I can t believe I just said that.
Katniss looked at me like I was an alien. She stood up and walked rounds in my room. I just decided to sit. No, it wasn't a decision. I seriously wasn't able to do something. What are you.
Katniss tried to say something. I didn't want to hear it. This whole plan was stupid. Every guy I know crushes on her. But she's so unreachable that no one dares to try with her. Why in gods name did I tried this.
I mean just walking up to her, asking her on a date while we haven't talked in years. And then I tell her I love her! I mean of course I love her.
I already did my whole life. The day she walked in my parents bakery.
"Hello dear, what can I get for you"? My mother asked Katniss as she walked in. Katniss took out a little paper.
"Hello miss, I don t know how to pronounce this so I just give it to you?" 11 year old Katniss asked. She looked up and saw me staring at her. She was shy and turned a little pink.
"That is a lot of bread dear! Are you sure you have the money for it"? My mother asked her.
Katniss grabbed something out of her pocket. It was like 30 dollars. That is enough more than that.
"Baby, why don't you help Katniss bring the breads home?" My mother asked me. I looked at Katniss, as she eagerly nodded.
We walked towards her home. We didn't talk that much, but it was nice walk in silence. As she stopped I realized we were at her house. She took the bag of breads I held and walked towards the door.
"I'm Peeta." I said fast before she could get in. She turned around which made her always famous braid swing, she looked at me and said:
"I know who you are." Smiled and closed the door.
That was the first time I met Katniss Everdeen.
"Seriously, where is the camera cause this is not funny Peeta!" she almost screamed with tears in her eyes.
"Katniss there is no joke, no one is laughing." I said slowly.
"You can't just tell me you love me okay! That is not .. just gosh! Read the rules man. You can't mess with a girl like that." She was throwing her hands from her head towards me.
I stood up and grabbed her hands.
"Katniss, I m not messing with you. I'd never do that to you. I truly like you. I know it was maybe weird to tell you I love you. But that is how I feel." She was watching me with tears in her eyes. "I will not break you as Gale did."
I saw that hurt her. "I know what he did to you Katniss. I will never hurt you. Please trust me and."
She stopped me with a kiss. And then she laid her head in my neck. I wanted more. This was the best feeling I've ever had. I slowly moved my head and try to make her do the same so she would be close to my face again. Our noses almost touching.
"Peeta I do like you."
And there again were her lips getting close with mine. Her hands running up my body towards my neck. My hands were on her hips. They fitted there like they were made to be there.
Then suddenly she stopped, grabbed her bag and ran away. I heard the doors slamming and saw her walking away through the window.
I just can't place what just happened.
Katniss pov
"Katniss, I m not messing with you. I'd never do that to you. I truly like you. I know it was maybe weird to tell you I love you. But that is how I feel."
I couldn't believe what I was hearing here.
"I will not break you as Gale did." That just brang up more tears, he said more but I just wanted to kiss him. Which I did. And the moment my lips met his it was electric. I got caught up in the moment and asked to deepen it with my tongue.
He eagerly gave me entrance. This kiss was amazing, his hands on my hips and mine in his neck. It's like we were made for each other.
I need to stop being so stupid. This can't be happening. With a lot of pain I pulled him away grabbed my bag and ran away.
This dude was crazy. I just walked home with the rain washing away my tears. I wasn t sad. Just really, really confused.
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