Chapter 16: Nightmares
-Night time-
Martin was in bed. He was moving in his sleep and Roger as well as Trish noticed it. It scared them when he shot up in bed. He looked over and they were looking at him. He smiled at them.
"Sorry about that." He said and laid back down on his back.
"Do you want to tell me what you are dreaming of?" Roger asked him.
"Nope." He said. They all went back to sleep. Martin awoke again with a jerk. He looked over and Roger and Trish were asleep. He got up and went into the bathroom. He looked at himself in the mirror.
"It happened a long time ago." He told himself.
-Morning-
Roger woke up and looked over at Trish and the over at…nothing. He sat up and looked around. He saw now singe of Martin. He got up and walked out of the room. He walked into Eira's bedroom and she was asleep, but no Riggs. He then walked to the gust room and found him on the bed. His arms were jerking, and his eyes were moving under the lids. He was kept saying "no don't". Roger walked over and gently shook him. Martin woke up with a jerk again. He looked at Roger.
"Tell me what you are dreaming about." Roger told him. Riggs sighed and laid back down.
"When my dad was beating me and raping me." He said and looked away. Roger leaned over and kissed him.
"No one will do that to you again." He told him. Martin had a feeling that it was going to happen again.
-A few days later-
Riggs walked up to a hotel room. He and Roger were on a case that some asswhole business man raped a maid that works here. Riggs knock on the door and the man opened it. Martin moved into the room. The man closed the door.
"Would you like a drink." The man asked. Riggs was going to tell him no, but the man handed it to him as walked by him.
"I can't drink alcohol." Riggs told the man.
"It's not, just ice tea. I can't drink either." The man looked at Riggs and took a drink of it.
"Now why did you rape the maid?" He asked.
"It is not raped if they are willing." He told him. Martin to feel odd. He looked at the glass that was in his hand.
"But if you drug them then that is different." He said and sat his drink down. Martin dropped the drink and moved backwards but caught himself.
"You drugged me. Why?" He asked the man that was walking over to him.
"Cause sex with a woman is always willing, but sex with a man is not." Martin's eyes got wide and he turned to move to the door but fell onto his side. The man walked over to him and knelt down next to him.
"See I rape men, not women. She had some of my special tea, and the only way to get it out of the system is to fuck." He said with a devilish smile. Martin could not move at all. The man picked him up and put him on the bed. He rolled Riggs over onto his stomach. The man got on top of him and breathed into his ear.
"Now we are going to have some fun you and I." Riggs closed his eyes.
-With Roger-
Roger had been the car for about two hours now. He was starting to get worried. He got out and made his way up to the room. He saw that the door was somewhat opened. He walked in and saw Riggs on the bed. He could see that his pants were undone and unzipped.
"Riggs?" He moved over to him. He looked, and Martin was like he was in a trance.
"He can't hear you, he is in his own little world." The man said walking out of the bathroom.
"What did you do to him?" He asked.
"What do you think I did to such a handsome man." He smiled the same devilish smile as before. Roger got angry and held up his gun.
"Get on the floor." He told the man. The man did what Roger told him to do. He hand cuffed the man just in time for Bailey and Avery to come in. Roger ran over to Riggs and tried to snap him out of it. Riggs was coming around and looked at Roger.
"Rog take me home." He said, and Roger helped him to the car.
In the car, Roger looked over at Riggs who was still out of it. He looked at the road. He had to know.
"Did he rape you?" He asked and looked over. Martin nodded his head. Roger sighed and got angry at the same time.
-That Night-
Martin was in bed and was still kinda out of it. He was laying there, with his eyes closed. Roger was beside him. Martin was on his side facing the wall. Roger rolled over and hugged Riggs up. Martin froze and then Roger started to breath in his ear. It took Riggs back to earlier that night. The man was breathing into his ear and saying really nasty thing to him. Martin could not take it and moved quickly out of bed waking Roger.
"What is it?" He asked
"Your breathing in my ear like he did." Roger could see that Riggs was freaked out about this. He got out of bed and went to touch Martin's arm. Riggs back away quickly.
"No don't touch me." He said still freaked out. Riggs moved and got his pillow and left the room. Roger walked after him. They walked to the gust room.
"Martin?"
"Just let me sleep in here alone tonight okay." Riggs said and got into the bed.
"Okay." Roger walked out. Riggs could still feel the man touching him and inside of him. Martin began to cry softly.
-The next day-
Riggs walked into Cahill's office and sat down on the couch. She was in her chair facing the couch. She could see that something had happened to him, something big.
"Riggs? What is it?" She asked him.
"I was raped last night." He flat out told her. She looked at him with wide eyes.
"Really."
"YES!" He yelled out.
"What is wrong, besides that?" She asked again.
"I can still feel his touch and hear his words and feel his breath on my neck." He said closing his eyes. She could see that this was affecting him bad.
"You know, I can't even sleep next Rog or let him touch me." He said worried.
"Because you feel that man's touch not Murtaugh's." She stated.
"Yes." He said was starting to break down.
"My marriage could end over this." He said worried and with tears in his eyes.
"Things like this take time to heal."
"Oh not that healing shit again. I want this to go back to before, like when I enjoyed my husbands touch." He told her. She looked at him.
"That is the first time that you have call Murtaugh your husband." She stated.
"What do I do?" He asked her.
"Build trust again, trust that Murtaugh is not going to hurt you."
"I know he won't, but I still feel that man's touch and hear the words and feel that breath." He said looking down.
"That is all I can tell you." She said, and he got up and walked out.
-Later-
Roger walked into Cahill's office and sat down. She looked at him with an odd look.
"I need to talk about what happened to Riggs." He told her, and she shut her note book.
"What is it?"
"I can't touch him or kiss him or sleep beside him, without him freaking the hell out." He told her with worry in his voice.
"This will take time." She told him the same as she had told Martin.
"Try something new with him." She told him. Roger got an idea and walked out.
-Later at the house-
Riggs walked in and saw a note on the table at the entrance way. He picked it up and read it. It told him to go up to the master bedroom. Martin was unsure about this but did it. He walked in and saw Roger setting on the bed, with no clothes on.
"What are you doing?" Martin asked him.
"Helping you the best I can."
"How?" Martin asked him.
"You call the shots, you tell me what to do to you." Martin moved closer to Roger. He put his hand out and slowly touched Roger's chest. He smiled and moved closer. He looked at him.
"Help me take my clothes off." He told him, and Roger started to take them off of him. Once they were off. Riggs told him to kiss him. Roger leaned in and kissed him. Martin moaned into the kiss. The kiss broke, and Martin moved to the bed. He laid down and looked at Roger.
"Come here." Roger walked over to him.
"Lay on top of me." He said in faint voice. Roger did, and they moaned when their hard cocks touched each other. Martin moved up and kissed Roger. Roger kissed back. Roger wanted to move his hip so bad, but he didn't want to scare Martin.
"Move." Riggs breathed out. Roger smiled and moved. Soon Riggs could not take it and told him,
"I need you in me." Roger looked at him.
"You sure?" He asked him.
"God yes." Roger smiled Martin was going back to the same Martin as before. Roger moved to Riggs hole and pushed in. Martin opened his eyes when he saw the man's face. He looked at saw Roger with his eyes closed and smiling as he moved in him. Martin pushed his hair back and laid his head back and closed his eyes. The man's face came back, and he could hear the breathing in his ear. Then he listened to the words and they were not like the man's.
"Oh fuck Martin." Roger groaned out.
"Oh fuck Rog." He moaned out as Roger hit his prostate. Riggs could feel that he was about to cum. He pulled Roger closer to him. They came together and moaned out each other's names. Soon they were not moving, and Roger was looking down at Martin. Riggs smiled and leaned up and kissed him.
"I'm okay now. I know that it is you and not him." Roger smiled and kissed him.