We just sat in quiet, watching the movies, one after the other. All the guys had stripped to their boxers now and I must say I was feeling like one lucky girl. I didn't my best not to look at Sam because if I did it would be my undoing.
Hostel part two wasn't bad. Loud male groans went up when the main character decided to cut off a certain part of the dudes anatomy. Devil's rejects was a little deranged but all in all it was alright. Hills have eyes 2, was just freaky. I may have gagged and shouted profanity when the mutant rapes that girl but hey my outburst was justified.
We were in the middle of our last film Hitcher, and it was becoming really suspenseful. I was mentally preparing myself for being scared shitless or at least being on need of having my heart restarted when a loud squeaked went through the room.
I squealed and jumped high enough that my ass left the couch. The light switched on revealing Billy. The guys were in hysterics because of my fright, I felt the couch shaking beneath me. Billy looked utterly amused, but I wasn't.
"Dang, Uncle Billy. Oil that thing will ya!" his wheelchair had been the culprit. Billy just chuckled at me.
"Sorry, Bells." he didn't look sorry, if you ask me.
I shook my head and took a deep breath. I dropped my eyes and to my horror found that I had grown another pair of legs!
A pair of dark, hairy legs. My eyes widened and my heart went into overtime. How is it even possible to grow legs! And I defiantly didn't want these legs, I mean, they were so much darker then my normal legs and they were covered in a sprinkling of ink hued hair.
"OhMyGod, I've grown another pair of legs. Help. Detach them or something cause I cant walk on four legs that are attached to each other. That's just going to be awkward!" I was a little hysterical, my breathing harsh and fast. I failed to realise the obvious.
"Erm…Bells." Jake's voice was slow and soft as if he was talking to a loon. "Look behind you."
I turned and came face-to-face with Sam. That's when I woke up and realised that I had jumped into Sam's lap when Billy scared me. And it was his bare legs that were under mine. I hadn't actually grown another pair…thank god!
"Oh, well…I knew that." I waved my hand in a dismissive manner as everyone else in the room bit their lips to keep them from laughing. I looked back down at Sam's legs. "Can I wax your legs?"
"No!" he exclaimed.
"Please, they're really hairy." I poked one and was satisfied when I saw him shiver.
"I'm allowed to have hairy legs, I'm a man!"
"Oh puh-lease, that doesn't mean anything, you'd actually have to be a proper man before that title could be damaged." I was just trying to get a reaction out of him. To irk him, you could say. At least I could have fun.
"Are you questioning my masculinity?" he said incredulously.
"What masculinity?" I smirked at his wide eyes and his flushed cheeks.
"Hey! I'm manly!" he sure was. He was all man, but he didn't need to know that. And I wouldn't be the one to tell him.
"Yeah!" came the voices of Collin and Brady.
I turned to them, eyebrows raised, "What do you two know about manliness?" I half laughed, my voice held the right amount of playfulness so that everyone would know I was joking.
"We are men!" Collin insisted, folding his arms over his chest.
"You're thirteen. You haven't even gone through puberty yet." I felt a warmth around my waist and against my back but I ignored it.
"YES, WE HAVE!" they yelled in unison, I stifled my laugh as they huffed.
"No way, you're babies." I smirked as their cheeks flushed with annoyance.
"Does this look like a baby's body?" Brady asked, standing up and twirling his near-naked delicately muscled body. It was true, they didn't look thirteen, they looked around fifteen, but still, that didn't change the fact that they were barely teenagers.
"Well, maybe not…however you still are only thirteen." I grabbed my drink and brought it to my lips to hide the smile. I knew the other guys saw it as they had to try not to smile as well. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Billy shaking his head. I took a gulp of my drink.
"I'm a man, my balls have dropped."
I spat my water out on all the guys on the floor, however it mainly hit Brady, Collin and Seth. I was shocked to say the least. I didn't need to hear that, especially from Brady. His voice held a finality, as if just because of that comment, the conversation was brought to an end, because he had proof he was a man.
"Well, they're men now you've squirted on them." Paul felt the obscene need to add.
I covered my mouth with my hand as my cheeks heated a little. I cant believe he said that. I was so shocked that the face I made must have been hilarious as the guys were all rolling around laughing.
I really didn't know what to say.
"Why…why did you tell me that?" I asked Brady, who was smiling proudly.
"Because that proves I'm a man!" he huffed, I raised my eyebrows. I saw Seth looking a bit flushed and thought that he was embarrassed.
"Sorry you have to listen to that Seth." he looked at me and laughed.
"Don't be. It was hilarious. And yes, before you ask, my balls have dropped too." I gasped. This boy was way to innocent to say things like that. Oh my lordy.
"I wasn't going to ask!"
"Sure you weren't." he said sarcastically.
I turned to Billy and pouted, "Uncle Billy, they're being mean to me." I pushed my bottom lip out a little bit more. "Make them stop."
I heard the roar of laughter and felt shaking and sighed. Billy looked completely amused.
"Well, you did start the conversation, Bells." my mouth dropped and I narrowed my eyes. I vaguely noticed my dad walk in.
"One day…Uncle Billy…I'll be pushing you down a hill, and I'll forget to hold on! Just keep that in mind."
Dad and Billy chuckled deeply at my threat, "That's my girl." dad said proudly, before his eye widened at something.
"Bells, what are you guys wearing?" he sounded mortified.
"Erm…pyjamas and the guys are wearing boxers." he gave me a weird look as if he didn't want me in the room with a bunch of half naked guys. "Why the look?"
"You know, why the look." he raised an eyebrow that told me my assumptions were correct. He thought something might go on.
"I'm not that talented." hell there was like nine guys in this room. Not to mention, two of them were only thirteen. Barf.
"Are you having fun?" Dad said, obviously choosing to ignore my comment.
"Yep, its great. Although I have this weird feeling I'm going to be harassed with questions soon enough."
The boys nodded. Great.
We spoke for a while longer. Every now and then Dad would send me a weird look which confused the hell out of me. The men talked about sports and I zoned out a little. Thinking of the gang back home. Damn I miss them. I knew I would but I didn't think that it would be this much.
After the millionth weird look I decided to ask dad what was up.
"Dad, why do you keep looking at me like that?" I asked, his eyes flickered around the room nervously and settled for a second on Billy who chuckled.
"No…reason, Bells." he mumbled.
"Dad, just tell me."
"Erm…well, why are you sitting on Sam's lap?" huh what.
"I'm not sitting on Sam's la—" I looked down and saw two big arms wrapped around my waist and my eyes widened considerably.
I gasped and looked behind me, Sam was smiling sweetly. I was completely snuggled into him and I hadn't even noticed. I completely forgot that I was still sitting in his lap from earlier.
I launched myself into the space next to him on the couch.
"I'm so sorry. I forgot."
He chuckled, "I wasn't complaining." he purred, oh god, if butter wouldn't melt on his tongue, then I definitely would.
I looked down as a few smothered chuckled floated around from the guys on the floor as well as from Dad and Billy.
"Anyways, Billy, we should let the kids get on with whatever they were doing. There must be a game on somewhere, let flick through the channels next door, have a couple of beers and fall asleep on the couch like the old farts we are." Dad stood up and patted Billy's shoulder.
"You may be an old fart, but I'm far from it!" Billy said, puffing his chest out a little making me laugh.
"Yeah, you're a really, really, old fart." Dad said as they started out of the house. I chuckled at their playfulness.
The front door closed and I looked back to the boys, who were all looking at me.
"Question time." Collin announced.
I folded my legs under myself and placed a pillow behind my back, getting comfortable before the interrogation began. For some reason I was nervous. I wondered about what they would think of me and what questions they would ask.
"Ok, I'm ready." I took a deep breath, my stomach fluttered a little.
"Hmmm, who's your bestest friend in the world." Seth asked. A couple of the guys groaned as if they were unhappy with that question. I smiled at Seth's innocent ways.
"Duh, Jacob. That was a stupid question." I said the last part lightly, so he knew I was joking.
"Ok, I'll ask a better one." Paul smirked, "How many boyfriends have you had and who were they?"
"I've only had two boyfriends. A guy called Jon, in freshman year that lasted about a year and Nathaniel." they seemed shocked at that information, as if it as hard to believe.
"Nathaniel — the guy on the phone?" Jared asked.
"Yep, he's one of my best friends."
The guys shared a weird look.
"What?" I asked.
"You dated one of your best friends and then broke up…and you're still friends?" ah…that's what this is about. They didn't think that was possible.
"Yeah, who better to date than someone you know you can trust. Its not awkward or anything now. We decided not to date anymore, it was a joint decision." I shrugged and smiled, "Next question."
"What's your favourite position?" Brady asked, which caused all the guys to stared at him incredulously. That boy is a serious perv, I wonder what he was like when he still believed girls had cooties. I seriously hope that he doesn't talk like this around other girls he knows.
I decides to play dumb and smiled sweetly, "Easy." all the guys looked at me eyebrows raised. "Quarterback!"
Most of the guys laughed except Collin and Brady. Lordy, those boys may be in need of help.
"Brady, you shouldn't be asking those questions." Sam scolded gently, Brady just scoffed.
"You wanna know more then I do. I was just doing you a favour."
My eyes widened but Jared saved the moment by asking me a question.
"Ok, so…what's your favourite food?" I still noticed how Sam's mouth opened and closed a few times before he sunk down into the seat more.
"Erm…anything really, except honey…yuck." I couldn't help but make a face at that, honey is gross., "I'm not really picky."
"We see that." Embry said, looking pointedly at Sam, I ducked my head a little embarrassed. I hadn't chosen Sam…yet.
"So, how many sexual partners have you had?" Quil asked, I had a feeling this would come up after the phone call yesterday.
"Three." I stated honestly, all their mouths dropped.
"What do you mean, you've only had had sex three times?" Paul asked, he sounded shocked. I burst out laughing.
"No, I've had sex lots of times, but I've only had three partners." I shook my head, I may not be shy, talking about my sexual experience, however I'm still having trouble acting as if Brady and Collin are the right age to listen to this. Call me old fashioned but I don't think thirteen year olds need to be listening to this kind of thing. But hey, its not up to me, I've only been here a day.
"So, that Jon guy, Nathaniel and who else?" Jake said.
"Hell no, I didn't fu— have sex with Jon. I lost it to Rylan and we had a kind of agreement. Then there was Nathaniel and then Ava."
There eyes widened at the last name.
"Ava? But that's a girls name." Collin said, he sounded so cute until he turned to Brady and they said, "Sweet" in unison. I rolled my eyes.
"Who are they?" Sam gritted, he actually looked a little mad.
"Erm…they're in the gang back home. They are good friends." I said, he seemed a little tight, like a coiled spring waiting to be released and wreak some havoc.
"I would have thought you'd have had more partners than that." Jared said.
"How come?" I tilted my head.
"You're just so confident," he shrugged, "And you just seem like you'd know what your doing." I laughed.
"I do know what I'm doing. And I do it incredibly well, if I say so myself." I rubbed the back of my neck.
"You said you lost it to that Rylan guy, how did that happen? And what about the arrangement?" Paul asked, he look really interested, he must be were Brady and Collin get their little perv attitudes from.
"Erm…well we walked in on Jon and Kayla — Rylan's girlfriend at the time — having sex. We decided that we wanted our first time to be with someone we trusted and we chose each other. The arrangement was basically friends with really, really good benefits. But should one of us want to stop then that would be fine with the other one." I shrugged.
"What's the craziest thing you've ever done?" Seth asked.
"God, that's a hard question." I tapped my chin. "There's so many things."
"Ok, tell us your favourite thing you've done" I laughed as I remembered.
"I jumped out of Evelyn's second story bedroom window." gasps went out around the room, "Onto the massive trampoline in her back yard." they smiled in relief, time for the big finale, "Naked"
They're mouths dropped. I was laughing hard from the memory.
"Oh my god." Jake mumbled.
"That's not even the best part. When I stopped bouncing, I looked toward the living room window, and her big brother and his mates were gawking out the window." I couldn't breath I was laughing so hard, their faces were hilarious. "He still has a crush on me."
They asked me so many more questions, my mind went numb. But the best thing was, that they weren't asking these questions to pass judgement. They really just wanted to get to know me more. I felt as if these guys were going to become as great a friends to me as my guys back home and Jake.
I felt somewhat comforted, and so welcome into their group. I know I'm Jacob's best friends and at first I thought that was the only reason they wanted me to come to this sleepover. But its not that, they truly like me. I sighed happily and spotted Sam staring at me.
God, that man has changed everything. Fuck, I still cant believe how he has effected me in just one day. My thoughts revolve around him. I just cant get him out of my head.
My heart wants him…needs him. But my mind is shouting at me to get a grip, to let this go slowly and wait. Maybe…just maybe in a few weeks he'll get bored of me. If I give in now, he could hurt me. I just don't know what I want.
He looks at me like I'm his world, I cant explain it but he just does. He just seems so unreal.
I turned back to other guys who were currently stuffing their faces with chocolate. I happily gorged myself as well.
"Ok, lets play truth or dare." Seth yelled after everyone had finished, I laughed at his enthusiasm.
"Sounds good." Sam voiced eagerly.
"Ok, let me go first." Seth answered, "Bella — truth or dare?"
I knew he would choose me, so just to irk everyone I picked the safer one.
"Truth" I smirked as his face fell.
"Who was your first kiss?" uh-oh
"Erm… it was Jacob. He tricked me into kissing him and then he attacked me." I chuckled as I remembered a twelve year old Jacob shoving his tongue down my throat. Sneaky bastard.
"Oh, you enjoyed it." Jake scoffed.
The couch vibrated as an odd guttural growl went out. What is with all the growling here? Its weird.
"I didn't really attack her." Jake rushed nervously, I should have guessed the comment would be directed to Sam.
"Yeah, you just choked me with your tongue."
"That was for one second. I got way better after that." his cheeks were a little pink and I giggled.
"True, True."
"You turn, Bells." Quil said.
I smirked, "Brady…truth or dare?"
He gave me the answer I knew he would, "Dare."
"I dare you…to get butt naked and go to the old lady's house across the road and ask for a cup of sugar." he gasped as the other laughed appreciatively.
"You just wanna see me naked." he crossed his arms over his lean chest.
I giggled, "Am I that transparent?" I asked sarcastically. I covered my eyes with my hand. "I wont look."
"Your loss." he mumbled, I laughed again and heard the rustle of him pulling his boxers down. I heard a little chuckled and wondered why.
"Turn around so I can take my hand away. You don't have to be embarrassed, I've seen Jacob's butt loads of times." I chuckled to myself.
"Don't worry, I'm not embarrassed. I've turned around, even though you want to look really." I shook my head at the adolescent and removed my hand.
"Awww, look at that cute little butt. So sweet." I teased, and the others laughed. I saw Brady huff and they way his cheeks pulled up I could tell he was smiling.
Suddenly he turned around and I was presented with an eyeful.
"OhMyGod!" I squealed and turned my face away, covering my eyes once again. I felt kind of dirty and yet I couldn't deny that Brady was definitely man enough.
The room filled with the roars of laughter, one extremely smug chuckled filled the room with it.
"Ok, ok. I'll admit it, you win. You're a man. Now stop corrupting me, and turn around before someone loses an eye!" I added the last part just to boost his ego, you know what boys are like. The laughter got louder and then calmed down.
We all crowded by the window and watched as Brady strolled over the road and knock on the blue door.
Ms Eton lived there, she was like ninety years old, and always had a go at Jacob and I when I came down for my visits. The thing was, we had never even done anything wrong. She's one of those mean old ladies that you really wish would just do find herself an even older sugardaddy, so that she wouldn't be so uptight.
Brady knocked on the door and place a hand on the back of his neck in some kind of pose that had us all cracking up. The door swung open as Ms Eton came out with a tight smile on her face. As soon as she saw Brady her smile dropped, her face became bright red, we could see her lips move in a fast angry motion and she slammed the door.
Brady came trudging back as we were rolling around on the floor. Holding our stomachs. It was so funny. My whole body was shaking from my laughter.
"Ha ha, very funny." Brady said sarcastically, pulling his boxers back on.
"Maybe she just cant handle all that manliness." I gasped, making the others laugh more.
"Whatever…Paul…truth or dare?"
Paul smirked, "Dare"
"I dare you to…give Bella a lap dance." my eyes widened.
"What." I squeaked, I heard Jacob stifle a laugh unsuccessfully. The others were in a shocked silence until they all busted out laughing, all apart from Sam.
"Ok, Bells, sit here." Brady pulled a chair out from around the large kitchen table and placed in in front of the couch.
I growled, "Do I get a choice in this?"
"No." Brady stated. I sat on the goddamn chair and crossed my hands over my chest.
Paul guffawed and sauntered over to me, a smirk on his face. "Someone put some music on." he said.
Jacob pulled his phone out and belted Kid Rock's 'So Hot' . I gritted my teeth and bared it as Paul stood in front of me, rolling his hips to the intro.
I couldn't help but be a little interested in the whole thing, he is good looking.
He sung along with the words and he moved so that he had a leg either side of one of my thighs. He ground his hips into me. My arms dropped automatically as he pushed my thighs together so that he could put a leg the other side of me.
He pressed right up against me, his hips touching my stomach and ground into me to the music.
I couldn't help but gasp when he sat in my lap, straddling me, and moved a hand to my hair and pulled.
Damn I liked that, I liked it so much that I moaned quietly. But I wasn't thinking about the fact that Paul was the one doing it. I was thinking about someone else.
He ground his hips into me again before the music stopped and he got off. I lifted my head to see him smirking at me. I looked away and licked my suddenly dry lips.
"Enjoy that?" Jared ask, it was weird how some of them were smirking slightly.
"Eh, it was alright." I shrugged nonchalantly.
"Whatever, Bells. We know you loved it. Who would have thought you liked your hair pulled…Kinky." Paul chuckled and I glared.
"Shup!" I said, they laughed at me.
"So Bells, who were you thinking about when Paul was giving you the lap dance?" I glared at Jake.
"No one." I gritted, all the guys were interested now.
"Yeah right, you only get the glazed look in your eye when your thinking hard. You must have been imagining that it was someone else." I heard someone give a relieved sigh and someone huff.
"What do you mean she wasn't think of me. That was my best lap dance." Paul huffed.
"Its your turn." I said, ignoring the looks that I was getting, damn that Jake, shame I couldn't stay mad at him.
"Right, Embry…truth or dare?"
"Hmm, hard choice…" we all rolled our eyes at him, "Truth."
A few of the guys groaned, "Erm, what's the worst thing morally that you have ever done in your life?" hmm, nice question.
Embry tapped his chin and then a light bulb went off, "Once I was mad at my sister for breaking one of my CD's, so when she was out, I grabbed her favourite doll and totally killed it. Literally. I sliced some if it and painted parts of it red, like blood. I pulled some of its hair out and chopped its hands off. Then I placed it under her duvet so when she went to bed she found it there. That was pretty bad, she screamed a lot." I gaped at his confession. Aww, that poor girl.
"That's so horrible!" I squealed. And he nodded his head in agreement.
"I felt so bad afterwards. I brought her a new one though." I sighed.
"Dang, your evil. I though some of the things I've done were bad." I smirked, and he looked at me evilly. Uh-oh.
"Bella…truth or dare?" shit he looked as if he had something planned.
"Remember if you choose truth, you're a pussy." Jacob kicked in, I glared at him.
"Dare then!" I huffed.
"I dare you…to…kiss…Sam, non-stop for four minutes." Embry said sweetly…knob. I growled.
"Why?" I asked, of course I wanted to do it but they didn't need to know that.
"Am I that bad?" Sam asked, he seemed a little hurt, in fact he seemed really hurt.
"I don't want to." I pouted and they all stopped and looked at me. My pout always works! I stuck my lip out some more.
"Pussy" Jacob coughed, I sighed.
"Fine, I'll kiss him!" I got up and looked a Sam.
He was sitting on the couch, the only I would be close enough to kiss him was if I straddled his thighs.
Oh god, oh god, oh god. This is gunna end badly for me. I'm going to do this and it'll be hard for me to resist him anymore. Shit.
I sighed and moved my legs to straddle him, his hands automatically went to my hips, squeezing a little. I heard a wolf-whistle but wasn't really focused on that. Rather I was to busy looking into the gorgeous dark eyes of the man in front of me.
I licked my lips and leant forward. He didn't move, waiting for me to kiss him instead of the other way around. His lips did part slightly and his breathing became heavy.
When my lips touch his all thoughts went out of the window.
I moaned and pressed my lips harder against his. God they were so soft. His hands came around my waist and he pulled my closer to him, my body flush against his.
I pressed my hands to his shoulders. Twisting his body and then pushing him down, not breaking the kiss, so that he lay on the couch and I hovered over him.
Our lips moved in sync as my hand went from cupping his cheek to sliding to his firm pecs, my fingertips gently digging into the warm, velvety skin. I moaned into the kiss again as he groaned against my lips.
I heard a distant yell but paid no attention.
My hand slid further down to his amazing abs. The same abs that looked and felt like he was smuggling eight paint rollers under his skin. I trailed my fingers down the grooves as his tongue slid across the seem of my lips. I happily granted him entrance and he plunged his tongue into my mouth.
I growled at the luscious taste of him…oh god.
I felt the warmth of one of his hands slink under my top and stroke up my back, his fingers stopped just under my bra strap. He thrust his other hand into my locks and tugged gently.
I moaned and sucked his bottom lip into my mouth, nipping at it and my hand went further down to his hip, just above the band of his boxers. My tongue sunk into his mouth, stroking and caressing his own as my thumb traced lazy circles into the delicious skin —
"TIME!" someone yelled in my ear. I squealed and jumped back, falling on my ass on the floor. Jake was kneeling there, he was the one that yelled.
The everything I'd just done came back to me and my hand shot up to my lips. They still tingled. I glanced back at Sam who was frozen in the same position he was in when we were kissing, his mouth was moving in a silent word that looked a little like 'wow'.
"There I did it." I tried to must up as much boredom in my voice as I could, however the guys just burst out laughing.
"What are you laughing at?" I asked, glaring at them.
"You've been kissing for the last fifteen minutes!" Jared gasped. My mouth dropped.
Fifteen minutes…oh my god. Thinking back on it I did hear some kind of yelling, that must have been them telling us that time was up. Shit.
I licked my lips, but had nothing to say. I didn't want this to change my mind about holding out. Yep, he was an amazing kisser but that wouldn't change anything. Anything!
"Quil, truth or dare?" I asked, ignoring the fact that they were still sniggering and Sam was still frozen.
"Dare." he smirked.
"I dare you to lick the bottom of…Jacobs foot." I finished happily. To say he look mortified would have been an understatement. The look on his face cracked me up. Oh and when Jake shoved his foot in Quil's face I though I was going to wet myself.
He reluctantly licked Jakes foot and then proceeded to gag for a while.
We played a few more little dares before we decided to go to sleep. It was nearly One in the morning and we were all a bit tired.
There wasn't that much room to sleep. Brady and Collin had the couch and a pillow each, they shared a thin sheet. The other boys just laid down somewhere, a pillow under their heads, a few had sheets but others didn't bother.
There was only one pillow left and me and Jake dived for it at the same time.
"Mine" I growled and everyone chuckled.
"No fair, you should let me have it." Jake whined.
"Stop being a girl and let me have the pillow." I gave it a yank but it would budge out of his grip.
"Please." he pouted and I sighed.
"Fine." I gave in, he smiled at me and I added, "But I'm using you as a pillow."
"Always." he said jokingly as he put the pillow down and laid his head on it. The room was silent now and it felt as if there was a little tension.
"Mmmm" I moaned sleepily as I curled up tightly against Jake's side, as always I threw one arm over him and on leg over his waist. I snuggled in further as held pulled my to him. He was so warm that we didn't need a sheet.
I felt the tension in the room go up a notch, but shook my head, telling myself that it was only in my mind.
"Sing to me." Jake said tiredly, his voice hushed.
"Hmm, what to you want me to sing?"
"Anything. Just sing."
I thought about a song and chose 'I'm only me when I'm with you' by Taylor Swift, I liked that song. I sung it quieter then I normally would, not wanting to disturb the others.
Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you
I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you
Just a small town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
The secrets, all my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do
And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me
I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you
When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can tell
my voice started to get quieter as i got even sleepier. My eyelids drooping.
That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
I heard Jake's soft snore and faded off into the ending, not quiet finishing the whole song.
And I'm only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with y-
And with that I fell into a sweet, dreamless slumber.
A/N - Sorry it took so long. i had my mock exams...had to do loads of revision. theres actually going to be a small third part of the sleepover. i little bit of sam's POV.
Review please!!!