The next week was spent in complete avoidence of a certain blond slytherin, an absolute denial of what happened with him and disturbing nightmares that plagued hermiones dreams everynight with fail. She knew with utter most certainty that this cackeling storm would soon come to a thundering head but ignorance is bliss until that silent lightning bolt strikes. What better way to cower from the oncoming darkness then to take refuge in her safe haven...The Library. but she was soon to descover that not all can remain in a perfect little bubble.

Draco found her sitting in a secluded cornor of the restricted section of the library. It had been a difficult task to find her but he would not give in. He may still seem like the selfish, egotistical bastard but he refused to give in the path of his father. Lucius spent his entire life doing what he thought was best for his family and doing what he thought would save them but it was all just lies. Just a fantasy he made up to make others believe he was a good person, to make his family believe we could trust him. And we just fueled the fire. We believed him without question or doubt. My mother believed him for the sole benefacter of that she didnt WANT to believe he was evil, she didnt want to think that the man she married and loved was the man with whom was consversing with something more sick and twisted than you could ever imagine. And i believed because i was young and raised to believe thats what was right. I wasnt raised as a normal child with love and nurturing, i was molded with fear and pain. i was shaped and pressed into what my father wanted and he got the opposite. I helped him kill and curse because i was taught to do it, on the outside i was cold but on the inside my heart was screaming in protest. With every drop of blood i cried and with every painfilled scream, i ached raw in my heart and it wasnt right. im glad he is rotting away in askaban for eternity. ive changed. And i need people to seee.

" are you avoiding me?" he asked hesitently...

Hermione jumped 10 feet in the air at the sound of his rugged voice. She evidently didn't expect to see him here if the perfect round O shape of her mouth and her silent scream were any indidcation, maybe she didnt expect to see him AT ALL but the time had come so she slumped her shoulder's with a loud huff of indignation and let her book drop to the floor in complete and utter surrender.

"no, i havnt been avoiding you draco" She instantly regretted it as the words came tumbling out of her mouth along with his given name which suprised him the most. "ive been spending time with my FRIENDS, not that you would no what thats like and homework is a very time consuming quest."

He raised his perfectly kept eyebrows and waited for her to tell the truth or make up another false yet plausable story.

"fine, ive just been busy" She said not very convincingly, as she knew that he could see straight through her and that unnerved her more than anything.

"yess...very busy ignoring and avoiding me" came the answer of a very amused draco.

"FINE... Yes i have now shut up cuz the only reason ive avoided you is so i dont have to put up with your insufferable mouth and whatever brains you have." Huffed hermione knowing she had played right into his hands.

"no hermione" he practicly breathed her name in a slow antagonisingly sweet and seductive whisp of breath "the reason your avoiding me is cuz we had sex" he plowed through her protestive screams " and if i remember correctly you had absolutly no problem with my mouth before, so why now? is it because you know i can do this"

He leaned in and nibbled just below her ear and she moaned sliently.

" or this" he ran his hands up her legs and stopped at the hem of her skirt. "or even this" he started to move higher and she was just about lost until she heard footsteps coming in their direction, properbly some teacher looking for a book for class.

" i have... leave... need... go...I...me...ive gotta..." she couldnt get out a coherent sentence and by now his hands had reached the line of her underwear. it was getting harder to breath let alone think.

so she did the only thing she could. she bit him. and bolted back to her dorm room, hoping and praying that he got a clue and left her alone...her prayers were unanswered however as she heard him running up the stairs to her room. she cast all the protective charms and locks she could think of and wished with all her might that he wouldnt come in...if he did, she might not be able to stop him this time.! Or herself.