feel comfortable with," Blaine said sweetly brushing his hand back and forth over Kurt's chest.
Kurt bit his lip closing his eyes, "You do it," he said.
Blaine pulled down Kurt's underwear slowly gulping back the pure moan of lust that bubbled up in his chest as Kurt's cock got revealed. Kurt shifted slightly uncomfortably, as Blaine pulled Kurt's underwear all the way off. Leaning forward again hovering over Kurt gently making sure they weren't touching too much he asked, "Kurt, do you want to stop?" watching as Kurt's blush spread down his neck.
"No, no," Kurt said opening his eyes which had darkened slightly in colour. "It's fine."
Blaine nodded and pulled Kurt up for a kiss, lowering his body slowly down on top of Kurt's moaning quietly as he did. "Kurt you're so amazing."
Kurt bit his lip and blushed a rosy pink. "So are you." He smiled.
"Kurt, I-" He cut off suddenly, thinking about what to say next. "Just, please," He looked straight into Kurt's eyes with his own desperate ones. "Tell me not to if you want me to stop. OK?"
Kurt nodded. "Okay," He breathed his heart thumping hard in his chest as Blaine reached down into the drawer and pulled out a small tube of lube and a condom.
Blaine looked back at Kurt. "Okay?" He asked putting the items beside him on the bed.
Kurt nodded again. "Yeah," He said his voice shaking slightly.
"Kurt, we can stop, it's fine, really," Blaine said firmly, hearing the shake.
"No, Blaine I want to, really I'm just-Just a little scared," Kurt said laughing nervously.
"Kurt, it's me yeah? I'm not going to hurt you or force you into anything. I love you," Blaine replied, giving Kurt a loving smile.
"I know. I Love you too but…It's just a big deal to me, my first time." Kurt blushed, avoiding Blaine's gaze.
"Sweetie I know it is," Blaine said kissing Kurt's cheek, "But you're going to have to make a decision whether we do this or not."
"I'm ready," Kurt said taking the lube in his hand and pressing it into Blaine's before placing a gentle kiss on his lips.
"Okay honey," Blaine said forcing down his excitement as he slid downwards and knelt at the foot of the bed. He looked up at Kurt, his flawless milk white skin, the muscles on his arms, legs and chest just about visible under his skin; his cock large and excited as Blaine stared, licking his lips.
"Ummm…Blaine?" Asked Kurt with a nervous chuckle.
Blaine blushed, "Sorry, I just-I just don't think I've seen anything more beautiful or perfect in my whole life."
Kurt smiled his skin turning a violet shade of bashful red. Blaine shook himself out of his trance and opened the bottle of lube that was in his hand and squeezed some onto his fingers, "Baby this might hurt a bit okay?" He said looking up at Kurt who nodded, "Open your legs for me?" He asked tilting his head to the side slightly.
Kurt bit his lip and pulled his knees up to his chest before opening his legs looking at Blaine with a look of doubt in his face. Blaine just smiled at him and shuffled forward before grabbing the nearest cushion he could find with his clean hand and signalling for Kurt to lift his back. Kurt did and Blaine pushed the cushion underneath his hips before Kurt lay back on top of them, "This okay?" Asked Blaine.
Kurt bit his lip, "I feel like an idiot," He blushed looking away from Blaine.
Blaine laughed, "You look perfect," He said, "Absolutely delicious," He added licking his lips subconsciously.
Kurt raised an eyebrow in doubt but gasped when he felt Blaine's index finger press lightly against his hole, "You ready Baby?" Asked Blaine biting his lip in anticipation.
"Yeah, go for it," Kurt said closing his eyes.
"Relax," Blaine breathed, "Just relax for me sweet-heart."
Kurt relaxed back against the bed his eyes still tightly closed as Blaine pushed into him, he hissed biting down hard on his lip tears sprung to his eyes but he kept them firmly closed, "Blaine."
"I know honey, I know," Blaine cooed rubbing circles on Kurt's thigh to try and distract him from the pain, he pushed his finger in a bit at a time, pausing whenever Kurt said his naming and waiting for him to nod in approval.
"Blaine, I-"Kurt hissed in pain, "I love you."
Blaine pushed his finger the rest of the way in, "I love you too Baby. You okay for more?"
"Yeah Babe, I'm fine," Kurt looked up at him with a slight smile, his eyes cheeks flushed and his eyes bright.
"Good," Blaine smiled. Two fingers became three, and three became four and pretty soon Kurt was fully stretched out.
"Blaine-Blaine I think I'm ready," Kurt blushed looking up at Blaine with a hesitant smile.
"Okay," Blaine smiled back, he pulled his fingers out and Kurt bit his lip from the loss; he lent forward and kissed Kurt lovingly, "You sure you wanna do this?"
"I'm sure," Kurt nodded kissing the tip of Blaine's nose with a wink.
Blaine chuckled and kissed Kurt's nose back before sliding further back down, he grabbed the condom and opened the packet with his teeth, rolling it on with the ease of someone who had some it way to many times "Ready?" Blaine asked sitting up and lining himself up.
"Yeah," Kurt smiled, "Blaine I love you so much."
"I love you too," Whispered Blaine, he looked Kurt straight in the eye before he pushed in slightly.
Kurt bit his lip, "Ahhh," He winced.
"Shh, Shh Baby it's okay," Blaine comforted, "Just relax."
Kurt nodded, "I know," He said breathing heavily.
"Are you okay?" Blaine asked biting his lip.
"I'm fine, Just-just give me a minute," Said Kurt finding the pain was starting to fade.
"Of course honey," Blaine smiled, "Tell me when you're ready."
"This feels so weird," Kurt laughed slightly.
Blaine laughed back, "I know it does," He said reaching up and grabbing Kurt's hand squeezing it gently.
"I'm ready," Kurt said smiling at Blaine fondly.
"Okay honey," Blaine smiled back pushing in a little further until Kurt winced.
"Blaine, just-just keep going okay?" Kurt panted looking up at Blaine.
"Are you sure?" Blaine asked looking and Kurt worriedly.
"Yeah, Yeah honey I'm sure, please?" Kurt reassured him.
Blaine bit his lip and pushed in slowly, biting his lip as Kurt whimpered in pain, "Keep going," Kurt breathed once Blaine stopped.
"Baby I don't want to hurt you," Explained Blaine.
"I just want to get it over and done with honey, please?" Kurt asked.
Blaine sighed and pushed all the way in gently, "Okay?"
Kurt gulped his eyes closed, "One sec."
"Take your time," Blaine smiled, rubbing his hands up Kurt's legs and thighs and up as high as he could reach on his chest to give Kurt something to concentrate on. But at the same time giving himself something else on concentrate on as well as he tried to overcome the feelings that were swirling around him. His heart was on fire, burning in his chest and spreading amazing comforting warmth throughout his body, because they weren't just having sex they were making love.
"Blaine," Kurt said knocking him out of his trance, "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine, are you ready?" Blaine asked, leaning forward and kissing the highest place on Kurt's chest he could.
"I think so," Kurt said blushing slightly.
Blaine nodded and pulled out before sliding back in gently, Kurt bit his lip and closed his eyes, "Okay?"
"Yeah," Kurt nodded.
Blaine did it again a few times experimentally before he started working up a gentle rhythm, biting back moans and smiling at Kurt who looked a bit shell-shocked at the fact he was doing actually doing this. Blaine changed angles and suddenly Kurt gasped his hands flying to Blaine's shoulders with his eyes wide.
Blaine laughed, "You okay?" He asked.
Kurt nodded his eyes looking slightly glassy as he blushed and lay back again, letting out a quiet grunt as Blaine rolled his hips.
Blaine grunted back biting down hard on his lip and he started thrusting gently again at the same angle so he would hit Kurt's prostate each time. "Oh," Kurt whimpered closing his eyes tightly, "Blaine."
"Kurt," Blaine moaned quietly back, he reached up and grabbed one of Kurt's hands in his own.
The room filled with the sound of heavy panting breaths and grunts, and almost silent moans of each other's names. Kurt had his head back against the pillows, his eyes were tightly closed and he was biting down hard on his bottom lip and so was Blaine, his head was tipped back as his gasped.
"Blaine-I-," Kurt tried to warn gripping the bed sheets beneath him as the pit of his stomach started to heat up and clench, "I'm going to-oh Blaine."
Blaine bit his lip, "Me too," He moaned, "God Kurt I'm so close."
Kurt's knuckles turned white as he gripped the bed sheets even tighter, "Blaine."
"I know, cum for me Kurt," Blaine breathed, "Cum for me baby."
Kurt arched his back of the bed and he came with a low whimpering breath that sounded a lot like. "Blaine."
Blaine bit his lip watching as Kurt tipped his head back and whimpered his name and that was it, he squeezed Kurt's hand tightly as he came, Kurt's name tumbling from his lips passionately before he collapsed on Kurt managing to support most of his weight by his hands before he forced himself to find the energy to pull out and tie off the condom, throwing it in the direction of Kurt's trash can before he rolled over next to Kurt who was lying there breathing heavily.
"You okay gorgeous?" Blaine asked also trying to catch his breath.
"Yeah," Kurt smiled rolling onto his side to face Blaine, "I'm perfect."
Blaine laughed and rolled onto his side too, "You got that right baby," He whispered.
Kurt kissed Blaine gently, "I love you."
Blaine smiled, "I love you too." He wrapped his arms around Kurt and pulled him closer burying his head in Kurt's shoulder as Kurt curled up into his chest, "That was amazing."
Kurt sighed and snuggled further into Blaine's chest, "I know."
E/N Hey guys, this chapter would've been up sooner, but I didn't return it for longer than usual. My bad. xD
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