Chapter 17
Sesshomaru woke up at 7 am, it was Sunday and yet he could not sleep more. Rin was fast asleep next to him, she was completely covered with the sheets.
"she must be cold" he thought. Immediately he spooned her and observed her accommodate herself better to his embrace.
She is perfect Sesshomaru thought, Rin had found a way to dig deeply into his heart and made a home to herself. He liked everything about her. She did not know it, but Sesshomaru was at her feet and that scared him.
Sesshomaru managed to sleep one more hour when he felt his cellphone vibrate. It was his father:
"Sesshomaru please meet me at my office first thing tomorrow morning"
That was all he said. Sesshomaru thought that was odd, his father was always a straightforward man, but he could imagine it might be because of the spot to do his internship in Philadelphia. He could not sleep anymore and decided to take a shower. He had a lot of things to analyze.
Now that he and Rin were together, he was not sure if it was the best decision to take the internship. Sure, it was great for his career, but for his personal life, probably not. If Sesshomaru had to be honest with himself, he was getting tired of jeopardizing his personal well-being in order to get better professional opportunities. He decided to stay in Japan, he was not leaving, not when he had finally found his future life partner.
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Rin woke up from her slumber, she felt sore down there, she was itred and her muscles were sore. She felt confused. She was not sure why, but she felt a bti empty. Despite she was sure she loved Sesshomaru, countless doubts came to her mind,; she never thought she was going to be a virgin until marriage, but it was her dream to make love for the first time with a man she was at least engaged with. This thought made her heart skip a beat, she really was not sure how Sesshomaru thought about her, she heard him say she loved her, but….but, did he? Rin was taken away form her own cavilations when she felt Sesshomaru's strong embrace.
'He thinks I am still sleeping" she thought not moving on purpose. Sesshomary started feeling her soft curves with his hands, he traced her hips, waist and creast with his hand and she heard his breath getting faster. He kept caressing her and giving her soft kisses around her body, before she noticed, she was getting very wet.
"I know you are awake" Sesshomaru said softly. Rin became red as a tomato from the embarrassment.
"Sorry…I…I just like it" she stammered
"Liked what" he answered with a smirk
"You…emmm touching me?" she whispered almost inaudibly
Sesshomaru smiled softly and kissed her gently on her lips. "I want you so bad right now" he said sensually "But you must be sore down there" he continued.
Rin was embarrassed by the situation and she just stared at him not knowing what to do. She wanted him to take her but she was too shy to say it.
Sesshomaru proceeded to remove the covers from her leaving her completely naked to his eyes. His member twitched in anticipation. Rin noticed the lust on his eyes and without thinking it she covered her breast with her hands and crossed her legs.
Sesshomaru noticed her insecurity and reassured her "Rin, I love you, you are safe with me"
Rin just stared at him. " I think you are beautiful, you do not have to cover yourself, and you do not have to do anything you do not want to please me" he added.
"He is talking in first person!" Rin thought.
Sesshomaru proceeded to leave the bed to get ready when Rin grabbed him and pulled his neck gently towards her. She smiled and started kissing him with passion.
"I love you" she said "It's just that…you need to give me some time, after all you are my first"
Sesshomaru nodded and kept kissing her. Touching her breasts and her curves. He kept telling her how much he wanted her and how hard he got whenever he thought about her.
Rin answered with kissed and moans. They loved each other again and again until they fell asleep.
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Sesshomaru! Wake uuuuup! It's 3 pm! OMG I have so much to study, I cant disappear from the world like this again. I need to get dress and get going!
Sesshomaru woke up to Rin yelling at him and calmly got dressed.
"You can study here" Sesshomaru said
Noooo, I have everything at home, plus now you are a distraction" Rin said accusingly
Sesshomaru was annoyed, he loved the girl, but damn when it was about grades Rin did not care about anyone.
While Rin kept going at how late she was and mentioning everything she had to do Sesshomaru calmly added
" I have a meeting with my father tomorrow at 8 pm"
Rin calmed down and answered "really? You barely have meetings with him, everything okay?
"I do not see what can be wrong, so I assume yes" Sesshomaru answered securely
"Okay!, good luck" Rin said while pecking him on the lips. "I am leaving now"
Sesshomaru grabbed her by the waist, put his hands underneath her shirt and started caressing her waist and breasts.
"ufffff…..you drive me crazy" He said lustfully
Rin blushed as she tried not to moan. "well….I have to go" she mumbled/
"Okay" he said giving up
She smiled kissed him again and left.
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Rin left the apartment complex wearing the same clothes from last night, she was wearing her pumps too.
"Is this what they call the walk of shame?" she asked herself. "Thank goodness I live close by!" She replied to herself cheerfully.
Little did Rin know she was being observed by a pair of golden orbs from afar.
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"So, Rin and Sesshomaru…huh? Interesting". Toga said, as he smiled.
He could not wait another day to know his son's decision so he and decided to go to his apartment and ask him directly if he was going to take the position in Philadelphia or not.
Toga respected whatever Sesshomaru wanted to do, but he really wanted him to take advantage of the opportunity. After all, it was only one year of being away, he could always come back for the holidays.
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Sesshomaru was happy, he truly was happy. He could not remember when the last time was he had been this happy in his life. Perhaps when he was a child.
He could not believe he had found his future wife, the love of his life and that made him incredibly happy and accomplished. For the first time, he thanked life and all the above powers and gods he did not believe existed, but he still did, because he was happy.
Sesshomaru was making himself something to eat when he heard the door knock, he smirked and thought it was Rin, he had been expecting her, the clumsy girl had left her house keys on his counter. He had it all planned out, he wanted to convince her to eat dinner with him and stay over, he could help her study with the promise he was not going to try to ravish her in the process.
"Rin, I…" Sesshomaru stopped talking when instead of Rin he saw his father at the door.
"Rin? , were you expecting her son? " Toga said with a smile on his face. "I believe you guys have been spending plenty of time together as mentor and mentee, right? Toga added with a knowingly mirk on his face.
"Indeed" Sesshomaru added coldly. "What brings you here father?, this Sesshomaru thought we were meeting tomorrow"
"True, but I could not wait to hear your answer any longer, so I came" Toga answered
Sesshomaru raised his eyebrows with a questioning look.
"Are you going to accept the internship in Philadelphia?" Toga clarified.
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It was stating to rain, and Rin was walking as fast as she could. Of course, everything had to happen to her, she had forgotten her house keys and now she had to go back all the way to Sesshomaru's place. She was really worried, she did not have time to study anymore, this sucked.
She was soaking wet as she approached to the door, when she was about to knock she heard the voice of Toga asking:
"Are you going to accept the internship in Philadelphia?"
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Sesshomaru was surprised at his fathers' interest in the matter, he clearly wanted him to take it, otherwise his father would not have taken the time to go to his apartment and ask him.
"No' Sesshomaru said plainly
"Why?" Toga asked confused. Before Sesshomaru could answer he added "Son ot is a great opportunity, think about it is only a year and you will earn so much experience, you speak perfect English and….
"NO" Sesshomaru interrupted
Toga grew annoyed, but he tried to keep calmed because he knew he was not going to go anywhere by yelling at Sesshomaru, he was not like Inuyasha.
"I need an adequate explanation" Toga stated, then he remembered Rin leaving Sesshomaru's apartment, that was it!
"Wait….is it because of Rin?" Toga asked
Sesshomaru's eyes opened wide in surprise, his father was absolutely right, yet he was not going to admit it to him. It was too early to talk about his relationship with Rin, he was still discovering his own feelings for her.
"Of course not, why would you say something so stupid" Sesshomaru practically spit his words
"Because I know you are interested in her" Toga answered seriously.
"Father she is a nobody, I just mentor her" Sesshomaru regretted saying that, but he could not take it back
"Really?, why do I see you going out with her all the time and today I saw her leaving your apartment with going out clothes. Did she spend the night with you? Toga stated
"That is not of your business. You know how this Sesshomaru has brought plenty of girls here, why does it matter?" Sesshomaru responded, again regretting what he said.
'Okay, but she is a good girl, do not play with her feelings she deserv…."
"Enough father! You should not come here to tell me what to do or who I fuck" Sesshomaru interjected. He did not know why he was acting up so much, he was defensive, but why?
His thoughts were interrupted by a slap on the face. "I am your father dammit and you will respect me! Watch how you talk to me boy! If I am telling you not to play with her heart then you will not do it and when I tell you to….
"I will go to Philadelphia!" Sesshomaru yelled as high as his father was. " But when I come back you better get off my fucking back, I am done giving you explanations and living with your constant threats, FUCKING DONE! NOW LEAVE!"
Sesshomaru opened the door to make is father leave, however, as soon as he opened it he saw a heartbroken Rin. She looked at him with hurt in her eyes, disappointment and more than anything disgust. Sesshomaru heart clenched at the sight.
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"Just give me my keys" Rin said in between tears.
"Rin I…" Sesshomaru stammered
GIVE ME MY KEYS YOU ASSHOLE! She yelled.
He gave her the keys and she left as fast as she could.
Rin could not believe it, she was heartbroken, she had given her virginity to someone who saw her as another fucking partner.
It was all her fault, she allowed this to happen, she wanted NOTHING to do with the Takahashi family every again.
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"This is all your fault" Toga said calmly.
"I…I need to contact her" Sesshomaru said
"No" Toga responded immediately, "you have broken her heart, give her time to digest things"
"I do not have time, the internship starts in 5 days" Sesshomaru said in defeat
"Then you shall talk to her when you come back" Toga answered as he stepped out of the house.
One more chapter to go and 2 epilogues