Chapter 7: Relapse
Roger and Riggs walked out of Avery's office they had just finished a case. Roger noticed that Riggs was very happy and easy going and had been for the past few weeks. He walked over to Riggs and sat down on his desk. Riggs was in his chair and looked up at him with a smile.
"Hey" He said.
"You alright?' Roger asked him.
"Yea, I'm fine." He said and got up and leaned in close to Roger.
"I think we should have some fun tonight." He said with wink. Roger smiled and nodded his head.
"Your place or mine?" Roger asked.
"Neither." Riggs said and walked away and nodded his head to have Roger follow him. Roger got up and followed him. They walked until they were alone in a hallway. Riggs leaned in and told Roger.
"How about we go somewhere beside he beach or the bed. Maybe we can do it up against my truck or in the back of it?" Riggs said with a big smile.
"I don't know." Roger said unsure. He looked into Riggs eyes and saw that they looked off. They had a glassily look to them.
"Rog…what do you say, tonight we go somewhere where there are no people and you fuck me hard." Riggs said and moved in closer to him. But he made it look like it was telling him something else. There was a camera there watching them.
"Okay Okay we can do that tonight." Roger said this and made Martin very happy.
"Good." He said and slapped the man on the back and walked away. Roger looked at him and knew something was off about him. Oh, he was going to fuck him hard to get him to go to sleep and then he was going to go through Riggs trailer, and have a look around.
-Later that Night-
Roger pulled up at Riggs's place and got out. Martin was outside and looked at him.
"I thought that we were going somewhere else?" He asked. Roger walked over and grabbed Riggs's hand and pulled him over to the truck. He slammed Riggs's back against the truck and kissed him hard. Martin was shocked at this but quickly warped his arms around his love. They kissed with hunger and want. Roger broke the kiss and said.
"Get your ass in the back of the truck." He said in a deep and almost angry voice. Martin smiled a big smile and moved and got in the back of the truck. Roger moved and got in the back as well. Martin was standing up and so was Roger. Riggs looked at his love and wondered what he was going to do to him now.
"Turn around." He stood there looking at him. Martin smiled and did as told. Roger moved and placed Riggs hands on the top of the truck. He then moved and undone Riggs's pants and pulled them down. Roger took himself out of his pants and slammed into Martin. Martin let out a yell but then moaned. He was loving this take charge Roger. Roger slammed into him and Riggs moaned louder and louder. Roger push Riggs's back down until his stomach and chest was laying on the top of the truck. Well slamming into him, Roger got his handcuff and grabbed Riggs's arms and cuffed him. Martin noticed this and was smiling a huge smile.
"Oh fuck Rog, yes cuff me and then fuck me hard." Martin told him what to do, but Roger didn't like that he was the one in charged not him. He reached down and laid down on top of Riggs and pulled his hair to where he was looking at him.
"Did I tell you that you could talk." He said. Riggs's smile got even bigger.
"No you did not."
"Sir you will can me Sir or Master understand." Now Riggs was really smiling big.
"Yes master." Riggs said with a huge smile.
Roger smiled and let go of Riggs's hair and leaned back up and started to fuck him again. Martin moaned loudly and started push back to meet Roger's thrust. Martin was in heaven right now. This felt so good. He did know if it was just great sex or the fact that he was high, but it felt great.
"Oh fuck Rog I'm about to cum." He moaned out. Roger felt Riggs's walls close around him and heard Martin moan out very deep and loud moan. Roger closed his eyes and came hard into Riggs. They rode out their orgasms and then slowed down. Roger pulled out of Martin and pulled his pants up. He placed himself in his pants and zipped them up. Riggs turned and looked at him and smiled.
"You going to uncuff me?" He asked.
"Nope." Riggs made an odd look.
"Why?" He asked again.
"Because you are going to sit here and wait for me to get back."
"Where are you going?" He asked again
"To your trailer." He watched as Riggs's eyes got wide. Martin was about to more when Roger knocked him down and used another pair of handcuffs to cuff him to the truck.
"Why are you going into my trailer?" He asked in a worried voice.
"Because you have been acting odd lately and I want to know why." Roger said and got out of the truck and made his way to the trailer. Martin froze he knew what he going to find.
About ten minutes later Roger walked back and opened the tailgate. He sat down a bottle of whisky and a bottle of painkillers. Martin looked at them and then looked at Roger. Roger had a disappointing look on his face.
"Martin why are you taking these and drinking? You are in AA." He asked/told him. Riggs looked away.
"TELL ME!" Roger yelled at him.
"I don't know." He said with tears in his eyes. Roger got in the back of the truck and let Riggs go. Martin didn't move he just sat there. Roger got down off of the truck and didn't look at him.
"We are done." He said. Riggs looked up at him.
"No No please no." He said and got off of the truck and walked over Roger who was walking to his car. Roger stopped at the car door and looked at Riggs. Martin had new tears in his eyes.
"I'm sorry Martin, but I can't be with while you are doing this." He said and got in the car and drove away. Riggs dropped to his knees and watched the man that he loved drive away.
-Next Morning-
Roger walked in and looked around. He saw no Riggs. He walked to Avery's office and asked.
"Where is Riggs at?"
"I don't know he came in and gave me a letter to give to you and then he left." Avery said handing the letter to Roger. Roger walked out of the office and down to his car. He got in and shut the door. He looked at the letter in his hand. He opened it and read it.
Rog
I'm sorry for the pain that I caused you and your family. I know now that I was never meant to be happy with anyone. By the time you read this I will be at my trailer about to kill myself. I am not telling you this to stop me, just for you know where to find my body.
Martin Cristian Riggs
I love you
Roger's eyes got wide and he started the car. He drove to Riggs's place and ran into the trailer. There he found Martin setting on the couch and was falling asleep and had been coughing up blood. His breathing was shallow. Riggs hand a gun in his hand but looked like he was not going to use it. He was to out of it. Roger took the gun and called for help.
"Martin?" He said his loves name. Riggs opened his eyes a little and looked at him.
"Why?" Roger asked.
"It was…my fault…that you got hurt." He said in a sleep voice. Roger got up and sat beside him and hugged him.
"I thought you…hated me?" Martin said again.
"No, I love you, I was just disappointed that you relapsed. I should have never broken it off with you." He started to cry.
"I'm sorry." Was the last thing Riggs said. Roger looked out the window and saw help coming, he only hoped that they were not too late.
-Later-
Roger and Trish were standing in the door way of Riggs's hospital room with Riggs's doctor. They man had just told them that he was in a coma. Roger was shocked and walked over to Martin and grabbed his hand. Trish thanked the doctor and walked over to her husband.
"Roger?" She said his name.
"I did this." He said starting to cry.
"No, Martin did this on his own." She was crying as well.
"If I had not have broken this off and would have helped him, then he would not be here." Roger said knowing it was the truth.
-A Month Later-
Riggs was laying in his bed. He was still in a coma. It was three o'clock now and the nurse knew what that meant. She smiled as she saw Roger walk down the hallway to Riggs's room. Roger came every day and stayed for hours. Roger had been doing this for the whole month. He would come to the hospital and set with Martin.
Roger walked into the room and walked over and kissed Martin on the head like he always did every day. He sat in his usual chair and took Riggs's hand into his and held it. He would set there and pray that Martin would wake up. But on this day Roger was very tried and he laid his head down on the bed. He closed his eyes and went to sleep. He had had an exhausting day. He was almost asleep when.
"Rog?" He heard. His eyes shot open and looked at Martin. Martin was looking at him.
"Hey Martin. You are finally awake." He said with tears in his eyes.
"What do you mean finally awake?" He asked.
"Riggs you have been in a coma for a month now." He told him. Martin's eyes got wide. Then he remembered everything. He looked away and said.
"I thought that you hated me for what I did."
"No, I should have helped you and not have left you." Roger moved to set on the bed. Martin looked at him. He had a sad look on his face.
"I'm sorry." He started to cry.
"It's okay, I'm here with you now." Roger said. The nurse was at the doorway, she was going to let them talk before she walked in. She walked in and looked Riggs over and told him that he could go home in a few days.