The top of the page said 'Gay Dating' with a rainbow flag. I love rainbows, they are so pretty. The homepage was set up so that newbies, like me, could create a profile. I created my profile but decided not to put a picture up. I don't want to end up having some creepy stalker finding me or using my picture for weird things. I decided to go with the username SLC823. After creating my profile, I checked out the website. There were a lot of different chat rooms to choose from. I decided to enter the one that said 'L.A. Teens' this should be interesting.
The next screen was a chat room. There were hundreds of people there, and it seemed like they were all posting something at once, it was hard to keep up. Every time I tried to read what someone wrote, it would skip to the next line, so I just gave up. I decided to write something and hope that someone would IM me. I typed in '17 year old gay curious female looking for someone to talk to.' That should work, right?
A second later I received an IM. I squealed and opened it.
'SexySammy36: Hey sexy, wanna trade pics?' Uh how about no? I just exited the box and went back to the chat room.
I then made a second attempt to read what everyone was saying. Once again, no luck. Another IM, I wonder what it will say this time.
'LittleLady2: Hey babe, I can teach you a few tricks.' I'll pass. Back to the chat room it is.
This time I didn't even try to read any post, instead I just re-wrote my first statement. Hopefully this time I will get someone that actually wants to talk.
'CutiePie69: My pussy is wet and waiting for you.' Wow, forward much? Goodbye. I think at some point I will think that if someone told me that, I would be really turned on, but as a first impression, I'm extremely turned off.
I don't think I will get what I'm looking for in this chat room if this is what I will get. Just as I was about to exit the entire chat room, an IM popped up.
'LAbabe4u: On a scale from Lindsey Lohan to Ellen DeGeneres, how gay do you think you are?' This is a different approach and funny, I guess I'll give it a try.
SLC823: Hmm that's tough; I think I'm an Oprah.
LAbabe4u: So Oprah, is there a Gayle that you have your eye on?
SLC823: At the moment no, I'm not sure if I'm into any Gayles. That's why I'm on here.
LAbabe4u: Oh right, I almost forgot that you said that you were 'gay-curious.' People usually use the term bi-curious
SLC823: I like to be different.
LAbabe4u: I see and I like.
SLC823: Oh yea? Why's that?
LAbabe4u: I hate when people try too hard to fit in. But I guess I'm the last one that should talk.
SLC823: Why do you say that? Are you like some fake preppy cheerleader or something?
LAbabe4u: I am not fake or preppy?
SLC823: You're a cheerleader? As in pom pom holding, short skirt wearing cheerleader?
LAbabe4u: The one and only. Head Cheerleader to be exact.
SLC823: Oh wow. I've never heard of a gay cheerleader before.
LAbabe4u: What makes you think I'm gay?
SLC823: Well you were in a lesbian chat room soooo…
LAbabe4u: Maybe I just like to talk to people on here.
SLC823: Maybe but I doubt it. I think you are gay.
LAbabe4u: Are you trying to tell me that your gaydar is working through IM, Oprah?
SLC823: I guess so… I would add your name but you never told me.
LAbabe4u: You can call me Gayle if you want.
SLC823: LOL ok so Gayle, are you gay?
LAbabe4u: Very much so.
SLC823: I knew it! So what is it like being a gay cheerleader?
LAbabe4u: Well since no one really knows, I'm not any different than the other cheerleaders. But the plus side of being a gay cheerleader is that I get to check out the other cheerleaders while we practice.
SLC823: That's always a good thing. Why aren't you out?
L.4: I just don't want to deal with the high school drama that goes along with it. It's my last year so I don't have to worry about hiding for much longer.
SLC823: What about your girlfriend or past girlfriends? Don't they want to be out and show everyone that they are with you?
LAbabe4u: I've never really had a girlfriend; I just hook up with people. And I have a 'boyfriend' just for cover.
SLC823: Oh you are very interesting, Gayle. Why do you put quotes around boyfriend?
LAbabe4u: Because we just date as a cover, we are both gay.
SLC823: And I thought your story couldn't get any more complicated.
LAbabe4u: Yea it gets complicated at times, but I do it to avoid drama.
SLC823: What girls do you hook up with if no one knows you're gay?
LAbabe4u: I go to gay clubs in different towns.
SLC823: How do you get in, I thought you were in high school?
LAbabe4u: I am. I just turned 18 recently but my ID says that I'm 21.
SLC823: You seem to think of everything. Very smart.
LAbabe4u: Do you like smart girls?
SLC823: I would prefer if they were somewhat intelligent. What about you, what type of girls do you like?
LAbabe4u: Honestly, I don't really have a type. They just have to be hot. But if I had to choose by looks, I would say that I'm more attracted to blondes.
SLC823: You're in luck. I happen to be an all American blonde haired, blue eyed girl. ;)
LAbabe4u: I guess today is my lucky day.
"Spencer dinner is ready!" My dad yelled from downstairs. Really, now?
"Coming!" I yelled back.
SLC823: I have to go eat dinner. I'll talk to you later, hopefully.
LAbabe4u: Yea I like talking to you, Oprah.
SLC823: Me too. Later.
I added LAbabe4u to my friends list because I don't want to have to try and find her again. I hope she accepts. Something about her really intrigues me.
I rushed through dinner, just so that I could get to my room and talk to 'Gayle'. It's weird, I already like this girl, and I don't even know her real name.
Unfortunately, when I got back to my room she wasn't online anymore. But she did accept my friend request so that's a plus. I decided to check out her profile before I got off. I noticed that she didn't have a picture either. That could mean that she thinks like me and doesn't want creepy people using her pictures, or she is just hiding because she is still in the closet. I wonder what people will think if they knew I liked a girl? My mom would freak, Glen would probably challenge me to see who will get the most girls, and my dad is the only one who I have no idea about. I have so much to think about. I do know one thing for sure; I am into girls, well at least one.
A/N: I know this is short, but I wanted to get something out there now. I hope you are enjoying it so far. If you have any questions or suggestions or anything, let me know. You can always send me a private message or something. Let me know if you like it! Thanks for the reviews and the alerts, they make me smile!
