Chapter 5: Kyoya's wish for Hikaru

Kyoya sighed and threw himself on the bed in his bedroom. He got the card from his pocket and looked at it again. He sighed again and put it back in his pocket. Then he sat up and opened the drawer of his bedroom table, which was full of a lot of useless things... He got something like a black box for rings. He opened it, revealing a silver ring, which made him chuckle. "Mom... you suck if you let dad give you this." he said to himself, adopting a serious expression. "Oh, mom... maybe you should know... what I'm just going to do. Hah. I guess you had trouble with me... 'Cause maybe you didn't realize... but you are the one who made me weak. But I have to congratulate you if you and dad noticed this. And, mom... you know what? You are a slut."

Afterwards, he put the ring back and closed the drawer. He let himself fall in the bed and stared blankly at the ceiling. Then he slowly turned his gaze to the window and saw a snow storm is raging.

'Oh, yeah. Is snowing. Of course, again... I hate snow and all those kids who are playing... and those happy teens who are also playing... Great. Dad... this reminds me about you. You are a loser! Hah. You always were buying me all the damned expansive things. You were trying to become someone you are not. You thought you can own me! But you were wrong if you thought you can buy me with some... Who you think you're fooling? Hah. That ended really nice, right? You never knew me enough. Ah, but I forgot... you didn't know me. Ironic, right? My little friend... oh, oh, oh, my little old friend... Are you still alive? Are you here? Or did you left on Kepler 22-B?'

He saw someone playing with snow in front of his house. "Hey, hey, you little angel! Where the heck do you think you are?" and with this he got up and walked straight outside to see who is daring to come there!

'That's Yu, who is playing with Gingka!" he said opening the entrance door and getting out. He looked everywhere around him. "Get out, Yu! I know you are there! Wait, wait, and just do not throw with snow! And do not touch me!" He looked everywhere suspiciously and then he sighed. Kyoya suddenly scold himself: "Who do you think you're fooling, Kyoya? Outside is dark and it's snowy... and you're white now... and you think someone is playing here? Seriously... Why the hell I'm not thinking?"

He slowly walked thought the snow, without having a certain destination, looking everywhere with indifference. He cast a glance at the sky: blank. He cast a glance at the ground: blank. Nothing. Everything was blank and boring. He felt something hitting his shoulder. He sweat dropped and continued his way. He felt it again... he continued his way with indifference. But when he felt it again, he got mad and stopped. "I swear I'll kill the damned guy who is throwing with snow! Remember my name in your nightmares!" he yelled looking everywhere around him.

Kyoya sweat dropped again, wanting to continue walking, but he heard a small sound behind him. He tried to turn, but he felt something again. This time it was different. It was something cold, but it wasn't snow. And how could someone hit him at his neck? They know they will be dead.

"So the strange depressed annoying guy is sentimental now?" Kyoya startled but he didn't turn 'cause he couldn't... for two reasons: 1. He knew that voice; 2. He felt someone's arms wrapped around his neck... and he felt something next to his head.

"Do not touch me. And... How many kilos do you have? 'Cause my back is... ow." he said on a cold tone. He heard a laugh from behind.

"Um... Are you sad? Angry? Depressed? Disappointed? Heartbroken? Confused? Frustrated? Lost?"

"What can you understand? I feel... a bit... I wanna have fun, I wanna have adventure, and I wanna lose my mind..." he explained on a lost voice. He startled as he felt a soft touch on his cheek. This just let him dumbstruck... It was what he thought it was? Oh, no... No, no, no...

"Stop, Hikaru, stop! Who the hell do you think you are? I cannot recognize you! You just kissed my check? I want a clarification!" he scolded her, while she just giggled.

"Oh, c'mon... I know you feel... lost, not numb. You cannot feel anyone beside you, right? And I'm in a good mood. Let's do something crazy. I'm having fun when you are with me. You make me smile, he-he. And moreover, Hyoma isn't having fun with me... Yeah, yeah... Beyblade and, you know... boys." Kyoya was puzzled. I mean... seriously, he made her smile? Kyoya usually makes people cry or something like this...

"Something... crazy? Like a... sleepless night with... (he became interested in that idea) no sleeping like a log? But in our crazy... rock way?" he muttered. Hikaru removed her arms from his neck and moved in front of him, nodding as the smile started to cover her face. "You're right." she answered while took his arm and pulled him somewhere.

Until they arrived in an unmerciful place, which Kyoya recognized and loved: her house, where they had so much fun!

They had entered while Hikaru went towards her bedroom and turned on her speakers and her crazy playlists. Kyoya giggled and soon, he heard loud rap rock music getting out from her speakers. He raised an eyebrow as Hikaru threw him a bottle of something. He didn't know what it was, so he just drank without questions. And so... they started having fun all night. They woke up some neighbors... maybe more... they didn't care.

They did a lot of things... battle with pillows, they hummed rock music, they ate chocolate until they started to vomit, they ran thought the house, they threw one each other on the window, straight in the cold snow, they slammed the door in their faces like they didn't care when their neighbors came to reprove them that they have to etc and etc not to rock parties at night, they danced until they fell down, they just partied and lived their lives... until... 4 o'clock in the morning?

So, he was preparing to leave... Everything was normal... He opened the entrance door, smiling to her, who saw him to the door. "Well, I guess it was nice and, you know... things like this and..." he said on an open voice. She smiled back to him and a white silence covered the room.

Kyoya smirked, got closer to her and whispered at her ear:

"Sweet nightmares... Hope I'll be there too, eating you... slowly... enjoying you..." He started to laugh in a rude way. Kyoya suddenly got back his serious expression and slowly got out.

"What the heck was this?" wondered Hikaru scratching her hair. She burst out laughing and closed the door. "Sweet nightmares, huh? That's the true Kyoya I know."

Hikaru walked towards her room in a very slowly pace, staring at the floor."Then... I guess... Sweet nightmares, Kyoya. You'd always find a way to make things dark... You'd always find something wrong in everything... But... (she stopped) You are a good person... but you're not showing it. (she continued walking) But, you know what? You made me realize one thing which is very important... I don't know what I'd do... if you'd come one day... and say it's over. I'm wondering... what I'd do... (she felt a keen and brief pain in her heart, which made her startle) Damn you. That's what I worth if I'm wondering about stupid things. (she felt that pain is returning and becoming deeper, so she stopped and put her hand at her chest) Stop it already, Kyoya. I understood, I understood. I know, I know, just stop, you don't have to... do this... to me, especially. Kyoya, my friend? What the heck can he understand about friendship, and why the heck I went to that party? Before that I had absolutely no damned connection with him. And now, surprise, I'm having parties with him, and, moreover, I'm having twinges in my heart because of him... perfect."

She entered her room and threw herself on the bed. But she didn't sit like that for too long. She saw something unfamiliar on her carpet, so she got up and picked it. It was something like a gray necklace, which she quickly recognized. She startled and looked with interest at it. "Hm..." Then she realized all the mess around her and sighed. She was too tired. It was 4 o'clock and she was yawning.

Hikaru just smiled at Kyoya's necklace and lay on the bed. She fell asleep with the necklace on her chest, with her light lit. Well, she didn't sleep too much, 'cause she had a nightmare...

She dreamt she was in the jungle, but it was a bit weird... there was a sea... and it was rainy. She was walking, and then she started to run, because someone or something was scaring her. She was running, and running in nowhere, and everything was becoming deeper and deeper, and she was losing herself in the darkness... there was a light with she was following, but it was becoming further and further.

Until someone pushed her in the left side of herself, and everything disappeared. She found herself lain on the floor in a big empty room, which was very bright. She slowly got up and looked everywhere around her. There was no door, just a little window, which she opened, getting out.

Outside, the weather was hot. She saw a long alley, where she started to walk. There wasn't anything around her, just that big alley. The dark and the white silence started to cover her small world, and she found herself again in that awful dark, where she was running to a light, in nowhere.

Well, this time she reached the light, but it was too late. The wild creature which was following her finally caught her. Her heart started to beat like a drum and her knees were weak. She closed her eyes, letting that strange animal eat her. Well, she didn't feel anything. She waited and waited, and waited for the end, but it wasn't coming, so she started to yell, opening her eyes, because she was tired of waiting:

"Eat me before I'm going mad!" But a big surprise hit her: There was no one there. She looked puzzled around her and sighed, changing her eyes' attention to the ground, but when she brought up her chin and her gaze, she suffered a shock: that animal was in front of her, just at 10 centimeters away from her face. She wasn't sure, cause dreams are forgetting quickly, but she thought that animal said "Hi, baby" to her.

Well, the shock was so big, that she fainted at seeing again that creature. As an unexpected move, the animal didn't eat her. The beast started to smell her.

She wasn't sure what that animal was... It seemed to be a lion, but it could be a tiger...

As the beast smelled her, the darkness quickly disappeared, and the beast melted away (Me: What kind of nightmare... o.O) Well, she woke up again, finding herself still on that alley. Hikaru walked in nowhere, hoping maybe she will find an escaping door.

She felt a touch on her shoulder, which made her startle and slowly turn around... Of course, there was no one behind her, so the fear started to overwhelm her again. If that animal is there, with her? Watching her? Watching her moves, her behavior... She heard a terrible scream... and then she woke up.