A/n: Heyya, most of your reviews were you hating me for leaving you there so I updated as soon as I could! Hope you like the chapter! X (:
Kurt let out a long breath and pushed Blaine back away from him, so Blaine was on sitting back on his knees at the foot of the bed while Kurt sat crossed legged at the top of it. Kurt didn't even look at Blaine, he just dropped his head staring at his hands joined in his lap and said nothing. There wasn't a sound apart from Blaine's still slightly ragged breathing as he continued to cry, his head starting to ache due to the dehydration.
Blaine gulped and wiped his eyes, deciding that the punishment of Kurt saying nothing like this was much greater than him screaming and yelling, "Kurt?"
Kurt still didn't react, but a single lonely heartbroken tear rolled down his cheek and splashed down onto his still joined hands, followed by another, and another and Blaine had no idea what to do. He desperately wanted to comfort Kurt in some way, but would he really want comfort from the guy that was causing him the pain?
"Kurt I'm so sorry," Blaine said moving forwards a little bit, "I'm so, so sorry really. I was stupid and drunk and…"
Kurt interrupted him with a sad bitter laugh, "Don't bother Blaine its fine."
"What?" Blaine frowned watching as the tears from Kurt's eyes started to fall more frequency onto his lap.
"Don't bother," Kurt repeated still laughing bitterly and refusing to look up, "Just go."
"No, no not until you know…" Blaine said firmly shaking his head and moving forward again on the bed.
"I already do," Kurt said, one of his hands reaching up to wipe a few tears from his face, but still staring down at his lap.
Blaine paused in confusion, "Did Sebastian tell you or something?"
"No Blaine, look just go, just leave. I don't want anything to do with you," Kurt whispered sniffing.
Blaine instantly started sobbing and shaking his head in denial, "No, no Kurt please." He reached out for Kurt's hand but Kurt snatched it back before he could.
"What? Isn't that what you want?" Kurt asked finally looking up at Blaine, but not into his eyes. His face pale, his eyes a lot less bright and his smile. His amazing smile that could melt a heart of stone was gone. Gone.
"Of course not Kurt, I love you!" Cried Blaine trying to reach forward to cup Kurt's face desperate for him to look into his eyes but Kurt cringed away and that hurt Blaine more than anything.
"Stop lying to me." Kurt said his voice suddenly turning angry.
"Kurt I'm not lying, I love you. You know I do!" Blaine exclaimed closing the remaining distance between him and Kurt on the bed.
"Stop it, just fucking stop it! Don't you think you've hurt me enough? I'm not stupid, I know damn well that everything you've said to me has been a lie just to fucking get me into bed and now you've done it so fucking fuck off Blaine Anderson," Kurt screamed tears streaming down his face. He jumped to his feet and grabbed the door, swinging it open forcefully for Blaine to leave through, "I hate you, and you are going to turn out just like your good for nothing farther!"
Blaine froze before he started shaking his head again, "No," he gasped between sobs, "No, Kurt that's not." He took a deep breath trying to calm himself a bit.
"I said get out," Kurt said his voice low and dangerous.
"It's not true, Kurt. I wasn't lying; I promise really I promise I…" Blaine whimpered shaking his head still.
"Get out," Kurt repeated in the same dark tone, obviously not listening to Blaine's pointless attempt to make Kurt understand.
"Kurt just listen to me, please I…" Blaine said kneeling up on his knees on the bed.
"GET OUT!" Kurt screamed at the top of his lungs, "Get out, get out, get out, get out! What is so fucking hard to understand about that?"
Blaine cringed backwards almost falling backwards of the bed in the processes, "Kurt I'm not leaving until you know, just calm down…"
"CALM DOWN? Did you seriously just ask me to calm down?" Kurt yelled sounding absolutely bewildered, "I don't want to hear you're pathetic made up cover story, get out you worthless piece of shit, I never want to see you're lying face again."
Blaine was crying so hard he could barely see as he made his way to the door realizing that Kurt wasn't going to listen to him and the longer he stayed the angrier Kurt would get, "Kurt Hummel, I love you. I know you don't believe me but I do. And I am going to stop at nothing to get you to see that," Blaine said quietly pausing in the door way to look at Kurt, just about making out his figure with his blurry vision.
Kurt looked so small as he shook his head; all his anger drained just leaving him empty and broken, "Please just leave Blaine? I'm begging you, please?" He whispered.
Blaine left, whispering the words mostly to himself as he did, "I am so sorry."
Kurt woke up with a long sigh, all the memories from yesterday flooding back to him. He reached over and stopped the annoying buzzing of his alarm clock and rubbed his eyes that were unbelievably sore because of all the crying and lack of sleep. He sat up and dragged himself over to his wardrobe, took out an outfit and pulled it on without really thinking about it. You know in movies and stuff, they describe people after a brake up with long descriptive sentences? Well Kurt felt empty. That's the only way he could describe it, empty and humiliated that he had believed all the lies Blaine had told to him.
Oh well, now it was over and Blaine was free to go back to his normal ass-hole self he was free to do his best to get over him and pretend like he wasn't depressed and broken. Kurt ran a brush through his hair glancing in the mirror and moaning at the bags under his eyes, crap! He grabbed his concealer stick and did his best to cover them up before he turned on his straighteners and did his hair as quickly as he could manage.
He walked back into his bedroom and gathered his books for today's classes when his phone rang. He sighed and picked it up not bothering to look at the screen knowing that it would be Mercedes.
"Hello?" He asked looking through his shelf for his Spanish book.
"Hey, Kurt look, I know you hate me and everything but is there any way you could drive me to school?"
Kurt froze, "Blaine?" He asked biting his lip.
"Yeah, Kurt I wouldn't ask but my truck as decided to die on me and I'm going to be late if I walk, please?" Blaine begged, "I'll make it up to you I promise."
Kurt paused tapping his finger against the wooden shelf as he debated.
"Kurt please? If not you need to tell me now so I can set of to walk if you won't," Blaine said sounding like he was rushing around.
"Okay, okay," Kurt agreed, "I'm not going to make you walk."
Blaine sighed, "Oh God thank you so much baby you're a life saver!"
Kurt bit his lip suddenly debating if this was such a good idea. He couldn't make Blaine walk all the way to school, he was still in love with him after all, "I'm not you're baby, I'll be there in about ten minutes. Be ready because I'm not going to wait around for you."
There was silence on the end of the phone while Blaine got together his emotion before he replied, "Okay, thanks again Kurt."
"Whatever," Kurt snapped hanging up the phone and shoving his last book in his bag. He swung it over his shoulder and rushed down the stairs. He walked into the living room, stealing a slice of toast from his Dad's plate as he said goodbye before he jogged out the door and too his car. He chucked his bag down in the back and clipped on his seat belt while trying not dwell on the fact that he would soon spend fifteen gruelling minutes with Blaine in his car on the way to school.
He sighed to himself and set off turning the familiar turns until he found himself parked outside Blaine's house. Blaine was sat on the front step waiting for him and as soon as Kurt pulled into the driveway he got to his feet. Kurt frowned at Blaine's appearance. He was wearing pretty stylish clothes but no leather jacket and his hair was all gelled back and flat against his head. Blaine walked forward and smiled a bit opening the door and getting in. He put his bag in the back seats next to Kurt's and then turned to face Kurt.
"Hey," He said quietly biting his lip.
Kurt looked back at him, "Hi."
"How'd you like the hair? I thought I'd completely go back to the guy I was before," Blaine laughed slightly sadly.
Kurt blinked at him, "Wait, so you really meant everything you said to me?"
Blaine nodded, "Every word the truth," He said, "Do you believe me?"
"Everything about being unpopular and then becoming popular?" Kurt asked narrowing his eyes slightly.
"The truth Kurt, I promise," Blaine said seriously.
"I…Yeah, yeah I guess," Kurt said looking over Blaine again.
Blaine let out a breath, "You know that hurts the most? That I told you everything and then all of a sudden you think it's all lies to get you to sleep with me."
Kurt shook his head, "We should get going or we'll be late."
"Yeah but Kurt we need to talk about this," Blaine said putting his hand over Kurt's that were rested on his lap.
Kurt shook his head again and pulled his hand away from underneath and put it on the steering wheel, "No we don't."
"Kurt please, I love you. I'm not giving up on us you know," Blaine said sitting back in his seat, "I just want to talk."
"Blaine you cheated on me, there's no way you can love me," Kurt stated starting the engine and driving off
"I do, I love you so much it's killing me right now that you hate me," Blaine said his voice turning slowly quieter as he did, his eyes filling with tears.
"I don't, don't hate you, I just feel, I…" Kurt sighed and took in Blaine's appearance, his eyes red and tired with black bags underneath just like Kurt had covered up this morning.
"I hate me," Blaine muttered scowling to himself and pulling his legs up onto the chair.
Kurt frowned, "Oi, feet down," He demanded hitting Blaine on the arm lightly before placing it back on the wheel, "You know you look really terrible today."
Blaine laughed, "Oh thanks, and you look gorgeous to babe."
Kurt rolled his eyes as he parked in the far side of the car park. He took of his seat belt and grabbed his bag, "Hold on," He said searching around in it and pulling out his concealer stick and holding it out to Blaine.
"What the hell is that?" Blaine asked raising an eyebrow.
"Concealer," Kurt said tiling his head to the side slightly.
"I am not wearing make-up Kurt, sorry but no," Blaine said firmly.
"Blaine no one will notice, I'm wearing it now and you can't tell can you?" Kurt asked changeling Blaine slightly.
"No, but I'm still not wearing it!" Blaine said shaking his head, he unclipped his seatbelt and reached for the door handle.
Kurt lunged forward over Blaine and put his hand on top of Blaine's, "Come on, just a bit Blaine."
"No Kurt let me go!" Blaine said laughing slightly.
"Look, I'll show you," Kurt giggled moving to he was kneeling either side of Blaine's hips and leaning over him.
"Kurt no, no I'm serious stop it," Blaine said moving his head to the side so Kurt didn't have any access to his face.
"Blaine you'll look so much better!" Kurt said trapping his face between his hands and holding it still.
Blaine squealed and laughed struggling to try and get out of Kurt's grasp but failing entirely.
Kurt laughed, "You sound like a girl!"
"Hey, says you!" Blaine said putting on a huge act of fake outrage.
Kurt just rolled his eyes and did his best to open the concealer with only one hand, "Just let me try it pleeeease?"
"No, no Kurt stop it, stop!" Blaine cried once Kurt had got of the lid and was hovering under Blaine's eye.
"Keep still or I'll poke you in the eye!" Kurt giggled again shifting slightly on Blaine's lap.
"Kurt!" Blaine laughed, the sound faded when he saw how intensely Kurt was looking at him. Blaine looked back with the same expression as they both gazed into each others' eyes.
Kurt glanced down to Blaine's lips and then back up to his eyes. Blaine leaned forward pressing their forehead slightly together and brushing his nose against Kurt's. Kurt's breathing hitched in his throat but he didn't pull away, in fact he leaned closer causing their lips to brush lightly. The concealer dropped from Kurt's hand to the car floor probably spilling everywhere but neither of them moved apart from Kurt closing his eyes.
Blaine gulped slightly and kissed Kurt gently once before pulling back to see Kurt's eyes open and staring at him. There was a moment of total stillness before Kurt moved, bringing his hand that were before trapping Blaine's face around to cup it and kiss him desperately.
Blaine moaned his arms locking around Kurt's small waist and trying to pull him closer, Kurt went from kneeling either side of Blaine's waist to straddling it trying to get closer to him. Kurt's hands slid from Blaine's face to his neck and pressed their chests together with a slight sigh, Blaine moved his hands up and down Kurt's back caressing and rubbing it through the material.
Kurt pulled away for breath and shook his head, "I can't do this," He said breathlessly.
Blaine moaned, "Yes you can," He gasped pulling Kurt closer again and kissing him frantically.
Kurt's cry was muffled as Blaine slipped his though through Kurt's lips and started running along the roof of Kurt's mouth, Kurt gripped Blaine's shoulders tightly and shuffled as close as he could still not breaking the contact of mouths and ground his crotch down hard into Blaine's.
"Ah!" Blaine gasped gripping Kurt's hips trying to get him closer even though it was impossible, they broke again for air and Blaine was soothing and running his hands all over Kurt's chest, arms and back, his head was leaned into Kurt's neck and they were both breathing heavily.
"Kurt I love you so much," Blaine breathed.
A/n: Thank you for reading (: And to my beta x
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Hola,
¡Lo sé! Estúpido Blaine. Lamentablemente no puedo poner todas mis habilidades ninja en él, ja, ja! Espero que te gusta la manera en que yo tenía la ruptura y también el resto del capítulo. Sí hay chicos más gay en la escuela, por lo que Kurt tiene una buena oportunidad de salir con alguien para darle celos pero tal vez no después de la final de este capítulo (:
Me encanta contestar a todas mis opiniones para mis historias y no me importa tener que traducirlo! Soy de Inglaterra, los únicos idiomas que conozco son un poco de francés y un poco de alemán, pero Hardley ninguna en absoluto.
De todos modos una vez más, espero que les guste el capítulo! Gracias por revisar!
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