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Disclaimer: Everything Twilight still belongs to Stephenie Meyer. I wished Jacob belonged to me but he doesn't so I have to settle with my imagination.
Chapter 5
My Hell and Heaven? Bella POV
Bella's POV
Noticing Jake was done with his food I stood to go rinse the dishes off. I could feel his eyes on me and it was making me nervous. I couldn't concentrate on the simple task of washing dishes. I didn't hear him get up but suddenly I felt his heat from behind me. Although he wasn't touching me I could feel him. I couldn't move nor did I want to. I was paralyzed by his heat. I felt his arms surround me and his scorching heat burned through my clothes in the most amazing way. I couldn't object even if I wanted to. I found myself leaning in to him needing to absorb all his heat. I heard a soft moan and I realized it was me. Without thinking I jerked away from him, put my hands in the sink full of water and soaped, and threw it unto my Jake. My Jake, I thought to myself while my eyes roamed over his now wet body. I noticed he sparkled, but not in a vampire kind of way, in a wet sexy I wanna fuck kinda way. I had no time to scold myself for letting my mind drift off. The second I realized where my mind was heading, I felt water pouring down my head onto my shoulders and soaking up my clothes.
"Jake" I shrieked looking down on my now wet clothes. I felt his eyes burning through me and I looked up at him. A weird expression crossed his eyes making me feel uneasy under his gaze. "Hell and Heaven" he said so low I doubted he even realized I heard him. I was confused. What did Hell and Heaven had to do with anything right now? In attempt to get away from his gaze and weird statements, I grabbed the spray nozzle of the sink and sprayed water all over him as well as all over my kitchen due to my terrible aim. I expected him to evade getting soaked; instead, he stood there staring at me. It was rare when a human could take a wolf by surprise twice in one day. I couldn't help the smug feeling that came over me. Suddenly determination crossed his eyes and I knew I was dead. He took his sweet time walking to me which only increased my nerves. I tightened my grip on my water spray weapon, as if I could keep him from taking it. His hands reached for it without even touching me he took it like nothing. He was glorious and wet. Instantly I was showered in water. I knew I had no way to retaliate so let him have his win.
"Okay, Okay Jake, I give." I announced my defeat. The way he smiled at me though, had me feeling truly victorious. Without a care in the world I giggled in delight. Jake was suddenly too close to me. I thought for sure he would kiss me now when I realized the reason he leaned closer was to set the spray nozzle back. I was shocked at the little disappointed feeling that pressed my heart. Our eyes met and I was falling in a never ending pool of Jake. I needed to get closer to him.
"Bells, I have to get home." His words stopped me from taking that small step into his arms.
"Oh," I said as another shot of that disappointed feeling griped my heart.
"Bella, it's not like I want to go." He sounded almost as sad as I felt.
"I know" I said although what I really wanted to say was then don't go. My eyes locked unto his again. God he's beautiful I thought while he placed his hand on my face. I closed my eyes reveling in his touch as I leaned into the heat of his skin. A whimper escaped me as I realized then how much I didn't want him to leave just yet.
"Bells," he whispered while making me look back up at him. His eyes melted me. Then his hand began to melt me further as he began to trace my lips with his burning fingers. My breathing hitch and my eyes closed once more. I had the urge to lick his finger. "I will be back" he promised as he kissed my cheek. Before, I could react he was gone.
I sank onto the floor still breathing hard. I smiled as his little 'Hell and Heaven' phrase took meaning to me. Jake was my Hell and Heaven. As I took in my surroundings I erupted into laughter. Only Jake and Bells could turn a kitchen into a small pool. I laughed again truly enjoying myself. I shouldn't be happy. I thought to myself as another round of laughter took over me. "I am crazy" I said to my empty kitchen. You're crazy if you think you're confused about Jake. My thoughts responded me. I knew kept lying to myself every time I denied the fact that I was falling for him, but I couldn't think about it just yet. Instead I began searching for the mop and occupied myself with cleaning our little water battle zone.
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Yesterday after Alice left Bella…
Alice's POV
I floored the car all the way home. I could hardly contain my excitement as I stormed into the house colliding into my brother's arms.
"Alice" he whispered his voice full of emotion.
Oh Edward! I missed you so much. I saw it. It's about time you came to your senses. Don't you ever again attempt to commit suicide, it would kill us all. I saw Bella. She misses you. I can tell. Oooohhh I'm so happy Edward. You will be happy and I will have my best friend. WEDDING, I can plan the wedding… My thoughts were a jumbled mess. He smiled at me and pulled away to look at me.
"Stop thinking so fast" he chuckled. I grinned back at him. He was happy, but I could see how much he had been hurting. "Alice," he hesitated asking me what he wanted to know. I could see how uncertain he was with his decision, but I couldn't let him change his mind again. "Can you see how she will take my return?" he finally asked.
My thoughts immediately flickered to Bella and the dog. I hated that I couldn't see her as long as her decisions were so tangled with him. I knew there was something there just not exactly quite there yet.
"Maybe this is a bad idea." He stated as he slumped into the barely even used couch while he nervously ran his hand through his hair.
"Edward," I began, although he could see my own fears through my thoughts, I had to keep him from changing his mind. "You can't keep pretending it was right the way you ended things." My thoughts flickered to my vision of her jumping off the cliff and I saw him wince. "She's clearly not over you." I showed him her reaction at the mere mention of his name "If you truly want her to be happy you have to face this. Either you get the girl back or let her live her life. Either way," although I prefer you get the girl back, "you have to do it the right way." I miss my best friend Edward. I knew it was unfair but I begged him through my own pain. It's not fair to put the whole family through this pain as well. We all miss her terribly. She's a part of us too.
I saw his decision before he announced it to me. I sat down in dismay.
"I will go alone" he said as the rest of his plan unfolded in my head.
"You can't go alone it's not fair." I argued, though I knew it was useless.
"It's for the best. I won't intervene unless I really see it's for the best." He stood and pulled me into his arms. "I love you, Alice" he kissed my cheek and disappeared. I was miserable. I was so certain I would be able to get back to my friendship with Bella and now Edward ruined everything again.
I ran to my husband's arms and sobbed tearlessly as he held me close.
End Notes:
By the way I will totally fail my English class cuz I can't bring myself to write my research essay. This is just so much more fun. College sucks.
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