Chapter 4
"Fuck fuck fuck!" Lexa groaned followed by an angry growl.
"Lexa what's wrong?" Clarke asked rising from the bed.
"Fuck I didn't know you were already awake." Lexa growled louder in frustration.
"Mhmm what is that it smells good?" Clarke sniffed as she began approaching Lexa who was standing with her back to the bed.
"No stay back Clarke!" Lexa commanded.
"Lexa , what's wrong?" Clarke wrapped her arms around the stressed alpha standing by the bed from behind.
"Grrrr I told you to stay back Clarke!" Lexa growled.
"Lexa!" Clarke argued squeezing tighter to the alpha she loved. Clarke was then stunned when Lexa was suddenly on top of her and biting at her neck. "Hehe Lexa what are you doing?" Clarke giggled as she felt Lexa's member pressing up against her. "Mhmm someone's a horny alpha." Clarke teased as she raised her leg to brush up against Lexa's member.
Lexa growled loudly before speaking. "Shut up, i'm trying to control myself!" Lexa spoke through gritted teeth , clearly fighting as hard as she could.
"It's ok, mhmm come on my Heda , I want you!" Clarke replied again pushing herself against Lexa.
"Fuck!" Lexa growled again before punching the concrete wall above the bed. Lexa groaned again , this time due to the pain of almost assuredly breaking at least one bone in her hand then she had the control she needed to roll off of Clarke. "Stay away from me this time god damnit!" Lexa ordered, Clarke finally understanding the urgency in her voice for the first time.
"Lexa what's wrong?" Clarke asked finally showing an appropriate amount of worry.
"I'm in my rut , and I wanted to have you get the chance to talk to Octavia and Raven more about what being bonded means before I bond with you." Lexa explained.
"It's ok , We talked about this yesterday, I want to bond with you." Clarke reassured.
"I just want you to know fully what it entails. Can you please leave and go talk to them about it first? I need to deal with this and then I need to address the coalition. I will get you when I am ready to be around you again ok?" Lexa requested.
"Well bonding only happens if you knot me Right? So there are other ways I could help you with your rut that don't involve bonding right?" Clarke offered placing a hand on Lexa's shoulder.
Lexa growled at the thought of Clarke attempting to please her. "I won't be able to hold myself back Clarke , it's not an option!" Lexa argued.
"Hmm I have an idea if you are willing to let me do something." Clarke smiled.
"What are you thinking of?" Lexa asked suspiciously.
"Just lay down on the bed." Clarke dismissed as she got up and made her way over to nightstand which Lexa had gotten the rope from the night before.
Lexa did as Clarke asked even tho she was suspicious of what was going on. "Clarke what are you doing." Lexa asked honestly quite anxious that Clarke would attempt to tie her down. Lexa had never been on the receiving end of bondage and the idea was an odd combination of exciting and anxiety inducing. Lexa audibly yelped when she saw that Clarke was In Fact retrieving the rope from her nightstand.
"Aww it will be ok my Heda." Clarke teased. Lexa growled angrily in response to the omega's condescending tone. Lexa also noted that she would have to talk to Clarke's mother about this streak of dominance in an omega. Clarke moved closer to the bed before beginning to tie Lexa down to the bed. Clarke wasn't as proficient as Lexa with the rope , but she was still able to tie Lexa down well enough that when Lexa struggled she couldn't break free.
Lexa gave an extremely dominant growl attempting to reassert some dominance. "Lexa! Fuck!" Clarke moaned as her muscles suddenly lost all the strength they once had. "What the fuck was that?" Clarke groaned fighting with everything she had just to avoid collapsing.\
Lexa growled happily again causing Clarke to lose what was left of her strength and collapse on to the alpha. "Hehe did you like that?" Lexa teased pleased with the feeling of power over the omega.
"What was that?" Clarke questioned attempting to catch her breath.
"Just a little alpha trick to help remind you who is in charge here." Lexa smiled smugly.
"You know that in order for me to help you with your rut I have to be able to move right?" Clarke scolded.
"Grr" Lexa growled playfully this time.
Clarke smiled back as her strength returned slowly. Clarke began by placing a hand against Lexa's prominent bulge. As Clarke began moving her hand softly up and down the bulge Lexa moaned in pleasure. "Good?" Clarke teased a bit too condescending for Lexa. Lexa would have reprimanded Clarke but her rut demanded the relief that Clarke's gentle touch promised. Instead Lexa moaned deeply and bucked her hips into Clarke's touch. "Hmm I'm glad you like it." Clarke smiled. Clark then pulled down Lexa's pants and lifted her shirt to reveal her bare chest. "Mhmm such a sexy alpha!" Clarke teased gazing at Lexa's tight core and beautiful pert breasts.
"I'm glad you like it." Lexa smiled.
Clarke lowered her mouth on to Lexa's nipple to softly suck at her. Clarke also pulled away the boxers which were the last layer covering Lexa's member.
"Mhmm good girl" Lexa moaned in pleasure as Clarke continued sucking at her and stroking up and down her member. Lena arched her back and continued moaning loudly. Clarke smiled into Lena's breast as she continued enjoying making her alpha moan. "Clarke" Lexa whispered in-between moans "more!" Lexa moaned again as her rut demanded the relief of a climax.
"Mhmm such a needy alpha." Clarke teased moving to mount Lexa. Clarke shifted pressing herself against Lexa teasingly as a furious look flashed across Lexa's face.
"You will not tease your alpha!" Lexa barked angrily.
"Aww but a big strong alpha should be able to take what she dishes out." Clarke teased pinching one of Lexa's nipples.
"grr" Lexa growled furious with the omega teasing her.
"Oh come on , tell me you aren't enjoying at all and I will stop." Clarke offered. Lexa just growled louder before turning her head in shame. "Lexa what's wrong?" Clarke asked worried as she placed a hand against the Alpha's cheek.
"I'm not used to being anything other than in complete control." Lexa answered clearly frustrated.
"Well neither am I." Clarke argued not quite understanding what the problem was.
"I'm sorry I'm just being a dumb alpha." Lexa admitted defeated.
"Ok. I still want you to enjoy this my Heda." Clarke offered knowing Lexa would appreciate the hint of submission.
"Mhmm thank you. I'm sorry about being a stupid alpha." Lexa apologized.
"I still love you, stupid alpha and all!" Clarke teased with a kiss. Clarke immediately opened her mouth and allowed Lexa's tongue to explore her as she began grinding against Lexa's now uncovered member.
Lexa pulled against her restraints, craving to take the omega on top of her. "Fuck I want you so fucking bad!" Lexa groaned.
"Mhmm would you like for your omega to slowly wrap her mouth around your stuff cock?" Clarke teased.
Lexa's breathing hitched before she began panting slowly deep lustful breaths. "You are going to do just that , like a good omega!" Lexa ordered demanding.
"Mhmm yes my Heda!" Clarke replied before moving so that her mouth rested just about Lexa's member. Lexa could feel Clarke's heavy hot breath against her as her cock began weeping precum with need.
"Fuck Clarke! Your breath feels really good against it!" Lexa moaned as she craved deeply for something to be able to rub her needy pulsating cock against. "Clarke it really hurts!" Lexa hated pleading like this but she needed the warmth of Clarke's mouth give her the sweet release she needed already.
Clarke began with slowly dragging her tongue across the tip where precum had begun leaking. "Mhmm not too bad." Clarke teased at the salty taste of Lexa's fluid.
"Fuck Clarke! You bitch don't tease me!" Lexa screamed as she fought against her restraints.
"Yes my Heda!" Clarke replied as she lowered her mouth on to the head of Lexa's member. Clarke immediately began sucking softly at Lexa's head as she swirled her tongue around it.
"Mhmm that's it!" Lexa praised, bucking her hips upwards.
"No, No, No!" Clarke scolded pulling away from Lexa's member and pushing down on Lexa's hips with two fingers.
"Grrr!" Lexa growled frustrated. "I thought we were doing this so that you could help me with my rut!" Lexa snapped.
"I am doing this to help you with your rut." Clarke teased sliding her hands up Lexa's legs and along her torso.
"You're Not fucking helping!" Lexa yelled back angrily.
"Well don't try to shove your dick down my throat without asking dummy. " Clarke teased.
"I don't even want to do this anymore! It really hurts! I shouldn't have let you do this! I have two hands that work fine for helping with my rut!" Lexa snapped angrily trying to0 wiggle her hands out of the restraints.
"Hey, hey , hey. It will be ok." Clarke attempted to calm Lexa. " so impatient! Isn't it worth waiting an extra minute to be able to lie down and just enjoy your omega happily sucking away at you?" Clarke suggested teasingly.
"Please just get to it already then I am not used to allowing my rut to go this long unattended!" Lexa groaned frustrated.
"It will be ok, I will help you with it." Clarke reassured. Clarke then lowered her head and took Lexa's tip in her mouth. Clarke immediately began to swirl her tongue around the head of Lexa's member , enjoying Lexa's scent and taste as she speed up .
"Oh Clarke! That feels really good!" Lexa cried out wanting desperately to shove her member down Clarke's throat until she could feel Clarke's lips hit the base of her shaft. "Clarke , more please!" Lexa pleaded in pain.
"Mhmm k" Clarke moaned on to Lexa's cock as she slipped her mouth lower down taking about half of Lexa's length Inside her. Clarke then began to allow her head to bounce up and down slowly as she worked her way down Lexa's length. It took Lexa all of her strength to stop herself from bucking her hips repeatedly into Clarke's delightfully warm mouth and feel her cock brush up against the back of Clarke's throat.
"Clarke! More!" Lexa encountered needily. Clarke paused and looked up at Lexa to see a pleading look that she just couldn't deny. Clarke immediately took as much of Lexa's length bas she could into her mouth. Even though Clarke was doing her best to take in all of Lexa's length , there was still about a third left unattended. Clarke hadn't ever been with anyone as well endowed ad Lexa, Finn wasn't small but Clarke was able to take his whole length without him hitting too hard against the back of her throat. But now Lexa was completely pressing up against Clarke's throat threatened to push deeper in at any moment "Clarke, please let me move my hips! I need to, it hurts so much , and there is still so much more of it that you haven't allowed to slip into your delightful mouth!" Lexa pleaded.
Clarke paused for a moment as she looked up at Lexa , her length still filling her mouth as Clarke contemplated allowing Lexa to buck her hips and force her member deep into her took a moment but Clarke just eventually nodded consenting to Lexa moving her hips before she adjusted the angle that her mouth opened for Lexa's length so that she would be better prepared for Lexa to slip deep inside the back of her throat. As Clarke anticipated Lexa immediately groaned happily as she bucked her hips hard into Clarke's mouth , pushing deep into her throat. Clarke wanted to cough and gag , but she fought the reflex as hard as she could while Lexa continue to buck her hips deeper and deeper inside Clarke's throat. Clarke couldn't help but allow some gagging noises to slip through and Lexa loved the sound of Clarke gagging and the feeling of Clarke's throat closing in around the tip of her member as Clarke's lips met the base of her cock. The sound felt like endless praise at Lexa's length and girth to her ears as she happily continued bucking in and out of Clarke's throat. Lexa could also tell how sloppy a mess Clarke was becoming as Clarke continued to attempt to please her alpha and it drove Lexa to the edge.
"Fuck ! Clarke! I can't take anymore, your mouth is amazing! I'm cumming!" Lexa screamed as she hit her climax. Clarke wanted Lexa to enjoy herself as much as she could so she kept her Lexa's length deeply inside her mouth as Lexa began cumming. Clarke swallowed every drop of the fluids that Lexa shot inside of her. It took a while for Lexa to finish but once she did Clarke allowed Lexa's still raging erection to slip out of her mouth before she layed on top of her alpha exhausted.
"Better my Heda?" Clarke teased.
"Oh god yes!" Lexa replied relieved. "Mhmm can you remove my bindings?" Lexa requested pulling at the ropes that still held her arms.
"Oh yeah Sorry!" Clarke replied pulling off the ropes and releasing Lexa's arms.
Lexa immediately wrapped Clarke up in a large and relaxing hug as they rested together in the bed. "Mhmm that was fantastic, such a good girl!" Lexa praised happily.
"Mhmm thank you my Heda!" Clarke moaned rubbing her face against Lexa appreciatively.
"Now just because you were good at the end there doesn't mean that you won't be punished for being a little brat earlier." Lexa warned.
"What are you going to do to me?" Clarke asked excited and anxious.
"Oh I'm not going to do anything, that's the point. I don't care how much you want it, whether or not your heat comes back, or how bad it hurts when it does. Before I will even touch you again after this you have to talk to Octavia and Raven again and you have to do some reading." Lexa ordered.
"What type of reading?" Clarke questioned.
"Mhmm a combination of journals of the omega slaves past Heads, and reading that will simply explain certain things about alphas and omegas. I suggest you start with the reading and then you can talk to Raven and Octavia about anything you have questions about after. Also you are welcome to ask me any questions but you might not want to be around me when I reek of rut and I am refusing to touch you." Lexa instructed.
"O-OK" Clarke shrugged. "It can't be that bad , just reading." Clarke dismissed.
"Oh you are such an adorable and innocent omega. I can smell your heat coming back on. You will be begging me to touch you by the end of this punishment." Lexa warned.
"Well can we cuddle for ten minutes before it starts then?" Clarke requested.
"Of course, omegas are never denied cuddles. I will always be willing to be emotionally supportive and willing to comfort you. When I say I won't touch you I mean I won't have sex with you. I will never deny my omega the love she needs." Lexa corrected herself.
"Oh , that's really nice. Thank you my Heda!" Clarke thanked snuggling with her alpha feeling safe and reassured now that she knew that her alpha would never deny her affection due to a punishment.
"ai hod yu in Clarke." Lexa comforted.
"Mhmm I love you too Lexa." Clarke smiled against Lexa's skin happily.
"Good girl." Lexa praised appreciating how cute the omega glued to her side was being.
"Mhmm thank you!" Clarke thanked mindlessly appreciating the praise of her alpha as the pre heat hormones in her body urged her simply to hold on to the powerful alpha for dear life.
"Hmm your heat is really close." Lexa noted.
"Mhmm less talking more cuddles." Clarke hushed squeezing the alpha in a tight hug.
"Hehe Clarke I would love to spend more time in bed with you , but I do have to address the coalition." Lexa reminded.
"Uugh!" Clarke groaned squeezing tighter yet on the alpha.
"If you want you can come with, but you would have to kneel by the side of my throne as I address the coalition. It will probably be pretty boring for you , but you are welcome to accompany me." Lexa offered.
"Mhmm I should probably start my reading first shouldn't I?" Clarke noted
"Yeah, probably a good idea." Lexa agreed.
"I will send Titus with a list to get you the books I want you to read and a recommendation for an order to read them in. It will probably take him a bit to collect them, so if you want in the meantime you can meet with your friends." Lexa offered.
"Yeah that sounds nice. I didn't get to spend a lot of time with Octavia and Raven earlier and I really missed them while I was away." Clarke agreed.
"Good. Is there anything else I can do for you before I leave?" Lexa offered.
"Can you just hold me for a minute and give me kisses?" Clarke didn't understand why she was craving Lexa's affection so much and being so needy , but she didn't really care either, she just wanted to feel her alpha kissing her and holding her tight.
"Of course girl." Lexa agreed immediately rolling to be on top of Clarke and beginning to kiss Clarke all over lovingly.
"Mhmm thank you my Heda!" Clarke and thanked happily, loving the affection.
"We are in the tower, unless In Front of the coalition you are free to call me whatever you want when we are in here." Lexa reminded.
"Oh. I-i didn't even realize I wasn't calling you Lexa." Clarke stammered surprised.
"Mhmm so submissive!" Lexa praised happily as she speed up her kisses over Clarke's body.
"m-my Heda! That feels really good!" Clarke moaned.
"Mhmm good girl!" Lexa moaned back as she spread Clarke's legs and began pressing herself up against Clarke as she kissed all over Clarke's neck.
"Oh fuck is that?" Clarke asked feeling Lexa's member pressing up against her.
Lexa began growling. "Grr you wanted it right?" Lexa asked bucking her hips into Clarke so that her member pressed up against Clarke's slit through her clothes.
"Yes! I want it really bad!" Clarke cried.
"Mhmm I can smell your heat it's so fucking close!" Lexa groaned.
"mhmm you feel really good!" Clarke moaned latching her arms and legs around the alpha.
"Uugh fuck! No we can't do this now. You are still being punished, and I want you to know more about bonds and about being my slave first." Lexa forced herself to stop kissing and grinding against the omega.
"Please!" Clarke whimpered holding impossibly tighter to the alpha.
"No Clarke you are being punished!" Lexa reminded as she peeled herself away from the omega.
"You are such a fucking dick Lexa! That's not fair to get me all riled up like that!" Clarke pouted upset as she turned to the side to be looking away from Lexa.
"bad girl! You will not be a brat!" Lexa snapped at Clarke with a firm spank to Clarke's ass.
"Oww! That was harder than the third one from last night!" Clarke turned around furious both because the spanking was harder than she expected and because it made her frustratingly horny.
Lexa grabbed Clarke's face controllingly and forced Clarke to look her in the eyes. "You will never be a brat to me without permission!" Lexa lectured.
"Yes my heda!" Clarke swallowed feeling all the blood in her body flow straight to her needy slit.
"Better!" Lexa barked.
"I'm sorry Lexa i-i didn't mean to do anything wrong, I was just upset. I'm sorry Lexa." Clarke apologized sincerely.
"That's much better. I'm sorry if I punished you prematurely. But I will not allow you to be a brat unless we talk about it first!" Lexa apologized.
"Thank you." Clarke nodded still pretty hurt and painfully horny.
"I love you, I'm sorry I won't hit you that hard again unless you ask for is specifically. I promise." Lexa reassured.
"Mhmm I love you so much."Clarke replied hugging her alpha still needing her touch so desperately.
"Are you ok Clarke?" Lexa asked refusing to leave her omega while she is hurting no matter what is going on outside of the room they are alone in right now.
"Yeah I'm ok , I just needed that hug." Clarke nodded releasing the hug.
"I love you and I'm sorry." Lexa apologized for punishing the omega who didn't understand what she was doing.
"I love you too Lexa." Clarke nodded and smiled.
Lexa gave Clarke one more hug before she got up and headed off to address the coalition and send Titus to find the books for Clarke. Lexa also instructed for Octavia and Raven to be sent up to her room where Clarke was waiting for them.
End of Chapter 4
Aerial Wolf chapter 3 . 6h ago
Can't wait for more this tale is awesome
totally brilliant thank you
From Jessica: Thank you so much, I was really insecure about this story but it has gotten a lot of positive reviews and that makes all the difference. Thank you. Also this is definitely going to get continued now , I have an outline for ch 4 and 5 done and I am just working on writing them rn
wolf jilly jill on Clarke's first heatI can understand that. Any negative review can do that to someone, you're only human.
And you're welcome.
From Jessica: Thanks your support is awesome!
C on Clarke's first heatSlave is just one of those words that I can't get my head to wrap around. I know you've made it clear that omegas are respected regardless but it's still taking away clarke's freedom in order to be with someone who has enough power to grant her freedom again? Idk how to even word it correctly. But roleplaying is of course one thing but Clarke will be called a slave and treated as such with a group of people all because of her relationship (when she lived under the title of a free person). That would be hard for me and Clarke just kind of rolled with it. If lexa starts walking her on a leash and forcing her to appear in to do every single thing she dictates then it won't be as she described when essentially bargained their relationship for clarke's freedom...she would be dominating her in every aspect of their relationship which doesn't fall under the umbrella of respect and treasuring. Maybe that's exactly what you're trying to get to. Lexa changing the system which would be an interesting read.
From Jessica: First off I am really sorry this response took days! I only took so long because this story has been frustrating me a lot with how it is turning out. I understand why slave could be a word that causes problems for you. Idk if it's not your thing , nbd . Thb I feel in a lot of ways like I already fucked this story up and I'm just trying to roll with it at this point ya know? Anyways I am gonna give this fic a couple more chapters just cause I don't wanna leave it unfinished , and I think in the future I will kinda redo this story ( Or just like take the basic premise.) and change pretty much everything that happens in the story. I just really like the idea of everyone on the arc being on implant suppressants because I feel like that's what they would do instead of having to float a bunch of alphas for sexual assault. Idk I will revisit the premise someday. I'm sorry you didn't like it tho , and If you have any ideas or recommendations for when I revisit the premise of this story I would love that
Also sorry this response is so disjointed. I have no reason or excuse
ccm artsy girl on Clarke's first heatPlease continue this! I love Clarke Griffin/Lexa and the Alpha/Omega fanfics and I love the take that you have on both of them in your story! I'm impatiently but eagerly waiting for the next update!
From Jessica: I will! Also I'm really sorry that this response took so long! I ended up getting really frustrated with this story and I had to just stop trying to force myself to finish it but now i'm almost over my writer's block lol so the next chapter should be out in a couple days or less.