Imagine going on a date with a guy you hated in the beginning because he was the reason the girl you liked is dead.
Then again I'm also the reason shes dead.
Imagine sitting in a table with the guy who threaten you in the beginning. Weird right.
But here I am being stupid, is on a date with Justin foley.
It was okay I guess... Who am I kidding it was the best day I ever had. I mean yes it was pretty cliche a guy takes you on a date you order food you talk about life, he pays for the food, and he takes you home and gives you a goodnight kiss and say your goodbyes.
Yes that was pretty cliche but. It was a good cliche. I think as I lay down on my bed replaying the scene over again.
A couple of hours later, I'm still laying on my bed still thinking about our date.
As I was thinking I heard a knock in the window. I sat up quickly wondering who it was.
As I got up and walked to the window I saw Justin. I opened my window Justin crawling inside.
We faced each other looking eye to eye. But as I saw his eyes I saw tears.
"Justin are you ok--"
Justin hugged me as I was talking. I hugged him back as he wrapped his arms around my waist, Squeezing me as his life depended on it.
" I just couldn't stay home"
Justin whispered sadness in his voice.
" Was he back?"
I knew why he was here. I mean this is his first time climbing into my window in the middle of the night. He usually cone visit in the afternoon, then leaves be for it gets dark. But ue always tells me how trouble it is at home. Its not going so good.
"Yeah. I had nowhere to go, so I came here"
I backed away a little not getting to far as Justin hugged me harder as if to tell me not to let go.
I looked at him in the face, but he was looking on tye floor not wanting to look at me.
"Hey look at me"
I said as I lowered my head down letting him see me.
He looks at me like he's been beaten up mentally.
" You are always welcome here no matter what situation. Even if you feel lonely you can come over. I don't mind"
He smiles with his pearly white teeths leaning in and kissing me. Kissing back our lips move desperately in sync, my arms moving to his neck and his arms grasping my hips as we walked over to my bad, Surprising that I didnt fall as I walked backwards, Justin pushing me on the bed.
Justin on top of me with hands pinning me down on the bed, my hands moving from his neck to grasp his hair.
Moaning. Low growl from justin. Hands roaming from the top part of the body. Lust in the air. Kissing. Lots. And lots. Aaaaannddd lots of kissing.
Making out.
Clothes were still on. Thank God.
No sex. Thank the lord Jesus.
Just... You know... Stuff...
And to be honest. I kinda liked it. Except for the quiet part. Its kinda hard to keep quiet when your parents are home. But we manage.
"Clay"
Justin say as we part from kissing, now moving to kiss my neck.
"Yea Justin"
I moaned as he start to bite on my neck
"Fuck"
Justin, growls moving away from my neck back to my lips.
" I really do love you"
Hands moving to hold my hand still kissing roughly, my hand now moving to cup his face.
"I really do love you to Justin"
I say as I laughed as Justin spam my face with light kisses.
Justin lays down next to me. I face him, looking at him as he lookes at me back smiling
"What are you smiling at?"
I whispered to him.
"I'm smiling of how I am lucky to have you"
Justin whispers as he wrapped his arms around me holding me.
"Your so fucking cheesy"
I laughed as I put my face in between his neck.
"Goodnight"
"Goodnight Clay"
As Justin and I say our goodnight I couldn't be able to sleep. But Justin is, I can hear his breathing soften after a while.
What if this is a game
What will I do after that...what if Justin Doesn't like me. What if this is a set up Bryce made up?
"What are you gonna do about it clay?"
I looked up to see who said my name. Shocked as I see who's in front of me. Fear shown in my eyes. Guilt. Hurt...Sadness as I see the one and only... Hannah Baker.
"What are you doing here?"
I whispered to her. I dont want her here. Yes I lobed her. But she left. She didn't waned to stay.
"What I cant be here?"
Hannah said from the other side on the room
"no now leave me alone. I need to sleep"
I said as I was adjusting myself.
" Come on, right after the event you two just did"
That smirk she give me. Why.
" I'm not listening"
I spoke a little loud making Justin shift a little in his position.
"Clay. Go to sleep"
Justin says in a low tired voice
"Look at him. Hes like a sleeping angle"
Hannah says in a happy tone
"Sorry"
I said as I put my face in between his neck. Ignoring Hannah talking and trying to sleep. And it worked.
The sun is beaming, birds are singing. Someone is shaking me.
Who the Fuck is shaking me
"Clay"
I slowly open my eyes as I hear a familiar voice calling my name. I looked up to see tony looking down at me.
Forgetting that Justin was next to.
"Shit hey tony. What's up?"
"What's up? get your ass up we got to go to school"
Tony says as he looked down at Justin who is still hugging me
"Justin...wake up. We got to go to school"
Justin moan not moving or opening his eyes.
"Foley wake your ass up. And get the Fuck off of clay"
Justin opens his eyes and looks at tony holding me tighter.
"Why you jealous tony"
Justin smirks, and tony glaring at him with hatred.
" No I'm not jealous. He's my best friend so I have to protect him and were late to school."
"Okay fiiinne"
Justin says letting me go as I sat up and looked at Justin to see him sprawl out on the bed.
After that I went to get changed tony and Justin talking, and then fighting.
Both yelling at each other
"HES MY BOYFRIEND I CAN DO WHAT EVER I WANT"
"NO THE HELL YOU CANT. HES MY BEST FRIEND AND I WILL BEAT YOUR ASS"
today is gonna be a long day. Good thing my parents aren't here.
"Hey tony- WHO ARE YOU!"
Shit... Why did I jinx it.