Kurt was sitting down with his friends in the cafeteria when Blaine walked in the next day; he was wearing some dark blue skinny jeans and a blue shirt with an orange vest over the top and his hair, once again, gelled back on top of his head. He walked over to Kurt with his hands joined in front of him looking rather nervous.
Kurt looked up and saw him walking over; he smiled as Blaine stood in front of him still looking a bit edgy. "Blaine are you okay?"
"Yeah, yeah Kurt I'm…Can I talk to you for a sec?" Blaine asked biting his bottom lip.
Kurt got to his feet and nodded, Blaine grabbed his hand and pulled him outside into the cold and sat him down on a bench at the back of the school, "What's up?"
"I-I phoned my Mom." Blaine said playing with his hands on his lap, "She said that it was fine for you to come."
"Oh good," Kurt said put his hand onto of Blaine's to still them, "What the problem then?"
"She wants to see me tomorrow after school and I am absolutely petrified." Blaine said tapping his foot against the floor, "I'm starting to think it's a bad idea."
"Blaine, you deserve to know the truth," Kurt said firmly.
"What if I don't' want to know?" Blaine asked his foot still tapping nervously on the floor.
Kurt paused and shrugged, "Then you don't have too I guess, but you might regret it later."
"Kurt I- What if she…" Blaine started running his hands through his hair.
"What if she has a really good reason for leaving and she wants to know her son?" Kurt interrupted him, "What if you have a chance of getting away from your Dad scrutinizing you all the time?"
"What if that's true, and she lives far away and she wants me to move in with her and I have to leave everything behind?" Blaine asked.
Kurt sighed, "Then you go. You'd have the opportunity of a new start, new friends, a new family, a new life where you could be exactly who you are."
"But I'd have to leave everything!" Blaine said shaking his head, "I don't know if I can do that."
Kurt raised an eyebrow, "A Dad who hates what you are, a load of ex-friends who have suddenly decided you're a loser. Blaine I'm struggling to see what you'd stay for."
Blaine blinked at Kurt, "I thought it was obvious."
"Well not to me it's not," Kurt laughed slightly.
"It's you, I'd stay for you."
"Are you serious? You'd give all of that up for the slight chance that we'd get back together?" Kurt asked raising an eyebrow.
"Yes."
"Blaine that's crazy!" Kurt exclaimed getting to his feet, "Even if I can ever trust you again then it's not like we're going to always be together, you know I don't think love lasts forever."
Blaine shrugged, "But I do."
"Blaine I'm not going to let you through your whole life away for me!" Kurt exclaimed pacing back and forth, "I'm not."
"Kurt calm down," Blaine said standing up and moving to block Kurt's pacing path, he put his hands on Kurt's shoulders. "It's my life, if I want to spend it on the chance I get to be with the man I love with the rest of it then that's up to me."
Kurt shook his head, "Blaine you can't give something like that up!"
"Aren't we getting a bit ahead of things anyway? I haven't even met her yet," Blaine asked deciding to end the subject.
"Blaine I…fine," Kurt huffed sitting back down on the bench.
Blaine laughed and stood in front of Kurt making a grab for his hands, "And it's more than a chance anyway. I just need to sort out a few more things and then I'll get you back."
Kurt raised an eyebrow at Blaine, "Are you going to tell me what it is?"
Blaine grinned proudly, "Nope!"
Kurt rolled his eyes, "Have you eaten yet?"
"No," Blaine said pulling Kurt to his feet.
"I'll buy you lunch then, come on," Kurt said walking back inside.
Blaine grinned again, "See, you're asking me out on dates already."
Kurt spun around to see Blaine following behind him, "This isn't a date Blaine."
"You might not think so, but I know the truth," Blaine laughed, "You can't help but want to be with me all the time."
Kurt clenched his jaw, "I know perfectly well that, that is true."
"Why are getting mad over that?" Blaine asked frowning and stopping beside Kurt.
"Because I know it will never change, and our relationship would be a lot clearer if I could get over you," Kurt explained in a bit of a grumble.
"But that's the point Kurt; you don't want to get over me. You want my plan to make you realize that you forgive me and that I didn't mean it, and that it will never happen again, because I know you already know it Kurt. You just need to see it." Blaine said seriously.
Kurt sighed, "This is still not a date."
"How about two extremely close friends having lunch, holding hands under the table and flirting aaaaaand then when there done, going somewhere private and making out until next class?" Blaine suggested hopefully.
Kurt rolled his eyes, "Blaine, really?"
"What? I miss your lips so much!" Blaine whined wrapping his arm around Kurt's waist and pulling him closer.
"Blaine, Blaine get off!" Kurt said struggling from his hold, "Or I'll buy you want I eat."
Blaine wrinkled his nose and let Kurt go, "Urgh rabbit food."
Kurt laughed, "I'm not that bad!"
"You're bad enough," Blaine smiled with a wink.
Kurt laughed again and followed him inside.
….
"Okay," Kurt said stepping back and scanning Blaine up and down looking for the perfect outfit for Blaine to see his mom in, he bit his lip and tilted his head to the side, "Something's missing."
Blaine smiled, "You're hands on my body?"
"Blaine I won't do this if you keep making comments like that," Kurt said raising an eyebrow.
"Just practicing for when we get back together," Blaine laughed.
"Blaine stop getting your hopes up, it's not going to happen," Kurt sighed shaking his head, "Every time you say something like that it just makes me depressed."
"It will Kurt, I promise," Blaine said reaching out for Kurt's hands.
Kurt snatched them away, "Do you even realize how serious this is?"
"What is?" Blaine asked frowning deeply.
"You don't seem to get how serious cheating is in a relationship!" Kurt exclaimed, "Blaine do you have any idea how much I hate myself for trusting you!"
"What?" Blaine asked, "It's not our fault it was just…"
"BLAINE!" Kurt yelled back, Blaine cringe back, "It's YOUR fault, YOU! No-on else's, you've fucked up everything! Everything I was looking forward too and I hate you for that!"
"You hate me?" Blaine whispered looking at the floor.
"Yes I hate you for being so fucking stupid, and for thinking that I could just forgive you! Blaine it's not going to happen." Kurt cried shaking his head, "All this anger as just been smothered by how much I love you but you know what? I'm not going to let that happen anymore."
"Kurt what are you…?"
"Shut up," Kurt snapped, "After helping you with your Mom I'm not going to have anything to do with you, I'm not going to talk to you, or hang out with you or whatever. Were over, and if you still do this big plan then it will just embarrass yourself because I don't want to be with you anymore."
"Baby you don't mean that." Blaine said looking up at Kurt.
"I'm not your baby," Kurt growled, "I mean it this time, I hate you Blaine Anderson."
Blaine started to cry as he got to his feet and walked out the door and down Kurt's stairs, "Don't bother coming with me," He called his voice cracking before the front door slammed shut.
Kurt bit his lip, his hands clenched at his sides as he tried to control his anger. He moaned and threw himself down on his bed with a creak. He punched his pillow; he's had enough of trying to hold on to Blaine. It was time to let go, time to move on.
….
Blaine looked like he hadn't slept as he arrived to school the next day, deep bags under his eyes and his face ever so slightly paler; he got out of his truck and looked over to Kurt. He smiled before he seemed to remember what happened and he quickly turned around, slammed his car door shut and walked into school with his head down.
Kurt sighed slightly and rearranged his shoulder bag before heading into school himself, praying to himself he was going to be able to make it through this day without talking to Blaine at all after pretty much spending every waking hour with him. He moaned realizing he had first class with Blaine and that they were in the same group, crap this was going to be so awkward!
Kurt hung around the outside of the choir room until the bell ran with Mercy before he did his best to get into the mind set on not breaking and set off to the math class. Walking in and sitting a few seats over from where Blaine was sat in the very back left corner. Kurt couldn't help but look over at Blaine and Blaine was staring at him, as soon as they eyes met Blaine's gaze dropped to the floor and he bit his lip staring at his book. Kurt tilted his head to the side slightly and could see Blaine looking over at him out of the corner of his eye with his head still lent over the desk.
"Okay guys, get into you're groups from last lesson and carry on, the books are at the back," The teacher droned as he walked in before sitting down behind his desk and pulling out a huge stack of papers and started to mark them.
Kurt got up and moved to the vacant seat beside Mercedes planning for Blaine to sit the other side of her but them Sam from another group sat there meaning Blaine had no choice but to sit next to Kurt. Blaine bit his lip hesitantly before he sat down next to Kurt and dropping his head to the table with Kurt glanced at him.
Kurt sighed and turned his head towards Mercy who was raising an eyebrow at them.
"I'll tell you later." Kurt told her
Mercy just nodded and shrugged, she glanced at the two again before he flipped open the text book and Kurt sighed again looking down at the work. He hated Math.
By the end of the lesson Blaine had probably got neck ache from his head snapping up and down so quickly every time Kurt looked at or away from him for an hour. Staring at Kurt when he thought he wasn't looking and his head propelling down whenever Kurt slightly turned his head in Blaine's direction.
"Okay guys, time to pack away." The teacher sighed pushing the papers he hadn't marked to one side.
…
"So," Mercy said as they sat down at lunch, "I take it you can't forgive him?"
Kurt shook his head, "No, I was just trying to hold on to him you know?"
"Because you wanted to be with him?" Rachel asked tiling his head to the side.
Kurt nodded, "I just wanted it to work between us. It was like, like fairy tale."
Mercy raised an eyebrow, "How?"
"You know, he was like trapped in himself and I helped him find himself again," Kurt said quietly tapping his fingers against the table and sighing.
"You guys were adorable," Mercy smiled sitting back in his seat.
Kurt smirked and nodded, "Yeah I know."
Mercy rolled her eyes and looked around the room, "I can't see him. Blaine I mean."
Kurt shrugged bit into his lunch and looked around, "Over there," He said pointing to where Blaine was sat, who didn't drop his gaze for the first time that day; instead he raised his hand and signalled for Kurt to come over to him.
Kurt shook his head and looked down at the table biting his lip, when he looked back up Blaine was standing in front of him, "What do you want?" Kurt snapped at him.
Rachel, Kurt and Mercedes all looked up at Blaine was frowning expressions as he opened his mouth to talk , "Kurt I know you hate me, but my Mom, she lives three hours away and to make things short it turns out she does want me to live with her."
"And why are you telling me this?" Kurt asked picking a bit of tomato out of his salad as he tried to look like he wasn't interested.
"Because, if I go then I'll move towns and schools and I'll never see you again," Blaine stated watching as Kurt still didn't look up, "I don't know if I should leave."
Kurt looked up and sighed, "Go."
"You want me to leave?" Blaine asked his voice cracking.
Kurt sighed again, "Goodbye Blaine, enjoy your new life."
Blaine blinked a few times trying to clear his eyes of tears before he nodded and walked away.
Rachel frowned at him, "Kurt that was a bit harsh."
Kurt bit his lip, "I know," He said looking after Blaine as he walked back to his table, picked up his half eaten lunch and chucked it in the trash can.
A/n: Hope you enjoyed the new chapter, love to you all! X Who's reading to meet Blaine's Mother?
Review Replies:
CarrieKarol- Hey, thank you! You'll meet Blaine's Mum in the next chapter if it goes as I plan :L Thank you for reviewing! X
Gottriplets- Kurt doesn't seem to agree, Blaine's Mum appears in the next chapter X Thanks for reading X
Peruser- Hey, Kurt's just really upset and hurt, but he still loves Blaine a lot. That's why he's so confused about how to react and keeps changing his mind! He'll probably regret the way he talked to Blaine at the end of this chapter, like I said he's not sure how to react, especially when he got a huge shock like that and that Blaine wants a sudden decision. You meet Blaine's mother in the next chapter (: Thank you! X
Leptine- Hey, I totally agree with you on that, cheating is the worst thing you could ever do. But Mercy just wants to see her best friend happy and in the end it's all down to Kurt, how he feels about the thought of being with Blaine after he betrayed it trust like that. Even though Blaine didn't mean to cheat and completely 100 percent regrets it and still loves Kurt dearly, but (as seen in this chapter) he doesn't really seem to realise the seriousness of it all. Hopefully Kurt's reaction will make him see that he needs to be really serious about this matter. Thanks for reading X
Acciodoublestuff0202- Ha - ha (: Hope you liked the chapter! X
Candy Criss- Hola, Kurt es realmente confundido acerca de sus sentimientos por Blaine y no sabe cómo reaccionar ante él ahora. Incluso si él no tenía relaciones sexuales con Sebastain entonces todavía pasó un tiempo con él cuando Kurt le pidió que no por lo que aún no se puede confiar en él a pesar de que lo ama. Leer para conocer a la madre de Blaine en el próximo capítulo? Gracias.
Vampire author va- Thank you, I'm glad you liked the chapter. Mercy just wants to see Kurt happy, even if that does mean her having to act like she's okay with Blaine after what he did to Kurt. I always want Kurt and Blaine together (: x
Katie Cullen 239 twilight fan- Your mothers' right! (: Kurt and Blaine belong with each other, there's just no way to deny it! X
29nbil- Thank you, hope you like the rest of it too! (:
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