Hey I know, I suck. I never update. I'm too lazy but it's worth the wait right? Haha I have a bunch of free time now that its summer and I promise to update when I can! Xoxo
PaulPOV
As soon as I got into the woods, I stopped shaking. Don't get me wrong, it pisses me off that Lila is in the kitchen playing tonsil hockey with some douche but it's not like I have to right to be upset. I only met her a few hours ago and just because I imprinted on her does not mean that I own her. She is allowed to be with whomever she wants. So I took a few deep breaths and walked slowly back to the house, to the party.
"Paul! There you are. What were you doing outside?" Sophie asked as soon as I was in the kitchen.
"Nothing." I said as she walked over to me and wrapped her arms around my waist as I was scanning the room for Lila. She wasn't in the kitchen and neither was her boy toy so I assumed that they were in the living room where the real party was taking place.
"Where's my drink?" Sophie asked impatiently.
"Sorry, I got distracted." I said, then walked over to the cooler, pulled out a beer and handed it to her.
"Ready to dance?" She asked wiggling her eyebrows suggestively, making me smile.
"Ready when you are." Then she grabbed my hand and pulled me into the living room and right over to where Lila was dancing with her boyfriend.
Another wave of jealousy went through me as I saw Lila's butt right in that jockstraps crotch and his hands on her hips, but I crushed that feeling down. Sophie seemed satisfied with the spot right next to them and she turned her back to me and started shaking her butt. Normally I would have grabbed her and pulled her close to me but obviously, my brain wasn't working right because this hot girl right in front of me wanted me to rub my dick on her and I just stood there not knowing what to do. I'm sure that these brain troubles that I was having was because Lila was right there and all I wanted to do was take her away from the guy she was here with.
"Sophie?" The ass that was dancing with my imprint yelled over the music grabbing a few people's attention, including Lila's considering that he yelled right in her ear. Lila looked at the ass in confusion then in my direction and gave me a huge smile. It was awesome.
"Ryan? Hey long time no see!" Sophie giggled. "Wanna go in the kitchen and talk for a minute? It's really fricken loud in here!" She yelled. Ryan gave her a thumbs up and grabbed Lila's hand pulling her towards the kitchen. Sophie and I followed suit.
"So Sophs, how's it going? Haven't seen you in a while." Ryan said once we got to our destination and then pulled Lila into his side.
"It's been good." Sophie said with a smile then gestured towards me. "This is Paul. Paul this is Ryan, we went to school together, and this is…?"
"Hey Lila," I said interrupting Sophie, "And nice to meet you man." I stuck my hand out for Ryan to take. After a short hesitation, he reached out and shook my hand.
"You two know each other?" Ryan and Sophie asked at the same time and I noticed that Ryan's hold on Lila tightened.
"Oh yeah, we go way back." Lila exaggerated. "We've known each other for hours." Then she giggled and it was the cutest fricken sound ever.
"So you guys just recently met? Where was I?" Ryan asked looking at Lila suspiciously. "No, where were you?"
"Madison and I went to the beach and ran into Paul and a couple of his friends today." She said simply, not looking at Ryan but at me still smiling as if she didn't know that her boyfriend was jealous.
"You know this party is lame. Do you want to get out of here Li?" Ryan asked suddenly giving Lila a pointed look.
"Yeah, whatever you want." She said looking a little confused at his random outburst.
"See you later Sophie. It was nice meeting you Paul." Ryan said without looking at either of us and grabbing Lila's hand pulling her towards the front door.
I watched them until they disappeared into the crowd, suddenly feeling emptier then usual. God I hated that, that feeling of loneliness when she wasn't around. I've been imprinted for a day and I already miss her presence. I don't even know this girl and she is quickly becoming my everything. I don't love her yet but I already care about her more then almost anything.
"She's pretty." Sophie said looking at me suspiciously.
"She is." I said simply. "So what do you want to do? Dance, drink, or leave?"
"Lets go somewhere private." Sophie said wrapping her arms around my neck.
For a second I couldn't say anything. I knew that this was coming. I called Sophie for this very reason, to fool around, to get my mind off Lila, but now I'm not to sure about it, about Sophie.
"Ok." I said and Sophie led me to my Jeep. As we were driving to our spot I couldn't stop thinking about Lila and if she would be disappointed or disgusted with me for what I was about to do. You know what; I don't care what she thinks. That's a lie; I just don't want to care about what she thinks of me. The only thing I want at this moment is to not think about her and the best way to do it is to use Sophie.
When I parked my Jeep in our hiding spot along the cliffs I almost immediately put it into reverse wanting to take Sophie home and put space between us, but I pulled myself together. I could do this.
"I missed you Paul." She said as she climbed over the middle consol and into my lap. She started kissing my jaw and all of a sudden, this wave of pleasure started in the pit of my stomach and spread all over. What Sophie was doing to me felt like it was the best thing in the world, I never wanted it to stop, and right when I was thinking that… it did. I realized that I wasn't feeling those things at all. In fact, I was feeling a little grossed out with myself and then I knew that that pleasure I was feeling was coming from Lila and that sucked. That sucked because it meant that her asshole boyfriend, Ryan, was making her feel that way and not me. Fricken a, I can't get away from this girl.
At least now I don't have to feel bad about boning Sophie when Lila was off screwing her boyfriend.
LilaPOV
I opened the front door as quietly as I could and shut it with just as much concentration.
"You're late." My dad said from his chair in our living room. Sighing in defeat, I walked into the living room, ready for my punishment.
"What are we going to do about this?" My dad asked expectantly.
"We are going to look this one over and I am going to promise that it won't happen again." I said hopefully.
"Yeah, and then we're all going to break out in song and dance." He said sarcastically. "Really Lila that's not going to happen, this is the third time you've missed curfew in a month. It is also the third time that you have missed curfew with that boy, and you know that I don't like you out late with him."
"That boy's name is Ryan, Dad and he's a good guy. You have nothing to worry about." I said impatiently. We've had this discussion many times before.
"Lila I know that, but I also know that he is older then you and is legally allowed to drink. I also know that he is sexually active and is more then likely pushing you to have sex with him." He voice had risen and he was now standing in front of me waggling his finger as if he was reprimanding me.
"Ew." Was all I said as I turned around, walked up the stairs into my room, and shut my door with a little more force then necessary.
Man I and so tired of this. My dad will just not lay off when it comes to Ryan; I swear my father thinks he is the devils spawn or something. Just because he's older and not attending college, my dad thinks he's a crazy slacker that won't amount to anything in his life. I just get so frustrated! Then there was a knock on my door interrupting my mind ramble.
"If your name is William and you are going to punish your daughter then no, you may not come in. If you are anyone else, access granted." I yelled at the door.
"Do you always have to be so dramatic?" My little brother, Brady, asked as he walked into my room and flopped down on my bed.
"Yes, I'm a girl. It's what we do." I replied as I kicked off my shoes and sat down next to him. "Brady when the hell did you get so big?" I asked as I looked at him splayed across my bed.
"I don't know but it's pretty sweet. Look at my guns!" He said sitting up and flexing.
"Holy crap! When did you start working out?" I asked astonished. Fifteen-year-old boys should not have muscles as big as my brother had. It was just fricken weird.
"I didn't! That's why it's so cool! I got taller too!" He exclaimed, standing up to show me that he wasn't lying. He had always been tall for his age, before he grew like a freak he was about 5'11" and now he looked to be about 6'3".
"That's weird, but also a little crappy on my part. I obviously haven't been around much to notice these changes. I'm a poop sister." I told him apologetically.
"That's okay Lils. I understand, with graduation coming up, your boyfriend and your friends that you don't necessarily have time to just hangout with me. It's all good." Aw, he's the best little brother ever!
"Besides, I don't need you cramping my style." He stated.
I spoke too soon.
"You know, you're way cooler when your mouth is shut." I said getting up and turning around to pick out my pj's. "I saw Collin today." I said quietly knowing that he could hear me.
"That's nice." Brady replied passively.
"Madison and I ran into him at the beach today while he was with a few of his friends." I turned around to face him. "He grew a shit ton too."
"I know. I've seen him around." Brady said, his face had grown hard.
"What happened with you two?" I asked carefully knowing that this was a touchy subject for my brother. "You guys don't even talk anymore."
"He's just a dumbass Lila. Nothing you need to worry about." Then he started walking towards the door. "Goodnight Lils."
"Night Bray." I said shutting the door behind him. I then got into my pajamas, brushed my teeth, turned my light out, and got into bed.
Once I was laying down my mind started running through the night that I had just had; Ryan picking me up 45 minutes late for our "date", finding out that our date wasn't really a date because we were going to a party with a bunch of his friends, getting to the party and being pissed off because Ryan was flirting with everything that had a vagina. Ryan pushing me up against a counter for a hot make-out session, dancing with my butt in Ryan's crotch area, and then Paul.
I have not been able to get him from the recesses of my mind since I met him this afternoon on the beach. I wasn't expecting to see him at the party at all. I had assumed that he was older then Ryan, maybe 25 but then I took a good look at him under the lights in the kitchen and saw that he must be about Ryan's age, 20 or 21. When I was looking at Paul, I could not stop smiling, even when Ryan and that girl Sophie were eye fucking each other, because I was just really excited to see him again.
I don't know why seeing him had that kind of effect on me. I barley knew the guy and earlier when I was standing across from him in that kitchen I couldn't stop staring at him: one because he is just so beautiful, like a fucking Greek god and two because I was wondering what it would be like if I was snuggled into his side instead of Sophie. When I wasn't with him, he was in the back of my mind and there was no way of getting him out. It is hackin weird. I haven't even thought about another boy since I met Ryan three years ago let alone have a crush on one but at this moment, that is exactly what I would classify my tiny infatuation with Paul as, a crush. A simple schoolgirl crush and it would not get in the way of my relationship with Ryan at all.
MadisonPOV
My name is Madison and
My best friend is Lila Wren.
I am in love with boys, no scratch that,
I am in love with having sex with boys.
One boy in particular- Ryan Hart.
Too bad that he's Lila's boyfriend,
but she doesn't do him anyways.
So, I figure he's fair game.
