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We stand there kissing like our lives depend on it, our tongues darting in and out of each other's mouths. As we each battle for control tongues caressing, I hear Lauren moan into the kiss. I push my hips into hers as if nothing else in the world matters right now. The only thing that matters is that my hands are on her body again and hers are on mine. I feel whole again, nothing else in the world matters in this moment. I feel a sudden pull of chi from Lauren, I instantly break off our kiss. We are both left panting from the lack of oxygen.

I look at her for the first time in a week and a half. She looks like she hasn't been sleeping. I guess we mirror each other because, I know I haven't been sleeping well at all. All I can think about is Lauren! No matter what I do she is always on my mind. Ever since that day she leaned over me, winked and said,

"Please come with me."

She made me go weak in the knees. She gave me butterflies in my stomach, and when ever she was close, I couldn't breath. All I wanted to do was touch her.

That was about two years ago and with Lauren's help, I have learned how to control my powers. Even though whenever I am around Lauren it is like holding a piece of meat in front of a starving lion. All I want to do is take her back to my place and, show her how much I love her.

WHOA! Do I love Lauren?

I have never felt like this before! I can't stand being mad at her, I don't like being away from her longer than I have to.

The only problem that remains is:

Does she love me back?

"BO!"

I hear Lauren call my name. The voice filled with need and desire. I am snapped compeletly out of my thoughts, her arousal is flaring as I realize my hips are still against hers. I look deeply into her eyes as a tear slides down her cheek.

"Lauren, We need to talk."

I take her by the hand, I lead her towards my car. I make sure she is in the car safely before I shut the door tight. I walk around to the driver's side and get in. I sit there for a moment, trying to think where we can go. I can't take her back to the clubhouse because Kenzi would be home soon and I really didn't want to deal with Kenzi now or in the coming hours. Kenzi would have a field day if she came home and found Lauren and I together.

She must have been thinking the same thing I was or she didn't want Kenzi walking in on us because the next thing she says is, "My apartment isn't far from here." I nod, as she tells me where to go .I slide my fingers so they are laced with hers as we drive, I can't help but look at her. The woman who holds my heart.

XxxX

Lauren

She kissed me! My heart is racing I can barely breath. She is holding my hand! I feel like a school girl again. She is giving me a chance to explain everything. My mind starts racing! I have to tell her everything The Ash and Nadia.. I can't keep anything from her anymore!

Bo has been in my life for a little over two years now.

She has walked into my life, and shook everything up. We are going to go back to my place. I am drunk but I am not that drunk. Bo is willing to give me a chance. I have done nothing for the past week in a half but mope around my apartment, only getting out of bed to go to the lab.

Seeing Bo with that other female crushed me! I let my gaurd down. My mask cracked and everything showed. Bo had seen me cry. I didn't want her to see me like that. Whenever Bo is around everything in my world seems right and when she isn't around, it's like nothing in my world seems right!

I will tell her everything!

I CAN'T LOSE HER!