"Blaine no, no stop it," Kurt said shaking head and pushing Blaine away.
"What's wrong baby?" Blaine asked smiling and stroking the back of his hand down Kurt's cheek.
"No, I can't, we can't do this," Kurt said indicating between them and pulling himself of Blaine's lap and back into the driver's seat.
"Do what?" Blaine frowned grabbing Kurt's hand and squeezing it gently
"Us, Blaine I can't just get back together with you like that," Explained Kurt opening the car door, "I'm sorry."
"Hey, Kurt wait!" Blaine said pulling him back down into the car, "What are you talking about? Wasn't that you getting back together with me?"
"No, Blaine I'm sorry. But we can't be together after you cheated on me!" Kurt exclaimed shaking his head and moving to get out of the car again.
Blaine groaned reaching over and slamming the door shut before he got a chance, "Just wait would you!"
"No, Blaine let me go, we're over. That's it," Kurt said tears welling up in his eyes at the words.
"No, no Kurt what the hell?" Blaine cried his voice rising slightly, "You can't just kiss me and then decided you don't want to be with me again!"
Kurt cringed, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kissed you but I couldn't help it okay?"
"Because you love me," Blaine said grabbing both Kurt's hands in his own, "I know you still love me."
Kurt sighed, "Of course I still love you Blaine."
"Then what's the problem? I love you and you love me so why can't we just be together?" Blaine asked desperately.
Kurt moaned, "Blaine you cheated on me!"
"I know, I know I did you don't have to remind me every three seconds!" Blaine exclaimed, he paused and his tone softened, "I'm sorry, But can't we just put it behind us?"
Kurt smiled sadly, "It's not that simple."
"It is, Kurt please. Please I need to be with you!" Blaine begged a few stray tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Blaine I love you, I love you so much I really do," Kurt whispered his own eyes starting to leak tears, "But how am I going to trust you again?"
Blaine let go of Kurt's hands and rested his head in them, "Kurt please, please, please, I can't even remember it!"
Kurt tilted his head to the side, "Huh?"
"I don't even remember sleeping with him, I just remember getting drunk and waking up next to him," Blaine muttered into his hands.
"Then how do you know you actually did, did he tell you?" Kurt asked wiping his eyes.
"No, I just sort of assumed I guess. I haven't really talked to him since apart from when he gave me my watch," Blaine shrugged looking up from his hands, "So…if I didn't sleep with him then, would you take me back?"
Kurt shook his head, "No."
"What? Kurt if I hadn't cheated on you then give me a reason not to get back together with me," Blaine said looking Kurt straight in the eye.
"Trust, Blaine I can't be in a relationship with you if I can't trust you," Kurt explained, "And even if you didn't cheat on me, you still let him buy you drinks and hung around with him was I specifically asked you to stay away from him."
"Kurt I will, I promise, I won't talk to him. I won't even look at him just please!" Blaine begged, "Please give us one more chance."
"But I can't trust you on that because you said you would stay away from him before, and then you do this? Even if you didn't sleep with him, how am I meant to trust you that you won't go drinking with him and actually sleep with him?" Kurt sighed loudly and buried his head in his hands.
"Because I love you Kurt," Blaine whispered "I love you."
Kurt looked up again, "Didn't you love me before?"
"Of course I did!" Exclaimed Blaine nodded slightly.
"Then nothing's changed, and I can't trust that it's not going to happen again, or even be worse. I love you, but we really are over Blaine," Kurt whispered closing his eyes tightly.
"I'm going to get you back," Blaine said firmly, "I will, I don't know how but we'll be together again, I'm not giving up on us."
Kurt just smiled sadly and opened the door to his car and stepped out while Blaine did the same. Kurt looked the car, "Bye Blaine," he said before walking away.
….
Kurt slumped in his seat with his head in his hands, "Hey, Kurt are you okay, where's Blaine?"
He looked up as Mercy sat next to him with a questioning look and he sighed and shook his head.
"What's that meant to mean?" Mercy asked him raising an eyebrow.
"No I'm not okay, and I don't know where Blaine is. I haven't since him since this morning," Explained Kurt shaking his head.
"What? You've actually stayed away from him for more than an hour? Wow!" Mercy gasped in fake shock.
Kurt glared at her, "Yeah well were going to spend a lot more time apart now."
"Why, you guys had a fight?" Mercy sighed shaking her head as she bent down to get out her books.
"I broke up with him," Kurt said his head collapsing in his hands again.
"What?" Mercy asked her head snapping up in shock.
"I broke up with him," Kurt repeated the sound of his voice muffled by his hands.
"Why? Kurt you love him," Mercy asked rubbing her neck after such a quick action.
"I know I do, but I had too," Kurt grumbled miserably.
"Why did you 'Have too'?" Asked Mercy her eye's narrowing, "Because if it's a stupid reason then I'm locking you both in the cupboard until you work things out."
"He cheated on me," Kurt whispered, his voice barely audible, "He went out on the weekend, got drunk and slept with Sebastian."
"Oh, Kurt honey I knew that Sebastian kid was trouble," Mercy sighed rubbing his shoulders in comfort, "I'm sure that he had more to do with it than Blaine."
Kurt just shrugged and then sighed, "I wish he hadn't mucked this up, it's going to take forever for me to even think about another guy and he's determined to get me back. It's going to be so hard to say no."
Mercy raised an eyebrow at him, "Then why don't you say yes?"
"Because, he cheated on me!" Kurt exclaimed raising his head, "Stop making me say it. It hurts enough as it is."
"Kurt honey, you love him right?" Mercy asked smiling at him slightly.
"Of course I do," Kurt said blankly.
"And he didn't mean to so this, it was just a mistake because he was drunk. And he wants you back, and loves you." Mercy pointed out, "Think you can ever forgive him?"
"Mercy I'm not even that mad at him, I more furious at Sebastian because, like you said, I know damn well that he had more to do with it than Blaine," Kurt told her, "And we all know Blaine is a gullible idiot," He added with a sad laugh.
Mercy blinked at him, giving him an expression like she was questioning his sanity, "Wait, you're really not mad at him, like at all?"
Kurt shrugged, "I know I should be, I should be screaming at him and crying and hating him," He paused and shook his head, "I don't know what's wrong with me. I just love him so, so much."
"Well, that's crazy, but I then why don't' you just say yes if that's how you really feel?" Mercy suggested.
"Mercy, I can't do that it's like…relationship rules! If they cheat then you dump them," Stated Kurt biting his lip.
"Kurt you know I love you, and I haven't seen you happier apart from when you're with him. Screw the rules, if he makes you happy, and you can forgive him, then be with him," Mercy said grabbing Kurt's hand and looking at him seriously.
Kurt moaned, "Mercy you make it seem so simple."
Mercy laughed, "Well?"
"He still cheated on me, how am I going to trust him Mercy?" Kurt asked, "That's the only problem. It isn't going to work if I have to stalk him to make sure he's not doing anything."
"Kurt relax, you don't have to make this decision right now, and if he loves you like I think he does, he's not going to be moving on anytime soon." Mercy told him, "I wonder where he is anyway?"
"I don't know," Kurt shrugged, "Wait…do you think he's hurt?"
"No of course not, broken heart maybe but I'm sure he's fine," Mercy smiled at him.
Kurt shook his head, "Broken hearts suck."
Blaine walked in about half way through the lesson with his head down, mumbling an apology to the teacher before he hurried to an empty seat and sat down still not looking up from his desk. He pulled up his book and threw it down on the desk. He pulled his feet up onto his seat curling up into a ball before he looked up and Kurt bit his lip, his eyes were red and watery like he'd been crying.
"Is that because of me?" Kurt asked Mercedes looking at Blaine.
Blaine looked up at Kurt and gave him a watery smile. "I guess," Mercy shrugged.
Kurt moaned, "Is it even possible to feel this guilty?"
"Well, smile back then," Mercy said shoving his shoulder.
Kurt smiled back and held his hand out for a slight wave. Blaine nodded and then stared back at his book, his finger tapping against the desk like he was thinking.
Kurt pulled out his phone and sent Blaine a text.
Hey Blaine,
Are you okay?
Kurt x
Kurt watched as Blaine pulled out his phone and glanced at the message before looking at Kurt. He shook his head at Kurt and looked down again to reply.
Hey,
No not really, any chance I can talk to you after class?
Blaine x
Kurt bit his lip tapping his finger against the desk as he thought of a reply.
Is it because of me?
Kurt x
Blaine replied almost instantly.
A tiny bit I guess, but I've just got some news. Please can we talk? I really need you're amazing advice!
Blaine xxx
Of course, meet me in the auditorium?
Kurt x
Okay honey, see you there
Blaine xxx
Don't worry, be happy! ;-)
Kurt X
I'll try (:
Blaine xxx
….
Blaine was already there when Kurt got to the auditorium after class; he was sitting with his legs hanging over the edge of the stage looking at his shoe laces. Kurt smiled and walked down the steps, jumping of the last two landing right in front of Blaine elegantly.
Blaine jumped and looked up, he smiled although his eyes were worried, "Hey gorgeous."
Kurt shook his head, "Don't call me that Blaine."
"But you are," Blaine said softly reaching out for Kurt's hand and taking it in his own.
"Is this a way for me to take you back?" Kurt asked putting the that Blaine wasn't holding on his hip.
Blaine tipped his head to the side, "I didn't plan for it to-is it?"
"No Blaine, it's not," Kurt said jumping up and sitting next to Blaine on the stage.
"Oh, well I've got a different plan for that," Blaine said winking at Kurt.
Kurt laughed and rolled his eyes, "Good."
Blaine blinked at him, "Really?"
"Definitely." Kurt nodded looking at his boots and then back up at Blaine. "So, why were you so upset?"
Blaine sighed and rested his head in his hands, "My mom called me."
Kurt took in a sharp intake of breath, "Oh. What-what did she want?"
"She wants to see me, and I have no idea what to do," Blaine said tapping the back of his foot against the stage.
"Well don't you want to see her?" Kurt asked putting his hand on Blaine's shoulder, "You might have a chance to live with her, get away from your dad for a while."
"I don't know. I haven't seen her for years. How do I know what's she's going to be like?" Blaine asked biting his bottom lip.
"You're not going to know unless you see her are you?" Kurt pointed out squeezing Blaine's shoulder, "Did she say anything about your Dad?"
"No, she just said she wanted to see me, and I should call her when I've made a decision." Blaine recalled resting his head on Kurt's shoulder. "What would you do, if you were me?"
"You must have a lot of questions, she just took off all of a sudden, if it was me I'd go," Kurt admitted.
"I'm scared," Blaine whispered, "What if it she just wants to blame everything on me? What if she's got a whole new family?"
"But are you going to regret it if you don't' go?" Kurt asked him stroking the top of his head.
"I guess, but I don't want to go alone," Blaine said, "But if my Dad finds out then he'll kill me."
"Is that a way of asking me to come with you?" Kurt asked him laughing slightly.
Blaine raised his head, "Would you? You don't have too; I'd just feel better if there was someone I could rely on there."
Kurt smiled, "But won't it be a bit awkward?"
Blaine shrugged, "What if I call her and say okay, but only if I can bring my boyfriend?"
"Friend," Kurt said firmly.
Blaine sighed, "Boyfriend."
"No Blaine, were broken up remember?"
Blaine just got to his feet, "For now."
"Blaine!" Kurt warned, "If you tell her I'm your boyfriend then I'm not coming!"
"Why not? You ashamed of me?" Blaine challenged as Kurt jumped to his feet too.
"Of course not, but were not dating anymore. And I don't really think it's a good idea to bring your boyfriend with you to see your mom who may have left because you're gay," Kurt pointed out calmly.
"Fine, friend. Even if I get us back together before then?" Blaine asked raising an eyebrow.
Kurt shrugged, "Well see then."
A/n: I'm so, so sorry to those who I didn't reply to! I can assure you that it wasn't intentional.
I'm still not sure how it happened, I must have not scrolled down fast enough. I'm sorry! X
Anyway, I hope you like the chapter! XXX
Review Replies:
Acciodoublestuff0202- This Chapter as a little bit of heartbreak but not as much I don't think, I hope you enjoyed it! X
Peruser- Hey, that's exactly what I was going for! I hope you like the chapter! Thanks x
Leptine- Thank you! (: Hope you like the chapter xxx
Orange-Coyote- Or maybe there not….Hope you like the chapter anyway! X
Katie Cullen 239 twilight fan- You're review made me smile! Thank you x
L'arc-en-ciel et La Papillon- I'm really sorry I miss you out! X
Vampire author va- He wasn't getting back together with him (as you saw in the chapter), but I'm glad you enjoyed it X
Eatyourh3artout- Hey honey, Yay! I'm loved again :L Thank you I'm glad you enjoyed it. Blaine did it to show Kurt that he was telling the truth and he was that person before, I thought it was a pretty good plan ha-ha! I love Blaine in a leather jacket too though, very sexy! I'm really sorry I missed you out! XXX Lots of love XXX
Kristine Lovegood- Well here you go, hope you like it! I used Google Translator btw! Thank you x
Candy Criss-
Hola, no hay Kurt no reaccionar de esa manera espectacular a la trampa Blaine en él, pero es sólo porque
Espero que os guste el nuevo capítulo! Xhe lo ama tanto!
Creo que Blaine merece tener un poco de sufrimiento, pero no quiso decir que no y que realmente oive Kurt, que era más Sebastián continuación, Blaine en el inicio pero de todos modos Blaine acaba de aceptar porque es un idiota, pero lo amamos todos modos !
Espero que os guste el nuevo capítulo X
Zaidabd- No I don't know Spanish but I translate it for one of the people who reads my fictions as they review in it and I want to reply to every review I get (: Creo que Blaine siempre digo todo lo que Kurt, incluso si eso significaba Kurt frenaría con él porque Kurt merece saber la verdad. Pero Kurt Blaine ama tanto, y simplemente no puede dejar de querer estar con él (:
Gracias por leer x
Bow ties-coffee dates-duets- Yep I got some sleep (: And I hope you like the new chapter X