Blaine moaned rolling over as his hands flew to his head; he forced his blurry eyes open trying to take in his surroundings. He was in a bed somewhere he didn't recognized. And oh crap, not someone he recognized beside him…wait was that, no! Oh God please no. Sebastian was lying beside him shirtless. Oh crap, oh God please no, please we didn't, we didn't.

Blaine sat up, his head throbbing and spinning and made a grab for his pants that where on the floor, and then his shirt which was a few feet away from them, he just needed to get out of here. He needed to get out of here right now. He pulled them on desperately fighting the urge to gag. He tipped toed as quietly as he could out of the room hoping he would know where he was when he got outside.

Lucky no one was up yet and the front door of the house was unlocked.. He just about managed to creep out before he was overcome by a huge swirl of nausea and emptied his last meal into a nearby drain. He moaned and looked up wiping his mouth on his sleeve and spitting to get rid of the horrible taste. He could just about see the sun's light starting to rise which meant he didn't have long before people would be on the move. He looked left relived to see he knew the name of the street and walked along desperate for a cup of water, tooth brush and his bed.

But the time he got home it was half nine in the morning, but his farther didn't usually get up till around mid-day unless there was a football match on. He fumbled around for his key, sighing in relief when he found it in his pocket and opened the door as quietly as he could. He snuck into the kitchen and grabbed a glass and filled it with water. He swirled some around his mouth and spat it into the sink before tipping the rest of it away.

He dragged himself to the bathroom and brushed his teeth. He headed towards his room and collapsing on his bed. He laid on his side with his knees pulled up to his chest and wrapped his arms around them. He dissolved into tears. What the hell have I done?

His head was still throbbing, his back hurt. He felt like he had been hit by a bus but he deserved it. He deserved to suffer. He bit his lip squeezing his eyes tightly shut. Why? Just why?

His phone (which also thank-god he hadn't lost) vibrated in his back pocket and he reached for it, the screen seeming too bright to his eyes as he squinted against the screen.

1 message from Kurtxxxx

A huge sweep of guilt swept through Blaine's body and he started to cry again. He opened the message but regretted it after, it just made it ten times worse.

Hey sweetie-pie!

Hope you're not too hung over and I didn't wake you, but I miss yoooooou soooo much! Are you still coming over today?

Lots of love and kisses

Kurt X

Blaine read the message through eyes that were blurry with tears. His thumb tapped against his phone screen as he tried to think of a reply.

Hey babe,

I don't know about coming over today I really feel really crap and just got in the door, I miss you more though. Really sorry honey.

Lots of love and kisses.

Blaine X

Blaine put his phone on the side and sighed pulling a pillow over his head trying to block out the world, block out the shame. Blocking out everything.

Kurt sighed and frowned down at his phone. He couldn't expect Blaine to be with him all the time. He bit his lip, his thumb tracing along the edge of his phone as he thought of how to reply. He didn't what to sound too disappointed.

Aww, okay baby, Want me to come over and look after you?

Kurt X

Blaine had replied when Kurt had gotten back from his shower.

Nah, I just need to sleep, very boring. I'll see you Monday.

Blaine X

Kurt sighed and put his phone on the side, what the hell was he going to do now? Well…what would I have done before me and Blaine were dating? Homework probably -urgh no thanks- definitely not in the mood. He jumped up from his bed and straightened his hair, trying out new styles until he got bored and just put it back in his usual style. He decided to try something new for school tomorrow.

He walked down the stairs his hand tracing over the rail. He jumped down the last one realizing how much he really needed Blaine. One day without him was going to drive him crazy.

He walked into the living room where his Dad was sitting and then wondered into the kitchen before walking back in.

"Kurt why are you wondering around the house? Go and do something!" Burt laughed raising an eyebrow.

"I have nothing to do," Kurt sighed throwing himself down in the arm chair opposite his Dad.

"Why don't you call Blaine then?" Burt asked. "This is the first time I've come home and he's not been here."

"He's sleeping," Kurt said picking at the pattern on the armchair, "Huuuuge hang over."

Burt laughed, "And now you're lost."

Kurt nodded, "Yep pretty much."

"Well why don't you do some homework then?" Burt asked raising an eyebrow, "You must be behind."

"Dad, please. I'm really not that bored," Kurt exclaimed shaking his head.

"That Blaine is a bad influence on you," Burt said narrowing his eyes, "You always used to do your homework before."

"That's because I had nothing better to do," Kurt pointed out playing with his nails.

"But you don't know, so go on, do some," Burt said, "Or I'm going to have to ban Blaine coming over until you've done all your homework."

Kurt laughed and got to his feet, "That's probably the most parenty thing you've ever said."

Burt shrugged, "Go on, get your ass up them stairs," he said pointing to the door.

Kurt sighed, "Fine. But after, I'm going to bake something."

"Yes!" Burt grinned, "Best news I've heard in a long time."

"Hey baby!" Kurt grinned as Blaine slid into his car on Monday morning, "My Dad's going out on a date tonight so I have the house to myself! Wanna come over?"

Blaine nodded. "Sure," He said clipping on his seat belt and facing the front.

"Hey Blaine, you okay?" Kurt asked frowning slightly.

Blaine took a breath and turned to face Kurt was a smile, "Of course honey."

Kurt paused tiling his head to the side as he scanned Blaine biting his lip, something wasn't right, "Are you sure?"

"Yep, fit as a fiddle," Blaine grinned grabbing Kurt's hand and kissing it gently.

Kurt nodded although he still wasn't very convinced, "I missed you yesterday."

Blaine chuckled, "I didn't," He said.

Kurt blinked, "Oh," He said, blushing as he frowned.

"I dreamed of you all day," Blaine explained, "I wasn't away from you for a second."

Kurt smirked and rolled his eyes, "I had nothing to do," he said, "So I did some homework."

"Urgh, I'm so behind!" Blaine cried shaking his head, "I'm definitely not going out this weekend."

Kurt smiled, "I'll help you."

Blaine shook his head, "No you just distract me with your sexiness and….oh wow I love your hair!" He said, looking over Kurt with a glint in his eye.

"Thanks. I wondered if you would notice," Smiled Kurt lifting his hand to his hair and patting his hair down.

"Of course I would," Blaine put his hand on Kurt's thigh and rubbed it slowly.

Kurt batted it away, "We have to whole house to ourselves tonight," He smiled with a blush, "Save it until then."

Blaine's eye widened, "You mean you want too…"

Kurt winked at him, "If you want too?"

Blaine grinned, "Sweetie, did you really just ask me that?"

Kurt blush deepened in colour, "I'd take that as a yes."

Blaine laughed and leaned forward kissing Kurt's cheek, "I love you so much."

Kurt smiled, "I love you too." He started the engine, "We'd better go or we'll be late."

Blaine nodded, "Okay, He said turning to look out of the window.

Kurt put his hand on Blaine's, "Baby are you sure you're okay?"

Blaine looked down at their hands, "I'm fine honey, really."

Kurt put his hand back on the steering wheel, still not convinced.

Blaine lent against the lockers as Kurt got out his books for last period smiling at him slightly although he felt horrible. He'd been debating whether to tell Kurt all day, and all of yesterday (when he was awake), but he still didn't know. The guilt was killing him, slowly eating away at him but he knew as soon as did say anything to Kurt that he'd brake up with him, and he really wasn't sure he would survive that. He needed Kurt. He needed him like he needed air. He didn't really see the point of going to school apart from the fact that Kurt was there. He didn't see the point of doing homework apart from the fact that when he was done he would get to see Kurt. He didn't see the point of doing anything apart from the fact that it helped pass the time until he would get to see Kurt again.

"Hey Blaine," Sebastian said walking up to him. Blaine's blood ran cold, that's it. It was over; everything was over, "You left your watch."

Blaine took the watch from Sebastian's hand and put it in his pocket, "Thanks."

"See ya around," Sebastian smiled walking away with a wave.

When Blaine looked back Kurt was frowning, "Why did he have you're watch?"

Blaine blinked back tears, "I'll tell you later hon."

"Why not now?" Kurt asked raising an eyebrow.

"When were alone," Blaine said quietly taking Kurt's hand and pulling him to class.

"Is it really that bad?" Kurt asked looking worried.

"Kurt please, we'll be late for class," Said Blaine taking Kurt's hand and pulling him to Biology.

"Blaine what's going on?" Kurt pressed as Blaine towed him along.

"Kurt please just drop it, please baby?" Begged Blaine.

"Do I even want to know?" Kurt asked as they sat down.

Blaine bit his lip, "No not really."

"Are you still going to tell me?"

"I don't know Kurt!" Blaine cried collapsing his head on the table.

There was a silence before Kurt sighed and kissing the back of Blaine's neck that was exposed, "I'm sorry."

Blaine shook his head, his voice muffled by his arm, "No, I'm sorry. I am so, so, so, so, sorry."

"For what?" Kurt frowned.

Blaine lifted his head from his arms, "Later."

Kurt nodded slightly, "Okay."

Kurt pushed open the door to his house kicked of his boots and took of his jacket hanging up his waist coat. Blaine followed behind his heart thumping in his chest; his eyes stinging and threatening the tears that he knew were going to come, his palms were sweating.

"Blaine, you look a little pale are you okay?" Asked Kurt grabbing Blaine's hand and pulling him up the stairs.

Blaine nodded, "Yeah," He said forcing a smile as they entered Kurt's bedroom and sat on his bed.

Kurt smiled back and pulled Blaine towards him kissing Blaine's neck gently. Blaine sighed and buried his neck in Kurt's shoulder, "I love you," Whispered Kurt.

Blaine closed his eyes, "I love you too. Kurt I really, really love you."

"I know," Kurt smiled lying back against the bed and pulling Blaine down on top of him.

"Kurt, I-I need to tell you something," Blaine asked his voice breaking slightly.

Kurt pulled Blaine down and kissed him gently, "Is this the thing that I don't want to hear?" He asked quietly.

Blaine nodded, "Yeah."

"Then I don't want to know," Kurt decided shaking his head, he pulled Blaine down again and kissed him again, Blaine pushed him away.

"Kurt I have to tell you, I-I don't want to but I can't, I can't, I," Blaine said shaking his head, slowly breaking down into tears.

Kurt frowned, "Hey, Blaine shhh, shhh baby," he said rubbing Blaine's back in small circles.

"Kurt, I, I just love you, I love you so much and I don't, I can't, I," Blaine stuttered his hands shaking as he reached out to stroke Kurt's face gently.

Kurt bit his lip and put his hand over Blaine's, "Blaine you're scaring me."

Blaine pressed a kiss to Kurt's lips, knowing that it would be the last time, "Kurt you are beautiful, and funny and caring and kind, you're perfect and I will always love you."

"Blaine stop it," Kurt said shaking his head, "Stop scaring me.

"Kurt I….I….I slept with Sebastian," Blaine whispered his voice thick with tears.

A/n: I think this moment needs a bit of a DUN, DUN, DUN! There we go, hope you liked it and thanks for reading! X

Review replies:

StormsInNeverland- Shit is going down….And thank you! :D xxx Over and out.

Kristine Lovegood- Thank you (: Please don't hate me for this chapter! Xxx

Candy Criss- Hola, Si Kurt no va a ser muy feliz. Creo que definitivamente Blaine lamenta lo que hizo. Me alegro de que usted entiende, yo nunca he tomado una clase de español en mi vida, ja, ja. Gracias por leer! Xxx

Peruser- I agree with you there! (: Hope you like the chapter x

Bow ties-coffee dates-duets- Hey, hope you enjoyed the chapter. Even if I did leave you on a cliff hanger *evil laugh* xxx

Janice93- I know he does, hope you liked the chapter! X

Aridnie- Bet you hate him even more now? Xx

Jocy333- Wow, how much do you hate him now then ha-ha! Hope you liked the chapter! X

ChrissyGleek- Hey, Glad you don't regret it and I'm glad you love it! Hope you liked this chapter, 'll update when I can! Thanks for reviewing! Lots of love xxx