(A/N:OK Please read, enjoy, review. Even the smallest of reviews warms my day & pushes me to write more. I don't own ANY WWE/TNA personal or likenesses, nor any of their family members. This is purely for fun & not based on real events. A shout out to THE Kid Hardy for placing this pairing in my head. Thank you to everyone who putting this story on Alert,Faving it or Reviewing it. I know I was thanking each of you, but the list was getting long...god never thought I would say that. Thanks you please don't stop reviewing makes me so happy to read each one. If i don't answer your review don't think I don't appreciated them because I do.
A/N2: OK this is Slash. If you don't know it is MxM pairing. Don't don't like it or it not your thing feel free to go pick another story. Please REVIEW & let me know if I should try to do more. This is a Dark & smutty Story.)
It was about 2 pm when John pulled up to a club in Philadelphia. Pulling into a parking lot he lifts the hood of the coat he was wearing making his way back to the club entrance knocking. The door is opened by a man that looks like a younger version of Batista minus the tattoos. He is dressed in tight faded blue jeans & an almost skin tight gray tee shirt. A scowl on his face studying John over. "Yea?" He almost gruffs.
"He Jacob." John quietly speaks. The scowl turns to a wide grin as the man reaches out the door taking John by the shoulder leading him inside.
"OK Johnny Boy why the hood?"
John lowered it giving Jacob a certain look. "Like you need to guess."
"What worried someone may see the big bad John Cena walking into a 'questionable' establishment?" Jacob gave a faint pout that looked out of place on the large frame.
"I didn't say that."
"Fine." Jacob leans closer to him his breath tickling John's cheek. "A gay establishment." John blushed turning his head.
"Glad to see I still get some sort of reaction from you." Jacob lightly chuckled.
John took a step back looking at him "Man I came to you because I need help."
Jacob sighed trying to be more serious. "What is it hun?" Reaching over taking John's hand giving it a faint kiss before leading him to one of the tables inside the place.
"Nothing against you Jacob…but I thought it was all just a phase." John spoke a little nervous before he faintly chewed on his bottom lip.
"We were over what almost four years ago…why the trip down memory lane?"
"Actually closer to six year doing….well…that.." John shifted in the chair. "But yeah think four or so really talking. Getting wrapped in my training & stuff."
"Hey I have no hard feeling against ya for it Johnny Boy. So again what brought this up? Why track me down after trying to separate yourself from…well this. What we had…what you are."
"It was a phase." John quickly snaps his facial expression to show his displeasure.
Jacob took a slow deep breath watching him. "John hun it must not be as much of a phase you thought if you are questioning yourself again."
John tried to calm down lowering his head licking his lips. "I can't…I just can't…god I don't even know why I bothered coming here." John stood up & Jacob reached over his hand lightly grabbing around John's wrist causing him to look at him.
"You keep running John you will never get answers." John lowered his head a moment as Jacob spoke again. "What can't you? Obviously you are having feeling for another man. Who?"
"I can't…I just can't…there is no way." John almost mumbled as Jacob actually pulled John onto his lap his arms wrapping around John's body.
"Honestly I miss when this used to be the other way around. Maybe later for old time sake…" Johns head quickly move his head looking at Jacob wide eyed.
"What?"
"I'm not going to force you Johnny boy. I am just saying I miss the feel of you…I miss you…miss us…" Jacob leaned just close enough to brush Cena's lips with his own. As he pulled back he gave a sigh "I can tell there is another focus…but how long as it been?"
John took a breath thinking. "With a guy…since we broke up."
"Not to bring him up…but what about Darrel?" The name made Johns face squish up in disgust.
"I gave him a few blow jobs…When it got to more then that…that is when he dropped the bombshell on me."
Jacob shook his head slowly. "Sorry hun."
"I hate to change collages cause of that asshole." John was slowly growing angrier.
"I know…sorry I even mentioned him…forget him please."
John nodded. "Now don't get me wrong I have had sex since then."
"All women though?"
"Well…yeah…as I said I just felt it was a phase."
"Question for you though Johnny boy." John moved his head looking into Jacob's eyes. "How many of them did you prefer taking them in the back?" He saw a faint blush creep across John's face. "Even with a woman you still preferred the dryer tighter heat of her ass don't you?"
"Not all like that though."
"That wasn't my question hun."
"OK FINE YES!…HAPPY NOW!" John basically yelled in Jacob's face before he was kissed again slightly longer then the first.
"God you hot when you get worked up."
"Damn you Jacob." John sighs standing up. "You say all that just to piss me off?"
"No…I didn't John…I said it to make you think." Jacob stood up moving behind John slipping his hands around him across his chest. His breath hot as he spoke near his ear. "While I am sure women are nice in their own ways with their soft curves, other times nothing beats the feeling of another firm body against yours." His hands unzipping John's jacket to feeling the contours of John's chest.
John's head leaned back lightly against Jacob's chest. "You know what I'm saying Johnny boy?"
" Ye-Yeah…" Jacob moved to slide John's jacket off her tossing it aside before moving to wrap his arms from behind him again. "So…tell me of this interest."
"I-I-I can't Sorry…I doubt he feels the same….he…he is just toy-toying with me." John slowly gets out as Jacob continues to massage John's upper body through his shirt.
"Who would I tell Johnny Boy?" Jacob whispers before leading John to a chair having him sit before straddling his lap draping an arm over each shoulder. "Now this more like it." His leaned in kissing John again this time John wrapped his arms around Jacob to support him as the kiss deepened between them. Jacob lightly flicked his tongue against John's lips odd memories coming back to John sliding his out rubbing it against Jacob's who moaned into the kiss lightly grinding John's lap.
John getting some sense to him pulled his head back for air. "Jac-Jacob Please stop." He moved his hands towards Jacob's hips stopping him. "Thi-this isn't right."
"Why not…as I said for old times Johnny boy." Taking his hand running it light along John's face & neck. Loving how he shivered against him. "You said it's been almost six you since to you laid into a good firm body…" He grabs one of John's hands bringing it to his chest. "I am sure if you think you can still remember how firm mine was moving under yours as you would screw me near senseless." Jacob's voice growing thick with desire.
"It wouldn't be right…I don't feel about you that way anymore."
"Just consider it a one nighter then."
"Jakie no." John told him almost firmly moving his hands to cup Jacob's face looking into his brown eyes. "I may not love you like that anymore…but I still care about you. I won't take advantage of you like that."
Jacob looked down a moment before he stood up moving a few paces from John. "I am sorry Johnny Boy…it's just….it's been so long since we been together. Before you ask of course I had other partners…but none I would say I loved. Remember how we first became friends?"
"I wish I could forget to be honest. I didn't even feel the way I do now back then."
"Yeah I know that came two years later."
~Flashback 1992~
John a freshmen in high school was heading to do the one thing he hated most which was changing for gym class. He always tried to hid himself in a corner or run off into the bathroom to change. Puberty had not hit Cena yet & he worried the others would judge how he looked. One day he didn't have luck as the bathroom are was closed for cleaning, as he changed he didn't mean to be was spotted looking at one of the other boys as he changed after class.
"What you staring at?" The other boy snapped at him.
"Um…no-nothing."
"You calling me nothing Cena?"
"No…I meant I wasn't looking."
"You were so…" The other boy almost gloats. "What you like it…impressive is it?"
"Wh-what…no…No I wasn't…"
"What you one of those queers that love looking at guys dicks. Want a closer look!" Of course other boys started to gather around them. The one taunting John moved closer to him still partly undressed. "Come one take a closer look take it all in Cena."
"NO…" John was turning his head away.
"Maybe we should start calling you Jane…hmmm how that sound Janie Baby?"
"NO STOP IT….PLEASE." John went to stand quickly moving but a second boy grabbed him locking his arms against his body.
"Aww poor Janie don't want to play anymore." The first boy mocked John walking towards him. "Shall we all see what Jane here is working with?"
"NO…let me go…please…let me go." John tried to struggle but was stuck when the first boy grabbed a hold of his pants pulling them down. He started to chuckle.
"Jane fits you alright Cena…No way you ever make a girl happy with that thing." John's whole body flushed red with embarrassment hanging his head. "How about a first lesson of giving good head." The boy spoke coldly. The words registered in his brain John tried to fight again.
"YO LET HIM GO!" Came a slightly deepened voice from the other end of the aisle from where John was.
"JAKE BUT OUT MAN!" The main tormenter bit back at him.
"Enough let him go you had your fun." Jacob's voice moved closer to them. "Cappel you don't need to be part of this, let John go now."
"What if I don't Jacob?"
"Um…either you let him go or I make you."
"Oh yeah how?"
A faint chuckle from Jacob grabbing the back of the boy Cappel's neck. "OW OW OW OW" He almost squealed his arms loosen around John, he dropped to his knees trying not to cry. Jacob pulled Cappel back till he was sitting on his butt then looked at the other one.
"Now grab your shit, go to another part of the locker room , get dressed & get you ass out of my god damn sight."
"You'll pay for this Jake."
"Yeah I just bet…GO!" the other boy practically scurried to gather his clothing to change. Jacob turned moving to John touching his shoulder seeing him jump. "Hey John man it's me…Jacob, come on let me help you up." John's tear filled face slowly turned up to face the bigger boy his hands guarding his privates. John knew Jacob in passing he was two years older a Junior in the school, but was oddly nice to the underclassmen. "Tell you what no one is around I'll close my eyes if that will make you feel better?" John slowly nodded & Jacob did close his eyes offering John a hand up.
It was a few moments before John told Jacob he could open his eyes. "Let me walk you to the office."
"Wh-why?"
"You need to report this John."
"No…pl-pl-please no."
"John even if you don't give details they need to know two of your classmates tried to attack you…get you moved to a different class for gym. Hopefully any other class you have with those two. Plus they will want to know why you were late to your next class."
"OK…fine." John sounded almost defeated. "But you don't need to come with me."
"Yeah I do & I want to…this way they can't come back saying you started it. I can tell them what I saw. If you want after school when I don't have football practice I can try to teach you some self defense."
"O-ok thanks." Jacob lightly patted John's shoulder leading him to the head office.
~End flashback~
John shuttered rubbing his arms as a chill ran through his body at the bad memory. "Sorry Johnny Boy." Jacob tried to smile. "OK Remember when we did show interesting in each other more then just as friends?"
"More like you showed me…you were still teaching me how to fight in your parents back yard when you went to college."
"Yeah you were so much fun to teach too." Jacob gives a laugh moving to a different chair to give John space even though inside Jacob wanted to be close to him again.
~Flashback 1994~
Jacob & John were in the back yard of Jacob's house horsing around between times Jacob continued to work on John's self defense moves. Luckily John wasn't messed with much after the one bullying. Even though once was all it took to effect the young boys mind in how he thought people viewed him. He couldn't see in himself how he was turning into quite a handsome young man.
They were switching holds on each other till one point they tumbled onto the ground rolling over each other till John had Jacob pinned under him grinning with those big dimples down at him pinning his arms above the larger boy…well young man . Jacob just grinned back a moment his brown eyes sparkling in the sunlight. John if asked still to this day was not sure what came over him when he leaned down kissing Jacob.
It lasted only a brief moment of time though in his mind it dragged on longer. He quickly pulled his head back blushing stuttering over his words trying to apologize. "Ja-Ja um-um oh…" was all he could get from his mouth as he let go of Jacob's hands to start to stand up, but before he could Jacob grabbed John's wrists & wrapping his legs around his waist.
"Ja-Jacob…wh-what you do-doing…I'm So-sorry…I-I di-didn't mean to."
"Shhh John…" He smirked as the scared teen now in his hold. "I'm not mad."
"You…you not?"
"Not at all…"He gave a faint groan moving his hips lightly against John. John shuttered at a feeling he wasn't sure how to explain it. Jacob relaxed his hips back down looking in John's confused & flushed face. "You liked that Johnny Boy…me rubbing against you like that?"
"Wou-would I be wro-wrong if I said yes." Closing his eyes feeling his cheeks growing red.
"No…" He groans softly as he moves his hips again. "Trust me feels good to me…you are quite the attractive young man."
"No…No I'm not."
"Even if you don't see it I do…John…I wished you would of done that before…I didn't want to chase you off I value you as a friend." Jacob spoke as calmly as he could. "Now I will let you go…you want to forget this happened then you can get up. If you don't want it so easily forgotten then please don't get up & kiss me again."
Jacob slowly let go of John's wrist first. Studying his face as he unhooked his strong legs from his waist waiting to see what John would do now he was free. John moved so he was kneeling still. Jacob's heart beating fast from panic he ruined their friendship, waiting to see John stand. Instead John grabbed Jacobs legs setting him near his hips. "I rather liked that feeling." Jacob slowly let out a breath he didn't know he was holding lightly hooking his legs around John again as John lowered back over Jacob kissing him. Lightly with slight hesitation at first. It then grew heavier John grinding his hips against Jacob, causing the large man to groan & buck his own body back against John. John still having his weight on the larger man moved his head panting for breath as their body moved in a rhythmic grind. "God Jackie….mmmm…."
"Tru…trust me it be-better na-naked…" Jacob panted back licking his lips, but slowly felt John stopping a look of panic to his eyes. "Shh…it-it's ok…I wo-won't rush you Johnny boy…" Jacob hated the fear in John's eyes. "Let me tell you now Johnny boy with that I am feeling already you have nothing to worry about."
"Yo-you sure."
"Well not till you let me see…but pretty sure. Not like you stuffed anything down you sweats did you?"
John chuckled his dimpled showing proudly again. "No…"
"Then yeah I'm pretty sure." Jacob slowly lowered his legs from around John & to make a point Jacob moved one of his hands between them lightly rubbing John's cock through his sweat pants which at first made him jump but then moaned softly his eyes closing at the feel. "Oh yeah…nothing for you to worry about at all Johnny boy." Jacob almost moaned at the though of John working him over with what god blessed him with.
"Ja-Jackie…yo-you keep it up…" John was panting for breath.
"You think I gonna make you cum just from this little playing…" Jacob playfully teased him John slowly nodding his head.
"An-and I do-don't ha-have cha-change with me…"
Jacob gave a slight pout stopping what he was doing of course he was growing hard under John as well.
"John think you can get up?"
"I think so." Slowly getting his breath back. He went to stand blushing at how his sweats jutted outwards.
Jacob just smiled at him. "Johnny boy look down at me…You got me in the same state." He looked towards Jacob & unsure why seeing his friend in the same distress made him feel better smiling again with a light chuckle. "Now give me a hand up…don't worry my parents won't be back for at least another hour." John extend a hand which Jacob took bracing his foot against Johns as he pulled up. "You are quite strong for you size…will come in handy I am sure. Follow me." Jacob lead John into the house & down the basement that was fitted out as a gyms in one corner & a game room in another area. Jacob walked over to the stereo turning it on with some music. He then turned walking towards John. A smile on his lips. "Since I felt it through fabric let me feel it flesh on flesh…" He could read the hesitation in John's face. "You know if you don't do something about this... "He lightly placed his hand over John's bulge causing a faint groan "You know it will only hurt later."
"O-o-ok…please…be nice."
"Always Johnny, you should know that by now." Jacob place on hand behind John's back leaning in to kiss him as his other hand slipped past the waistband of the sweats. Jacob's lips taking in John's whimpering moans. Jacob stopped to use both hands to work the sweats & underwear off over John's hips to near his knees.
Jacob pulled back a little his eyes gazing downward. "Damn John…" John getting a wave of embarrassment when to try to cover himself up, but Jacob quickly took a hold of his wrists. "Don't be ashamed…trust me anything but…Please Johnny sit on the couch." Jacob let go of his wrists & John slowly looked behind him sitting down. "You trust me to help you feel good?"
"Ye-yeah."
"Then close you eyes & just relax."
"Um…ok." John did was he was told. Next he felt was Jacob rubbing his thighs, then weight slightly against his one leg. Next was a slight warmth of air across his lap making his jump slightly. Something wet gliding across his cock head he couldn't help to open his eyes looking "Jackie wh…mmmm" John gave a light moan as Jacob started to take John's thick member into his mouth. A small part of John was scared, but it was over ruled by the part that registered how good it felt. "God Jackie….damn…." His hands trying to grab into the sofa cushions. John felt as Jacob was using a hand under his mouth so more of John was stimulated at the same time. He could feel his insides tightening. "Ja-Jack-Jackie…I th….ple…please st-stop…" Jacob removed his mouth just still lightly pumping John. He looked directly in John's eyes. "That the point John…I want you to cum…"
"In…in your mouth?"
"Yeah." He bent kissing the tip causing John to moan. "It won't make me sick I promise…" John faintly nodded watching Jacob go back down on him it was only a few moments more before John tried to muffle his own scream with his hand as he came into Jacob's mouth who sucked even harder for a few moments to get every bit of it. Jacob stopped pulling off of John wiping his mouth before looking back in his face. "You liked?" John panting for breath just nodded.
~End Flashback~
John shifted in his seat some shaking his mind from those memories. "Ma-Maybe I should be going?"
"So soon…you still didn't tell me who the mystery man is."
"As I said it doesn't matter…He has to be straight…he had to be messing with me the night he kissed me…" The moment the words passed his lips he regretted saying them.
"HE ALREADY KISSED YOU! John damn…if he kissed you first, not you kissing him…that how can you not say he likes you?"
"He did it to get in my head Jacob…I made a few…ok quite a few unsavory comments about him on TV…one of which could have been taken sexually. He even said he was doing it to make me eat me words…that just proves it was nothing but a game to him. He is just waiting to see if I take the bait so he can humiliate me."
"How you know he isn't hiding it like you are Johnny Boy? I am sure there are more Bisexual & Homosexuals then you think in that business."
"Oh knock it off."
"I'm serious…two hot strong guys grinding against each other for domination….Hey that boarders legal porn."
"JACOB!…that my work you talking about."
Jacob laughs. "Yeah & you have a thing for a co-worker…you just proving my point."
"You are not helping."
"Hey I have to admit there are quite a few of those bodies I wouldn't mind having a chance to be pinned by."
"Like who!" Not meaning to John may of sounded a tad jealous.
"You really want a list?"
John rolled his eyes. "Might as well."
"Well let's see…Triple H."
"Dating owners daughter I think."
"Drat. Randy Orton, even if he is I think younger then you."
"He is & a Prick…he feels everyone owes him something cause he daddy wrestled too."
"Hey means he probably would make a good top."
"Eww…next….please don't say Flair." John tried not to get sick at the thought.
"Why would you think that?"
"Well you already mentioned two member of a group…Flair's a third member."
"Oh…well no….but the other one…That Dave…damn that would be almost like getting screwed by my twin...An older hot looking twin." Jacob lightly fans himself.
"Um Dude wouldn't that be kind of sick screwing a twin…can anyone say incest."
"But it wouldn't though…ok fine like screwing or getting screwed by yourself…is that any better?"
"I…I don't know I would need to think about that one. Do I dare ask how extensive is the list…would it be shorter to ask who you WOULDN'T Want to screw in my company."
"HEY that hurt." Jacob lightly pouted.
"Dang liar." John called him on it which Jacob gave a wounded gasp.
"Fine fine…I'll stop there…I guess you should go before I open for the night."
"Yeah." John got up grabbing his jacket as Jacob walked him to the door.
"Don't be such a stranger Johnny boy."
"I'll try Jackie." The exchanged kisses on the cheeks before John lifted his hood returning to his car making the drive to Jersey for the next show.
(Before anyone asked Jacob is an OC off the top of my head, he is not suppose to be any particular person in real life. Before you ask why Phila. When the boys are from Near Boston. Well Phila. is like the third biggest city for the GLBT lifestyle. Also looking at the count…my John Cena muse I guess ran amok a bit wanting to make up for the chapters he was not in. Let see how long this keeps him happy for)