BO

I knew what I was doing. I knew she was watching every move that I made in the bar. I hadn't seen her with my own eyes, but my body knew she was here. Plus I heard Kenzi call out to her. Everytime I was near her or HELL, even in the same room for that matter, my body felt like it was on fire. I felt when her eyes fell on me. I felt the rush of heat between my legs. My desire for her was out of control. I haven't fed in two weeks. I haven't felt like feeding. Kenzi was finally able to draw me out of bed and drag me to the bar. I did a quick scan around the bar and spotted a lovely blonde on the dance floor, I made my way over to dance with her. I felt Lauren's beautiful eyes follow me to where I was dancing with the blonde. She looked like Lauren, that is what attracted me to her in the first place, the only difference is that the blonde's eyes are blue. They remind me nothing of Lauren's beautiful light brown eyes. I could lose myself in Lauren's eyes for hours at a time.

The blonde I have chosen, is very willing to play along with my game, though she doesn't know it is a game. As I dance with her, my mind flashs back to that night.

The night I made love to Lauren..

The night she ripped my heart out!

xXxX

Kenzi was out with friends at the Dal. I didn't have to worry about her trying to stop me or tagging along; or getting herself hurt. It was eight o'clock and I was heading out, I was basically going to start a war. It was wrong! They had no right letting Lou Ann die, just because she followed her heart. I had gone to both the Light and the Dark, and they both refused to help me. So I am taking things into my own god damn hands. I gear up cross bow on my back, sword on my hip. I'm wearing my black leather pants, a low cut tank-top and my favorite pair of leather high heel boots.

I open the door and Lauren is standing there! She is burning a very, very, hot pink. Her arousal is off the charts. She has always glowed very pink but tonight there is something different about her aura. I ask her if she needs anything and she says no she just wanted to stop by and see me. That makes me smile. Of course everything Lauren does makes me smile. She always makes me go weak at the knees. "Can I come in?" Lauren asks. "Yes, of course," I respond.

She walks over to the couch and sits down. I go to the kitchen and take off my weapons. Then I join her on the couch. She asks me why I am so determined to make things right for Lou Ann. As I answer, her aura flares even hotter. I get up to leave mumbling something about how I was, "wasting time that I didnt have." She grabs me by my wrist and pulls me back to the couch, back next to where she is sitting. She claims my lips with hers before I can protest. She snakes her arms around my neck. I break our kiss.. "I.. I can-"

She claims my lips with hers again and this time she pulls away saying "I trust you Bo."

Somehow we make our way up the stairs, clothes being lost along the way. She is beautiful... Her body is perfect. Our bodies fit perfectly together, like pieces of a puzzle.

I am lacing my boots again, getting ready to leave when Lauren moves to look at me.

"Where are you going?"

"I just can't let this Lou Ann thing go... not yet anyway." I lean over to kiss her.

"You can't... I mean come back to bed. I don't want you to leave."

"Lauren whats going on," I ask.

"We need you to stay out of this"

"WE? What do you mean by WE, Lauren?"

"Lauren where you ordered here?"

She nods. I feel like screaming but I don't.. She climbs from the bed with the sheet around her. "Let me explain Bo!" she says but I don't want to listen! I feel the tears start to sting my eyes... I walk away from her. I am half way down the stairs as she calls to me again.

"Bo!"

"God damn it...Let me explain...Please, Bo"

"PLEASE!"

The tears are pouring down my cheeks at this point. I grab my cross bow and sword. I rush out the door slamming it behind me.

That night I gave her everything that I am.

xXxX

My eyes catch Lauren's. I brush my hand against the other blondes face and start kissing her neck. I see the pain in Lauren's eyes. I feel like my heart is being ripped out again. But I do NOT let it show, I cannot afford to let my tears show.

I am tired of crying! I have done nothing but cry for the last week and a half. It is time to make Lauren pay. I watch her body tense as I grind on the blonde I am dancing with. A smirk spreads across my face. I lean down towards the blondes ear and ask her if she wants to get something to drink. She nods her head as I grab her hand and lead her over to where Kenzi and the very green tinged aura surrounded Lauren sits.

We make our way over there. She looks at Lauren and me a couple times and then slides her arm around my waist. I watch as Laurens aura goes from green to red with anger. I know what I am doing and that it is killing her. I wont lie, it is killing me too but, GOD DAMN IT! She was the one that played me. Why do I feel so low about myself at this moment?

Lauren gets up and goes for the door, I watch her. I look at Kenzi and she just shakes her head, nodding towards the exit.

I peel myself from the blonde's grip and start to follow, heading towards the door. I hear Kenzi mumble something but I dont have time to look back or stop. I have to find Lauren, I have to stop her before she gets too far away from me.

I burst through the door, looking to my left, to my right and then I see her.

She is leaning against the brick wall, knocking her head against it. I feel even lower when I see the tears falling from her eyes.

I don't think.. I just act.

I rush over to her, grabbing her head in my hands as I claim her lips with mine..