Take the Fight out of the Kid

by Elizabeth Anne19

I knew our options were limited, that I should have done something else to save us from where we were. But I was Eleven then and didn't know what I do now, I'm sorry that I fell in Love, I'm sorry that I ruined his life, but aren't I allowed to fix it now

6. Chapter 5

Take the Fight out of the Kid

Chapter Five

'Never seem more leaned then the people you are with. Wear your learning like a pocket watch and keep it hidden. Do not pull it out to count the hours, but five the time when you are asked.'- Lord Chesterfield.

I was ushered upstairs and as I walked down the hall, only three paces behind Luxord my eyes steeled themselves again when I saw the doors crack open ever so slightly and I could see other fairly small children, even some who looked much younger then me at the time.

"Luxord, where am I going?"

"To be prepped. You'll also undergo 'tagging' basically their going to pierce your ear a few times." I glared at the back of his head, wishing that I could will it to set itself on fire- even though he hadn't actually done anything to me himself. The person I really, desperately wanted to get my hands on was the Grimm… it was all his fault that I had to do this, because he threatened to do the same to Roxas. And I just couldn't live with that.

"And why, am I going to have to get my ear pierced?"

"It's either that or a tattoo, but piercing is favorable for younger people since you can take them out at night and stuff like that." I clenched my jaw as Luxord opened a door and motioned for me to go in.

White is the only word I could think of at the time; it was insanely bright and everything was polished white, either tile or marble- there was even some silver. A team of five males and five females were standing there in a line, their hands behind their backs and ghostly smiles on their faces. "I'm guessing washing myself would be unacceptable?" I turned my eyes up to Luxord and he didn't look at me as he shook his head.

"Awe… he's so cute! I could just eat him right up!" one of the women with fairly short auburn hair that fell to just above her shoulders came over and wrapped her arms around me. My first instinct was to get her off of me- no matter what it took -so with a growl I pushed her off, not caring that my hands had fallen on my breasts when I did it, and I certainly didn't care that I bit her when she came back for a second hug.

"Tape his mouth shut and get on with it. Bind his arms and legs if you must." my eyes went wide when I turned my head and saw the Grimm standing in the entrance to the glorified bathroom, a smirk on his face and his amber eyes making me want to shiver.

I was grabbed by close to all the people as they started to strip me. My heart start to beat like a wild animals, my limbs struggling to get away and hands were placed on me and my clothes were very literally ripped off of my body. Once all my clothes were removed I was restrained to the point where I could scarcely breathe, hands were on my ankles and wrists, my hips and shoulders, even my head had a hand gripped onto my flaming red hair as the Grimm walked up and grabbed my lower jaw in his hand and leaned forward so his lips were by my ear.

"Our deal only stands… if you cooperate, Axel." I felt him lick the shell of my ear and shivered as he let me go and ordered the team to finish prepping me, saying something about 'give him three when he's done' as well as mumbling 'the shot' to that Vexen guy. I steeled my emotions and kept my body fairly taut as they moved me with only little difficulty around the bathroom and into a shower where they scrubbed my hair, not believing me when I said my hair color was natural thanks to the slightly darker roots- but all hair has darker roots.

I already felt violated and I wasn't even out of the shower, their hands were still trailing over my body in tight circle patterns, scrubbing away what I'm sure they thought was dirt but was really just tanned skin. No part of my body was off limits to them and they made sure to take advantage of it, cloth's were used everywhere and after a few minutes one of them even stuffed a toothbrush into my mouth to 'brush my teeth' though I'm sure they just wanted me to stop complaining- who wouldn't fucking complain if you were getting a cloth practically shoved up your ass?

Once I was 'thoroughly cleaned' the ten people let me go and I dashed out of the shower and hid behind Luxord- maybe not the best place, but it was better then standing out in the open where the perverts could see me. "Here." Luxord handed me a towel and I took it and wrapped it around my waist faster then I probably ever had before. "C'mon, your clothes are already laid out on your bed. Vexen is going to meet us there for a few minutes."

My feet stopped moving and Luxord stopped too. "It's my job to make sure no one touches you if Xemnas doesn't want them to. Vexen wont touch you." that didn't help in the slightest, especially if I still had to have the creep touch me. With a glare back on my face and my hands clenched at my sides I followed Luxord to my room, a fairly large door at the end of the hallway with Roman Numerals for 8: VIII in gold plates. I'd seen other numbers, but none of them had been in gold… it didn't help knowing he was singling me out in a higher-standing kind of way.

"Welcome to your room Axel, please get changed so I can get to work." Vexen was sitting on a plush looking sofa, an open briefcase beside him letting me get a glimpse of vials and needles.

"Yeah right Vexen… give him his shot and the piercings then get out. You're the last one Xemnas wants touching him." Luxord sounded angered and I took a moment to look up and saw the scowl.

"Awe… but he's so cute, it's not like I want to fuck him. I just want him to give me a blow job." I turned my eyes back on Vexen with a glare, I might not have known what that was, but I could pretty much guess it was sexual of some kind and would involve having to touch him.

"Give him his shot, and fuck off. I could always go get Saïx, I'm sure he'd love to hear that you want to touch Axel here… neither he nor Xemnas would be too happy about- damn how did they put it- oh, right: 'Vexen spoiling another good one' yeah, I'm sure those were their words."

"Fine. Get over here brat." I stalked over and sat down on the other side of the brief case. He pulled a vile out of the case and filled a needle with a blue tinted liquid. "And what prêt ell is that?" I turned my glare from the floor to him and he let out a sigh.

"It's a solution of antibodies that will prevent you from getting any diseases. It does shit-all if you've got them already, but it stops your body from receiving any STD's because it infuses all your cells with a 'rejecting serum' as I call it. Kind of like a rubber ball meeting the ground, it just bounces off of you." I watched warily as Vexen leaned over and stuck the needle into my upper arm and injected the solution into my muscles. A moment passed of dizziness and a slight 'I'm going to hurl' feeling, but it passed fairly quickly.

"Alright, now, right or left ear?"

"What?"

"For the piercings, which ear do you want them in?" his voice sounded creepy as it were, add on the fact he sounded like he was explaining something to a two year old and you had pedophile of the whole fucking year.

"Right."

"Are you aware getting a piercing in that ear labels you as-"

"Gay? Yes I'm aware of it. You got a fucking problem?"

"Of course not… just making sure you know." he bit his bottom lip as he leaned over with a purple pen in his hand, the ink was fairly cold on my flesh thanks to the boiling shower that'd made me pink. There was going to be one on my lobe, one of my helix and one on the most outward part of my ear between the two- I don't know what it's called, so sue me.

Once the three dots were in place Luxord walked over and tilted my head to examine it. "Move the middle one closer to the bottom, it's too centralized." Vexen nod his head and wiped the dot off with the pad of his thumb and I bit of spit, and that action alone made me want to hurl.

Vexen drew another dot on my ear and Luxord dubbed it perfect placement. My head was tilted, my ear was sterilized- I wondered how the hell he could do that without wiping off the dots, but decided not to bother the person with a piercing gun pointed to my right ear lobe.

The pain was immense for a moment and I couldn't hold in the hiss of pain as I grit my teeth together. The next one hurt even more and I fisted my hands in the plush cushion of the sofa as he lined up the last shot. The pain made me scream and I'm pretty sure he reveled in the sound since all I heard from him was a groan and chuckle.

"Alright, your done, get out so he can get dressed." there was shuffling a few things banging and clashing, Vexen protested and Luxord swore a bit, but the door was finally slammed shut and the room was quiet.

I was scared that I wouldn't be able to hear with my right ear anymore because of the pain but when I heard Luxord sigh from that side of me, it calmed my nerves slightly- only where not being able to hear was concerned though. "I'm going to sit here… you've got your own private bathroom you can change in if you want. The clothes Xemnas wants you to use are laid out on the foot of the bed. And your ear should stop throbbing by the time your dressed- I don't recommend touching it any time soon though. Call for me if there are any problems."

I just sat there for a few moments, making sure that my eyes were clear and that my limbs wouldn't be shaking. I was stronger then that, simply and indisputably, no one could take away my will for fighting against what I was being put through. I might be doing this all for love, and most people would think that crazy and absurd, but I didn't, and as long as I didn't, they could do me no harm but physical.

I didn't bother to dress in the bathroom, even though Luxord's eyes were closed and his head was leaned back against the back of the couch I decided to start desensitizing myself right away; the sooner I got into the rhythm the sooner I could stop being scared of what was behind every corner and go back to being the old me. Plain and simple: I was a fighter, and there was nothing that a Grimm or Wolves- or even the lowly Leaches, could do about that.

I was wearing all white, very similar to the outfit I had been forced to wear in the Reapers Palace, but instead of gold accents the accents were a fairly bright shamrock green that might have matched my eyes- no perfectly though. I looked down at myself and slipped the tie around my neck, having to stop there since I didn't know how to tie a tie. The shoes I had on this time were still pearly white and all in all I looked very similar.

"Alright… we've just got to put a bit of make up on you now." I turned around and saw the door open to the blonde girl from the car standing there, her arms over her chest, hair back in the same nymph-like design, a black coat that went down to the floor, hugging the almost non-existent curves of her body and those annoying light blue eyes that I hated to see. "I can see why Jenn likes him now, he cleans up good." her voice was fairly high and pitchy, to the point where it hurt my ear

"What do you mean make up? I don't want gunk on my face." she just giggled and walked into the room, setting her arms over my shoulders so her face was abnormally close.

"I'm really glad he let me leave the Reapers Palace for this… you just look so fucking cute. C'mon, I'll do your make up really quick, you'll barely know I did anything." she took her arms off my shoulders and grabbed my hand, leading me into the bathroom.

"Luxord… I'm assuming that being a 'model hostage' I have to be kind to women."

"In most cases, no- but in her case, yes. Your looking at the Grimm's youngest niece. Axel, I give you lady Larxine." the name meant nothing to me, her title meant nothing to me, all I wanted was to be left alone so I could wallow and try and get the annoying fear running through my brain to ebb away, that wasn't happening though.

Larxine pushed me down so I was sitting in a chair and she pulled out a panel in the wall beside the vanity, allowing a wide array of make up products to come towards her. Some where shades of green, or pale shades like my skin, but most of it was black and purple, and most of it was eyeliner… or glitter.

My eyes nothing but slits as she grabbed a sparkly black eyeliner and I made to stand before she caught my wrist and held it fast to the arm of the chair. "Don't move… it's not like this will hurt or anything. Be a man will you?" I grit my teeth together and relaxed my body again so I was sitting back in the chair as she turned the warm water in the sink on and ran the tip of the pencil under the flow.

It hurt like hell when she poked my eye- something she did frequently might I add -and before she started working on my second eye I snatched the stupid thing away from her and did it myself. I just allowed my movements to copy the eye she'd done, and I did it without hurting myself. But when she pulled out the deep purple eyeliner too I let out a sigh and clenched my jaw as she did the same as before, adding a thin layer of color to the rim of the fairly thick black line I thought personally could have been thinner.

"Axel, Xemnas wants to see you down in the drawing room to meet your client now… are the two of you done?"

"Yeah! I just have to give him a mole!"

"Fuck no! I let you put the stupid sparkly shit on my eyes, that's fucking enough." I pushed her hand with the dark brown eyeliner away and walked out of the bathroom, stuffing my hands in my pockets and trying not to think of the three earrings I'd been looking at: the piercing in my lobe was a spiral that looked like a dragon it was carved out of silver, the next one up was some kind of plate that actually took up two holes that I hadn't felt separately and the last earring was the helix, a simple black hoop was there, a few Japanese looking patterns etched into the black band with silver- I'd have to ask that to get that one changed.

I followed Luxord down the hallway again, noticing that all the doorways remained closed and I realized that Luxord never gave me the house rules. "So, ugh… what are the basic rules I have to follow?"

"Right now? Try not to kill anyone. We'll work on the other rules as they come." I let a glare cross my face and clenched my fists as we got to the top of the grand staircase. The Boggle was more like an old mansion, filled with nice rooms and polished floors, it made me think of reading through books about fine artisans or hero's who'd go through hell for their damsel in distress. That was my life though; 'sacrifice yourself to save Roxas' did there need to be anything else running through my head?

Luxord knocked on the drawing room/ office door and we heard a fairly audible 'Enter' from within. Luxord pushed the door open and I walked in, seeing the Grimm sitting in his large leather chair and the large comfy chair I had been sitting in had it's back to me as the Grimm mouthed something to it's occupant.

"Since it's all really his doing that you're here Axel… we've decided to give your first night to a very special customer of ours, and who'd have thought but; you know him." at that exact moment the chair I'd been sitting in was spun around and I found myself looking into none other then the face of the Reaper, the guy who should have been in the Reapers Palace, deciding what job Roxas were to get.

"Hello Axel… how are you dear boy?" anger boiled in the pit of my stomach, but the Grimm's last threat still rung in my ears and I just closed my eyes and shivered as the Reaper stood up and I felt his breath on the side of my neck. "Fancy meeting you here… isn't it? I suppose I should let you know now; Roxas' license level is class C… he's not capable of having a higher license then that. Sorry." the feel of his lips against my swore ear made me want to rip him a new one. But I kept my eyes shut and stopped the visible shivers when I smelt the horrid almost sour smell his breath had- most likely infecting my ear.

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

The events of that night have stuck with me ever since it happened, my theories of being able to block out the horrors were wrong, sadly, sadly wrong. The Reaper was a brutal man and the Grimm agreed to my request of never having to cater to the man again- the only thing I've ever thanked the Grimm for. The next morning when I woke up, Luxord was sitting on the sofa, a tray of food that looked exquisite in front of him on the coffee table, his phone in his hand as he looked at something.

I didn't want to sit up thanks to the horrid pain and until I felt the pain vividly I hadn't been thought to look for the Reaper.

"He's gone… Xemnas had him removed last night when he tried to wake you again. This is your food if you want it." of course I wanted it, but I couldn't get to it! I laid back down with a groan thanks to my swore muscles. "Want me to bring it to you?"

"Yes… I cant feel my fucking ass thanks to that hob-goblin-pedo-fuck!" I wasn't sad about it, I was angry. I'd heard about kids being raped and being basically broken afterwards, but I wasn't broken, oh hell no… I was awake and ready to fucking kill someone if they pissed me off at that moment.

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Three years and I started to get a few extra privileges, me and four of my friends from the Boggle were all in the same basic situation- well not at all, Sora was there because he'd been given a class C license and he had the brains for an A surprisingly enough. He was a small kid but he had a big personality, he was always smiling too, and his eyes reminded me so much of Roxas, so it was kind of nice having him around to hang out with. Demyx on the other had had gotten his license stolen in Seattle, he'd run to Vancouver to see if he could get another one, but the Reaper just brought him here and he's been stuck here ever since. And as for Zexion- Demyx's best friend and possible boyfriend- no one really knew what their relationship was. Zexion was the kind of guy who monopolized the library and read as many books as he could when he didn't have customers with him. And the last of our group was Xion: she was one of the only girls in the Boggle that wasn't broken beyond repair yet. No one really knew her story, but we all guessed it was that her parents sold her to Xemnas because of some kind of debt.

The five of us were allowed to start going out into the five acres that the Boggle was rests in the middle of. An electric fence around the perimeter to keep us from running. Luxord, Lexaeus, Xaldin, and Sifer having to come out to watch us and make sure we weren't plotting to leave.

"So, what are we going to do today. Cloud watch, talk, make grass angels?" I tucked my hands up behind my head as we walked through a fairly small thicket of trees, stopping only long enough to see if there were clouds in the sky or not so we could cloud watch.

"Like I know… I want to go back and read my book. I don't get why the four of you always drag me outside." Zexion loved complaining about being outside, almost like he was allergic to everything out here despite the fact that his health was perfect.

"Well sorry for wanting to get you tanned. At least Demyx Sora and I know how to get just bronzed enough." I gave a wink as I spun around, looking at the clouds as they flashed across the sky thanks to my rotating.

"Hey! I'm not bronzed, and neither are you… we're just tanned enough to not be considered pale; Mr. 'look at me I'm Irish'!" Sora loved rubbing it in my face that I was Irish, it gave me more clients then them, and therefore more privileges and money then them. But where they have been saving their money up for when we were allowed to go pick up our own clients and live on our own with only some ties to Xemnas, I'd been sending mine to the same mailbox I always had, keeping Roxas' name on the check inside the wonderful black envelopes. I never added a return address- simply because there wasn't one -and I never added a note. But none of them knew that I didn't save my money.

"Axel! Xemnas wants to see you." Luxord snapped his phone shut and he looked over at me with a bored expression.

"But I just got outside… cant it wait until after lunch or something? Tell him I'm running away or something, get creative."

"My creative right now is your fondling Sora… so I'd get going unless you want to be stuck in the basement for a violation again." don't get me wrong, I hadn't once fondled someone! I had said the exact same thing to Luxord about a year before and he'd told I'd fondled one of the girls, so I was thrown in the basement- that was much more like a prison -for two days without food, only water.

"Fine! Tell the lout I'm coming!" I rolled my eyes and said quick goodbye's to the small group of friends and followed Luxord back into the mansion with my hands stuffed in my pockets, making sure that there was a leaf or something stuck to the bottom of my shoe so it would piss the Grimm off.

"Ah, there he is… my Flurry of Dancing Flames! You should be so happy to hear this tidbit of information!" he sounded almost extravagant but he wasn't flourishing any movements as I sat down with a bored expression.

"And what tidbit would that be Xemnas?" I never know what to call him really; Grimm, Xemnas… 'the guy who ruined my life to the point where I want nothing to do with anything he has to do with' none of it sounded right really- well the last one sounded spot on, but it was a bit long.

"My niece has come for a visit of course." he was back to docile, and I have to admit, I like him better when he's not trying to be likable.

"No shit… she just about gouged my eyes out again like, ten minutes ago because I wouldn't say she looked hot." I crossed my arms over my chest and leaned back in the seat after rolling my shoulders, unfortunately I had thought that I'd be easy to get out of shape staying stuck in this house, but a top of the line work out room prevented obesity- it just meant instead of running outside on the five acres of land Xemnas owned, we had to run on a treadmill.

Though I have to give him some kind of credit, so far he's stuck true to our deal and I've gotten an education so I'm the smartest whore in the house-aside from Zexion, and my health hasn't decreased but the most important condition he'd kept true to, is Roxas; as far as I know he's going to school and he's getting really smart himself. I'm not sure where he's living- but I've also never asked -and he is supposedly doing really well.

"Not Larxine, her sister! I'm surprised you don't remember her! I'm shocked really, the two of you were dating." I raised an eyebrow at him for a moment trying to think of what kind of game he was willing to play at.

"Alright, what the fuck are you talking about? Incase you haven't noticed, I'm kinda stuck in this shit of a house away from the general population. And as far as I know I haven't had a girlfriend commute to see me… but I haven't really had any female customers to begin with- certainly no repeat business from them."

"You dolt! Jenn, the girl you met in the Reapers Palace! The girl who informed you she was my niece on the first day she spoke to you!" the name didn't ring a bell until I sat there for a minute or two, trying to think of a face but getting nothing but blonde hair and greenish-blue eyes.

"Alright… what about her? She came for a visit, big whoop." I shrugged my shoulders and he slammed his fists onto the desk.

"She came here to see you!"

"Really? Is she paying? Never thought you'd let me have a guest."

"Consider it her birthday present, and if you don't show her gentleness and kindness tonight, consider your privileges revoked and your sorry excuse for an ass strapped down in the basement for a week." I looked back at him and saw the glare, he looked absolutely pissed and I just let out a sigh and nod my head.

"Any idiosyncrasy's or attitude problems I need to know about?" I ran my hand through my hair and rolled my shoulders a little to loosen them since I found it much easier to lie when my shoulders moved freely.

"How about you learn as you go?" I gave a bit of a glare and let out a sigh and rolled my shoulders yet again.

"So, do you want the whole shebang and be 'the perfect gentlemen' and sweep her off her feet, or 'be myself' and have her running in the opposite direction?"

"Charming gentlemen… and up in your room this weekend: don't hurt her."

"I wouldn't dream of it Mr. Grimm." I stood up from my seat and gave a slight bow to him and turned around. "I'll be back down in half an hour… unless you want me to greet her looking like a slob?"

"Of course not, take all the time you need Axel… after all; you're aware that you're my best money-bag." I just smirked a bit and opened the door so I could head up to my room.

"Axel! Hey, what'd old Grimm-Dummy want with you?" I turned my attention to the side and looked at my four friends and gave them a bit of a smirk.

"Sorry guys, but I'm on the job now. You'll have to get Xion to settle all disputes, got it memorized?" Sora was the first to respond by rolling his eyes and waving his hand at me.

"Yeah- whatever! It's not our fault that your: 'Mr. Prince-Charming' or some kind of red headed god." I could see Zexion and Demyx roll their eyes and decided to play along for a moment, trying as hard as I could to keep the happy façade I had about being what I was.

"Sora… was that a confession perhaps? Finally admitting that I'm a sexy-beast of a god?" his eyes went wide and he opened his mouth to protest but I cut him off. "Or simply a statement made from a jealous colleague?" he sputtered a moment and I never really got to hear his reply since I vanished up the garnished staircase and vanished into my Number 8 room.

The room was covered in unlit candles, I loved looking at flames and nine times out of ten I just lay in my bed on the nights when I did and didn't have customers, looking into a candle until the wick burnt out before switching my gaze to the next. Customers never minded when I went to sleep so long as they got what they wanted out of me. The sheets on my bed had started off blue when I first moved in, but had changed to a red that came pretty close to my hair. The furnishing in the room hadn't changed much, they were still a lush carpet that had gone from pure white to a fairly blue tinted grey. And the curtains were black so I could block out morning light for those really late nights I got paid so much for.

"I already heard, I've got your best suit laying out on the bed."

"No, not the best suit… I'll save that one for tomorrow. How about the white one tonight?" I pulled my shirt off over my head, showing Luxord the expanse of my chest he'd seen a million times before as I started moving around my room to get ready for the girl I didn't want to see and pretend to reminisce with.

"Really? Why tomorrow night?"

"I'm going to charm her, and Xemnas said she'd be around the entire weekend, so why not just have a sweet childish night? Isn't it more romantic when it's held out on or something like that?" Luxord shrugged his shoulders at me and I just shrugged as he brought out my white and green suit- one of many I'd gotten over the years.

I pulled my tight black jeans off next and started hopping my way into the fairly loose white slacks that came with the suit that I hadn't really worn yet. "I suppose I'll have to tie my hair down a bit… god that's such a hassle." Luxord was the only one in the house who could tell how really pissed I was about being here, everyone else thought that my carefree tone was genuine.

Unfortunately for my ego and nerves, Luxord was always the shadow hidden in the corner of the room or in the bathroom, keeping an eye on me and my behavior. But I'd never let him slip passed the line from my Wolf to my friend, I refused to give Xemnas that kind of satisfaction.

"Axel… Xemnas wants to see you now." Saïx walked into my room with no knock and I rolled my eyes as I turned my head, still buttoning the pants up.

"He'll have to wait at least a minute for me to get my pants on."

"He wants you in the tuxedo, and to see you right now. Pants or not." I groaned a bit and finished getting the white pants on.

"I'll get the tuxedo." Luxord vanished back into the walk in closet as I followed Saïx down the hallway and back into Xemnas' office- what he introduced to me as the drawing room.

"Ah, I see your wearing the white suit- I want it changed. But first, I want you to come here for a moment." I did as he asked and sat down on the corner of his Desk closest to him since he motioned to it. "Remove the earring in your lobe for me." I did as he asked calmly and quickly, taking the small dragon out of my ear and setting it down into his open palm. "Good, now put this one in instead." he handed me an identical earring, the only difference was the earring I'd had in my ear didn't have gems for eyes, and this one had two emeralds for eyes.

"And what does this do?"

"It's a tracker. It'll stay in your ear until you come back."

"Until I-"

"You're being allowed to leave the compound, but if you differ from direction I'll give you no more then one hour, I'll have a team of Wolves on you faster then you can say 'Hi' am I understood?"

I raised an eyebrow and looked into his amber eyes, trying to decipher if he was being serious or not. "And how are you going to know I haven't just taken it out?"

"Your not that stupid, I'd have the wild dogs go after Roxas. You don't know where he is, but I do." I wasn't sure if I should believe him about knowing where Roxas was, but I wouldn't take the risk and he knew it or not.

"Alright. And how long do I have to get back on track if I get lost again?"

"You get lost? I doubt it, but you'll have one hour, and you'll have a phone with you that I'll call you on to direct you back." I nod my head a few times and slipped the dragon into place. "Alright, go get dressed, Jenn is waiting for you in the waiting room."

I nod my head and vanished back up to my room where Luxord was waiting with the black tuxedo, I quickly got dressed in it and went into the bathroom to tie back as much of my hair as I could to make sure that it looked alright.

AN:

Me: not as dark as I wanted it -_-' I think I'm stuck in a perpetual state of 'no angst'

Axel: well, we can make the next chapter really angst if you let me give you a few ideas.

Roxas: am I going to come back into it soon? I miss being with Axel.

Sora: your such a baby! You cant even spend ten minutes away from that stupid red-head!

Riku: look who's talking Sora… your sitting on my lap- have been for the last hour. I think my legs are falling asleep -_-

Me: Y'know, normally I don't like soriku, so don't mess this thing up! I'm trying it out to try it out, not to be smothered by it!

Sora: Alright, I'm sorry… don't take him away from me. Please?

Me: I wont yet. Anyhow, take it away Sora.

Sora: please review! We'd all love to hear what you have to say about this chapter of the story- or the whole story thus far! ^_^ have a good day or night- or afternoon of course -and if you cant find fun, MAKE IT! =^_^=