He kisses me, gently. I part my lips more so he can move his tongue inside my mouth. I move my tongue around his, the hot wet feeling makes me let go of any doubts or prior thoughts I had before. I've decide anything from this point on, I shouldn't think about it: no reconsidering, no doubting, and no second-guessing. I'm just going to do what my body wants me to do, and hopefully what my heart wants, too. He bites my bottom lip, and pulls. He's just so sexy. When he lets go, I kiss him hard, I move my hands to his face, grabbing him as I kiss him hard again.

Too much.

He sits up, moving me with him, and we start kissing all over again. I'm beginning to lose my breath more and more quickly. He bites my lip and pulls again. I want him to be rough with me. I grab his hands and move them to my waist. He pulls me down again, and we roll over so he's on top of me. He pulls my arms above my head and then sits up. He keeps my arms above me and uses on hand to work on getting my pants off. I want them off, I want him to take me, and I want to feel his hands all over me. He moves off of me, pulling my pants off, and then lets go of me. I'm sort of confused. I'm completely naked now, just laying in front of him. It's so cold, and I'm definitely hard, and there is now way of hiding it. Then again, he's the same right now...

I suddenly feel shy, so I move one of my hands own, but he stops me. I'm staring into his eyes. My breathing is increasing suddenly, just from the newness of the situation. I want him so bad; but at the same time I'm so scared. This is my first time doing anything romantic with anyone, ever. It is sudden; and furthermore, for my first trial of intimacy, it will be with another man.

Suddenly, I'm not sure how I feel about anything. It has only now occurred to me that I am just now thinking about this! But then, didn't I decide earlier, that I wouldn't do this? I wouldn't reconsider, or second-guess myself, right? And let's be honest, you only live once.

My body knows what it wants. I just want to do this with him. There is a difference. I could let him do things to me, but I want to do this with him. He's still holding my hand, he pulls it closer to his face, and kisses me. I can feel my chest rise and I gasp but try to keep my mouth closed so that it doesn't sound like one. I want him so bad. I don't know what I'm feeling; excitement, I suppose. He lets go of my hand, and puts one hand on my hardening erection. I watch as he leans down and takes all of me into his mouth. I sit up fast, gripping the sheets tightly. I breathe out heavily and he stops, looking up at me.

I give him a nod, and he continues. He slips his tongue around my head, underneath and over the top, again and again. I shut my eyes tightly. He pulls my cock out of his mouth slowly, making a popping noise. He flicks his tongue around the top, and then up and down my whole length. I can't help crying out, but this times he knows it is because I like what he's doing. My face feels hot.

He has to shift his body, to lick the parts of me he wants. He's hitting all the right spots, just using his tongue. He swallows me again. His mouth is so hot. Engulfed in his sweet mouth, I start to get tense, feeling a tingling inside me, knowing I'm already getting close. I can't help it; he's just too good. He goes down again, and I can feel my cock hit the back of his throat this time. He doesn't choke. He pulls me out, but stops right at my head, and bites a little. I'm caught off guard and let out a squeaking noise, which I'm deathly ashamed of. His mouth makes a popping noise as he pulls me out again, and he snickers at me, and my high pitched cry. He moves down again, biting the top, then continuing until I can feel his throat again, and I feel the sensation again. I run my hand through his hair. He pulls me out again, pumping me hard with his hand, and sucks and bites at the side of my cock. He's a pro at what he's doing. I'm so close to cumming, but I want to hold off as long as I can. He goes down again, sucking me hard, moving his mouth up and down quickly. Over and over again, he keeps a steady pace. It looks like I'm not going to be able to hold it in after all. He swallows me whole, and bites down right at my base.

"F-fuck..."

Words escape my mouth. Not the ones I wanted. I want to call his name, tell him he's amazing, just anything but that.

He's flicking his tongue around the bottom of my cock, and I'm still right at the back of his throat. I want to warn him, because I'd definitely about to cum.

"L-Lavi..."

He grabs my hips and pulls me forward. I can't even go any further. I feel like I'm probably choking him. The combination of the hotness of his mouth and his constant tongue flickering is too much.

"A-ah!"

I can't manage anything else before I fill his throat with my seed. He doesn't move back, or choke. I feel his throat contract, as he swallows it all. He still has his hands on my hips. I jerk forward, releasing more into his throat. Fuck. I can't keep quiet while I'm getting off. I'm making all these sick little noises, just like a woman. I let go of the sheet and fall back onto the bed. I cover my mouth with both hands. I can still hear myself moaning, crying out. It's pretty bad when you turn yourself on. My hips jerk again. I'm still in his mouth. He pulls me out, a little further. When he thinks I'm done, he pulls me out, and wraps his hand around me. His hands are really cold, and my whole body is burning and it feels amazing, but sort of shocking after being in his mouth all that time, and somehow I manage to cum again. I practically blow another full load all over his face. He licks off whatever he can from the side of his face. That's so fucking hot.

He moves his hand up to my face, and I lick off all my sperm from his hand, and start to lick some off his face. He finishes cleaning up and licking the rest off on his own.

He lays next to me, kissing my neck and face. I feel like I can't move, even though I feel really great right now, and my body feels sort of light and airy. He moves over me, and puts his arm around my shoulder and back, pulling me up towards him. He pulls me up and kisses me. I can still taste myself on his lips. I honestly think I would have thought that was disgusting, but it doesn't really bother me. I'm willing to do anything to please him. Considering how good he is, I just hope I live up to his expectations. I'm hot all over suddenly, even thought the room is still freezing. He breaks the kiss and lets go of me, laying me back on the bed, and pulls the covers over us. I don't really feel ready for what's going to happen next.