We didn't talk after we left the shower. We were both drained and seemingly at a loss for words. Cullen was still sipping at the Gatorade mixture I had given him and trying to rebuild his depleted electrolytes and I was just mentally and emotionally exhausted so I collapsed into my bunk, wrapped up in my bedding and went to sleep.
We had the weekend off so there was no reason to worry about getting up early other than it was my habit to always get up early. I was surprised to see Cullen was awake and looking at me as I moved around the room quietly gathering up my running gear to go out for my morning run.
"Can I go with you?"
"Are you sure you are up to it, Ed? You were in pretty rough shape yesterday."
"Yeah, I'm not going to improve any faster if I skip training. If I start feeling bad Ill slow down and walk for a bit."
"Sure Ed, you are welcome to come with me. I was going to run to Rincons and pick up breakfast burritos and then back, so if you can't make it the whole way, at least you will have food on the way back to keep up with that appetite of yours."
"Uh, Jasper…you do know that is like a five mile run, don't you?"
"Yeah Ed, I'm keeping it light today so I can get back and do some studying for the tests we have coming up on Monday on civil law."
"Are you worried about how you will do on the test, Jasper? If you are, I can help you. I have developed a few mnemonics for the other guys to use that seem to help them memorize statutes and things."
"That would be great because I just can't seem to get the cases to stay in my head, so anything you have to help with that would be appreciated. Come on, get on up and let's get moving before that sun gets much higher. I'm carrying my Camelbak with water in it and you will be drinking, so hopefully I won't have to carry you back home."
"I bet you I can make the run with you and you won't have to carry me anywhere Jasper."
"What? Riiiight! What's your game Cullen? You know you can't make that kind of run and if you think by losing, you will get a repeat of yesterday then you need to think again."
"Nope, I'm saying I'm betting you I can make it. I feel confident."
"Uh huh…whatever, so what are your terms?
"If I make the run, then you give me what I want."
"What? You are crazy Cullen! Knowing you, that could be anything!"
"How about I promise it will take place in this room and no one will know about it but us. But, on another note, thank you for the vote of confidence."
He beamed at me, thinking he had won once again. He shouldn't even be attempting such a thing as a 5 mile run after having heat cramps the day before and I had no doubt he would be curled up on the side of the road, puking his guts up again, waiting for me to go get help, but I have to admit, I was intrigued as well. I didn't hate what had happened the before, but I wasn't ready admit that either.
"Whatever Cullen, I will bet with you, because when you are laying on the said of the road puking, I will get to rub your face in it. Once I win, you have to go training with me every time I go training at the gym. That means even on the days the academy has kicked your ass and you think you are tired, you go with me instead of laying in here and sleeping."
"Duude! You are a freak about that stuff though! Nobody works out that much!"
"Ahh, see? I KNEW it! You are all smoke and no fire. I gotta go Cullen."
"Wait! I'm getting my shoes on! It's not fair if you don't give me time to tie my shoes."
"Cullen, put your shirt back on."
"Nope, too fucking hot, you should take yours off before you get too hot too."
"No, I'm not taking my shirt off, Cullen. Nobody wants to see me and I don't want sunburn."
Rincons was in sight and he was keeping up with me. I don't know what had suddenly lit a fire under his ass, but he was actually making the run. He was gasping just a little and he had stripped off his shirt to whine about the heat, (a move he would regret if he didn't put the shirt back on), but he was handling the run and I was getting worried, was I being played?
"So, are we going to eat our breakfast here or are we just going to buy it and carry it back home, because I am starving, Jasper!"
"I was planning on buying it and carrying it home. It's not usually a great idea to eat a heavy meal and then run on it, that's a good way to puke it all back up, as you should well know Ed."
"Yeah, I guess you are right. Hey. Can I have a drink out of the Camelbak, I'm feeling a little parched."
"Yeah Ed, we are almost to Rincons, as soon as we are there I will let you have a drink, but I don't want to break stride until were there."
We made it there and he stood in the parking lot with the mouthpiece to the Camelbak in his mouth, sucking on it suggestively and leering at me.
"I've made it here, are ya nervous yet, Jasper?"
"No, I'm not worried. You are sun burning as we speak and if you keep tanking up on that water, you are going to get cramps and you are going to be puking before we are halfway back. It's going to be hotter, and its uphill back towards the school, so no, I'm not worried yet unless it's about you passing out on the side of the road and having to carry your ass back."
He spit the mouthpiece of the camelback out and the looked at his chest and shoulders which were taking on a nice shade of pink in the blistering morning sun. If he didn't cover up soon, he was in danger of getting horrible sunburn, but knowing Ed, he was going to ignore me and stubbornly insist it was too hot to wear a shirt. I agree it was too hot, but sunburn would make life a living hell during training.
We walked into Rincons which was a small, hole in the wall Chinese grocery that just happened to make the best Mexican breakfast burrito's in the entire city. They were cheap and huge, just what a couple of starving students needed to fuel them for a weekend of studying. I ordered a couple of ½ pounders and making sure Ed was done with his wandering around looking at everything in the store, paid for both of them and got ready to head back to campus. I had already gotten my drink as I was running, the camelbak was made especially for runners and those on extended hikes so that you could sip water as you moved, Ed had been forced to take his drink all at once when we stopped, so he wasn't as good as shape as me and it was possible he would be sick on the way back.
"Well, are you ready? I've got the burritos packed up and I'm ready to go. I tend to keep a quicker pace on the way back, and it may be harder for you to keep up. I'll put your burrito in the microwave to keep it warm if it takes you a while to make it back because once I'm done eating, I'm gonna grab a shower."
"Don't worry about me, Jasper, I'll be fine, and I plan on collecting on the wager this weekend if you don't mind."
"Uh huh, right, I'm sure you do, Ed. Remember you have to make it back to quarters today, without me carrying you."
We started back and I was surprised to see Ed easily keeping pace with me as I jogged along. We didn't speak as we passed the first mile and Ed even pulled ahead of me, shirt still off and the red beginning to show across his broad, pale, shoulders. He was breathing easily, his longer strides eating up the ground as he loped along in his oddly giraffelike gait. I was taking double the steps to his and still breathing easily as 5 miles was less than my typical weekend run, but apprehension over what Cullen had in mind as his prize should he actually win the bet was beginning to weigh heavily on my mind.
The last part of the run was a half mile of a steep hill climb, towards the campus that wound around the mesa that the campus was built into, it was punishing and even left me weary most times, so this was where I expected Cullen to fall out as the heat was now relentless as it not only beat down from above but as the reflected heat from the macadam beat up on us from the pavement.
His pace had slowed a bit and the sweat the was beaded across his back was steadily running down the center of his back and soaking the top of his shorts which were clinging to his hips,(not that I was watching), as he moved in front of me.
He was still breathing evenly, but he was slowing and I finally passed him with a grin and told him as I jogged past, "Remember, if you can't make it, just let me know, I'll go get my car and come pick you up so we don't have to call an ambulance to haul your candy ass in to the hospital."
He smiled at me. He fucking smiled at me and then he picked up the pace and left me staring at his ass as he crested the hill. Fuck!
He was standing by the door of the dorm as I jogged up, casually leaned against the wall with one long leg cocked up against the wall, looking like a deranged stork. He grinned at me and said, "Can I have my breakfast now, I'm really hungry and I'm going to need my energy for what's to come later, and by the way, when I say come, I really mean, c u m. "
He actually fucking spelled it out and I felt my stomach twist in a funny way.
"You set me up, didn't you? Are you a runner or what? Why have you been dragging ass for the past few weeks? What the fuck is going on with you Cullen?"
"No, I'm not a runner; really, I just find a way to win when I am properly motivated. I know you will pay up, that motivates me, and so I wanted to win."
"Holy Shit, Cullen, you are insane."
I handed him his burrito as we walked into the dorm, and he quickly unwrapped it and wolfed it down, probably not even tasting it as he eyed the one I was slowly unwrapping and taking my first bite of.
"You aren't going to be able to eat all of that, are you, Jasper? That's a mighty big burrito for a little fella."
"Back off, Ed, It's mine and I'm plenty hungry. We walked down the hall to our room with him leering at me suggestively with each bite I took of the burrito; avidly watching me was disturbing and off-putting. I didn't really clue into what he was trying to convey until we got into the room and I went to take a bite and he groaned.
"Stop it, Cullen! I'm hungry and you aren't going to get my food by acting like a freak. Go take a shower or something and be weird in there."
"I have no idea what you are talking about, Jasper, I was just groaning because of an achy muscle."
I glared at him and took another bite, he groaned again and this time he shifted his position where he was sitting on his bunk watching me and I saw him rub his crotch.
I glared at him and took a fierce bite of my burrito, showing my teeth as a ripped a chunk of it away. He smirked at me and rubbed himself again.
"You like being rough, Jasper? Rough can be very good at times."
I gave up. I tossed the rest of the burrito at him and grabbing my shower kit and towel I headed to the showers.
Scrubbing the sweat and road dust off of myself quickly, I was exiting as he came sauntering in clad only in a towel.
"What's the hurry Jasper, I told you that when I won the bet, we would settle up in the room."
"Fuck you Cullen! Fuck. You."
"Maaay be Jasper, maybe."
The door to the shower room slowly closed in my face as I stood in the hallway, too stunned to move.
I eventually went back to the room and debated locking the door, locking him out and not even dealing with it, but then again, I was curious just what the hell he was up to. I threw on a clean pair of gym shorts that I usually wore on weekends when I was planning on doing laundry and cleaning our quarters, and with a burst of nervous energy, I began stripping my bunk and sorting my dirty laundry in an effort to get it all ready to go so I could be gone before he returned. I was just about to walk out the door when he came walking back through the door wrapped in the same towel, and seeing me standing there without a shirt on, he grinned, turned around and locked the door behind him.
"Soo, I believe you said something about fucking me Jasper?"
"Cullen, that's not funny."
He walked towards me, looking right into my eyes as he said, "You don't see me laughing do you?"
"Ed, I've never done anything like that, I don't even know what to do."
"No, you don't, but I do and I want to teach you. I want to be your first."
"Uhh…we can't! I don't have any rubbers! What about Aids aren't you scared of getting sick, Ed?"
"I've always been safe, Jasper and I was tested just after the last time I was active and before starting the academy, I am clean and you are a virgin, so I'm not worried and I have lube so that's not a worry before you try that one."
"Ed, I don't know what to do."
"Do what you are doing right now, be yourself, relax and just enjoy what I am doing. I'm not going to hurt you, in fact, if you want, you can just lay there and I will take care if everything, but I don't think you are a lay there kind of guy."
He had steadily been moving closer and closer to me as he spoke, until he was firmly in my personal space, forcing me to look up to talk to him or else to look at his chest or worse, the part of him that was barely covered by the towel. He reached out and slowly put a hand on my chest and began stroking up and down from my chest to the top of my shorts. I shuddered, partly in fear, partly in pleasure, and closing my eyes just gave myself over to him.
"That's it, Jasper, just feel. I felt him begin to kiss the side of my neck as he started walking me backwards towards his bed, his hands guiding me back until the backs of my knees hit the bunk and I sat down.
"Scoot up on there and lie back for me, will you?"
I did as he asked looking around nervously as he pulled away from me and began rummaging around in the drawers beneath his bunk. He pulled out a bottle of stuff and laid it up near my head, I was glad the blinds in the window were drawn in an effort to keep the room cooler so he didn't see what a fierce blush that was probably covering my face and chest as I looked over and read the word, "Astro-glide" on the bottle. I knew what that stuff was, but I had never seen it up close.
Before he crawled back up next to me, he reached up and gently pulled my shorts off and tossed them aside. I know I stopped breathing as he pulled the towel off himself and still holding onto it, laid down next to me on the bed. He was so much taller than me it was almost funny, and I had no idea how he thought things were supposed to work between us. He went back to softly stroking and kissing me and I closed my eyes again, just getting lost in the sensations.
He seemed to know exactly what would feel good, because everything he did set me on fire and left me wanting more. When I felt his hand reach down and begin softly touching my dick, I couldn't stop my hips from lifting off the mattress or the groan that escaped from me.
"Oh God, Ed!"
He snickered in my ear and then he said, "Oh, if you like that, you are going to love this."
I felt him sliding down lower in the bunk and then I could hardly believe it as I felt his warm breath wafting across my stomach and then to my shock and surprise, he took me into his mouth!
All I could hear was sound like wind rushing and that may have been because all the air left my body when he did that. I couldn't think, I couldn't breathe and a damn sure didn't know what to do about the crazy sounds I was making.
He pulled off of me and crawled up next to me again, shaking with laughter. "Okay, I think you liked that a little and that you are damn sure vocal about it. I think you are ready though, if you get much harder you are going to hurt yourself. Can you rise up on your knees?"
Honestly? I didn't know if I could, my body felt like it had gone haywire. Not since I had been injured and shot up with morphine had I felt this out of control.
"I can try."
My own voice sounded odd and strained to me, and as Ed grasped my hand and pulled me upright, I realized I was shaking. He pulled me to him and kissed me deeply, making me forget what I was so nervous about as I felt him switch our positions on the bed, and it was then I realized he was laying on his back with me kneeling between his legs. I hoped he didn't want me to do to him what he had just done to me, because I wasn't sure I could, in fact the thought of it really freaked me out. I knelt there, looking at him as he stroked himself.
"You don't have to just sit there Jasper, you can touch me if you want."
I just stared at him for a moment before finally gathering enough nerve to reach out and take him in my hand. I continued stroking him like he had been doing as he reached up and got the bottle of lube and snapped the lid open and squirted a bunch into his hand. He rubbed his hands together and then reaching up, he coated my dick from base to tip, causing my eyes to roll back in my head from the pleasurable sensation. I felt his hand brush mine and when I opened my eyes again, I saw that he was reaching between his own legs doing something, his head thrown back, his chest rising and falling rapidly as I stroked him firmly and steadily. I couldn't really tell what he was doing, and I was almost afraid to look too closely, so I just watched his face as and the expressions of rapture that came over it as I sped up or tightened my grip.
After a couple of minutes, his hand reemerged from between his legs and he wiped the excess lube off on the towel. His face was flushed and his eyes were almost glassy. He had to be close, I had noticed his balls drawing up and he was breathing deep and heavily as he looked at me though his hooded gaze.
He rose up and kissed me deeply again, stilling my hand and pulling me closer in towards him.
"Are you ready Jasper? I know I am."
"Ready for what?"
My voice cracked, I know I sounded terrified, and to his credit he did not laugh, he just gently pulled me towards him and then reached down and taking my dick in hand, guided it to where he wanted it.
"Let me lead you, take it slow and remember to breathe, okay, Jasper?"
Oh. . He really wanted me to fuck him. He really intended me to actually fuck him.
"Jasper, push forward just a little."
It's not going to go, it's too tight. I can't do this. Oh what the hell is he doing! Oh my God he pulled me into him! Oh! Oh! It feels soo hot and soo nice. I have to move. I have to move NOW.
"Jasper! Yeah! Go boy, Go!"
I couldn't stop if I wanted to, and I don't want to. It's all kinds of sensation and all of it just too damn good. I feel a side of myself coming out that I thought I had managed to walk away from, and I let it loose. I am pounding into him relentlessly until he does something, I don't even know how, but he managed to reach down and grab my balls and gently tug them down and I find myself coming and coming and coming with a growl and that seems to have come from the deepest part of my soul, and with one last thrust, I fall on top of him, with the full realization that I am no longer a virgin in many, many, ways.