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The property of Brendan Brady

Chapter four

Who would have thought Brendan Brady would be seen openly with a man at a Britney spears tribute night, how times had changed. Although this really wasn't my thing, being with Steven was, so we both looked equally as happy, Steven loving Britney and me loving Steven. The evening had gone great, he was totally relaxed in my company and that in itself made me feel even more determined to make him mine again. I had to step up and show him that I love him, especially now Douglas had turned gay overnight. Steven had a few drinks, I didn't want him to get too drunk, I wanted to give him a good night and I wanted him to remember it. I needed him to see that I did have some good in me and that for him I can change.

After the club we got a taxi back to mine I suggested him coming in for a night cap, he looked alarmed, maybe I was coming on too strong, too soon.

"Don't look so worried Steven, it's only a drink, I don't bite"

Well I don't bite much, he was right to be worried, all I could think about doing was sinking my teeth into that beautiful boy.

"Thanks for a great night Bren, but I think I'll get off"

My heart sank a little.

"Okay…yeah…of course…I guess I'll see ye soon Steven"

I tried to hide my disappointment; I wanted him to come back with me tonight, more than anything.

"I had fun though Bren"

And with that he turned away and started to walk off.

"Shall I walk you home?"

I shouted to him, but he said he'd be fine. I got inside and wondered where I'd gone wrong, the plan was to get him back here and my plans never fail, except for this time. I did everything right, I gave him a good time, we talked and laughed more tonight than we had done in ages. So why didn't he want me? Was it because of Douglas? Did he love him? Was this my punishment?

My thoughts of him had been corrupted again, and all I could think about was how I failed, I wanted revenge, I wanted to get even, I wanted to hurt Douglas, just like he had hurt me. I needed to calm down; things usually end badly when I'm in this frame of mind. I poured myself a drink and was just about to sit down when I heard a knock at the door. It was so quite I wondered if I had imagined it. I opened the door to see Steven stood there.

"Am I alright to come in? Only I forgot my keys and I didn't wanna wake Amy"

I didn't care what reason he'd come back, I was just glad he did, he was here again, I had a chance with him, finally, he never could resist me.

"Come in Steven, I'll get you a drink.

I wanted to just pounce on him, but I knew I had to behave; I will make him mine tonight though. I just need him to see it for himself without being pushed too much. I gave him his drink and sat next to him on the sofa, our legs were just about touching and I was glad that he didn't move away.

"Is it okay to crash here tonight Brendan?"

God it was more than okay, with a bit of luck he'll be crashing in my bed, except we won't be sleeping.

"Can we talk Steven?"

I don't know what made me say it, maybe it was the awkward silence between us, or maybe I was hoping for him to ask the same, either way it was me doing the talking this time.

"I miss ye Steven"

but he interrupted me...

"Don't Bren, we can't do this anymore, we have tried, and it doesn't work. We never work"

"But…i…love…"

"No Brendan don't even say it, I knew coming here was a bad idea"

I can't let him leave like this, if he walks out then I've ruined all my efforts this week.

"PLEASE Steven, I beg you, don't go, just stay with me"

How the tables have turned.

"Why, for you to hurt me and let me down again?"

Can't he see that I'm different now, can't he see I've changed, doesn't he notice how desperate I am for him.

"I don't wanna let ye down ever again, I love ye. Why do you keep denying yourself this...us?"

Steven stopped fighting and gave in to his feelings. He kissed me; it made me feel so alive. I stopped briefly to look at him, he really is something else, his blue eyes were shinning, and a smile had crept on his face. Deep down he was just as happy to be here again as I was and what happened next was imminent.

We couldn't contain our feelings anymore, nearly ten months of bottled up and repressed feelings coming to the fore. This was how we were supposed to be. I led him to the bedroom knowing that once he did this there was no going back, not for either of us. This was fine by me; it's what I had wanted all along. Lost in passion and consumed with desire, he is mine and I am his, once more.

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