Chapter 3
Clarke stirred to life a couple hours later. Clarke was delighted to realize that she was still resting in Lexa's lap. Clarke could feel that her heat had ended while she slept , the dull pain in her core from this morning had disappeared. Even tho Clarke could tell her heat was over she still really craved Lexa's touch. Clarke silently worried that this was just part of being an omega off of suppressants, constantly needing the affection of the girl she still felt conflicted about. Clarke also felt noticable weaker and she knew that it must be at least partially due to the stress her body had gone through in the past twenty four hours but that it was also probably her body weakening as she became an omega like Raven had informed her would happen. "Lexa?" Clarke asked weakly.
"Yes girl?" Lexa asked with a small comforting scratch at Clarke's back.
"Mhmm that feels really good!" Clarke mewed. "I think my heat ended." Clarke half questioned.
"It stopped , I called your mother in when it did because I was worried for you , she said it was normal and that your heat may return any moment. She said she already talked to you about it." Lexa informed.
"Oh yeah she did." Clarke agreed , as she could feel herself greatly appreciating Lexa's thoughtfulness and caring.
"I'm glad you appreciate it." Lexa giggeled.
Clarke snapped up from Lexa's lap where she had been resting. "How the hell did you know that!" Clarke yelled scared and confused.
"Oh Clarke!" Lexa cooed with a wave of calming pheromones.
"Oh , hmm what is that. It- it smells so , so soft?" Clarke questioned her senses thoroughly confused.
"Comforting?" Lexa offered the answer.
"Y-yes , how did you know?" Clark questioned, growing more confused but not caring as much.
"Because it is me, I'm giving off calming pheromones so you don't worry." Lexa smiled.
Clarke sniffed finding that the source of the scent was In Fact Lexa , specifically her wrist and neck. "Oh god it is! What the hell?" Clarke questioned.
"It's ok girl, I will explain." Lexa promised as she gestured for Clarke to rest on her against.
"O-ok" Clarke replied hesitantly as she returned to resting on Lexa's lap, but this time Clarke rested in a way that she was still looking up at Lexa. Clark was surprised at how nice it felt , as she rested she couldn't help but let out a couple pleased whimpers. Clarke then heard Lexa chuckling. "What?" Clarke glared at Lexa.
"You are such an omega and it's adorable." Lexa smiled resting a hand over Clark's abdomen. "Ai hod yu in Clarke." Lexa whispered enamored with the omega in her lap.
"You keep saying that. What does it mean?" Clarke inquired.
Lexa allowed her hand to move to caress Clarke's face. "It means I love you Clarke." Lexa admitted , enjoying the last few moments that Clarke would grace her with her presence.
To Lexa's surprise Clarke didn't suddenly scurry away, instead she rubbed the back of her head appreciatively against Lexa's lap with a smile. "Oh" Clarke giggled and her smile widened before she continued "and how did you read my mind earlier?" Clarke asked without addressing that Lexa had been telling her that she loved her repeatedly for the past day.
"I could tell that you appreciated my caring for you because of your scent. You are still new to being an omega so you don't have much control over your scent and it's really strong. Alphas and omegas can give off a wide variety of scents , and pick up on their meanings. You will grow to understand quickly, it's instinctual once you have finished your first heat proper." Lexa explained as she comforted the confused omega.
"Ok , that makes sense. Thank you Lexa!" Clarke hugged Lexa's abdomen as she finished. "Clarke , I think it's time we talk." Lexa noted calmly.
"Yeah , that sounds like a good idea." Clarke agreed sitting up and looking Lexa in the eyes. "How much danger are you in because of me?" Clarke asked worried for the alpha.
"That shouldn't matter." Lexa argued.
"Well it matters to me, so how much danger are you in?" Clarke insisted.
"I have been challenged to a duel to the death by one of the Clan leaders." Lexa admitted.
"Why didn't you tell me Lexa!" Clarke exclaimed tackling the alpha in a concerned hug.
"Because I already told you too much this morning! I love you Clarke and the last thing I want to do is push you to do something because i am having political problems. " Lexa argued.
"Well you didn't really tell me the truth." Clarke gave Lexa a knowing glare.
"What are you talking about?" Lexa questioned.
"I talked to Octavia and Raven and they explained the grounder version of enslaving an omega." Clark explained.
"Oh ." Lexa blushed at the notion of Clarke becoming her omega. "Is that something you are interested in?" Lexa asked.
"I am not sure but I don't understand why you didn't give me the option to talk about it." Clarke answered.
"I didn't want you to feel pressured to do something for my safety. If you want to be my omega, then that is is amazing . But I don't want you to decide that for any reason other than that it is what you want. " Lexa replied.
"Oh . Umm thank you . I appreciate that." Clarke replied slightly stunned.
"Clarke , you know how I feel about you. I love you, and of course I want you to be my omega, I have wanted to be your alpha since I met you. But because I am the Heda there are a number of complications that come with being my omega." Lexa admitted clearly disheartened.
Clarke hugged Lexa tightly trying to comfort her.
"I love you too Lexa" Clarke admitted.
"You are just in heat!" Lexa dismissed pushing Clarke off of her.
"Lexa" Clarke gasped hurt. " I'm not in heat!" Clarke argued.
"Then it's from the suppressants that you took this morning!" Lexa dismissed even though she knew they had worn off by now.
"Lexa, I love you. What is wrong?" Clarke questioned because she thought that Lexa loved her just as much as she loved Lexa.
"I love you too Clark." Lexa forfeited finally accepting that Clarke finally admitted that she had felt the same. "I have loved you for so long and it is hard to believe that you actually feel the same way!" Lexa cried tackling Clarke in a dominant hug.
Clarke laughed and gave a quick kiss to Lexa. "Well I do feel the same way." Clarke assured. "Now we need to talk about me becoming your Omega before my heat sets in again and I'm no longer logical." Clarke demanded.
"Yes! You are right!" Lexa agreed slightly disappointed that she couldn't take her omega right then and there.
"What all does being your omega entail? Raven and Octavia filled me in on some basics but a lot of their answers to my questions were that it depends." Clarke said with a laugh.
" Well" Lexa began " first you would have to wear chains while in public." Lexa traced around Clarke's neck "they would be beautiful and ornate , made specifically for you. Alpha slaves of war are traditionally given heavy iron shackles , but omegas Always have lighter ones made of various precious metals that reflect the status of their owners." Lexa explained.
"Ok , that seems acceptable." Clarke nodded smiling as she rather enjoyed the thought of being adorned in beautiful and ornate chains.
"Here , would you like a taste of what it might feel like?" Lexa questioned sitting up and getting out of the bed.
"Umm sure?" Clarke agreed uncertain of what Lexa had planned as she moved towards a nightstand .
"Stand up!" Lexa commanded with just a hint of dominance.
Even the ever so slight touch of dominance was enough to make Clarke quiver in anticipation for what Lexa was about to do to her. "Yes Lexa." Clarke replied submissively as she slipped out of the bed and stood up.
"Good girl." Lexa praised pulling a long bundle of rope from the nightstand and approaching Clarke. Lexa gave Clarke a quick kiss to her cheek before she began to make quick work with the rope. In minutes Lexa had formed a makeshift collar , wrist shackles and ankle shackles around Clarke. Lexa then used what remained of the rope to make a small leash that connected to Clarke's rope collar. " How does it feel?" Lexa asked once she had finished.
Clarke had slipped slightly into subspace as Lexa swiftly and ritualistically wrapped her omega up in the rope. Clarke could feel that her heat would return soon , and Lexa tieing her up like this was getting her riled up. "Y-YES. It feels good." Clarke choked out.
"Hehe someone likes it?" Lexa teased before giving the makeshift leash a playful pull.
Clarke's body jerked forward in response to Lexa's strong pull as Clarke gave an wanton moan and Clarke's jaw dropped as her mouth rested open , unable to close it due to the overwhelming rush of need surging through her. Clarke couldn't believe how arousing the position Lexa had her in was and how amazing it felt. "Fuck Lexa!" Clarke moaned.
"Haha I'm glad you like it." Lexa smiled.
Clarke pulled softly at the restraints testing their strength, and as she realized that she could do nothing to get out of Lexa's rope she began to whimper needily.
"Oh it will be ok Clarke." Lexa smiled with a rush of calming pheromones.
"May I hug you?" Clarke requested shyly , barely even able to look the alpha in the eyes she felt so overwhelmed with a need to submit.
"Of course girl." Lexa smiled and giggled softly as Clarke inched towards her and embraced her in a hug. "How are you feeling Clarke?" Lexa asked as she rubbed her hand over Clarke's back attempting to calm the omega.
Clarke took a moment before she responded, she wasn't entirely sure how to put her feelings into words because she wasn't accustomed to having this craving to submit. Clarke held tight to the alpha as she replied " I-I'm not sure but I think I like it."
"Haha, your body is craving to submit, I can smell it. It will be ok. Let me remove your bonds, it will help you feel normal again." Lexa offered.
Clarke jerked back away from Lexa in reaction to Lexa's offer. "No, please I like it. " Clarke blushed and looked down as she argued.
"Aww Ai hod yu in Clarke. You really are the most adorable omega ever." Lexa replied as she approached Clarke and lifted Clarke's head so that she could see her face. " I can put them back on later if you want but I don't want this power imbalance while we continue to talk." Lexa offered.
"O-Ok , and I love you too Lexa." Clarke replied as she allowed Lexa to begin removing the rope.
"How do you feel now?" Lexa asked once she had removed the rope.
"Naked." Clarke replied crossing her arms over her torso insecurely.
"It's ok Clarke." Lexa comforted with a kiss and a warm embrace.
"So what else would come with me being your omega?" Clarke asked.
"Well first we would need to bond. Most of the coalition believed I already bonded with you after my behavior when I brought you back to Polis." Lexa informed.
"Grrr" Clarke growled playfully. "I think I can get on board with that." Clarke smiled as she rubbed her face against Lexa excitedly.
"Yes, I am rather excited for that myself. " Lexa agreed. "But I need you to fully understand what it means to be bonded first." Lexa informed " after that we would need a ceremony of public submission, where you receive your chains and a brand." Lexa finished.
"A brand?" Clarke asked worried.
"Yes. it is part of the submission ceremony, you would have to take my brand to show that I am your owner. We can place the brand wherever you would like. It will hurt but we have ointments made specifically to heal brandings correctly so you will be fine." Lexa explained.
"O, Ok" Clarke began warming to the idea. What would the brand look like?" Clarke asked curious.
"You can pick out something you like , or you can use the symbol of the Heda which I wear in between my eyes when I have my war paint on." Lexa offered.
"I think I would want your symbol." Clarke smiled as she held tighter to the alpha as she began appreciating the idea of having a mark that signified that she was Lexa's.
"That works perfectly. Once you are publicly mine , you would have to wear your chains at all times when outside of the tower. And you shouldn't leave without me unless if you talk to me first and allow me to arrange a guard to escort you wherever you wish to travel. And when in public you must address me as Heda, and not as Lexa." Lexa informed.
Clarke paused for a moment to think it over. Clarke appreciated the the idea of being so thoroughly controlled by the alpha. "What would happen if I called you Lexa in public by accident?" Clarke asked knowing that if anything would be a problem for her it would be the punishments.
" I have some leniency when it comes to how to punish you , but in general for a first offense in the day, and if that was the transgressions, I would have to slap or spank you." Lexa admitted.
Clarke felt a fire light in her core at the idea of Lexa punishing her like that. Clarke could also feel her knees grow weak as she continued to contemplate this idea. Clarke couldn't help but hold tighter to Lexa in an attempt to keep upright. "Would you mind showing me, I need to know how hard you would hit me before I agree to this." Clarke requested not really worrying about how hard she would be hit , but instead just craving to feel Lexa's firm hand striking her.
"I will give you what you requested , however not because you asked." Lexa growled dominantly as she whipped Clarke around and pushed her down on to the bed. Clarke was now bent over the bed , her ass pushed out and loving the dominance that the alpha was displaying. " I am going to spank you three times because you lied to me, and each time you will thank your Heda for being so lenient with your punishment." Lexa instructed in a voice Clarke never heard come from the alpha before. Clarke loved this deep commanding voice that made her melt.
"Yes my Heda!" Clarke nodded her head against the bed as she could feel the warmth of Lexa's body pressing up against her.
"Now that's a good girl." Lexa whispered into Clarke's ear pleased. "My people treasurer our omegas , and even though some may be slaves we listen to our omegas. If this is too much then you may plead for more leniency and in return I will either lighten my blows or skip one entirely." Lexa advised. Clarke immediately became much more comfortable with the idea of becoming Lexa's slave, the idea that she would be heard and that Lexa wouldn't push her harder than she could take meant a lot.
"Yes my Heda , thank you my Heda." Clarke replied as she could feel Lexa shifting and preparing to punish her . Lexa struck swiftly and firmly on Clarke's right ass cheek earning a moan from Clarke. "Thank you my Heda." Clarke thanked obediently.
"Good girl , I'm glad you are getting the hang of this." Lexa teased before raising her hand and striking Clarke again.
The second spank was much harder than the first and Clarke appreciated the extra force. "Mhmm thank you my Heda!" Clarke moaned .
"One more." Lexa reminded.
"Yes my Heda!" Clarke cried in anticipation. Lexa's hand landed on Clarke's ass in the exact same spot as the first two spanks with even more force than the first two combined. "Fuck Lexa!" Clarke yelled in surprise. Lexa's hand immediately raised up and struck down on Clarke again.
"You will thank your alpha for her leniency and she might allow this transgressions to be forgotten." Lexa instructed forcefully.
"Yes my Heda thank you for your leniency." Clarke did as she was told and Lexa placed the same hand that she had used to strike her on Clarke's back calmingly as she released pheromones to relax the omega.
"Are you ok?" Lexa asked in her normal kind voice.
"Y-yeah , I just didn't anticipate the strength of the third or fourth one." Clarke replied.
"I'm sorry I was trying to show what it could be like , the second one is what most transgressions will earn you most of the time." Lexa informed.
"Ok , I actually rather appreciated that one." Clarke replied.
"Good, I'm glad." Lexa smiled and kissed Clarke's cheek. "I will shy away from anything stronger than that in the future then" Lexa informed. " Clarke would you like to cuddle? After a punishment like that some omegas can need reassurance that everything is ok." Lexa offered. Clarke nodded in response as she shifted to be completely on the bed , resting, waiting for her alpha to join her.
"It is ok if occasionally your spankings are a bit stronger than the second one." Clarke admitted blushing as Lexa cuddled up to her.
"Oh really?" Lexa teased.
"Really." Clarke agreed as she snuggled with Lexa.
"Are you sure you are ok with this? I know it can be a lot to handle." Lexa asked.
"I'm sure, I want you to be my alpha." Clarke assured confidently.
"You have no idea how long I've craved to hear you say that." Lexa smiled as she began to kiss the omega. "How is your ass?" Lexa checked in concerned.
"Mhmm sore , but I like it." Clarke repotted.
"I'm glad Clarke, now get some more sleep , your body is trying to catch up on years of heats, I'm sure you are exhausted." Lexa ordered.
"Haha yeah you are right. Good night Lexa." Clarke giggeled.
"Ai hod yu in Clarke." Lexa whispered lovingly.
"Aye hod yu en?" Clarke tried to form the same words in response to Lexa knowing that she would appreciate Clarke telling her that she loved her in her native tongue.
Lexa giggled "Ai hod yu in." Lexa corrected.
"Sorry my Heda, Ai hod yu in" Clarke attempted again.
"That's it Clarke, I love you too." Lexa reciprocated.
"I love you too Lexa."
End of chapter 3
Author's note: Thanks to everyone that left a positive comment! It means alot and you guys are the only reason why I am posting this chapter today.
Marie Chewie on Clarke's first heatOh good chapter ! Update soon ;)
From Jessica: Thanks! Glad you liked it! I am working on writing more but idk im having alot of trouble with this fic :(
jrd1872 on Clarke's first heatExcited to see a new chapter
From Jessica: thanks Glad you liked it! I am working on writing more but idk im having alot of trouble with this fic :(
wolfysmaozy chapter 2 . 9h ago
this is awesome bloody brilliant thank you
can't wait for more
From Jessica: thanks Glad you liked it! I am working on writing more but idk im having alot of trouble with this fic :(
wolfjillyjill on Clarke's first heatI'm enjoying your story so far. I'm interested in seeing where it'll go & I love the omega verse.
Honestly my only issue is with the spacing. The grammar is good enough to not be jarring, but there needs to be spacing and proper paragraphs. It helps readers a lot. If you need some tips, I'm happy to help.
From Jessica: Hey , thanks , yeah i actually apparently learned nothing in english all throughout highschool and the year and a half ish of college i had . I honestly don't know how to paragraph, and i feel so fucking stupid :(
I'm really glad you liked the story tho. I'm not entirely sure it will get another chapter or not rn. Idk I just feel really insecure about this fic rn. Probably going to be a couple of days before I decide if i am gonna write more on it
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:Please post another chapter soon. I love this, it is extremely adorable.
From Jessica: Thank you so much. I got a negative review on this fic and it kinda destroyed my confidence in all of my writing, lol i am weak. But like there have also been a ton of positive comments , and because of your positive comment I am actually gonna continue this fic.
wolf jilly jill on Clarke's first heatDon't feel discouraged or beat yourself up about this. It's okay, no one is perfect. You just need some practice as far as the structure goes but it's not impossible to learn.
Like I said, I like ya story so far. It has potential. Don't let negative reviews bring you down, instead let them build you up. Let them motivate you to do better and prove to yourself that you can do it.
If you don't feel this is something you can finish right now, that's okay. But keep trying in the future. Writing with confidence takes time and work, trust me.
From Jessica: I really appreciate your support , I got like one negative review and it really fucked me up to the point that i was kinda blinded to the fact that I also got a lot of support on this fic. Just thank you so much.