Hello readers! sorry for the delay, problems at home aren't good right now, so anyway here's chapter 17
*Warning R rating moment at the beginning*
Sarah woke up early as usual, reaching out her back and soon left to get dress... in the small maid's outfit.
She soon regretted ever making a deal with Baldroy, because the maid outfit was actually too sexy for her to feel comfortable around in.
And it wasn't a good color, it was red, pure red! 'Grell would flip if he saw me like this ' She thought as she placed the hat on; she really didn't like the skirt it was above her thighs, the stockings were cut below the skirt, the top was the worse... it showed most of her breast crest, and was cut where her stomach shown.
"I'll get Baldroy for this!" she growled as she placed on the red leather heels.
"Bye Louie, I'll be back" she called to her cat which was now names "louie"
The cat just made a small meow, and soon she was walking in the hall, doing her usual routine;
"Good morning, my lord" she said smiling with all her might, ciel rose up in bed and turned around to see her, his face light up when he saw what she was wearing.
"What the hell! Baldroy made you wear that?!" he screamed, Sarah nodded looking at her master pitifully; Ciel kept on staring at the girl, more expose to him, and more lovelier than he could have imagine, "Sarah, let's get this over with" he said as he turned to her view.
She nodded and slowly walked over to start dressing him, it was awkward for a moment for them as each face had a tint of red across their cheeks.
Ciel try to calm down by closing his eyes, but that didn't work, sarah exposed finger gracefully touched his skin lightly as she put on his shirt, it felt very good feeling the warm spread across his chest.
"My lord... you grew a few inches" she said smiling, ciel can feel his cheeks went brighter as she smiled at him.
"you grown over these three years... you came out perfectly my lord" ciel heart went fast as she spoken her words to him.
Looking down, he took her hand and placed it on his face.
"My lord?" she was a bit confused at first before realizing the situation, she felt his lips pressed against her palm then soon he slowly pulled her up into a hug.
"Young Master? please it's too early for this, you have a busy schedule" she said, she felt his arm lift her legs into his lap, and now she was facing him.
"It can wait" he said stroking her face, he removed his eye patch he had on letting it fall onto the ground, Sarah stared at his mismatched eyes.
He soon pressed his lips against her's and passionately traced her lips with his tongue before she allowed him in her mouth.
Sarah wasn't fighting any more, even though she felt this was wrong about this, she knew he would order her to do this anyway.
without hesitation, she brought her hand to his hair and pushed him closer, she felt his heart beat against her own, his arms around her waist hugging her tightly.
Ciel moved away from her to have a better look, "you look tired, lay down" he said; She did as she was told and laid on the soft bed, looking at her master as he continue to stroke her cheek which trailed down to her stomach and lingered there.
He rose up, walked over to the door, and locked it.
Sarah heart jumped as she heard it make a 'CLICK' closing her eyes tightly, she embraced herself for the happening.
Ciel notice her tense up he walked over and soon was hovering over her thin, tall, figure and soon began to sooth her fears away by kissing her neck, allowing a soft moan escape from her mouth.
She soaked in every sweet sensation, as he toyed with the fabric on her skirt, which he slowly had untied from her waist.
he got up and took off his coat along with his vest, only leaving his white shirt, but soon returned to kissing his bed mate.
Sarah felt his hands slither up her sides as she allow him to undo her blouse, feeling her heart go, and her cheeks go red; she waited a bit more for him to continue on before hear him unzip his trousers.
She didn't look, but she certianly felt him slither deep in side her, making a her arch up and yelp.
"My lord, wait don't-" she was stopped as he began to thrust a bit, her heart beat with every single thrust, "Young master! young-young- CIEL!" she shrieked as she began to cling to him as if begging him to go faster.
Her begs and whimpers filled the room, making ciel a bit more excited than before, he nipped her neck as if he was a demon himself and stopped as he felt himself let go.
sarah legs tighten as she felt him relax once more and soon laid motionless in bed panting hard, aching inside, and was sweaty, "young master" whispered sarah as she felt tears fall down her eyes holding him tightly to her, Ciel frowned a bit, but soon released it by giving a gentle peck on the head.
"Sarah" he called, as he pulled the blanket up to cover them both, he didn't mind being with her in bed anymore, she was his now, and that's what counts.
Sarah on the other hand was scared, confuse, exhausted, and even more tired than before, 'how am I gonna act normal if this keeps happening? I have to tell someone! no, no, I can't tell finni it'll break his heart... Maybe Mey-rin, she might hold in this secret'
she turned away from him, still in his arms she fell into a deep sleep and kept quiet.
Finni noticed her all day, she looked scared and confuse, but she had smiled all day and wouldn't reply when he asked what was wrong.
By the end of the day he finally had her corner, "Sarah what's going on? You look like you been injured, and you've been quiet all day"
Sarah gave him a smile, "I'm fine, just that I took the hit yesterday pretty hard" she walked away, but soon fell to the ground, she held tightly to her stomach, and heard finni scream, she had no clue what he was screaming about, until she saw the pool of blood between her legs.
"SHIT!" she screamed
"Sarah don't you dare move!" commanded finni as he rushed over with a towel and lifted her up, then carried her to her room.
"MEY-RIN HELP!" he called; she heard finni's voiced call for her and soon she ran across the field to the kitchen to the servants quarters, she saw the pool of blood near sarah's room and soon rushed forward.
"Sarah!" she cried as she reached the bed, "what happen" she turned to finni
"I-I don't know, we were talking , she walked away, fell, and soon was bleeding from there" he was panicking very bad and was also screaming at her for a while.
"STOP! Finni! Mey-rin! Please stop... Mey-rin I need to talk to you alone, finni I'll tell you another day, but please can you leave me and mey-rin alot until we sort this thing out" she begged with her red eyes child-like.
Finni gave a little gasped, but soon nodded leaving the two alone.
"So are you going to tell me what happen or what?" growled Mey-rin, she was staring at the young girl as if she was going to eat her.
"I-I- Um.. I had se-sex with the master" she said turning red.
"WHAT!?" screamed Mey-rin, taking the young girl by the arms and continue "Are your crazy?! He's engaged with Lady Elizabeth and-"
"I didn't want to, but I'm tired mey-rin! I won't lie, I do have feeling for him, but they scared me that's why I'm so afraid, it's not him, it's the feelings, I want them to stop! I want them to stop! I just want to protect him for my urges!" she cried into her shoulder.
Mey-rin was speechless, she held the fragile girl in her arms as if she was he own child, "I'm so sorry Sarah, we're all just worried about you, if your afraid of these feelings then tell me, but you can't fight them sarah they're always there" stroking the girls' hair out of her face.
******HALLWAY*******
He heard her, he felt her pain, why didn't she tell this? "I guess boys aren't suppose to know about these things" he whispered as the tears fell from his face, "but that didn't mean I still won't love her" he said as he wiped the tears away.
"Finni? You heard?" asked Mey-rin as she approached the younger boy, he nodded wiping the tears away from his eyes, taking a hug from Mey-rin, "you loved her too huh?" she asked as she stroked his hair.
"yes, I want to keep her safe, even if she doesn't love me" he said as he cried a bit harder.
"everyone loves her, the master, You love her, I love her, Baldroy loves her, Adrian loves her, Heck even Tanaka; we want to keep her safe" said Mey-rin.
Finni laughed a bit, "I guess we're the ones protecting now huh?"
Mey-rin nodded, "it's our duty as Phantomhive staff to protect the ones we care and love about"
finni nodded with agreement, he surely could love sarah, and he couldn't bring himself to hate ciel, so they only thing to do is to be happy that he can stay with the ones he care about.
Ciel: WHAT THE FUCK!
Hagen Mocha Crystal: I'm so sorry, I didn't think about this chapter until after I place the warning sign above the thing sorry ciel, sarah (a.k.a. Sebastian)
Sebastian:...
Alois: Wow! Finally some action!
Claude: Nice now everyone's crying
Grell: I'm going to kill you ciel! Mocha!
Hagen Mocha Crystal: no thank you I don't want to see death... not just yet
Undertaker: Turning up the heat are we? *CHUCKLES*
sebastian: YOU BITCH!
Hagen Mocha Crystal: *SMILES EVILLY*