~Chapter 2

Previously; I was busy walking with my head down examining my scraped hands and as I went through the toilet door I slowly brought my head back up ready to close the door behind me. I gasped and held my breath when I found myself facing Damon Salvatore with an amused expression on his face and whispered, "It's not over, Elena."

And then he grabbed me and pulled me on top of the counter of the bathroom, and kissed me fiercely, I froze. It's been such a long time since I've tasted his kiss.

-Start Flashback-

(3 and a half months after their first meeting)

We broke apart, gasping for air. I hadn't kissed a lot of boys even though I was 17, but still that was without doubt the most amazing kiss i've ever had. I smiled sweetly at him, gazing into those loving blue eyes and leaned in for another kiss. I felt that I was falling in love, for the first time in my life.

"You like this, don't you?" he teased.

"Shut up, you know I do," I replied laughing, teasing him back.

"And by the way, today is our second month anniversary, Damon." I reminded him.

"Really, then why don't we make this special?" he replied leaning in for a kiss.

"Yeah. Actually I really wanted to tell how I'm starting to feel about you. I think I'm starting to fall in love with you," I told him slowly not knowing how he'd react.

I saw a flash of confusion in his eyes, also anger and sadness.

"What's wrong?" I asked him, cupping his face with my hands.

He suddenly grabbed my arms pushing them away from his face as he moved away, standing up from my bed and started laughing as if he was crazy.

"No, Elena you don't love me, don't you understand? No one loves me at all," he said sadly.

"What are you saying Damon? I love you, I really do." I replied, confused.

"Liar!" he accused me, as he came face to face with me.

"But if I can't make you love me, Elena, I can make you fear me," he replied as he stared into my eyes.

He kissed me ferociously, grabbing my hair, leaving me gasping for air. It was the first time in our 3 months together that he kissed me like that, and I liked it, but I didn't like where this was heading as I saw him reaching for the buttons of my jeans. I quickly pushed away his hand.

"Damon, what are you doing?" I asked, suddenly confused.

"Oh don't tell me you don't want this too," he asked smirking, while about to reach again for my jeans.

"I think it's too soon Damon," I replied.

"Come on Elena don't be lame, or are you some little scared virgin?" he said as he kissed my neck up again to my mouth.

I felt as if I was slapped in the face. He didn't seem like the Damon I've came to know for the last months. He made me feel weak and a coward.

"What the hell Damon? Please respect my decision," I begged him.

"I want you Elena, and I want you now, no excuses." he insisted.

He kissed me hungrily, but this time I wasn't enjoying it, I was begging for him to stop, but it was no use. There was no one in my house, my parents where at the lake-house along with Jeremy and I had decided to stay behind to sneak Damon into my bedroom, and now I regretted it.

"Please Damon, we'll do this, just not tonight," I said as tears blurred into my eyes and crawled their way down to my face.

"I get what I want Elena," he whispered as he licked my tears and rolled me over so that I was underneath.

He quickly took off his shirt and jeans and paused to continue the kiss. Then he removed my top and jeans with them too. I was scared, I couldn't believe Damon would do something like this. I couldn't believe I started to feel something other than some silly crush on him.

"Why are you doing this to me? I told you I loved you and this is what you do to me?" I insisted, when he came gasping for air and pinned my hands above my head as I attempted to cover up my almost naked body.

"I told you silly girl, No one loves me and I get what I want, and you, my dear are no exception," he replied as he smirked that irritating smirk that made me want to slap it off his face.

I kicked in attempt to try to get him off me, but he was stronger than me. I felt his cool fingertips making their way slowly down to the inside of my thighs and I froze when he suddenly grabbed my underwear and slowly pulled them down.

"No, please, please.." I whimpered.

"It's no use sweetheart, I told you that I wanted you," he calmly whispered as he pulled down his boxers.

I tried to push back my tears, I didn't want to let him see me in pieces.

"And you is what I will get," he whispered in my ear before entering me.

-End of Flashback-

"Damon, no, please.." I whimpered as I struggled against his body, trying to get him off me, feeling the sense of a dejavu`.

"Now be a good girl Elena, and do as you're told," he snapped.

"Please Damon, just leave me alone please, I'm fuckin tired," I cried.

"Didn't you hurt me enough?" I went on.

"Spread your legs Elena," he replied emotionless ignoring me.

"You don't want to get yourself into trouble now do you?" he ordered.

Suddenly the door flew open, and I saw Bonnie standing there. Damon immediately positioned himself as he was talking to me.

"Elena what the hell's going on?" she asked me worriedly as she made her way over to me.

"Nothing Bonnie, let's get out of here," I told her as I shooed her out of the room.

As Bonnie went out the door, I felt him grab my arm.

"It's still not over, Elena, you'll pay next time," he whispered and made his way out the room, making the door slam behind him.

A/N: Hey, I decided to update super earlier, since I've got more reviews than I expected :)
Hope you like this chapter, and maybe you'll start to see some things.
If you feel confused about some things and need to ask any questions, please feel free to ask :)

Shannon x