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Desire

Stop and protect," Molly yelled as she formed another shield surrounding Rin in a enclosed bubble.

" Burn Hi," Rin shouted as she released her zanpanto. A sword jagged and lighted blue like neon lights glowed as she lifted it then brought it down hard on the shield. Sending it cracking under Molly's palms.

Groaning lightly Molly fell to her knees. " Wow," Molly replied. " Your sword burned right through my shield."

" That's one of Hi's abilities. She can create a short lighting like current that can burn through just about anything." Rin replied.

" Cool. Lets do it again," Molly, replied stumbling to her full height then lifting her hands she focused all her energy once again into a shield.

Standing just above them Yoruichi and Urahara observed the two teens as they both trained. " Her powers really are unique. But it's not the first time I've seen something similar to it." Urahara replied, " She's going to have to train harder if she's going to improve the small abilities she has now."

" Yes well its seems that at the rate she's going now she won't have much of a problem." Yoruichi replied referring to the others who just arrived after their mission greeting Molly with smiles and squeezing hugs.

" It's a good they've grown accustomed to her. She's going to need that friendship to help her through what's to come," Urahara stated smiling. Yoruichi could do nothing but nod.

" And what the hell are you thinking about so deeply?" Renji asked me as I dazed off while walking beside him.

" Oh," I said perking up. " Nothing." Folding my hands in front of my body I continued to walk in silence, listening to Joel argue with Rukia and Rangiku about something or another. " Actually," I said. " I do have a question to ask you. About Soul Reapers and Hollows."

" Go ahead, I'm listening."

" What happens to a arrancar?" I paused, " after a Soul Reaper defeats them? Do they go back to the Soul Society like some hollows do or do they…?"

" Well hollows and Arrancar are the same things. Except that arrancars removed their mask as Hollows. So would suppose that some would go to the soul society. Or in the case of most fade…" He stopped short.

" Fade where?" I asked.

" Fade into nothingness." He replied. I felt my eyes involuntarily widen at his statement.

Fade into nothingness…Ulquiorra…

" Why the question all of a sudden?"

" Oh. No real reason. Just wondering." Glancing away from him I could still feel his eyes on me even after the others caught up with us. But I ignored him. In fear that he would see the emotion in my eyes that I was so desperately trying to hide.

It was around midnight that Ulquiorra heard the door to Molly's house open then her foot steps as she strolled inside.

" Gram I'm home. And I brought groceries," she yelled.

" Ok dear," the woman yelled back. Sighing Molly proceeded towards her room. Upon entering and seeing Ulquiorra standing beside her bed Molly's eyes widen and her cheeks reddened.

" Oh hi Ulquiorra. I didn't expect you to be here," she said as she shyly pulled the band holding up her unraveling hair out. Causing the brown locks to fall gently upon her shoulders. Ulquiorra felt his fingers twitch and that uneven urge surge again. Even from where he was standing he could still smell the fragrance of her hair and skin. Feel the touch of her warm skin through distance at that moment proved it impossible. " You usually don't come until later in the night." Pulling off her leather jacket that hung to her knees she let it fall to the floor.

Revealing her bare shoulders, and supple cleavage that hid beneath the tied corset. Her shirt, (short as usual) did nothing to cover her long elegantly curved legs, below the knees hidden in her laced boots. Turning away from him Molly struggled to unlace the ties holding her corset to her curved body. " Ulquiorra could you please help me unloosen this knot. I'm afraid Rangiku tied it a bit too tight."

Not waiting for a reply the girl back towards Ulquiorra until her back was directly in front of him. One of her hands held up her hair while the other held the corset in place to keep it from falling.

Ulquiorra could feel his will crumbling then. Never in the history of his extiense as an arrancar has such a surge of raw desire spark within his chest, over a female a human female at that. Drawing his hands deseatly over the strings that held her corset tightly in place he pulled the loose end of the knot causing it to unravel.

Sighing the girl relaxed her shoulders and waited for him to proceed pulling the cris-crossing strings loose. Not wasting any time he continued to pull the strings from against each other. The tips of his fingers brushing the skin of her back every so often only proving to add more wood to the fire of his desire, until he reached the end or her knotted corset.

" Thank you," she sighed in relief. " I didn't know how much longer I could stand being in that thing." Turning to face him she let her hair fall back down to her shoulder as she smiled. Her face flustered and embarrassed as if the ordeal had affected her as much as it did Ulquiorra. And yet that look only served to drive him even more into his pit of longing.

The longing that after just those few moments of being close to her body and observing her features made him want to strip her bare and take her right where she stood, just to put it lightly. Why now do such foreign thought suddenly occur through me? He questioned as he watched the girl struggle to keep eye contact with him. He had always thought such things as loosing control of one's desires for flesh to be beneath him. And would have much rathered to have kept himself disciplined, unlike the other arrancars who had gladly indulged in the pleasures given to them by willing and serving arrancar women under Aizen.

Even when commanded by Aizen to relax and enjoy himself with the arrancar women Aizen sent to his quarters, Ulquiorra still found no real enjoyment in what they had to offer and what they did in order to please him. Which often sent them back to Aizen both disappointed and complaining.

But his girl…this girl was stirring him just by standing here. Doing nothing intentionally to actually tempt him, but torturing him all the more so. Attempting to lure of the thought of her body and how it would look…feel pressed against his, her voice in the heat of passion in his ears, he turned away from the girl.

" Is that all girl?" he asked his back still to her.

" Y-yes," she said. " Thank you." Folding her arms tightly to her chest she ran towards the bathroom and shut the door.

That look….I thought as the cold water caressed my aching shoulders back and stomach. It made be shiver just thinking about it. It kinda made me want to throw myself back at him again…his eyes were so filled with longing, and sadness…I wonder what he's longing for…my thoughts were suddenly interrupted by Grandma's knocking on the wall outside of the shower.

" Call Molly," she shouted.

" Ok," I shouted back turning off the shower and pulling myself from the tub. Suddenly realizing just how cold I had the water running. Then wrapping the towel around myself I ran from the bathroom past Ulquiorra to the living room where the phone which was off the hook sat on the couches edge. On the table beside it sat a wine glass and bottle from where gram was sitting and drinking her daily glass of recommended wine.

" Hello," I answered excitedly. " Mom, Dad…"

" Hello honey," Dad said.

" Hi Dad. How's you guys trip?"

" Its good honey. Really good, your mother is really enjoying the sceneries."

" That's really good Dad. So…when do you plan on coming home. The deadlines almost up and…"

" Well that's what I called about. The company…"

" Oh I see," I mumbled already knowing what he was going to say. Biting my lip I forced back tears that threatened to spring to my eyes.

" Its only another month and a half. We'll be back home right after that, the company just needs us to finish some things before…"

" Its ok Dad," I said stuggling to keep my voice from cracking. The energy began to build up in my chest until I noticed the orbs beginning to form around me once again. Not caring at the moment I continued. " I understand. So I'll see you in a another month and a week then?"

" Yes. See I knew you could handle it. And here your mother was worried you would break down again."

" Yep that's me." I sighed. " Mature as always." There was a moment of awkward silence before Dad spoke up again.

" Tell your Grandmother I said hi for me ok. I have to go, but I'll see you soon. Love ya honey."

" Love you too Dad," I whispered through my aching throat. He hung up moments later. But I kept the phone in my hands, as the tears rushed down my cheeks. The orbs continued to float, but I ignored them as I pressed my face in my hands and sobbed.

I hate this…I thought as my eyes wondered over to the wine glass and bottle. Grams light was already out noting that she was already asleep. Grabbing the bottle I quickly pushed it against my lips and began to guzzle the bottle.

The liquid felt warm against my mouth and throat as it went down. Hitting my belly like a heat pack, warming my core. Pausing for a breath I continued to drink from the twenty liter, a line of wine running down my chin. But I continued to drink, until I could no longer feel he hurt, the pain of my parent's lies. The unknowing longing that spread from my core down to my toes, the only bit of feeling I had left.

" Girl," I heard Ulquiorra called as he walked casually into the living room where I was sitting half dressed the empty bottle in my hands. I didn't move. He called again.

" Ulquiorra…" I slurred. " My powers feel ten times enhanced. Look at what I can do." Lifting my hands I formed a orb a little bigger than my fist. Ulquiorra took a step towards me.

I could feel the cold radiating off his skin as he neared closer to me. " Girl control yourself. Before you…" The lamp beside his hand burst in a ray of purple light. Spilling glass and light bulb pieces everywhere. Ulquiorra didn't so much as flinch.

" Ulquiorra…" I choked as I threw myself from the couch onto his where I buried my face in his shoulder. He didn't move as I gripped the clothing of his back harshly and sobbed violently into his chest.

" You have been drinking girl," he stated coldly. Pulling away from him I smiled in his face.

" And so what if I am?" I questioned pulling myself involuntarily towards his body. He didn't move. Reaching up I pushed the hair back from his face. He still made no move to stop me. " You want to fuck me don't you Ulquiorra?" I said the words escaping my mouth before I could stop them. He said nothing just continued to stare at me with unreadable eyes. Pulling myself up to his ear I whispered, " cause I want to strew you…"

I felt a combination of lust and the wine I drunk began to take over and control my actions as I moved my hands down his torso. " Just tell me what you want. I can give it too you…" Stopping just above the buckle of his belt I sighed, " Do you want me to touch you…or do you want to touch me."

Stop it…stop it Molly you shouldn't be…but…Grabbing his hands I pulled them up to where my breast started. Then curling his fingers I forced them to pull at my towel. Slightly releasing them from the towel's tightening hold. His gaze remained where it was locked on my face never once faltering from their destination. " Now its your turn." Grabbing his belt buckle I started to pull it from its loop when I felt his cold grip wrap securely around my wrist.

" That's enough girl," he said. " You're intoxicated and out of control."

" That's not true," I slurred, " I know what I'm doing…. and I know what your feeling. I know you want me…I can feel it. It doesn't take genius to know that much," I was yelling now. Not caring if it woke my Grandmother up or not.

What the hell am I saying…my lust is talking for me. I'm drunk and I should stop…but… this is want I want…need. His cold, hard body against mine…his lips…I want…I need…Pressing my self up against his chest I pressed my lips forcefully against his. Feeling the hard pressure of his hands as they wrapped coldly around my arms and pulled me off.

" I will not repeat myself girl," he warned. Ignoring him I took hold of his shirt. Then pulling it free of the buttons I started to pull off my towel when I felt Ulquiorra hands curl about my hands holding them in place. " Stop." His demeanor was cold and shocking as he held my hands still.

" Oh...please Ulquiorra let me do this for you," I realized I was begging now. Tears running down my cheeks. " Let me please you. Please. You need this…I need this…please…" I continued to pull against the strain of his hands to no vale.

" You don't know what your saying girl." He said as he forcefully pushed me against the wall. Then pulling my hands forcefully above my head he held them still. " The liquor is affecting you thoughts, your actions. If you knew how you sounded…"

My ears felt clogged full of cotton, as he spoke none of the words getting through. Each one like mush, none reaching me. All I could feel was the desire curling in my belly getting worse and worse until it hurt. I needed to find some way to release this…I have to…he released my hands. Then turning away from me he started to walk away.

" Fine," I yelled. " I don't need you…I don't need this…" Pulling my towel tighter my eyes caught sight of the bracelet around my wrist. Prying it off I threw it with all my strength in his direction. I hit the ground with a clink. Then running towards the door I threw myself out into the cold night air.

I ended up in the park. On the grass beside the old swing set where Joel and I kissed. Tears streaming down my cheeks. My belly aching from the desire I felt towards Ulquiorra. The longing and wine from just minutes before still dormant.

" I hate this…" I mumbled hitting the ground with my fist.

" Hate what?"

" This…myself…life?"

" Why?"

" I strew everything up. My no matter what I is."

" Not everything."

" Yes, I do."

I felt the palms of cold hands reach around my shoulders. I sat frozen as breaths engulfed my ears. " Tell me Molly. Why would you think such a thing. Do you really not value life?" A face as white as snow appeared in front of me, half covered in a mask. I felt my mouth freeze over, and my shoulder blades start to burn as more hands made their way down my back. Then tracing my spine and folding over my hips and stomach only to make their way back up towards my beast.

My body burned with desire and cold as I let out a deep sigh. " I can make it all stop. The pain. The heartache…all of it," the voice cooed running a pale hand through my hair. " Do you want me too make it stop." Her face was inches from mine. I could feel her cold breath against my nose. I inched forward suddenly thinking of Ulquiorra. Someone's cold, smooth tongue slid above my earlobe causing me to wilthe slightly.

" I want," I gasped as hands came around the towel holding my bareness back. " I want…" before I could finish my sentence the girl in front of me attacked my lips with her own. Moaning lightly I pulled my arms around her neck uncontrollably and attacked her back.

These are arrancars …I told myself. I have to get away from them…I have too… " Molly I can make it all stop?" She replied pulling away. Pressing her hand too my forehead she smiled.

" I want you too make it all stop," I sighed as her tongue made its way up my bottom lip. I felt dazed as if I was in a dream. And nothing else mattered. Not Mom not Dad, neither Joel nor Ulquiorra. Everything felt like a big blur.

I heard the soft wind of laughter from the being behind me. Then the feel of hands on my breast, my lips, then made their way between my thighs. " Yes, make it all stop," I whispered. " I want it all to stop."

Making a solid landing from a finishing blow to a hollow's head Joel patted the back of his head and yawned loudly. " Another job well done Rin," he cheered grinning.

" Yes sir," she replied shyly looking down.

" I guess we can go see Molly no…" Wait a minute…" Molly?"

" Sir…I sense it too. Molly's in trouble." Rin replied not wasting anytime as she flashed too the roof above. Following her Joel unsheathe his sword quickly.

" You sense it too. Hollows. Surrounding Molly's spiritual presence. But where the hell is Ulquiorra?

I can feel it…he's coming for me…but…A shock wave of pain shot up my spine as something sharp hit the underside of my shoulder blade. I tried to scream but couldn't as the pain continued onto the other side. What the hell are they do…

" Just wait little bitch," the main arrancar holding me in my arms replied. " It'll all be over soon." Fingers dug into my thighs as I bodies loomed over me.

I wanted to scream, shout, anything…as I felt the wine and lust began to fade my common sense start to come back to me. Twitching my fingers I attempted to move my hands at no vale. I could feel blood, running from my back and down my body. And the probability of dieing here, like this brought red too my face.

" S-stop…" I croaked, " Please stop…"

" We are about to end this now, bear with us…"

" No I don't want…"

" Shh…." She commented. " I think we have a visitors who wants to join in."

I felt and heard myself gasp as the realization of who it was dawned on me.

" Molly!" He yelled. I twitched.

" Joel," I whispered doubting he could hear me.

The lead Arrancar laughed. I felt her hands relieve themselves off my thighs. " I've been waiting to fight you again

Ulquiorra if here too? They're both here together… " Ulquiorra." I managed to choke out.

" Do not talk girl," he commanded. " You will be safe soon enough."

" Danmmit," Joel yelled as he realized that tearing through the arrancars surrounding Molly was all but useless.

" That arrancar woman," Ulquiorra started. " I'm going to kill her," he replied simply. " You get the girl."

Nodding, Joel refused to let himself protest to his commands. Then looking over at Rin he felt deep regret pass over his body. Regret for even letting her come in the first place. Instead of keeping watch. " Rin…"

Her eyes were wide, and her body quivered as she locked sight of the arrancars surrounding Molly. " I'm going to kill them all," she whispered aloofly. " For what they're doing to Molly. I won't let a single one live."

" Rin…"

" Don't protest against her resolve. Those arrancars deserve what they get." Ulquiorra replied his eyes still locked on the main arrancar. She smirked. Then without a word she lunged towards Ulquiorra. Who already seeing what she had planned quickly avoided her attack.

" Guess what Ulquiorra," she taunted, " I'm going to use my sword today. Something that you lack," she said as she pulled her sword from her sheath. " And then I'm going to kill you. And take that girl back to Grimmjow. And then…" her eyes widen in madness. " He'll be happy. Really happy with me!"

Launching forward she brought her sword down against Ulquiorra in attempt to strike him. Lifting his hand he halted the blade before it came in contact with is hardened flesh. Then wrapping his hand around the blade he held it still.

" What the hell are you…?"

" Cero," he said, at the same time a blast of blue light formed from his hand.

" What…? No…" she cried as it surrounded her suddenly. Sending her spiraling too the ground below. " Damn it," she cried. Her body was burned giving it a reddish apprance. Her clothes in ruin. " It wasn't suppose to be like thi…"

Bringing his fist up he socked her securely I the face sending her slamming against the brick wall of the playground. Groaning she attempted to lift herself up, getting half way there when as hand caught her by the throat and slammed her ruffly against the brick wall. Choking she locked scorched hands around his wrist. Digging her nails into his flesh she struggled against his grasp as the gleam of her sword in his free hand caught he attention.

" No…you won't…stop…" Bring the point of the sword up at a angle he brought it down hard against her chest. She screamed as the sword pentrated flesh and then the bones of her ribs to hit her lungs, just missing her heart. But Ulquiorra wasn't done yet. Pushing against the sword harder he pushed it through her back, then the wall. " Grimmjow will kill you when he finds out what you've done he'll…"

" Your threats mean nothing to me," he said. Yanking out the sword he let her fall too the ground. She screamed.

" Where the hell are you going?"

" If you do not wish for me to penetrate your heart woman I suggest you call off the arrancars that have taken hold of Molly. And I suggest you do it now."

" There will always be people who love and protect you. Follow you into the darkness just to lead you too the light. Because they love you, even when you mess up make a mistake. They will still be there. Because your not alone Molly…your not ever alone…

" W-what happened…?" I asked as I painfully opened my eyes.

" Don't move," Joel said pushing me back down. " We're healing you."

" Oh, is that what you're doing?" I mumbled, " W-where's Ulquiorra?" Glancing around at the area I could not see nor sense him anywhere. " The last thing I remember is seeing him pinning that chick to the wall. What happened? Did he defeat her?"

Joel looked sober, " yeah," he mumbled, " he did."

" Oh is he ok?"

" Yes," Joel replied. " Now sit still. We're calling Yoruichi to come and move you."

" Great," I said. Really great. I hope she has a good bed in hand cause I think all that wine is starting to kick in."

" Wine?"

" Goodnight Joel," I smiled yawning and ignoring the pain it caused.

" Goodnight Molly," Joel smiled. Rubbing his hand across my forehead he then bent down and kissed me in the middle of my eyes. I smiled. Then closing my eyes I let myself drift to sleep.

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