Bringing Back the Light Chapter 3
He didn't know how long he had been in this place, there was no real way to know the passage of time. He could count which he did to pass the time. But it wasn't a reliable system. Also he had run out of things to count. There were 36 small cracks in the floor. There where 95 seams in the mattress, 140 bricks and on each brick there where a total of 615 small ridges. He new every inch of his small room where nothing every changed , the only thing that changed was him.
He knew it had to have been a least a couple months because his hair was longer, just touching his shoulders, and his nails where long though many has cracked and broken from the lack of nutrition. His name was Kai he knew that, he had a bit beast named Drawnser in a bit chip that was still around his neck , he used to beyblade with her and he was on different teams.
He thought from time to time about what the outside world must think, where his friends looking for him, did they care , did they even still think of him? Maybe they were upset at first but they had moved on, he was learning that others did not care about him, he was only for there pleasure, but he still held on to some hope as small as it was they might come for him, Voltaire wasn't right and he wasn't worthless... but with every day that went by him hope grew smaller and smaller.
Voltaire he was the only other thing that changed , and it was disgusting and wonderful all at the same time. Kai hated when Voltaire came because it brought pain and hurt and shame and confusion. But it was also the only interaction he had with anyone else, Kai had never been a social person but the lack of any kind of stimulation was something else. When Voltaire came Kai followed his rules and he was hurt less that way, he also sometimes would be shown affection, Voltaire would rub his hair or smile at him and talk to him about things like things happening in the outside world, nothing that was relevant to Kai's situation of course but about Voltaire's business and about the servants he had and other small things. It wasn't much but it was something.
Kai himself didn't speak, at first when Voltaire wasn't around he would talk to himself out loud but Voltaire must of suspected because after that he told Kai he knew he was breaking his rules and proceeded to break all the toes on Kai's right foot. This punishment was awful because it hindered Kai's only other means of stimulation which was exercise. He would jog in place, do push ups, sit ups, anything to stay active, but the longer it went the more tired he was and with every new injury it got harder.
When Voltaire entered his small room Kai learned what Voltaire expected, if he was in a good mood he would bring food for Kai and talk to him sometimes he even would hold him for awhile after words. If he was in a bad mood Kai was likely to be hurt, even when he followed all the rules. When Voltaire was frustrated or what he said overworked he would usually make Kai give him a blow job or something of the sort, it was awful but so far it hadn't progressed past that yet. Kai's spirit was already starting to break and he didn't know how much more he could take.
Today as Voltaire feed him something felt off, Voltaire was more aggressive then he had been forcing Kai to eat on his hands and knees like he had done the first time. He also hadn't said anything yet which was unnerving. When Kai finished eating he went to undo Voltaire's pants as he new was expected but a hand stopped him.
"I think your ready for the next step." Said Voltaire Walking over to the mattress.
[Rape scene starts here]
Kai's heart filled with icy dread, and he stayed routed on the spot , still on his knees. He wasn't going to do this , he wasn't.
"Come here Kai and lay next to me, I will make it pleasant for you if you cooperate."
Kai shook his head, fists clenched at his sides, he didn't care if Voltaire hurt him he wasn't doing this!
"Get over here now." Voltaire said in a dead serious voice
Kai shook his head again. Voltaire looked furious and rose from the mattress and walked over grabbing Kai by the arm and dragged him to the bed. Kai fought and tried to pull his arm out of Voltaire's grasp but was met with the beeping he was familiar with and the intense pain that followed. This pain lasted longer then before and Kai didn't notice his hands being tied behind his back. When the pain finally stopped he lay panting on his stomach on the mattress, hands tied and to his horror his clothing was gone.
When he looked beside him he nearly gagged. Voltaire stood beside the mattress naked as well, erect cock in hand. He watched Kai struggle on the bed and stroked him self clearly being turned on by the sight. Kai desperately hoped Voltaire would just jack himself off and that would be the end of it but he knew it wasn't going to happen. Voltaire panted watching Kai and ugly flush on his cheeks.
"Good your so beautiful like that, all tied up waiting for me to fuck you." Voltaire went behind Kai and knelt down, grabbing his thighs spreading them open, Kai tried to fight but was still to weak and onlt managed to whimper in to the mattress.
"Don't worry I'll prepare you first." Kai felt something touch his entrance and gasped when Voltaire pushed a finger inside him. It didn't hurt but the thought was disgusting Voltaire was his grandfather and he was finger fucking him.
Voltaire pushed the finger in and out of Kai and then added another. This time it was starting to hurt and he tried to move away but was stopped by a hand on his hip holding him in place. Voltaire pulled out his fingers and Kai trembled because he knew what was coming next.
With out warning Voltaire shoved his whole dick into Kai, who screamed it felt like he was being torn in half.
"Do you like it ? Grandson, can you feel me inside you?" Voltaire asked as he pushed Kai's face into the bed and started to thrust in to him. Kai closed his eyes trying to ride it out trying to ignore what was happening to go somewhere else but it wasn't working the pain was to much and something else was stirring in him , to Kai mortification he felt his body start to respond against his will. Volatire noticed to and reaching under Kai he grasped his penis which one hand and started to pump it.
"See you do like this , this is what you've always wanted for me to fuck you for me to control you." Voltaire said his thrusts speeding up his breath coming in short gasps.
Kai didn't know why he was responding to this , he didn't want this it was horrible and painful and he wanted to die. But his body wouldn't listen and soon he came with a cry of anguish. Voltaire followed suit and came deep inside Kai. Voltaire slumped down on Kai who could do nothing but lay there and cry. Voltaire pulled out of Kai's abused rectum and cleaned him self off. With out another word he got dressed and left, leaving Kai on the bed shaking and crying.
[Rape scene end]
As Kai lay there he was filled with shame and hurt, he was disgusting and he had deserved this, Voltaire was right was just for others to use. At this point Kai didn't want to leave his room he didn't want his friends to see him because he was dirty and tainted and he didn't feel like him anymore and he didn't know if he ever would again.
[AN: Just to be clear Kai is the VICTIM here, Voltaire is wrong and awful and Kai did not deserve what happened, he is feeling emotions based on what Voltaire has conditioned him to feel and I in no no way condone what was done. Just wanted to make that clear.]
The DOJO present day
Sitting in the main area and the DOJO the boys had manged to get Kai to come out of his room, he wasn't interacting with any of them but he was at least there.
Tyson and Ray and Max sat on the floor playing a game of cards while Kenny worked on his lap top.
"Hey Kai? Want to come play with us?" Asked Tyson optimistic, Kai started at Tyson from his seat in the corner, he didn't look terrified so that was a plus but he also didn't seem to understand what Tyson had said or he didn't know how to respond.
"It's Ok you don't have to we just don't want you to be bored." Ray added Kai's eyes darted to Ray before he looked down at his lap.
"Ok I'm going to take that as a no." Tyson sighed turning back to their game. Lowering his voice Tyson looked at Ray and Max
"We need to find something for him to do I mean he just sits there, its like hes furniture."
"Tyson don't say that you know we need to give him time, we got him to leave his room we can at least celebrate that." Said Max quietly
"Yes but maybe we can find something for him like a sketch book or something, he doesn't talk but maybe he will write or even just draw." Ray added looking over to Kenny
"Ok got it I'll order something off the internet."
"Your the best chief ." Said Ray "Now lets stop talking about him when hes in the room and play the stupid game."
"Fine but it's not stupid I made it up and its amazing." Tyson said smugly
* That night*
The more progress Kai made during the day the worse his nightmares seemed to be at night. Kai was more comfortable with Tyson, Ray, Max and Kenny then the adults (another worrying fact) so they took turns being on watch at night. There wasn't a lot they could do for Kai's nightmares except wake him up and hold him after wards.
As Tyson on Kai's bed trying to calm him down after a particularly bad one he was at a loss.
Kai sat with his back to the wall sobbing. His hands where gripping his hair hard,and he was rocking back and forth. His hair which was quite long Tyson thought they would need to get him a hair cut. But right now he needed to figure out how to calm Kai down. He new Ray would hold him and he had done that before but Kai hadn't been so worked up. Thinking hard Tyson thought to what his own father and brother would do for him when he had nightmares as a child. With that Tyson got off the bed
"I will be right back Kai." Tyson ran to his room and dug in the closet for what he hoped was still there , and in the back of the closet he found what he was looking for an old stuffed bear , it was brown and fluffy and looked well loved, he would get Kai his own if this worked but for now it would have to do. He also Grabbed a book off his night stand opposed to contrary belief he did actually read.
Racing back to the room , Kai found Kai where he left him still Kai and holding his hair in death grip. Tyson sat down next to Kai and gently eased his hands out of his hair.
"Here Kai , I brought this for you it was mine when I was a kid, not saying that you are a kid or anything but I thought maybe.. well just give it a try you can squeeze him ok instead of your hair and Ill read to you ok?" Kai continued to sob but to Tyson's surprise took the bear from him and held it in his arms squeezing for all he was worth.
"Ok , good, cool, the only book I have is the first Harry potter book (I don't know if they have this in Japan but for this story they do), Kenny told me I should read more and its not to bad." Sitting beside Kai Tyson started to read out loud, for the first while Kai continued to sob but after awhile his cries died down and his eyes began to droop, still clutching the bear Kai fell asleep.
Tyson carefully shut book and left the room, shutting the door behind him.
"Holy fuck I can't believe that actually worked, guess I rely am a smart."
Yeah so one horrific rape scene and Kai cuddling a stuffed animal in one chapter :) Hope you like it please review!