A/N : My first not one shot IchigoxRukia fanfic. I got this idea from a very wonderful book~ Sorry if OOCness & grammar mistakes.

Disclaimer : I don't own BLEACH and some of the plot.

Full summary

Rukia fell in love with a guy at first sight but he is the most cold and ruthless person who treats her badly. He will use many ways to make her sick like leaving her out in the snow waiting for his arrival. He also crushed Rukia's last tiny wish. When everything Rukia held dear to has been taken away, he will disappear without a trace. When he appear once more, he will a different identity and no memories of his old identity. Is he the one that loves Rukia more than he loves himself? Do they really have to wait until they have disappear from each other's memories to be together or not?

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My body feels so numb. I feel like my whole body is turning to ice. Suddenly I felt someone put something on me. It feels so warm. I turn my head around to see who it is. I notice that he has tribal tattoos everywhere and spiky red hair. Oh I remember, this is the guy I met yesterday, Abarai Renji.

"I'm sure if you keep waiting like this you'll catch a cold, Rukia." Renji then furrowed his eyebrows and said, "Kaien that bastard! He let you wait for so long and it is freezing out here!

"Eh? Hello, Renji. What a coincidence… What time is it now?

"It is 11.15am now." Renji is obviously in a bad mood, "You have waited for him for around 3 hours and 5 minutes already."

"Wait… "I suddenly realized something weird, "How do you know how long I waited? Don't tell me you…"

Renji was shocked by the question then he scratched his head nervously, "Er… Rukia… Don't be mad… Actually I was following you secretly… I just worried! I have no bad intentions!"

I looked at Renji's face while he was still scratching his head nervously and said, "I'm not really angry, Renji…"

I don't know why when he call me 'Rukia', I felt like I already known him for a long time. I don't know why I saw a sad look on his face. In that moment, I felt like I saw that carrot top's cold look.

"I'm sure that bastard Kaien stood you up, Rukia. Why don't I send you home?" Renji said while gritting his teeth angrily.

I shook my head and said, "I feel like waiting a bit more longer. I'm sure Kaien will come."

Renji stared at me for a while. He sighed. He has already given up persuading me. Renji sit next to me while I wait for Kaien to come. Time passes so quickly… The clock has already strike 12. Kaien… He has not arrived yet. What is taken him so long? I'm starting to lose my patients.

"That bastard told you to wait for him here during the morning right? It is already afternoon, he still has not come! Rukia come let me send you home." Renji gritted his teeth real hard.

I looked at Renji for a while, I know he is angry but I don't know why I want to wait for the bastard. I did not bother to listen to Renji's attempts of persuasion. I kept thinking… Maybe Kaien is feeling unwell or he had to do something more important first? I'm sure he will come. I'm sure of it. I have no idea why I keep on helping him to think of excuses.

"Renji, are you hungry? Why don't you head home first? Perhaps Kaien is already is already on his way here."

Renji looked at me with a blank look. He seems like he is thinking, "The time is already late, you really think he is gonna come?"

He then let out a sigh. "I'm not gonna force you, Rukia. I'll get going first then." Renji said as he walks off.

When he left I just realized that I have his coat with me. Oh well, might as well return it to him next time since I have his contact number.