warninng 1: Borderline smut

Warning 2. If you easily cry, be careful reading this. Actually, if you really want to torture yourself, play All I need, then Memories by Within Temptation. Oh...I listened to the songs while writing these. Sorry to be so depressing.

After laying out some clean clothes for him, she stood in the doorway observing the mesmerizing sight of the nude man soaking in her tub. He breathed softly, eyes closed, head leaning back onto the rim, looking ever so calm.

Jade sauntered over to him. Upon hearing her soft footsteps, he peered up at her now smiling, which turned into a pleased expression once he saw her in nothing but a robe. What suddenly caught his eye? Her hair was pulled back into an elegant loose bun.

"Where's all you hair?" She giggled at his question.

She sat over the rim of the tub, knee deep in the water enjoying the warmth.

Baelfire didn't know that, in front of his closed eyes; how Jade still relished in the sight of him. She enjoyed how the water droplets slowly made their way down his hard chest ending into the bubbles; leading on to what her imagination could supply her.

"I'm curious my love. How does your back feel from laying on it for almost two months?" Baelfire opened his eyes looking at her so lovingly, smiling before he spoke.

"Not to bad actually."

Jade threw off her robe. Then she slid into the water until it submerged her chest. She felt so flattered when she realized how he looked at her, as if there was a goddess before him, from the very excited expression he had on his face.

She crept over to him, then crawling on top of him, wrapping her legs around his hips. He let out a moan then smiled. She began to leave a trail of kisses on his neck.

"Oh…my," as all he could manage to say. He thought he would surely die from the excitement right then and there. He shuddered as soon as he felt her hands wrapped around his waist. She couldn't get any closer contact then this.

"Baelfire, I want you…I wanted you so much, and how I've missed you. Please…let me show you how much I missed you," she whispered into his ear. He was speechless. He arched his body into hers, as she playfully yanked at his hair.

"Yes…that's a good boy." She moved her mouth to his, sliding her tongue across his bottom lip, then his top, finally plundering herself into his mouth. The feel of his rough, calloused palms moving up and down her body, his mouth on hers, his tongue dancing with hers, her hands raking through his hair, her body against his. She wanted more.

"I want you to jade…but I must have my virtue intact." She broke her kiss, panting.

"What?" He looked concerned.

"I want to do that on our wedding night." She caressed his face.

"Why must you be so moral? Does it matter whether we are bonded or not? I lost you once Baelfire, and I want you around. Let me show you how much I missed you. There's no other better way," she chided as she moved her hand across his hips, teasing him so sweetly.

He struggled to not twitch from the pleasure she gave.

"Sweetheart. You gave me back my life, more then I could ask for. But…there was something I always wanted for myself." She leaned her forheard on his.

"A family, a solid family. Morals, you and I married, with children we created from love. A home, the both of us a pair, a marriage. I want our first time to be special, memorable." She sighed as she got out of the tub. What she was about to tell him would kill him.

"I…we can't marry Baelfire."

"What?" He got out of the tub after her. They both quickly dried and threw on their clothes.

"I…I had a plan for you my love." He was confused by her words.

"What do you mean…I thought we were to be together forever, our happily ever after?" Jade let her hair down, hoping it would mask her face and shield the tears she began to shed.

"Baelfire. I love you, don't get me wrong. But…he is still alive, and he is still more powerful than me."

"What, of course he's more powerful then you, you speak as if…" Jade looked down at the ground, feeling so ashamed.

"Yes Baelfire, he gave me power. We are the most powerful couple in the land. I have him knocked out at the moment, as I mentioned before. I am not sure when he will wake up either. If he finds us…your good as dead, and I don't think he will be very forgiving this time on me as well."

Baelfire walked up until her stood behind her, placing his arms around her. She gripped his hands. He felt powerless as soon as he felt her body shaking from the silent sobs.

"I was planning to give you a one last good night. To make love to you, and tell you I will never stop loving you, then…to wipe all your memory's away of me. Rumpelstiltskin still thinks you're dead. If he doesn't see you, if your out of sight and out of mind. You're safe. And he will always find me, having his powers strengthens our connection as well."

He caught her tighter before her legs gave out. He hoisted her up into his arms and carried her to the bed. He sat on the edge, still cradling her, her head on his shoulder, her face buried into his neck.

"D-doing this to you, killing your knowledge of me…the fact your around and within my reach, and I cannot touch you, it's worse than the idea of you being dead." After she spoke, she cried into his shirt.

Baelfire looked at the parchment on the small table. He laid her gently down on the bed then got up to retrieve it.

Jade closed her eyes. The agony, guilt, and what she was soon about to do, was too much. He opened up the letter, reading it carefully.

"My Dearest Love, my true love, my sweet Baelfire,

You don't know who I am, you have been with me so many times. There is a reason you don't know who wrote this letter. For your protection and survival, I have erased your memories. This was my castle. I am giving it to you. Everything in this place is yours, even the things of mine. Do not bother looking around for clues. I removed everything with my initials on it.

We were set to marry, and I embraced the idea of it. Everything that would come with it, I would have welcomed it with opened arms.

"Don't worry my love, I will be alright. Someday, somehow, we will meet again. We are each other's True Love. Just please be happy knowing I am ok. I love you, no matter what. I will watch you from afar and protect you. I will send funds to you every month when you are asleep. You will never see me again. I'd sell my soul to have you back in my life, but due to current circumstances, I believe that is consumed as well. I will think of you every night of my life. I am now an immortal. Living an eternity without you will be hell. But I will always cherish my memories of you."

Sincerely yours,

Your true love and wife to be,

Ivy.

He closed the letter, placing it back on the table. He looked at her, tears pooling in his eyes. It hurt him the worst when he realized she couldn't even leave the courtesy of her first name, only her middle.

"No, no, Sweetheart, you can't do that to me. You're all I have for happiness. Your all I need!" She stood up, cupping his chin with her hand, gently forcing him to look at her through his still teary eyes.

"Please Darling, don't make it more harder than it already is."

"No-no-no- please. We can get through this," he begged. Tears streamed down her face.

"We-we-we...there is no other way around this. I exhausted all the possibilities." He rose up, throwing her into his embrace. She stood up on her toes, kissing him. He suddenly fell backwards, in which what her kiss was meant to do. She was sedating him with a spell. She leaned on him, caressing his hair.

"Please my love, it will be alright," she whispered.

"No…please, I love you," he weakly protested.

"And I you my love, so this is what has to be done." She conjured her powers, the locked her lips with his. Giving him that fatal kiss. As she locked her lips with his, she searched his mind until she saw no traces of herself. She didn't feel him moving his arms around her anymore. She leaned back, looking at her beloved, whom will have forgotten her when he wakes up. She stood up, walking backwards out of her room, sobbing so hard she thought she would die from hyperventilating.

"Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down, what's left of me
Make my heart a better place
I tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away, don't break me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear"

Ok, wipe away the tears and yell at me in the review box for making u sad. :/