"Just close your eyes, the sun is going down. You'll be alright, no one can hurt you now."- Taylor Swift
When we woke up the next morning, we went to Sam's. We had to get ready to go meet the Cullens. It was going to be a long day, especially because I found out that the leech-lover was going to be there. Being around leeches was hard enough, but having her there made it pure torture.
We simply exchanged glances with each other before changing into wolf form and running towards the treaty line. We were all there, and so were the Cullens.
One of the males with curly hair, who had his arm around the one with the pixie hair, started talking about the vampire army. His words were pointless to remember, but we started following his moves. We had to have been practicing his moves for two hours before we took a break. Everyone was tired, and I was already over this shit. I regretted saying that we should team up with the vampires. I hated spending my time with these leeches; they were the lowest scum on the earth.
For a while I was with Sam. We were passing thoughts back and forth until I heard Jake's thoughts. I turned around to see Bella petting Jake's fur.
The hair on my back stood up and I growled. No one was allowed to touch Jake, especially in his wolf form. I never really was around him when we were in this form, and I didn't realize that my hatred for Bella would intensify by one hundred percent.
"Bella, I wouldn't do that," Edward warned.
At least one of the leeches had some sense.
Bella backed away slowly. Jacob tried to go back to her, but I growled louder. Jacob saw me and backed up, bowing his head with his ears down.
Get over here, my inner wolf growled at him.
He stood in front of me.
Follow me into the forest, and don't make a noise.
I started walking away, and he was right on my tail. As soon as we were far enough, I phased into human form. Jacob phased after me.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" I boomed. "Didn't I just tell you not to touch her? Do you remember what I said about touching her? I'm gonna fucking pound you silly right on this forest floor."
I pushed him down so he was trapped under me. I started biting him as he bared his neck in submission. He knew he was gonna get it. I told him not to mess with her, to not touch her, but he just wouldn't listen. And that pissed me off more than anything.
I decided that I wasn't even going to give him lube. I pushed into him roughly, and he screamed in pain. I didn't care much anymore.
When I came the first time, it lubed him up enough so I could go harder and faster. He continued to scream, and I was pretty sure everyone heard him.
I pulled out of him without letting him come.
"You can take care of that yourself," I growled. "I hate hurting you, but don't do that again."
Instead of going back to the group, I phased and ran back to my house. Jacob was still laying on the floor. I was pretty sure it would take him a while to get up. I didn't know what came over me, but I knew that I couldn't handle myself much more. I needed to go home before I could see anyone else. They would be the ones to get it.
I went to my room and threw a couple things at the wall. I was so angry that it made me pass out.
When I woke up again, Jacob was by my side, sleeping on my chest. I was relieved to see him there, and that I was much calmer. He was submissive, and that calmed my inner wolf.
I ran my hand through his hair, letting my fingers play with the soft locks. I inhaled his scent, letting it run through my body. It was so amazing to have him with me. I loved holding him, and I loved having him so close. He was the one thing that kept me calm, unless he pissed me off. Then there was nothing that could stop me.
I kissed the top of his head at least ten times before he opened his eyes. He smiled at me and kissed my chest.
"I'm sorry," I whispered, squeezing him closer.
"It's okay. I understand now."
"Please, please, please don't touch Bella like that again. I don't know if I can take it or not."
He nodded softly, holding me closer than before.
"I don't know if I can have you over there," I continued. "Or if I go over there. You don't understand how hard it was for me to not attack Bella. I wanted to kill her, and that would've gotten us all in trouble. So please, for me, for the pack, don't touch her."
"Okay," he whispered. "I'm tired."
I sighed. "Me too."
"Do you think this'll get any better?" he asked.
My gaze was fixed at the ceiling. "I really don't know."
"I will always love you Paul."
I looked down at him and smiled. "I will always love you too, baby."
"I just want you to know. I would never, ever leave you."
"I wouldn't let you. You'd always be right by my side."
"Do you want to sleep more?"
I nodded. "Good night, baby."
"Night."
And we both fell asleep, him cuddled warm in my arms.
IM SORRY THIS CHAPTER IS SO SHORT. I HAVE A LOT GOING ON WITH SCHOOL. SO MANY MIDTERMS! ANYWAYS, THANKS FOR BEING PATIENT.
