A/N: Hi everyone! I'm so sorry for the long wait. Next chapter will be up faster I promise. Now, please don't hate me for the short chapter. I've decided to post POV's as separate chapters from now on. It's much easier to write that way and less confusing.

Enjoy!

Disclaimer: Everything twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer who is so awesome for providing such amazing characters to manipulate in many ways. =D

Chapter 4

My Hell and Heaven

Jacob POV

RING!

Her cell phone began to ring just as I thought she was going to actually let me kiss her. Immediately I saw her come to her senses. Knowing the moment was lost I pulled away from her and reached for her phone. Her scent was everywhere so I made the decision to leave the room before I attacked her lips without her consent.

"I'll wait downstairs" I gave her the phone and ran all the way outside her house.

Once outside I tried controlling my thoughts so I could go back to her. Instead I found myself remembering the way she said my name through her not so innocent dreams. I was immediately hard. "Fuck" I said out loud to no one. I was going pretty much insane. I had never had so many consecutive opportunities to kiss her. This was the 4th time we were interrupted including that moment in her truck before the short bloodsucker showed up.

Still I was happy. I knew she was having a hard time right now, but honestly these past days have been the happiest days of my life. My Bella was finally responding to me. I smiled as I recalled our last almost kiss.

She ran away from me and I caught her pulling her close to me. The second my arms were around her waist I smelled her arousal. I picked her up in my arms not able to resist the impulse of bringing that wonderful scent closer. She squirmed around in my arms and her scent perfumed the air around us. It was my own personal hell and heaven. I wanted to attack her. Instead I ran back to her room and let her fall in her bed. Her irritation made me smile because I knew she wasn't truly irritated. She went from irritably screaming "JAKE" to longingly whispering "Jake" in less than a minute. I remember brushing my thumb over those lips from where my name escaped. I moved closer. Her eyes closed and she stopped breathing. "Breathe Bella," I whispered as another shot of her arousal hit me. I moved even closer. I would have kissed her, but I wanted her to want me as much as I wanted her. I wanted her to make the move. She did. I felt her lips against mine but then we were interrupted.

I sighed as I came back to reality. I heard Bella's footsteps as she headed for the kitchen and I silently followed her.

"Whatchu making?" I asked startling her. I enjoyed annoying her more than I should.

"Jake, just sit down. It's not like you won't like it." Her little hands attempted to push me away. I smiled and stepped back a bit

"You would make a wonderful wife one day." I said into her ear enjoying the little shiver that went through her body at the sound of my voice. I wanted to stay with her, but I was still hard and knew I had to calm down. I walked to the living room and pretended to watch some TV. A few minutes later the smell of food assaulted my nose.

"That smells delicious, Bells" I said to her. Although it was true, I wasn't truly talking about the food. The second I entered the kitchen I noticed her scent everywhere. She sat down in front of me without saying a word. I wanted to make conversation but I could tell she didn't really want to talk. Instead I grabbed a newspaper and stared at it like it was actually interesting. It was torture. I could feel her eyes on me yet she kept silent. We finished eating in silence then she stood up taking my plate and her own to wash.

I couldn't take it not knowing what was on her mind anymore so I stood up and walked up behind her. Immediately, she froze in place and I heard her heart begin to beat faster. Before she could protest, I pulled her towards me and locked my arms around her. I expected her to push me away or to 'Jake' me in a nervous tone. Instead, Bella actually leaned into me as a little sigh escaped her lips. My heart soared.

Suddenly I was splashed with soapy water. I stood there stunned for a second. I was too happy with her response that I failed to notice when she had dipped her hands into the soaped water. I recovered and quickly grabbed a cup, filled it with water, and poured it down her body.

"Jake" she squealed annoyed while looking down on herself. I followed her eyes and instantly knew that was a mistake. Her clothes consisted of a white tank top and tiny shorts. Water and white equals my personal Hell and Heaven. I tried my best to stay in control of myself but Bella truly was my Hell and Heaven. While my mind was still stuck in the fact that her white top was now soaked in water, she took me by surprise again. This time she grabbed the spray nozzle and attacked me with it. Enjoying every second of this moment I slowly trailed towards her and snatched the spray nozzle from her hands immediately spraying her back. Aimlessly she put her hands up in attempt to block the water.

"Okay, okay Jake, I give" she cried when I didn't stop. I stopped and grinned at her. My heart rejoiced when a little giggle escaped her. It wasn't often my Bella giggled. I walked towards her trapping her against the sink and reached around her to set the pray nozzle back in place. I notice her heart begin to race and again I smiled. She looked up at me with her deep brown eyes and I was lost. I wanted to kiss her but her whole body soaked was not part of the plan. If I kissed her now I knew I would not be able to stop when she asked me to. I had to get away now.

"Bells I have to get home" I said reluctantly.

"Oh," she stated her voice full of sadness, as she looked down.

"Bella," I pleaded. "It's not like I want to go."

"I know." she looked up at me her eyes covered with sadness. I hated causing her any kind of grief. My hand reached for her face. She gently leaned into my hand closing her eyes as she sadly whimpered. I pulled her face up and she looked at me again.

"Bells," I trailed my hand over her cheek and then to her lips. She closed her eyes as she began to breathe harder. "I will be back" I stated my voice coming out lower than I intended. I was pleased to hear her heart skip a beat. I leaned in towards her to kiss her cheek and left her before she could say another word. I ran.

I was outside her house when the smell of leech assaulted me once again. This time I decided I would find the source and kill it. I ran.

End Notes:

Thank you so much for reading! Please pretty please let me know what you think.

I'm trying not to move too fast in this story cuz I want Bella to really fall for Jake. I've had my own Jacob in my life and I kinda understand the not being able to love your best friend thing. So in the name of my own Jacob I want to give this Jake everything. He deserves the world!

Unless you want me to move faster… lol

Sooo coming up Bella's POV with the water spray thingy and a certain Bloodsucker's POV. Can you guess which bloodsucker?

Always yours

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