I'm BACK.

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Max's POV

I guess common sense decided it wanted to talk to me again.

Fang and I were at one of my (many) doctor appointments, The baby is fine, an dit's healthy. It's also a tiny, little boy.

Seeing that child made me realize how big the situation really is. I'm in highschool, with an abusive dad that could come home anyday now, a man who gives drugs to said "father" and gets paid by raping me, and I'm still unstable. My finger twitch whenever I see something sharp and there were a number of times were I had to stop myself from scratching myself.

I can't even take care of myself, how am I suposed to take care of a little boy? I can't have him in my house, I can't have him anywhere near me.

When we got home, I talked to Fang's mom. I was terrified, I had no idea what to do. There was no way I was going to have an abortion, and I don't know when Robert was comming home (I didn't tell her about my father, though).

She said that her friend recently found out that she couldn't have children. She was going to tell me when I got home from the doctors. I felt so releived, it was like ten tons lifted from my shoulders.

I told Fang, and he thought it was a good idea to give the baby to her. I met the woman, and she was very friendly and nice. I wanted her as my mom, she felt so warm and forgiving of everything.

Anyways, once he's born, she gets to have him as her son. I was going to tell her she could name him, but she really wanted me to give him a name. I don't know what to nam him...I guess I-we (I think Fang really wants to be involved with the naming and what-not. It's really cute).

I told Iggy and Riv, and they were really understanding-relieved, even. Then, Iggy seemed to let it all out.

"THANK THE LORD ABOVE! I dreaded the thought of stinky diapers, wrinkly toes, and large eyes that stare into the unclean soul! All the endless nights of crying, eating, and drinking! And imagine what the baby would be like at night! No more How I Met Your Mother, Big Bsng Theory, and shows us respectable adults enjoy! Replaced with trivial, meaningless kiddy shows that drive the sane mind CRAZY!" he yelled to the ceiling with such emotion and engery.

Fang, Riv, and I just kind of stared at Iggy in the awkward silence. Riv broken the quietness with a joking voice; "Sorry. He's been watching too much anime."

"Or, I just have such a deep veiw on the human life! You, mere mortals don't understand such thoughts, and I don't expect you too. Your inccocent intelligence is naive at best-ORMF!"

Iggy's speach was promtly ended by a solid smack across the face. My hand stunged very much.

Heh..heh...sorry, guys.

I was gone for so long! Sory, guys. I've been busier then ever!
But, I don't come with just short chapters! I come bearing good news!
As you may or may not know, I go to this home school program. I only go into the school building two times a week, and the rest is home school. Well, my summer vacation is in June 7th, so I have six more days left of school. So, I'm not so busy any more!

Oh, and sorry for the suck-ish chapter. It's just kind of a long summery...oh well. Enjoy ^^"

I don't know when it would be when i can update again...but you'll know when i can ;)