I'm FREAAKING SORRY GUYS! I'm Just so busy and couldn't upload and I was dying to write again so here I am. Last Chapter Katniss made clear to be only Buddy's with Peeta.. "AWW" that bitch "I'm sorry but I love Peeta" We'll be right there were I left of. Please review. It will really make me write faster!

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Katniss POV.

Yes, I was a coward. I could not be cool with the fact of me and Peeta being together.
The moment I wrote "Buddy" on that paper and gave it to him I felt guilty. I just can't be with someone in that way. I had no Idea what the teacher discussed and I was somewhere far away in thoughts. My mind was getting in flashbacks.
Flashbacks of me and Gale. The guy who I –in theories- should marry. Get kids with. It was all set out for us. We just had to live the rules.
I always had an eye for Peeta. But when Gale was in my life. I couldn't think about anyone else anymore.
The flashbacks of that night. Those nights. Those months. Tried to creep into my mind. I did everything I could not to think about Gale.

The bell rang and I immediately grabbed my bag en books and ran away. I had PE. Time to think freely. I was first to change and when I was in the gym I just started to run rounds. There was nobody there. And I was at 20 rounds when the first one set in. I only saw a door swing in the corner of my eyes and didn't spend much time who it was. The teacher was watching me while I was running the crap out of me. Keep running in the same rounds. Keep running into the thoughts. Making the same mistakes.

"Katniss!" Mr. Cravement shouted. "A minute please."

I walked to him and was breathing pretty stable.

"What are you doing?" The coach said.

"What do you mean coach? If I may ask?" I had no Idea what the man was talking about.

"Why are you not on one of the school teams? Why do you hate me so bad that you won't join us?" The coach had asked me this a lot. Since the beginning of this year he was trying to get me on one of the teams. He couldn't care what team cause I'm great in any sport. I just didn't want to.

"Coach we been here before, I'm not interested in joining a sport." He looked at me really grumpy. It was like he was going to explode.

"Ask Simone. She would die for a place in your teams." I grabbed a basketball and walked away but as soon as I turned around Peeta was right in front of me.

"hey." I said just loud enough to hear.

"Hey, Best out of 7?" He asked.

"Yeah sure." Of all sports I like Basketball the most. This has to be easy. I did the first shot. Goal.

"Nice!" Peeta said

"I know." I passed the ball to him. He bounced it twice and did a shot. He also scored. We did it in silence and at 5 Peeta walked to me and stood in front of me.

"Katniss, make up your mind. Yesterday you kissed me. I didn't do a thing. Yeah accept for kissing back. Now today you make it really clear we are just buddies. Nothing more. You can't mess with me like that okay? I really like you kat, And I care about you. Please don't act like you don't care about me. I can't handle that." Peeta looked me right in the eyes and there was no escape.

"I'm sorry." I dropped my ball and ran away.

"Where do you think you're going, miss Everdeen?" The coach said.

"If you let me go I'll join the basketball team." I stood still but ready to start running again. He didn't even had to think long about it.

"Go. Tomorrow after school I'll see you." He said and then he whistled. I saw Peeta looking after me but I ignored his look.

Peeta's POV

When I saw that Katniss was going away I just threw my ball away. I thought about Katniss all class. After class I Called Katniss over and over again. I'm not gonna let her go. Not again. I decided to call Prim if she was home.

"Prim?" I said trough the phone. "You there?"
"Yeah Peeta wait a moment." She whispered. I heard some doors and at the and the wind going through the microphone of Prim 's phone.

"I'm sorry, but there's a frustrated Katniss inside. And she will probably kill me." Prim said.

All I could think was she was mad at me. I just have no idea what I did wrong.

"So talk" Prim said on the other side of the line.

"I don't know what to say. I don't even know what I did wrong Prim!"

"Just come here Peeta, I think that's the.." Some yelling interrupted Prim.

"He can't come here! And you should stop putting your nose into this!" I heard on the background.

"Katniss! COME BACK!" I heard Prims voice shouting.

What is happening there! I just tried to listen but I still didn't get it at all.

"Uhh Peeta, Just stay at school." Then she hang up in my ear.

On that exact moment the bell rang and I went to the cafeteria. Still only thinking about Katniss. About her Laugh, Her smile, Her eyes. Her pretty pretty eyes.
I was in line for lunch. I have to forget about Katniss. She isn't worth it. At least that is what I tried to talk myself into. I saw enough pretty girls. There's actually one next to me. She's Abby Hawthorne. Yes you see that right. She's gale's sister. She's nice but no one is talking to her cause of what her brother did.

I got my plate and filled it with junk. I saw there was only one strawberry smoothie left. Hoping no one was taking it. I tried to grab it as fast as possible but Abby's hand came over mine. Damn.

"Oh I'm sorry take it." She said really shy. I felt kind off bad for her. She never did something wrong. Gale did.

"No it's fine Abby, here take it." I gave her the smoothie and put it on her plate. We were at the checkout. She looked at me with big eyes.

"You know my name!" She asked.

"Yes of course I do." I felt REALLY bad for her. Realizing she haven't been called at her name lately but only bad words I'd rather not say.

"Okay." She walked away.

"Hey Abby!" I shouted at her. And I knew I was gonna regret this. But this is what I should do.

"You want to sit with me?" I asked her. First she looked at me with disbelief.

"Really!" She asked.

"Yeah sure." I walked next to her to the table she usually sits at. Alone. Everything is better than the guys around me.

Katniss POV

I ran to school with my sweater and glasses on. I wanted to see Peeta. I don't know why. Maybe to apologize. But I wanted to see him. I walked to the cafeteria.
I had the cap on cause people would recognize me, just by my hair. Which looked shitty btw.
I took my glasses of and looked for him.

What I found wasn't what I expected. I saw him sitting with Abby. Abby Hawthorne. Who was I kidding. Of course he would go on with life. He doesn't even need me. They were laughing. I felt something that I felt before. But not much. Jealousy.
I didn't know what I was doing and this was probably the worst idea ever. But it only took my 2 second to fix my braid in something proper. And 5 seconds to walk over to Peeta and Abby. Abby and I were like sisters before the Gale thing.

"Well hello Abby! What a surprise to see you here with Peeta." I sat next to Peeta but I was only facing her. I saw Peeta looking at me with VERY big eyes.

"oh hey Katniss." She looked ashamed. Even though she knew nothing about Peeta and me.

"Katniss what are you.." I interrupted him.

"So it seems like my ex "sister" And my boyfriend have SOO much fun together, huh." I laughed a really fake smile to her.

"You must be fucking me." Peeta said to himself.

Abby looked really ashamed. "Oh I'm sorry, I'll just go." She already took her plate.

"Bye!" I said fake.. again. This is so not me.

"No Abby stay, Katniss. 5 minutes now." He looked really angry at me. "I'll be right back." he said to Abby.

He took my arm and pulled me to somewhere more silence.

"What are you doing Katniss!" He shouted at me.

I don't want him to be angry. "I don't know.. I was just jealous." I felt my head getting really hot.

"So what now, You finally found out you love me. And then just randomly be rude to Abby. Why are you doing that!" He was talking less angry.

I didn't know what to say, or how to say it in the right way.

"Yes."

"What yes?"

"Please say yes."

"When?" I made him really confused.

"Now, Cause I'm asking you to be my boyfriend."

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