Chapter 22
"I DON'T CARE IF HE IS DEAD! FIND SOMETHING! I CAN'T JUST GO TO THE AZGEDA QUEEN WITH THE DEAD BODIES OF HER PEOPLE AND A STORY OF ASSASSINS! " Lexa screamed outside the closed door to her and Clarke's quarters loud enough to startle the omega curled up by the fire place where they had been resting moments earlier.
"Grrr, Lexa! " Indra growled back unpleased that Lexa was taking this out on her.
"Heda! I am your heda! " Lexa yelled.
"And you were once my student! " Indra growled getting in the commander's face challengingly.
Lexa was caught off guard for a moment as she growled about to open her mouth as Indra continued. " And I know when you aren't in the calmest of minds. So slow down! I understand you are scared Lexa. But turning on your allies will not help. "
Lexa softened for a moment before a fire lit within her eyes infuriated by the notion that she was scared. "I am not scared! You are simply a frightened beta out of her league and you know nothing of what you speak! I will murder the whole azgeda clan myself if I have to! "
"So be it my heda. " Indra forfeited hurt and disheartened.
"Now leave me to my omega! " Lexa yelled.
Clarke knew before the door even opened again that Lexa was too far gone to feel any of her emotions through their bond.
"Grr, take off your clothes!" Lexa commanded reentering the room.
"Lexa! " Clarke contested feeling a primal urge to simply obey.
"Before I rip them off of you! " Lexa added. "No Lexa! " Clarke jumped up from the furs she had been laying on, casting her sketchbook and pencils aside. Lexa roared at Clarke seeing the omega weak on her feet, her body fighting her.
"You will obey or I will make you! "Lexa threatened as Clarke went white with fear then red in anger.
"Is that how you see me? I only have freedom as long as I choose what you want!? Maybe it's best I return to Arcadia for a couple nights." Clarke turned, ache replaced completely with hurt.
"Of course not! You had two attempts on your life just yesterday. You are only safe here! " Lexa missed the point completely.
Clarke stood wordless for a moment. "No. I think it's safer at Arcadia. No tyrannical leader demanding I strip and verbally abusing her friends. "
"Clarke…. " Lexa whispered, the name a ghost on her lips as she watched Clarke grab her bag.
"What? " Clarke growled stuffing her ripped and cut clothes into her bag after removing the clothes Lexa had bought her.
"Clarke" the word even more hollow on Lexa's tongue, watching, realizing she was truly at risk of losing Clarke again.
"I will have octavia return the ones I'm wearing when I get my old clothes stitched up. " Clarke offered.
"Clarke… " Clarke could feel Lexa crying through the bond if it wasn't obvious from her weak voice and inability to say anything but her name.
"Lexa. " Clarke felt her lover's lost sorrow.
"Please. Please. Stay. I… I will do anything. Please. " Lexa requested, falling to her knees defeated, full of guilt.
"Lexa. " Clarke turned around feeling like she had been a touch more that extremely impulsive.
"Please. I… I will never command anything of you again. Please. " Lexa pleaded.
"I'm here Lexa. " Clarke sighed rushing to hug the destroyed alpha. " I'm here baby. I… I will stay… " Clarke offered knowing she probably never would have followed up on leaving.
"I love you Clarke. I'm so sorry. "Lexa held tighter to her than ever before.
"And I you Lexa. "Clarke whispered holding the tense alpha.
"I… are you ok love? "
"I'm ok baby. But I can tell that you aren't. " Clarke replied.
"I… Clarke… " Lexa stammered.
"I'm here love. Talk to me. " Clarke urged, motioning for Lexa to lay down on the furs.
"I'm scared Clarke. I love you… and.. I.. I can't lose another omega. I can't lose you. I'm scared they will get you while I'm away from you. I.. Titus is still out there. What if he still thinks you a threat? What if the azgeda still want to hurt me through you. "Lexa allowed the thoughts on replay in her mind to spill out her mouth.
"I figured. I can protect myself love. Now roll over! " Clarke ordered pushing Lexa to roll over onto her belly.
"I… Clarke what are you doing? " Lexa's mind thought dirty at first. " unless you are secretly an alpha too I don't exactly know how this is gonna work… "
"Get your mind out of the gutter. I'm giving you a back massage. " Clarke laughed throttling just above Lexa's hips where her waist was its thinnest before removing the Alpha's shirt.
"Mhmm that sounds nice too… " Lexa hummed.
"you need to relax love. I can feel how stressed you have been. It's why you are snapping at me. And Indra. " Clarke advised.
"Fuck…. " lexa buried her face in the furrs. "I need to apologize to her.
"Ohh yeah You do. That was rough and she didn't deserve that. But she will understand and forgive you. However first you need to relax." Clarke advised, working form Lexa's lower back.
"Oh fuck… Clarke! " Lexa moaned.
"Better love? " Clarke teased working at the knots harder and harder.
"Mhmmm yesss.. "Lexa moaned softly.
"Hmm but I do like the idea of us switching positions and having some fun after.." Clarke moaned teasingly. "Mhmm you, pressing me down into these soft furs, shoving that hard cock of yours inside me… riding my ass till I cum for you! " Clarke moaned moistening.
"Grrr… yes! Mhmm. " Lexa felt herself harden, aching to take Clarke.
"After. " Clarke reminded. "Just relax for now. Enjoy. " Clarke reminded, working her way up Lexa's back softly. "Just enjoy your omega servicing you, making her alpha feel good. "
"Mmm yes baby." Lexa hummed, enjoying Clarke's strong but soft nimble fingers touching her every muscle. Clarke moved from her spine outward towards Lexa's side. Lexa shivered each time Clarke massaged her tight side, her body feeling as on a cloud as her own personal angel kisses each and every inch of her being.
"I love you lexa. " Clarke whispered, moving up to work on her lover's shoulders.
"Mhmm baby. " Lexa moaned feeling her shoulders untense for the first time in far too long.
"That's it love. I'm here. Just relax. " Clarke kissed at Lexa's neck.
"Mhmm Clarke!" Lexa moaned, rocking her hips into the furs, her cock pounding, impatient.
"Yes Lexa? " Clarke moaned back taunting.
"Fuck… grrr need to… take… you… " Lexa growled aching more and more to force her cock inside Clarke's wetness that she could already feel through Clark's panties, rolling against her back.
"Mhmm I love your growls baby… " Clarke moaned, rolling her hips faster against Lexa, still massaging her lover's neck and shoulders, not caring if she gets slick on her skirt, or if she completely soaked her panties.
"Grrr that's it! I can't take any more! " Lexa roared, flipping them over, forcing clarke onto her belly and hiking up her skirt forcefully, ripping off the soaked panties. "Mine! " Lexa declared, ripping Clarke's legs apart and pressing her mouth immediately to Clarke's soaked pussy.
"Lexa! " Clarke screamed, pushing her ass back and up so that her wetness was more accessible. "god Lexa! " Clarke whimpered feeling Lexa's tongue probing her folds, pressing in deeper each time.
"Clarke… mhmmm such a good wet little omega… " Lexa groaned, savoring Clarke's flavor, lapping up each and every drop of her lover's wetness only to have Clarke's needy core replace it immediately.
Clarke ghasped clawing at the furs underneath them, her body shaking in need. "Fuck! " Clarke cried out suddenly as she felt Lexa's teeth on her folds, puling, taunting slightly. "T… teeth!? " Clarke screamed as Lexa didn't stop, she continued to catch Clarke's folds in her gentle bite, scraping her teeth along each and every one only to soothe it with her tongue.
"Mhmm " Lexa smiled hastening her bites and licks moving closer to Clarke's clit, the omega's wetness dripping down her chin and covering her face, holding nothing back as she sloppily pleasured the omega wrecked with heat. "Enjoying yourself? "
"Lexa! " Clarke cried on the edge.
"Mhmm I do love how my teeth on your puss make you feel… " Lexa cooed before launching for her lover's clit, devouring her, licking, nipping, biting, and sucking deeply at Clarke's clit, relentless as she forced the omega to cum for her.
"LEXA! "Clarke screamed louder, cumming, bucking backwards against her lover, riding her face as she came harder than ever, squirting for Lexa who eagerly drank her down.
"Mhmm that's my perfect girl.. " Lexa smiled, still drinking up Clarke's puss, still squirting in climax.
"Fuck… Lexa… " Clarke signed melting into furs, wrecked and sauteed.
"Mhmm you aren't done yet love." Lexa reminded, climbing over Clarke, pressing her pounding hardness, freed from her pants againt her lover.
"Lexa… god… uugh… fuck me… use my pussy… fill me baby… I… I.. Uugh I want you to cum inside me! F… fill me… Lexa.. I want your seed… ma… make me p.. Pregnant with your babies… " Clarke whimpered, working herself up more and more with every word.
"Mhmm someone is aching to be taken even after just cumming for me… " Lexa growled pleased, slipping tauntingly slowly inside lf Clarke.
Clarke screamed in ache, clawing more and more at the furs under them. "Lexa! Faster! More! " Clarke screamed! "I need it! " Clarke painted more and more.
"Mhmm good girl. I will happy fill you my love. Mhmm I will fill your womb up with my cum. And we will raise beautiful children together. " Lexa promised, bucking deep inside her omega, savoring the warm wattness as she continues writing under her. Lexa then sniffed along Clarke's neck, then licking up it.
"Lexa! " Clarke cried lost.
"Of course my aching baby girl." Lexa replied immediately knowing what Clarke needed. Lexa bit hard and suddenly into Clarke's neck, sucking on her, bucking in harder, demonstrating all of her dominance as she continued pushing Clarke one step closer towards rapturous ecstasy. Lexa then pinned Clarke's hands down to the floor, pounding in harder taking her dominance, proving her ownership over the drenched aching omega.
"Lexa! I.. I.. I'm gonna! " Clarke cried out.
Lexa released the bite for a moment before resuming it. "Mhmm cum with me! Mhmm I'm about to climax too. " Lexa instructed bucking deep in once more as she bit harder, feeling her lover's warm wet velvety walls close in around her aching cock, spraying her seed inside her lover, cumming together, one entity of pure pleasure for a moment before they both collapsed on the floor ontop of eachother, lost in release of tension as Lexa's knot sealed them together.
"Mhmmm better baby? " Clarke inquired.
"Mhmm much. " Lexa kissed the red and bruising bite.
"Good. But you still need to talk to Indra. " Clarke reminded.
"Yes love. " Lexa sighed. "Can you not give me ten minutes to relax while inside you?
"Nope. " Clarke giggled clamping down on Lexa's knot, forcing her to spirt again harder inside her.
"Ohhh fuck.. You bitch!" Lexa groaned cumming again.
"Mhmmm feels sooo good." Clarke moaned.
"That's it! " Lexa growled, rolling her hips. Intentionally grinding her knot along Clarke's gspot, forcing Clarke to cum.
"Fuck… Lexa… " Clarke moaned.
"Oh no, I'm not done yet! "
Lexa limped into the throne room where Indra already awaited her, having certainly pulled something in a cumming war with Clarke.
"Good morning my heda. "Indra welcomed cold.
"I…. Fuck " Lexa groaned in pain.
Indra initially went to help her commander but then restrained herself in spite.
"Indra. I.. I need to say I'm Sorry. "Lexa began.
"What!? " Indra recoiled, never having heard Lexa say such a word before.
"I.. I was a total ass to you Indra. I'm sorry. "Lexa bowed in a submissive request for forgiveness.
"Lexa.. Are you ok? " Indra asked worried as she noticed Lexa's limp.
"I.. Pulled something." Lexa answered.
"I can have nyko take a look for you. " Indra offered.
Lexa laughed at first. " An alpha something. " Lexa clarified.
"Oh god " Indra laughed more than was appropriate.
"Yeah yeah I deserve it, I was a dick, Now my dick hurts. " Lexa dismissed.
Indra laughed harder.
"So if your laughing does that mean you forgive me? " Lexa sighed sitting down on her throne and applying an ice pack to her crotch.
Indra couldn't stop laughing as she watched the commander in pain. "Yeah… after letting me see this, we are good. " Indra smiled.
"So… why did you call me? I would have much rathered ice my crotch in private. Not to mention I'm sure you didn't want to see me till a couple minutes ago. " Lexa inquired.
"Well I actually have good news. Potentially even better than getting to see you in such rare form. " Indra replied before whistling.
"I got a tip from roan and found this one in the bowels of the tower hiding, meeting with roan himself. " indra's daughter pulled Titus and the exiled azgeda prince.
Lexa's eyes went wide, she wanted to jump up and rejoice, but knew she was still in too much pain to even take the ice pack off of her aching pussy and clit. "Ohh this Is perfect. Thank you both so much. " Lexa paused turning her attention to Titus. "Mhmm and you, you will pay for costia. And you will deeply regret what you tried to do to Clarke. I will enjoy fillaying every piece of flesh from your bones. " Lexa smiled deeply satisfied.
"I was doing what was best for you!? " Titus yelled.
"You are an incompetent fool! All of azgeda was using you! Your insider knowledge to take control of the coalition! "
"Tell me more! " Lexa offered turning to the yelling yet smug prince.
"My mother knew that any more azgeda around polis now would be too much so she offered me a relief from my banishment. I had no interest in destabilizing the coalition, however i needed to see how far this had gotten… Let me guess, an attempt on your omega? Just after those you once thought friends turned on you? Challenged you? " Roan questioned.
"Y… yes.. How did you know? " Lexa asked.
"How do you think she attained power? "Roan chuckled. "I guarantee you she made at least one of your friends challenge you by threatening to kill their omega. "
"Oh god… illian.. " Lexa knew it was true immediately. Her friend would have done anything to protect his omega, even turn on her like he had. "Thank you. How may I repay you for… helping.. " Lexa offered to roan.
"Hmph, take her down. " Roan smiled.
"Deal. " Lexa offered her hand to Roan with a smile.
"Good. " roan smiled back returning the handshake.
"Indra, please call a meeting of the clans, I must talk to illian, I will be back soon. " Lexa requested limping out.
End of chapter 22
To the reader - Not gonna lie. This chapter has been finished for a week. I… I'm just kinda exhausted and broken cause my life has been crazy lately , and i've been dealing with a lot of stuff and physical health issues.I had to leave my job and Along with that my fiance and I just broke up. I would be lying if i said I wasn't emotionally destroyed on some level. And to add to this , the stories I had shared with her had suddenly been deleted the next night. So… yeah this is the first time I have a good excuse for these chapters being late. Ummm but that is my life right now ; in shambles.
-sincerely Jessica
Also-
Hey, so just curious. Is anyone that reads these trans? (I think I have had a trans person or two comment)
Is it obvious that the these stories are a trans person trying to deal with dysphoria a little? Just trying to normalize for myself that women can have non traditionally female bodied?
Also to get to what I was actually meaning to ask. Would any trans readers be interested in a story of an alpha or omega who was either transgender or transdynamic … idk like an alpha that identifies as a omega. Or visa versa. Does that make sense? Just thinking about the idea. Would focus more on realistic stuff like getting hormones, passing, discrimination, dysphoria, all that stuff. Idk just a thought. If anything comes to mind I will ask if any one is interested again with more specifics. But in the meantime, anyone interested give me a heads up, pm, email, review whatever. Also would love ideas lol.
(Also this should go without saying, but I mean this seriously. I'm not talking like the transracial girl from a couple years ago. I'm talking realistic struggles based upon my life so far as a trans woman.)