Guess who's back, back again, Loney's back!
Lol.
Edited, but you might find some mistakes.
Let's begin...
"Natsu?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you think I'm fucked up?"
"Without a doubt. But..." He wrapped his arms around her, "that's okay, 'cause I am too."
"Natsu?"
"Yeah?"
"Is Zeref really your brother?"
"Yeah, Lucy?"
"Yeah?"
"Shut the hell up and sleep."
Lucy woke up in Natsu's arms, content and happy. She turned her head up to look at Natsu as he slept with a frown in his eyebrows, his eyeballs were moving rapidly under their eyelids. His lips were parted so Lucy could make out the heavy breathing, and the occasional whimper. Lucy was shocked. Natsu had never been this vulnerable—this weak around her. What was he dreaming about that hurt him so bad? Lucy could feel pain gripping her heart, and slashing at her soul.
Her Natsu wasn't like this.
Quickly she got out of his tight hold, and started shaking him. She shook him as hard as she could but ti seemed as though it had done the opposite of what she wanted. Natsu was sweating bullets at this point, and Lucy could feel his heart under her fingertips racing with each passing second.
Then he woke up. But not in the way she expected. Natsu flipped them over so she lied beneath him with his hand squeezing her neck. Lucy's hands clawed at his own trying to bring air back into her lungs. Natsu's eyes only seemed to get darker—and flakes of red surrounded it. Lucy's face turned a brilliant red as she choked, and tried to fight him off but he wouldn't respond. It was as though he was in a trance, Lucy raised her hand and punched him.
That snapped him out. He reeled back, and loosened his grip, allowing Lucy to roll away and bring in the overdue oxygen into her lungs. Natsu stared at her, something tightened in his chest, and his jaw clenched from the anger he was keeping at bay.
Fuck, he'd hurt her. He didn't mean to—he didn't want to. Natsu hadn't even noticed what was happening, he was still in that place with that man. He was still Salamander, and he was still the lifeless shell he used to be.
"Sorry, Luce. Fuck—" he reached down and helped her sit back up. Crushing her in a hug that had her curled up in his lap. "I'm sorry." He whispered against her hair loving the smell of the shampoo she loved so much. It was a strawberry, and vanilla combination.
Lucy pressed her nose against the crook of his neck, basking in his warmth. Natsu was her home, even if she'd never be his. "It's okay—" she leaned up, and cupped her hand around his cheek staring at the black pools that shone with so much misery and guilt it killed her. "I'm okay."
Natsu was secretive—that came with the job. Where he lived was a secret to everyone but him, Lucy, and the rest of the group. To get there you'd take a car from the FT building, go to an alley switch out for a different vehicle (the vehicle changed each day) and then drive to this secluded forest with this big ass fake tree. There was a face scanner, and if you were recognized then it'd allow you inside—if not, small metal things would pop up from the area around you and shock you to death. The inside was just an elevator, you press the number one and reach Natsu's home. The second number led to a panic room.
Lucy and Natsu made it to the building sometime around seven or eight, Lucy was too tired to care. As they walked in Lucy headed towards the kitchen to make Natsu his coffee, when his hand stopped her. "What are you doing?" He asked.
"To make you coffee, what else ya ding-dong?"
Natsu rolls his eyes, and pulls up her right hand, showing her the pink mark. "You're part of us now—you don't need to do that."
Lucy smiled, remembering the tattoo on her right hand. Yes, it hurt like a bitch when she got it since it had to be colored and all—but she loved it. They could both agree it was fitting for her. "It's fine, I was gonna go raid the pantry anyway, I'm hungry as hell."
Natsu furrowed his eyebrows, "we just had breakfast."
Lucy stepped on her tippy-toes, giving him a quick yet lingering peck. "Yeah, but I'm fat." With that Lucy skipped away, humming a random song. Lucy looked around the kitchen, and started the Keurig making Natsu's coffee. As that was still brewing, Lucy went into the pantry, and grabbed the bag of salt and vinegar chips. Along with a can of Sprite. Once she finished making the coffee, Lucy went upstairs and entered the room.
Everybody was already there—which was kind of surprising, but at the same time not seeing as how there was a crisis going on currently. Lucy handed Natsu his coffee, and sat on the corner of his desk eating her chips. "Natsu you're the closest to anything that deals with the Alvarez, do you have any idea where they could be?" Erza said cutting through the silence.
Lucy looked over at Natsu and noticed that he wasn't as attentive as he usually was. His eyes were distant, and she could see the shaky hands he hid behind the monitor. The tics forming on his jaw, and the slight flares of his nostrils. Taking a sip of her soda, Lucy ponders on what to do to make him feel better.
Inhaling the rest of the chips, she grabbed her soda, and did what she'd been doing since yesterday—settle down onto his lap. Instantly, his muscle relaxed—even though the tension was present, it still eased a little. His left arm coiled around her waist, as it traced the tattoo against the back of her right hand. Lisanna had to look away, and brush off the stinging in her nose, and the pain in her chest. "Zeref isn't stupid, so, if he chose to commence E.N.D. now, then it means something is happening. Something triggered it, rushing him. Or, maybe he just wanted to do It now—and that's highly likely, since he likes his prey strong."
Mira was hesitant to ask, seeing as how it was a sore spot for him. But, she prayed Lucy being on his lap calmed him down enough he wouldn't flip when she said what she needed to say. "Do you think it has something to do with Wendy?"
Silence. The air was thick with tension, and Lucy was confused. This Wendy was somebody important, but who the hell was she? "Who?" The tension got thicker, and Lucy felt like she was suffocating.
Natsu's grip on her tightened. He turned his head so her long golden locks met his nose, and he inhaled her scent—feeling himself calm down. "My..." Lucy felt the vile emotion clawing at her dissipate, and her heart started to ache even more—his voice was small, broken, and heavy with emotion. "My little sister."
Lucy shot straight up and lunged for the bathroom. Her head was deep in the toilet as she barfed up everything she ate. The women in the room glanced at each other, a silent conversation being shared. They had the same suspicions, but there was only one way to prove it.
Lucy felt tears rolling down her cheeks from the force she was putting in. After what seemed like forever she stomped puking and started dry heaving. Lucy wasn't stupid. Just because she didn't finish school didn't mean shit. She stole books, and other things and taught herself a lot of things. Something in her gut told her what she'd been fearing all along.
Lucy was pregnant, and she could only be pregnant with one person's baby—Jose's.
Maybe, just maybe, she was jumping to conclusions. Lucy didn't think that though, she knew, that inside her was a life she didn't want. Was a life that was forged from the seed of the man she killed. Inside her was another version of her nightmares.
She could pretend it's just food poison, she could shrug it off. But, she couldn't. This wasn't the time for her to be sobbing over a damn baby, no, she could do that later. Lucy was being selfish—first Natsu's problems, then hers.
Rinsing out her mouth, Lucy walks out the bathroom with a smile. "I'm pretty sure I have a stomach bug—I needa stop being fat." Ignoring the looks everyone was giving her, Lucy walked over and sat on Natsu's lap—needing his unconscious comfort.
Natsu ran his fingers through his hair in an irritated manner, "I don't want to say this—but we can't do shit. We're fucking useless, all we can do is sit around and wait for them to attack—to mess up."
"Fuck!" Gajeel shouts, standing up, grabbing the table and flipping it over. Without another word he slams the doors open, walking out, Levy is quick to follow him, closing the doors behind her.
When Levy caught up to him he stood in the middle of the hall looking through the window, whilst clenching his fists and his jaw. "Gaj..."
Levy could feel the anger radiating off of him, she'd seen him like this before. Gajeel felt tiny arms wrap around his waist, and grunted. His heart clenched painfully, and the tingles he got with each touch they shared didn't dwindle. "Levy." His voice cracked, "I can't fucking stand the thought of Zeref getting his hands on you—hell, even anyone else. I can't stand the thought of him touching Lucy either—fuck, she's been through too much for that. I—"
"Grow some balls Gaj, when did the almighty Black Steel Gajeel become such a pussy? We're in a fucking mafia—do you think we'll be safe all the damn time? That we'll just lounge around laughing at Lucy? The fuck?" Levy growled, and Gajeel could feel his pants tightening at her use of profanity. "Get the hell out if that's what you think. But, I know that nothing will fucking seperate us—any of us. Because we're Fairy Tail—and our leader is Natsu motherfucking Dragneel, and he won't let anything happen to Lucy. " Then, her voice softened; "I know you're scared, but don't be—I'm trying not to be. Have faith in us, trust that we'll always come on top."
There was a small pause. Next a came a light laugh, then a loud guffaw. "You're right shrimp—" quickly turning them around, Gajeel pressed her back against the window, pressing his erection against her stomach. "But you and I both know I'm anything but a pussy, and my balls are anything but nonexistent. Unless you want more proof?"
Lucy leaned her head back on Natsu's shoulder. Looking around the room, she saw everyone lost in their thoughts. "Let's get down to business, to defeat, the Alvarez!"
I'm sorry guys, i sort of hit a writer's block. But, i know how to continue this story now. It'll still take time, because of school - but, oh well. How've you all been doing? Thank you so much for all the positive reviews, for all the support. I love you all. And thanks to those who read The Wrong Girl by HerKingnessty - but comment more on that too!
Review please, i know this chapter wasn't that good - but at least i revealed some important info!
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