Eric POV
There was someone walking into my room. I could hear footsteps that stopped by my bed. It felt like someone was staring at me. "Hey Beale" a voice said. Nell! Help me out of this! She began to cry. Nell please, stop crying! I'm fine! "I'm so sorry" she cried. No no no, you don't had to say sorry, Nell. She rested her head on my chest and cried. I wanted to wake up, take her in my arms and said that it wasn't her fault. And that I loved her. "I need to tell you something that I could said many times before" she started. What does she meant?! "Eric, I don't know if you feel the same but when you touch me even if it's just my shoulder I'm freak out on the inside, and I love it how we work together and your eyes are so, oh my god that I'm really saying this, but your eyes are so beautiful and I'm in love with you" she said. Wait, what?! Did she just said she loved me?! Oh my god! Nell I love you too! Now I wanted yo wake up, saying it back. But the only thing I could do was lying on a bed, being in coma. She gave me a kiss on my cheek and walked to a chair I think.
"Hey Nell, what are you doing here?" the nurse asked. Wait, that was the nurse who came every morning to refresh my air. I regonized her voice. "Hey Lisa, nothing, I'm just-" Nell started but she began to cry again. "Come here" Lisa said. I could hear Nell sobbing and I wanted to take her in my arms. I wanted to help her going trough this. Damn it! I hated this coma. "It's okay" Lisa said. "It's not okay. Eric is in a fucking coma
and I want him to wake up, sitting next to me in OPS typing the crimes away. I just said that I love him because I'm to weak to do it when he stands in front of me. And I just want him to be my boyfriend" that last she whispered but I could hear her. Nell, I want to be your boyfriend! Help me out of this! Then I could tell you how much I love you! You're on your own. Nobody can help you. You have to wake up on your own. I tried to move. Just a little, so that Nell could know that I was still alive. So I moved my hand a bit. It was not far. "He moved" Lisa said. I heard footsteps coming to my bed. Maybe there was a change that I could wake up.
I tried to move again. This time my head. Just a bit to the right side. I tried but it didn't work. Then maybe again my hand. I tried that and that worked. "He moved again" Lisa said. "Fuck fuck fuck, maybe he heard me too. What am I supposed to do when he wakes up?" Nell asked Lisa worried. "Just say that you love him, how hard can it be?". "Really Lisa?! I have already ruined our friendship, I am so good at ruining things". You didn't ruin anything Nell. And I'm better at ruining things. "My god, you're only making this harder for yourself, Nell". "You know what? I stay here the whole fucking night. Maybe the whole fucking week" Nell ended and sat down at something. I think it was the couch. That would be the most comfortable. "Okay, scream if you need anything" Lisa said and I heard a door closing. "I said it, I am so good at ruining things" Nell said. I wanted to answer. For God sake's, when could I wake up? So I could solve this problems that people were making because of me. So I could clean up the mess I've made.