I wrote this story from the feeling I have at the moment! I know you are all waiting for me to post the story I am writing and yes I started typing it and my emotions took over! I find this story more touching when listening to "set fire to the rain by Adele" (i do not own lost girl)

Longing

I was sitting at the Dal. Thinking about Bo as usual. The Succubus was never far from my mind these days. I was trying to drown her out of my system. No matter what I did she was still there.

GOD.. How i wanted that woman she drove me crazy just by looking at me. I have wanted her since the first day I saw her! From the moment I bent down, winked at her and said "Please come with me"

She was like my drug. I would do anything to get near her. But my own stupidity ruined any chance I had with Bo.

Though I couldnt take it. I broke down and called her after that night. She didn't answer my messages, nor would she take my calls.

I turned to Trick and ordered my seventh shot of the evening. He gave me a look of disapproval but, who the hell was he to give me those type of looks! I know I shouldn't think like this... But, I truely don't care what happens next...I wasn't paying attention to who came and went from the Dal. Another mistake that I have made.. I didn't even have to turn around to know who had entered, my body always betrayed me when she was around. Always acting on its on accord. I felt a sudden warmth wash over me. Something only Bo was capable of doing. Maybe if I slip out really quick, she wouldn't see me. I laid a fifty on the counter and told Trick to keep the change. I had to get away from here! I had to get away from Bo's scent and it had to be fast. I grabbed my bag and headed for the door.

" PANTS!"

I stopped in my tracks.. Damn it! I mumbled to myself.

Kenzi had seen me. Of course Kenzi would see me. That girl sees everyone and everyrthing. I guess it came with being a good thief and that was something she was very good at! That girl could charm you out of your pants before you had any clue what she was doing. Kenzi is Bo's best friend. She would kill anyone who even tried to hurt Bo. I walked back over to her. She was at the bar ordering drinks for her and Bo, when she had seen me trying to slide out the door. I did a quick look around to see if Bo had spotted me. I am sure she had because she was dancing and grinding on this pretty blonde and she was looking straight at me. Once she saw that I had taken notice of her, she bent her head down and kissed the other women. I couldnt stand to watch but I couldnt take my eyes off of her either, the hold she has on me is so strong.

I was glad when Kenzi smacked my arm. She had brought me out of the ocean I felt I was suddenly in and I couldn't keep myself afloat. She was going on and on about how she was glad that Bo was back to normal and that she hadn't fed in almost three weeks. My eyes flicked between her and Bo. Bo had leaned down and was whispering into the blonde's ear. The blonde gave her a girly giggle and walked in our direaction. I couldnt help but roll my eyes at the site of her. Skinny, blonde, my height and my weight. The only difference that I pick up is the girls eyes, mine are brown, and hers are , like the sky and the ocean all wrapped into one. I make eye contact with Bo, she gives me that smile that makes me go weak at my knees..

If I don't leave soon I am going to have a full blown melt down! My anger flares as the blonde snakes her arm around Bo. I look into Bo's eyes, they shine with regret. She knows exactly what she is doing to me. I try to excuse myself. I start to walk out the door, no one has tried to stop me... yet.

YES! I am out the door. I lean against the brick wall of the building trying to control my breathing. I hear the door open and I don't have to look to see that it's Bo.