Chapter 23

Authors note : sorry it's been so long. I'm working on myself alot right now. Trying to process through the abuse i endured for the past several months. I will to continue to write and upload as much as i can .

"Who the hell could that be!? "Bellamy roared softly into the omega's ear as he heard a knock on the door interrupt his sucking and nipping at Illian's neck.

"Mmmmph.. Bellamy don't stop… "Illian whimpered before clearing his throat attempting to suppress the weakness and submission his voice had become accustomed to with Bellamy's cock pounding down his throat all morning. "What is it? I.. Uugh we are kinda busy? " despite his attempts Jillian's voice was still weak.

"Mhmm that's my sexy… submissive… aching omega… throat sore from my hard cock filling your throat and stomach? " Bellamy taunted nipping Illian's neck more as he stroked the omega's hard and sensitive cock, weeping with precum.

"Fuuuuck… " Illian whimpered weak to Bellamy's torture.

"It is your commander! Put your clothes on and get out here love birds! Now! " Lexa pounded on the door once more.

"We have to stop. " Illian sighed.

"Mhmm that's not what your hard cock says. Mhmm I can feel you… just…. About… to… " Bellamy caught Illian's mouth in a deep kiss, still stroking his lover's cock, catching him by surprise, speeding up, forcing illian over the edge as he bit his lip and pulled away tauntingly. "Cum! " Bellamy roared as Illian was caught, back arching, cock lost, pounding cumming, releasing his essence all over Bellamy's hand, painting, in the perfect haze for his alpha.

"Bel…. Oh god… mhmm. " Illian hummed, rolling over onto his belly, sticking his ass up slightly allowing for Bellamy ti satiate himself too.

"Good boy, rest there for a minute while I talk to Lexa. " Bellamy ordered, patting Illian on the back with his clean hand, licking his lover's essense off the other.

"mhmm you taste even better than last night love…. " Bellamy hummed putting his pants, not bothering with anything else, or even to hide his substantial bulge.

"I'm not going to wait forever! " Lexa yelled knocking angrily her cock/ clit still aching terribly as the door swung open.

"yeah? " Bellamy nodded arrogant.

"Ok child alpha. Ide have half a mind not to make you sit again." Lexa teased.

Bellamy growled angry but held his tongue.

"Are you treating my friend right or do I have to kill you too? I'd rather not kill both his alphas, but now I know he'll survive I won't feel that guilty." Lexa threatened.

"I take perfect care of my love! " Bellamy snarled.

"Yeah yeah lover boy " Lexa sighed forcing her way in. "Illian. We need to talk! "

Illian pulled blankets over himself, slipping his pants on under them then his shirt.

"Well at least you're wearing more clothes than favio."

"Is everything ok Lexa? " Illian asked worried.

"I.. I know why he challenged me. He was threatened. He knew didn't he? That you were pregnant? "

"Yeah. He… he was so happy when he found out… a.. And… he… he's gone… "It hit illian all at once. He began sobbing all too suddenly. Equally as suddenly Bellamy's arms wrapped around him. Comforting him, protecting his lover from the all to scary world… all too real.

"I'm here love. Your alpha is here. " Bellamy instinctively released the perfect cocktail of aromas to calm illian. To soothe then comfort, and reassure. To make Illian know for certain. He wasn't alone. Not anymore.

"I… love you too. " Illian whimpered through slowing tears.

"He did it all to protect you. To save you. Your life was threatened. He loved you to the verry and Illian. I'm so sorry. " Lexa held one of Illian's hands apologetic.

"Thank you. Thank you lexa. I… I'm relieved to know… that he didn't leave for no reason. " Illian whimpered, Bellamy glaring at lexa over his shoulder, furious that Lexa would bring news that hurt his lover.

"You are safe. And you have an alpha that clearly loves you. I'm glad you two found each other. " Lexa smiled softly, the tears hitting her too. Guilt and self loathing still lingering for killing her friend. For not being someone he could go to. To prevent something like this. "This is my fault. I failed you both. " Lexa whispered, letting go of her friend's hand turning to leave. "But. I will make it right… as right as I can. The people who did this. They will pay. Jus drein Jus Dan. " Lexa whispered the last four words of trigedasleng under her breath hardening her resolve.

"Lexa. " Illian whimpered fighting the calming scent of Bellamy, too quiet to get her attention as she left.

"I love you " Bellamy whispered worry in his voice.

"I love you to. Bellamy? What's wrong? " Illian asked.

"I… I'm not really your alpha. I'm just the person who was entering a rut as you woke up. Just The man sniffing your neck that you let fuck you cause you entered a false heat. " Bellamy's pain becoming more obvious with every word.

"Bellamy! No! " Illian Yelled turning to see his lover, holding him. "I chose you. Yes you were in a rut and I was entering a heat. But it wasnt that. It was you. Your scent. Not the scent of your heat. It called to me. My last alpha… I didn't tell him I loved him the first time we had sex. Or the first time he knotted me. I loved him yes, but we went slow. And I was happy with that then. But just because this is fast doesn't mean it isn't just as meaningful. Bellamy. I love you. Nothing else matters. " Illian stroked Bellamy's cheek gently, love in his eyes.

"I love you too. I.. I've never experienced these things before. N… nothing more than one night stands with random people from the original 100. I… I just don't want you to regret this… us… I love you. " Bellamy echoed.

"I love you too. And I know if you get out of your own head you will remember that you can feel what I do through our bond. Mhmm remember when you felt each and every stroke you made at my aching hard cock? Pounding in ache for you? The rush as you made me cum for you? " Illian reminded.

"Mhmm yes love… " Bellamy kissed at Illian's neck.

"Mhmmm now feel that. " Illian held to Bellamy, experiencing his love for the alpha deeply as they embraced each other.

"Mhmm thank you love. Thank you for centering me…. For reminding me. "

"Of course my alpha. " Illian smiled. "Now.. Fill me with that perfect cock of yours.

"Lexa! What's wrong!? " Clarke yelled as she felt the emotionally tortured alpha.

"I apologized to Indra, found out why my friend tried to kill me. And saw the pain I caused on my closest living friend. And it is time for revenge. Today is the last we have 13 clans. " Lexa growled.

"Wait! What did skai kru do!? I won't let them die Lexa! " Clarke yelled defensive.

"No. Not skai kru, Azgeda. They will all die for this betrayal. Titus aligned with them to kill you, but they used him and you as a distraction so that I wouldn't investigation my best friend challenging me. I only found out due to their exiled prince roan. Other than him None of them are to be forgiven. They are all to die alone in their beloved cold! " Lexa answered cold, her limp lessened as she gathered her battle armor.

"Lexa! Can you hear the words as they leave your mouth!? " Clarke yelled testing the Alpha's dominance.

"I can hear yours testing me! Questioning your alpha! " Lexa raised her voice once more.

"Lexa! " Clarke growled.

"Know your place OMEGA! " Lexa roared.

Clarke glared, her inner omega wanting to run and hide, but her spirit winning over. "NO! " Clarke contested.

"WHAT!? " Lexa raised an eyebrow, her hand instinctively going to her sword feeling the dominant challenge.

"No Lexa! I will not 'know my place' my place is by your side as an equal or not near you at all!" Clarke stood strong, tired of feeling unequal.

"You wish to renounce me as your alpha? " Lexa snapped from her anger, fear and doubt encroaching.

Clarke stumbled. She.. She had found all of this so alluring days ago. To be the slave of the commander. She had been so happy to receive the brand, bite, and bindings she still wore even now. " Yes. " Clarke questioned against her intention.

Horror washed over Lexa's face.

"I love you lexa. But I don't love this. Not if this is how will be. " Clarke retaliated.

"i… I… " Lexa stammered and watched as her lover attempted to remove her bindings.

Clarke looked up, begging for a reason to stop, to leave them on, or just not to leave. But none came as Lexa's head hung low and broken.

"I.. They are locked. I have the key. " Lexa offered.

Clarke held up her wrists silence potent between them as Lexa fumbled to gather the keys.

"Just break them. It doesn't matter. I will never use them again anyways. " Lexa's voice growing weaker. hnj

"I… why not?" Clarke paused shocked.

"I've failed two omegas now. Gotten one killed… and forced another to leave me. " Lexa turned her face and threw the keys to Clarke, hiding her tears.

Clarke rushed to remove only one of the cuffs before running to hug Lexa. "I love you. " Clarke whispered. " you didn't fail me. I miss understood. I didn't realize what being a slave would be. I was caught up in my heat. I made the mistake. Not you. " Clarke assured.

"I love you Clarke. But I did fail you. " Lexa turned around. "I pushed you to renounce me.. I.. I didn't make you do the reading. I didn't make it clear to you what this is. Its my fault. My job was to protect you. To make you happy Clarke. " Lexa caressed Clarke's cheek gently as Clarke felt her omega instincts finally win back over as she purred and pushed into the caress. "And I failed Clarke. " Lexa lamented.

"I.. " Clarke couldn't stop herself from aching for more of the gentle caress of Lexa's strong hand. "Lexa… need you.. " Clarke whispered not aching to be taken but to be loved.

"I'm here… if you want me. " Lexa whispered.

"I.. Want nothing in this world more than you Lexa. I just can't take all of this with it. I.. I am happy to submit when we are there " Clarke gestured to their bed. "In bed that is not only what I am willing to do but it is what I want. But… not constantly, not outside of this room. I.. I need to be your equal.. Or else I will feel like I am nothing. " Clarke explained.

Lexa took a deep breath, sighing, steeling herself. " ok. "

"Ok? "

"Ok." Lexa repeated undoing Clarke's chains.

"Ok… as in… " Clarke lead.

"Ok. " Lexa remained unwavering.

"Lexa… " Clarke whispered worried.

"Ok. You will be my equal. In all ways you want. I am not your heda. I am your lover. Your Lexa. Your alpha if you wish it. Nothing more. " Lexa offered.

"Are you sure. " Clarke asked cautious but hopeful.

"Clarke… you are the love of my life. My intended mate. My omega. Hopefully one day the mother of my children. I care more about your happiness than anything else. " Lexa answered. "So yes. I am sure. If you wish I will call the clans now. Explain that you are my equal. Fuck if you wish I will command they call you heda too. "

"Hehe i'd like to see some of those proud alphas call an omega Heda. "Clarke smiled playfully.

"Is that what you wish? "

"No…. I do however have a plan." Clarke replied confident as Lexa smiled softly back at her, the both knowing things were to be different after today, better, stronger.

End of chapter 23

Authors Note !

So a lot of people keeping up with this story for a while might be surprised by this chapter. Me included haha ! I swore up and down that this wouldn't happen , but idk, it did. This is just what felt right so this is what happened . hope everyone enjoys.