A/N : My first not one shot IchigoxRukia fanfic. I got this idea from a very wonderful book~ Sorry if OOCness & grammar mistakes.
Disclaimer : I don't own BLEACH and some of the plot.
Full summary
Rukia fell in love with a guy at first sight but he is the most cold and ruthless person who treats her badly. He will use many ways to make her sick like leaving her out in the snow waiting for his arrival. He also crushed Rukia's last tiny wish. When everything Rukia held dear to has been taken away, he will disappear without a trace. When he appear once more, he will a different identity and no memories of his old identity. Is he the one that loves Rukia more than he loves himself? Do they really have to wait until they have disappear from each other's memories to be together or not?
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When I got home, the sky is already dark. I stood outside my house door. I really like the night sky, so I raise my head and look at it. During the winter, the night usually comes faster. I keep on staring at the night sky.
"Rukia-san?"
I heard that voice behind me. I turned my head around, and then I saw Ishida. Actually I don't even need to turn my head around to know it is him. Ishida Uryuu is my neighbour and childhood friend. I used to go to his house and play. He has shiny black hair and blue orbs.
"What are you looking at? You seem so strange, Rukia-san." Uryuu walks closer to me and stood beside me. He then followed my actions and raise his head up to see the night sky.
"Is there something in the night sky that amuses you so, Rukia-san?"
"Hey..." I stared at him. Then I gave him a serious look, "I'm actually thinking of something important, Uryuu."
"Oh, what is it then, Rukia-san?"
"It is nothing, Uryuu." I smiled at him. Uryuu sweat dropped at my reply.
"Really?"
"Yes." I replied. Uryuu is a bookworm. His studies are also very excellent. He looks very handsome too. Sometimes he would tutor me. He always gets good grades in tests. Sometimes I would be dependent on him, all he needs to be near me, and then I will know I'm not alone. That is enough for me.
I'm dependent on him probably because I have less people around me. The situation I am in now is quite difficult. Uryuu is the only person I can turn to.
"What are you day dreaming about again, Rukia-san?" He then put his hand in front of and shake it up and down thus snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Huh? Oh nothing, Uryuu."
Then we both stopped talking. A moment of silence between us. He then broke the silence and said to me, "Always do your best, Rukia-san." He gave me a thumps up.
Uryuu is always like that, giving me moral support when I needed it most. From what I see, Uryuu is a perfect human being. I remember when school just started, many girls were jealous of me because I'm close to Uryuu. When they know I'm just Uryuu's neighbour and nothing more, their attitude towards me is like a 180 degree change. In order for them to pass their love letters to Uryuu, they will find some ways to please me, so I would help them to pass it to him. It is so weird that I've known him so long, yet I've never fell for him. Uryuu feels the same too. Our relationship can never be more than best friends.
It is getting late, I bid goodbye to Uryuu and went into my house.
"I'm home,Otou-sama!" said I as I took of my shoes.
"Welcome home, Rukia."
"Otou-sama, I'm sorry I came home late today. I had some things to do."
My father nodded his head understandably. He knows I don't have a boyfriend. He does not like it when I stay at home too much. Actually my dad is also very exhausted. He has to work all day to raise our family. He is always someone I looked up too.
"Otou-sama… After a few days can Okaa-sama come home?" I asked out of curiosity. I hope I can hear good news from him instead of bad ones.
He raised his head and gave me small smile and said, "I've called the doctor today, Rukia. The doctor says Hisana's conditions are currently stable. She might be able to come home this Saturday and stay with us for two days."
"That is great news, Otou-sama!" I feel like jumping around happily right now. I cannot wait until Okaa-sama comes home.
Ever since that incident happened, my father and I had to stand strong and face the situation. My father and I would always take turns to take care of mother in the hospital. I hope to see my mother at home again and eating dinner together. I have never said all these words to father before but I'm sure he hopes for this too.
After talking to my father, I went back to my own room. I really could not help it so I took the note Kaien gave me and stare at it again. His writing is quite nice. Some people say you can judge one's personality by looking at their writing.
I remember he said that he is going to his class today, so he would bring his pen and black notebook with him. Kaien's face pops up in my head. His features are so mesmerizing especially those honey amber eyes of his. It is so captivating and breathtaking. After all that thinking I fell sound asleep.
I have a habit of waking up early but I've never woke up so early before. I opened my violet eyes. I touch the clock which is on my bedside. It is only 5.30am in the morning.
My head feels a bit woozy; I vaguely remember I had a dream last night. Many different images keep flashing in my head. One of the images is a hand holding on to mine. That person's hand was so warm. But still, I still cannot recall that person's face.
I've already woken up from that dream of mine but I still feel warm inside. Come to think of it, those feeling feel so clear to me. I touch the palm of my hand then I shook my head. I think the person who held my hand is the same person I keep on dreaming about.
Beside my alarm clock is the note Kaien gave me. The note sat quietly over there. I don't need to read the note again as I remember what is written on it, "Band-Aid Pottery Room". I stared at the note again while wandering off my thoughts.
Half an hour later, I left my house. The dining table has some breakfast I made for father. I left a note telling him I went out but I did not tell him where I'm going or for what reason. I think it is better that if father does not know.
Before I left home, I use the internet and Google search "Band-Aid Pottery Room". I remember I saw an interview about the "Band-Aid Pottery Room". The one being interviewed is the pottery room's manager. When the host ask where did the name 'Band-Aid' came from, the manager said the chairman's son gave the shop that name. Not only you can buy pottery in this pottery room, you can even make your own on too. Making pottery needs time. When making pottery, your heart would also calm down.
The chairman's son says, "'Band-Aid Pottery Room' can comfort one's heart."
That sentence left an impression in my memory. The pottery room is quite far from my house. I need to switch three buses to get there. When I reach my destination it is already around 9 'o' clock in the morning. I got down the bus and took a deep breath. There is some fog in front of me. I do not know why, I am feeling nervous. It is just meeting that carrot-top.
I feel like I want to turn back and head home but I took so many buses here. I might as well continue my journey to the pottery room. I saw a big sign with 'Band-Aid Pottery Room' written there. This must be it. I stared at the paper again to confirm it. I saw a great piece of open space. There is some small rooms on the side. The middle door is opened, I glanced inside. It is still early so there is not much customers. The workers are doing their job quietly.
Kaien is not here yet, I think. The backyard has some large wood piles placed there. I think I can sit over there, I thought. Hence, I walked over to the wood piles and sit there while waiting for Kaien to show up. I feel the cold wind blowing. My hand is freezing literally. I keep on sneezing due to the cold weather; I'm starting to regret that I did not bring my gloves. I keep on glancing at the alley hoping Kaien would come. I've glance at the alley many times but still no sign of the carrot-top. I wonder what time would he come… Since he says he want to meet me here, I believe he will come.
I shoved my hands into my pockets to withstand the cold but my pockets are also cold. I sighed. I prayed silently that the sun will come out again.
Time went by so quickly, I'm already lazy to check the time. Kaien still has not come yet. I'm freezing in this cold weather. There is a coffee shop near here but I'm afraid when I go there Kaien will arrive. I might as well sit here and wait.
There are some customers coming to this pottery room. They all look like they are familiar with this place. They keep giving me weird looks like I'm crazy. I'm sure they will wonder why in such a cold weather there is a girl is sitting outside. Time keep passing, I'm freezing in this terribly cold weather. My face it felt like it has already turned to ice.