Chapter 3

(Three weeks later. Deuces funeral)

We were at the burial plot getting ready to say good by to deuce. The minister was saying some prayer. I really didn't know what he was saying. I was still trying to proses the fact that this was really happening. Deuce was gone. I was never gana be able to talk to him again. I kept wiping tears from my eyes. I had cryer so much I wasn't really able to see clearly anymore. Every one that deuce ever new was there. Rocky, cece, Flynn, Dina, uncle frank, and even Gunther and tinka. Everyone was devastated.

"amen" the minister said

I was brought back by my thoughts to see he had finish. They started to lower deuce down. Deuces mother started hysterically crying when they started lowering him down. I felt so guilty. This was my fault. Everyone kept telling me it wasn't that it was the drunk guys fault. No if I hadn't froze I could have speed up and none of this would be happening.

(Time skip after burial)

I went over to deuces mother and father. To tell you the truth I wouldn't blame them for hating me for taking there son away from them.

"mr. And mrs. Martinez. I just what to tell you how sorry I am. This is all my fault. If I hadn't-" I began.

"shh don't say that. We could never blame you" mr. Martinez said

"yes you gave my deuce friendship and kindness when no one else would. I still remember the day he burst threw the kitchen door and said how exited he was that he made a friend. You were all he talked about. Thank you for being in my baby boys life." mrs. Martinez said

The both gave me a hug and made there way to leave the cemetery . I couldn't believe what just happened I was speechless. They thanked me. Why? Why would they thank me? I turn around and went to deuces tombstone. The thought of deuce down there rotting in that ground made me sick.

"deuce I'm so sorry for what I did to you. I'm sorry I yelled at you for make fun of my stupid car. And I'm sorry for braking my promise. I don't deserve your forgiveness. I...I...I don't know how I'm going to live without you deuce" I said breaking out into tears and falling to the ground.

All these feeling came rushing up. They were the same feelings i felt when I went out with gina. They were of love. Did I love deuce? Was I in love with deuce and not even know it? I did! I loved deuce! Even back when we were kids I always thought he was kinda cute. But I just ignored it and said to my self It doesn't mean anything. God I was so stupid!

"dammit deuce why did it take you dying to make me realize that I was in love with you." Ty said to himself.

I want to be with you again deuce. I what to tell you how I feel.

NO ONES P.O.V.

Ty quickly got off his hands and knees and ran to his moms car.

(Travel skip)

As soon as they got back to there apartment he raced off to his room and Locked the door behind him. Ty went to his dresser and got out a pocket knife he got from scouts.
Ty figured the only way to be with deuce was to end his own life. He grabbed the knife and went to lay down on his bed. He lifted his right arm and handled the knife with his left. He took one long breath and said.

"ok deuce I'll be with you in a minute"

Without hesitation he dragged the knife across his wrist. Immediately blood started gushing out of his wrist. He started felling light headed. He quickly grabbed the picture of deuce he had put on his bedside table the day he came back from the hospital. He brought it close to his chest and closed his eyes. He felt cold for a brief moment. Then he felt warm. Sensation fill his body.

TYS P.O.V.

"Ty Ty Ty! Wake up!"

"uh five more minutes mommy" I said tiredly

"Ty please wake up!"

I fluttered my eyes open only to be blinded by a bright light. Then everything started to focus. A familiar face stared at me. Then I realize who it was.

"Deuce?"

Short I know but I'm still recovering so bare with me. Reviewing might speed up my recovery =) probably not but it couldn't hurt =D